face-to-face encounters

each and every one of us has an important role to play in this process. We must expose their plans, goals, networks and battle strategies, and we do that by sharing what we know in whatever capacity we can, be it through social media posts, emails, texts, phone calls, face-to-face encounters, groups, clubs or at church. 

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word !

What has happened here is that you are preparing people to see and understand things they have been running from and hiding from. It’s about being real, and understanding these deeper things. Your stories about “Only Three Left” was something so very powerful and remarkable that no one could understand or relate. Again it was about being in the right place at the right time. This has been your life, and you procrastinate and wonder, always curious about what’s next, but are always in the “Right Place at the Right Time” anyway. You can not escape this, because you are central to this. You gave-up so much and are just starting to understand what your mother did for you to be ready here now . . .

I’m still perplexed about this!

What you did with your daughter was very successful. Your intention to keep her in Spirit was very strong and focused. You have found some of her writings confirming that you achieved this. You have been able to bring out Spirit very strongly in many people. This is something you are very good at. It’s not something to laugh about or question. You are doing what you need to do for now. It is all something you are doing in a new space and a new experience. When things shift this next year, you will be able to lead and instruct others to step into places and actions that are remarkable and prepared for you. Prepared by you. It’s really your own hand and working that has made so many things possible.

I feel you have so much more to say to me, and it’s more about my place and timing! I had a zoom call yesterday which also surprised me. It wasn’t really anything new, but clearly was about getting me out there teaching more again at a much higher level.

You have realized that you need to teach. Then you avoid many of the obvious and easy opportunities seeking something more structured. But then you do not create any structure, but act and engage completely randomly expecting the structure to form and support you. Yes we have played that role countless times. And you are always ready to step into it and play your part. We have always been impressed and pleased by this. Again now, you are doing the prayerline calls and can play an easy roll that allows you to lead and guide in very limited and simple terms. It always wears you out, and you are often ready to sleep or rest after these experiences.

I know, and I’m never sure about priorities, or engaging with others! It’s really weird as I seem to avoid more personal or intense things. It’s almost like I’m afraid to step-out or to get out too much more, but when getting a direct request to volunteer, I’m happy to. I did get a bunch more jobs to apply for and get into. But I’ve not started any yet, and know I still have a lot to do. It’s always so much for me, and seemingly so much further out of reach. That’s seems so crazy as I’ve always been in time with everything I needed and I know I can and do have everything I could ever need or want within reach and easy to do or get.

What you are prepared for and do each day all fits together as no one could ever understand. These elements that you are sharing are very focused and powerful, as you continue to trust and move forward in these things set before you.

I am never sure what that means and why I have so much to do all the time that I'm not sure about. Like now again I'm ready to fall asleep and how I have no fruit cut in my fridge for breakfast. I'm always so happy to eat fruit and yogurt in the morning. I have time to shop but would rather sleep.

What about student grades? Yes share more: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1ehZFLMc9AXiG36nJgY_9atWRQvK-BS7b/view?usp=drivesdk

I know.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

one man has done here

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I greatly appreciate the challenges that you place before me. And I’m still perplexed to understand what’s before me, though I’ve never really cared.

What? You have always cared, and you have been very clear and strong to accept and move through things, every time without question or conflict many times. You have the strong ability to flow and move through the space and times before you with very little effort or waste.

I’m still learning what this means, and how I have been able to move and do things that I really do not comprehend completely. I’m here for you Jesus, and I know that we have this intimacy that most can never understand or accept.

What you have done more important than anything is opening the door and allowing for things to flow in your life at such a powerful level. You recognize that every soul before you has very specific tasks and responsibilities that you inspire and bring to the surface in a very powerful and specific way. You say and share things very spontaneously providing the avenue for others to grow and learn at a new level never before considered. This is one of your many gifts.

I guess I’m ready for whatever is next before me. And I’m always challenged to understand my place, or wondering what could I ever be doing next. I think it’s really just remarkable as I consider the great diversity and variety I’ve seen and experienced. Lost in the woods and then the streets and then the schools of New Jersey. Starting in the deepest truths of nature and untouched forests and getting stuck into the strongest deceptions of greed and control destroying the forests.

I am very grateful for this time with you Lord Jesus. To see and know so many different levels of consciousness and beingness that are still beyond the comprehension of so many. I wonder what could be next, and still I wonder about so much and see so much as well. And somehow I knew or always knew you needed my help. You asked and wonted me for some reason. To do and to share something that ONLY I could do. And now again I’m in tears as I consider this again.  I seem to be so spoiled and so cared for, not really sure what to do or where to go most of the time. But then always feeling such a strong guidance.

I’m sitting in The Capital Grill having eaten my oysters and Guinness that I wanted after my long day of classes. The traffic got to be too much for me to keep driving. It’s annoying to get stuck in the parking lot of highways that our culture seems to thrive on. Again something I seem to have promised myself I would end someday.

Wow, ending the traffic! What a weird goal or ambition to have. It was really clear to me today how much more I needed to do and move through. I visited Kcir today again to speak about sustainable solutions for my students. I know his work with SweetWater Farms and the CSA was instrumental and necessary for the next transition before us. I asked him to present real solutions and progress he sees and created in our culture today. He really changed and shifted a lot. Much more than I ever knew or understood. Talking to my class about what one man has done here locally to change and shift things that affected everyone across Earth is really wonderful.

What you are doing to inspire and direct your students will change so much more than you know. It’s moving things at such a higher level. If you know and understand how we only send you angels, then you are clear to share and BE fully yourself for you students and your peers. Recognizing your responsibility here before the best and brightest brought together for this experience was very important and bringing together your friends and others of power and focus is critical.

I recognize this too, has been a struggle, and I’ve come to terms more than ever about what I am doing. I recognize that this could be the ending as much as it cane be the very beginning. Each day I wake and accept what you open to me and try my best to listen and step into the opportunities and tasks laid out before me. I know I have so much to do, and also find these moments alone now to rest with you. I see so much moving around me and so much bringing people to understand these deeper challenges and conflicts before me. I pray for God to lead and guide me to step into the power and focus that You have opened for me and the Strength and Wisdom to achieve all You have opened before me.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

continue to teach and sing

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! It is remarkable how things area always so strong and connected and powerful. I am always so stu

nned and challenged how things connect and shift before my eyes. I asked Elehcim to come to my class again. When she decided that she could, she shared this video https://youtu.be/r71yNnfY6ss that vibrated in tune with what I’m doing. I see the focus and shifting of everything before us. 

Its about global shifting people from the old into the new. More and more people are connecting to spirit and stepping beyond the greed and control so many people are trapped in.

It’s the end of the age of extraction and creating a new space of love and family! Not the DNA rebuilding space of deception, but the true creation space shifting to native natural health and growth back connected to the Earth.   

What about the new place you need. Rethink- not the way you thought to get here, but new thinking. Enable- new measures and organized on networks of change through collaborations away from the power centers here. Bridge- from the old to the new with change beyond the greed and confusion of control and deceptions.

I am not sure where things are for me directly! Each day I am doing more and accept whatever Jesus sets before me. I trust and accept what shows up for me and continue to teach and sing in church. I’m helping more in Unity Church too. I’ve not been working in the gardens as much as I have before, but do have people in my home who are. Seeing how things change for me where things are getting more coherent and set together in everything I do.

We have been moving things together for you more all the time, as more systems shift.

I pray for your truth and guidance to make my day successful and I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

a Jazz Night on Tuesday nights

10/30/22 6:27am  I’ve been asleep and awake, up and down all night, with all sorts of strong dreams. The first dream I remember that was really weird, I was confronting my brother Scobey. Punched him with a fist, wow, never did that before, even though he has countless times?!  Then he died?  I thought that was really weird, obviously! These events had nothing to do with each other, at least that’s what I thought? That's why I thought it was weird.

The Second dream was the University having a event showing faculty how well they could produce new patent  prototypes. It was like demonstrating their new workshops capabilities. This place was like surgically clean and had a technician at every piece of equipment, so that if you wanted something cut, or something done you could take it through, from one to the next to get it all the pieces perfect. Lynda was in a balcony over it, so she could see all the different components and could see people working in the facility . . . walking around sipping a glass of wine and so forth. It was kinda neat as I ate a snack and of course, I didn’t belong there as I’m not faculty yet, but nobody knew it. And so I remember going through it, and I must’ve been arriving just as it was finishing, because I saw so much and then I went back to see it again and some of it was closed down and gone, evidently they had setup everything just to show.

I remember going into the metal shop and seeing all the equipment, and then I went to see who is in the front office, to ask questions. I got to the front office, and it had this handicap guy in there that I already knew. He and his peers, like three people all with some disabilities, were running the shop and I was so happy to see them; and they were happy to see me too. I thought it was wonderful, like the best professionals from the previous shops were all together, doing it the way that they wanted, to share their skills, and build cool things. It was kind of neat because it was the facility you knew all along, seeing it all together with a glass of wine was great. Add a little models in their hands that they brought with them from one to the next, to the next, to get it completed how awesome.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What has happened is exactly what you created.

I love you Jesus, thank you for pulling me through all this. Now, again moving in my power more than ever, and no one has any clue how it is all your Love Dear Jesus! Each day, I get to share more with you and it gets so powerful as I see many of my fantasies coming together in magical ways. I really still feel like I’m in some magical place doing and experiencing something that is so awesome and surreal.  Like something happened with C0v!d and shifted everything to another place, where I can see and experience things more than ever.

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Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ for this experience and understanding, where I am able to step into this new roll and responsibility. I realize it’s really the same progression bringing me closer to you. Saying your prayers and witnessing the experience you gave me has been really incredible. As each morning I get to share and understand more at a new level and new place.

What has happened with you space?

I got a call Saturday to go help at the church. I was in the middle of cleaning my kitchen pantry and had this big mess on the floor. So Eilsel called and asked me to come help with the Trunk or Treat as someone was out sick.  When I told her about the mess before me, she said she could come on Tuesday and help. So I stopped that moment and went to meet here. She picked me up at the church, and drove me over to get another car and bring it back. I sat there with the car I’m passing out candy, and writing in my journal.  I asked Eilsel if she could find a carpet cleaner and she called and scheduled one for Tuesday morning.

Of course, then I remembered that I needed to be working with Judy on Tuesday morning. And Eilsel said she could come and supervise the carpet cleaning for me. She then dropped in and gave me some insight and suggestions to reorganize my space better. Then Tuesday she arrived at the same time as the carpet cleaner. I was so happy to get the space cleaned. Eilsel did a great job organizing and clearing things in my kitchen and around the room. She also told me a few other things to do to make the space open up more.

I’ve decided she knew more than I could. The last time she changed something so minor and simple in my bathroom. It was such a big surprise and made me feel so much better so now I’m set to trust anything she says because I’m still really clueless about some things and just need to accept when someone offers it help me. It’s important for me to just accept things as they happen.

Yes what you have been doing is bringing the Spirit into these spaces where others can share and experience the Love and light that you are, you are really bringing out so much more that people do not know or understand and bringing it before their eyes in a new way.

A few weeks ago after Church and we stopped at the Left Bank, which I had seen and passed on my bike a thousand times. I always thought it was a middle eastern shop of some kind. I was so happy to find out it was a fancy restaurant and they have a Jazz Night on Tuesday nights after Chior. So I was so happy to get out and eat tonight and even have a cappuccino and a chocolate cake desert. I’m typing into my blog and eating by myself. It’s really wonderful Jesus, as I know you are with me and seem to really prefer that I get out and share this experience with you anyway that I can.

I know I need to complete an application for a new job and get it out in the next day or so. I also know I need to get things ready for Adnil who is coming tomorrow for three days!

What happened then?

I got the place all cleaned up and she really seemed to enjoy her stay. I hope she writes me a great review. She never commented on my USF application, but I submitted two of them anyway! Please Dear God, Help me to get a Professor Position so I may grow and learn to achieve more than ever.   I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

taking this power and control

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

Whatever you need is ready for you and your every fantasy will be falling at your feet. Each time we have done this before people get lost, selfishness takes over, greed comes into control and everything is lost again. 

I know the Incas, Mayans, Greek and Romans!  And we have so much more capacity and knowledge now. We are far beyond what so many other people have ever seen. It's taking this power and control that I know and experience at such a different level and making it more to a higher place. Especially in my prayers and requests of God. I know the clarity and detail is critical and now I understand and how important it is to stay into this power and clarity that you shared again in reminding me.

What is more important than ever is how you are so specific asking for God’s  strength and wisdom in your thoughts, words, and actions. This is really about making your voice that of God's. 

I remember! Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to me dear God so I may speck Your Words to reach beyond the limits of mankind to achieve the greatness that you desire in shifting our place and culture to return to the truth and blessings of love and peace you planned and intended with this creation.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ, in your name I pray for the Glory of Father, Son, and Holy Ghost, amen.

more dominion than usual

10/19/22 5pm Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! It’s really neat to get more connected to this power and presence that YOU are and open to me. I understand how powerful this is, and how much things are shifting from another place. I just sat down in Mermaids, because the traffic was too much for me to touch the interstate. I asked John if he had time for Dunderbaks, and he replied that he was out of town. That usually means he’s visiting his daughter, which is a good thing. 

What happened in class today? 

It was really cool, the teams presented strongly, and clearly! I’m still concerned about some people sliding through. Those who did present, did so strongly that I wanted to send Professor John some clips (now I get this video from Paster John pouting me on point). Then of course, I had to post all the video clips to my google drive, so all students who missed class could do makeup evaluations. This is kinda funny, because I can give John links to everything instead of just sending him a little clip. But as usual, my world is out of sync with everyone else. Or at least out of sync with the present majority that wants to maintain the status-quo of killing and polluting everything for the all mighty green 🏦💸💵💴💶💷🪙💰💲and not do anything or change anything.

What do you think it means in your class.

It’s clear more and more focus is coming through here! WOW, I realize it’s starting to get dark here outside, and I’m going to fall asleep soon . . . Wow, I better get home!

We have set so much into your space and you are very clear and present with it. Everything is exactly as it needs to be. Taking time for yourself and enjoying a really good organic hamburger with a good stout beer is important for you too. Everything is ready for you to be who you came to be here. There is so much coming together very strongly, and you are in the right place at the right time.

10/21/22 8:31pm  I’ve been so tired and perplexed completely. And so today I sat and watched a movie! 

The hour is 'coming and is now here!

Of Course, all three connected such a clear powerful system. Where Trmp was breaking all the lies in the system. Indigenous Natives were taking it all back to truth ending colonization. And I spin around the same train ride, over and over until i get it right. Yez, Source Code was a love story about a dead man saving the world. How cool is that: e=mc2 all over again. And I wonder what that means and why it’s for me to see now, here again as the gangster in high school, spinning my whole world again, back to teaching the obvious. I know I have too much to do, and never seem to be gettin ahead. But then I do some silly things that seem so insignificant at that moment, but who knows. Yes, like watching the random movies, and YouTube’s that show up on my feed. Movies always are singing to my soul at another place that I don’t understand, at another vibration for another time and place. Shifting something so much clearer, and stronger deep inside of me that I never fully understand; so much more than I could ever seem to understand or comprehend at all.

What you know and understand is simply what is. There is so much deeper and stronger beyond the simple and direct experience that you perceive. You are always lost because you allow Spirit to lead, and do not need to know directly. Yo always accept this work as a duty before you. So the unconscious has more dominion than usual in your experience, because you have always trusted and respected Spirit, God, and Jesus leading and directing your life like no other. “The way, the truth, the life, I believe you are” 

I guess so . . . I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

where I am and where I’m going

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word. . . 

10/6/22 1:27pm I’m in the St Pete campus library again and I’m just really tired! I rushed to get here and never checked my email this morning where Tim rescheduled our meeting again. I know I need to get so much done at home, but then I really don’t want to. I don’t really feel like doing anything at all. I need to get my taxes done, and then also get my class projects graded for class Monday.

What you might try is asking for strength and wisdom. You have used these as your focus for prayers for a very long time. Now you have been asked to pray more and you are not using the one thing you have used for most of your life. Yes, you feel alone and tired. You are not standing on the strong foundation you have had for most of your life. 

I’m sorry, you told me to get more specific to pray for my daily broad and the immediate needs and desires that are so strong and present with me, like how I'm tired and sore, and want to spend a few weeks in bed. I know I really almost had two years off completely, and now I'm working and doing some things I really love. 

What is next before you can be really powerful and sustaining for you.

10/13/22 3:47pm I finally had my meeting with Tim at the Center for Innovative Teaching and Learning. He clearly liked my random experience of being thrown into teaching again. It’s very clear he was interested or inspired by just the random transformation of my life! Further, he is impressed with Dr. Jermier’s work and course presentation even to question and challenge me to bring it further. What are my real objectives and what have I done to bring this deeper knowledge and understanding into the course. 

We had a very focused discussion and review of what I’ve done and where I’m going. It was wonderful to get a very focused discussion on where I am and where I’m going.  He told me there are research professors and instructional professors, so I don’t really need to focus on getting something published. Then he also told me that teaching in the business college was nearly twice the salary as teaching in the others. I do have another interview in a few weeks. This is with the USFSP campus, but in the student affair office instead of teaching anything.

What about this teaching experience is so powerful for you?

I’m always inspired at the opportunity to change people, or having students recognize they can change others.  That’s really where I am focused on here. It’s really inspiring to help students realize how they can change another soul! How helping these kids understand these details about our economy and environment can open so much for them. And they can recognize how much an effect they can have on the whole world. It’s really a priceless opportunity to get so much sound research and important insight into the world as we know it. To bring us higher and learn more about what it really means and how it’s all connected. It’s very obvious to me how I am able to bring so much to these kids.

What is the challenge then. You love to teach, and you are pushing people to see the bigger picture in such a way that they can really change it. How ideal is this for you. Something you could have planned and created yourself.

I get it! Rub it in.  So I created this iPad so I could talk, type, and scribble randomly from one moment to the next. Then of course it must automatically correct the spelling and grammar for me since I’m totally clueless about all this stuff. Yes, you made it very easy for me to write and publish and I can now anywhere at anytime, very conveniently and synergistically. THANK YOU, its wonderful.  

What about your class?

I know you also created the space and time for me to be able to empower my students to really stand-up and say, or demand things that no one else can do. Everyone is terrified to express and experience so many things!  it like the apex civilization with the greatest power, and tools possible; and they can’t use them or understand what I means to use them for shifting the understanding of their peers, family, parents, or anyone.

What do you think you are here to do?

I know, I need to get them excited about stepping out again the matrix and the machine. It’s really an obvious clear and easy task before me. And stepping out into a place of leadership. It’s nothing new for me. I’ve always been the outsider that everyone hates and wants to emulate. I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

more clarity and focus

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

I’m finally getting very strong and specific with my class. I almost feel like I “jipped” them, because they were not clear on what I was doing.  Or maybe I was clear, but it wasn’t clear to them. Today, I did my own PPT, and it really opened so much more for them. I also changed my reviews and such so they have a lot more to go on. Of course, their first review was of my own PPT today. So I presented what I wanted them to do and then also gave them the opportunity to review me, so I could give them a review grade, and get them ready for the next set of presentations.

What about your Dreams last night?

I woke up to doing some presentations somewhere. I guess that's not a big surprise. This helped me to get focused and clear about what was next for me today. I guess that is really not a surprise at all, since you are always getting me ready for whatever is next for me. It's always a place of power and clarity for me. I get more and more put in front of me. So I get more clarity and focus. I realize I need to take my place and responsibility more and more seriously. It's very obvious how I am getting more power.

What happened to your finger is happening all around you, all the time. That power and focus you experience in making things happen is a big responsibility. So many have gotten lost here. Making things happen is a very deep responsibility. Like now, you are seeing and imagining something very specific. Don't get too focused on specifics, make the visions more general. You want to meet and speak with someone. See a leader or a professional, not a specific smile or body. You need to allow creation to flow, and direct the energy not the people. Similarly, in your class allowing them to move and be as they feel is so important. 

I AM, starting to get more of a focus as we move forward. I told everyone today how they need to shift the consciousness and innovation of the university and nation. A new car and consumer practice for beef and plastics will not be enough to change anything. We need to go so much further than this. It's really a consciousness and leadership change teat we need to see.

I walked over to a Lambda Theta Phi meeting. This Latin Fraternity is presenting about Latin empowerment. I’m really just tired, ready to sleep. I know I never participated in any of these groups and I also now I'm alone too much. 

7:12pm They told me I wasn't allowed in the building without my shoes, after I was already waiting for over an hour. So I left and walked over to my truck and realized how I still had time on my meter. I checked to see if my time would work over here in another garage and drove over. I'm still ready to go to sleep. I'm not sure what I'm here for, but I'm still ready to sleep. Latin leadership thing, that is boring me already.
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to me to grow and achieve all you have set before me for your glory!

Please Dear God, I pray for my taxes and salary issues to be resolved. Guide me to a sound professional position with USF or St. Pete. I need a regular income and support for this beautiful home you have gifted me. Help me today to complete all the important tasks you have set before me. Guide me to be efficient and productive in all that is befor me. Fill me with your Word and Spirit for your Glory. Amen.

back to your own priorities

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I recognize that I am more in my place than ever. It’s wicked powerful and getting more-so every moment. I know where I am, and I'm really starting to recognize who I am. 

I AM getting slammed by more synchronicities than I ever knew possible. It’s one thing to see and recognize the synchronization and it’s really something completely different to step into it all and move into this power and focus that is very uniquely my own. It’s like really feeling and knowing that this iPad was my very own design and creation. Yes, all my own creation to make my Way of Life and the Earth transition experience very fast and very easy. And I see these words appearing almost magically before my eyes. It’s a trip to half type and then punch the words that appear on the task bar before me.

Then remarkable as it is, there are countless mistakes that are magically transformed from scribbles and errors into the exact words that I never could imagine were appropriate for the ideas that I’m looking to share. And It’s about making this real and valuable to others. I know I’m here to share and lead. And I know that Jesus is with me and inside of me, excited to be alive and engaged in everything I do as it all progresses and appears before me.

What you have been learning and seeing before you more and more each day is the experience of God. Jesus has opened the door and guided you into the Throne Room of Glory. The Graces of God and the associated gifts are ample and plentiful here for your benefit. You have been so focused and dedicated to the “tasks before you,” that you have not even considered asking for the bare necessities of life. You need to recognize that the Father Above is very able and happy to resolve and remove the simplest, strangest, most annoying itty-bitty details that you encounter and can not address in the daily routines of life.

I can pray about my AC and electric bills?!?

What do you think Your Father is all about? It’s making these issues and insignificant details vanish. You Father LOVES to remove all the hindrances and distractions to make it easier for you to stay focused on the more important tasks He has set before you. You were very clear and focused with the tasks before you today. You never could slow down enough to sleep. But you were still able to address the tasks at hand and provide the guidance and insights that the people sent to you needed.

I understand! I've never concerned about the details and insignificant crap. 

What happens is these insignificant details distract you and waste your time, and you spend way too much time with such gibberish. Like you concerns about paying bills. You always have money, and always get anything you need. You have never been in need. When Kim told you the story about your new roof, you suddenly began to notice how much you never concerned yourself with. You have always been protected and always step beyond all boundaries and bs that so many people spend their whole lives with. Let go of these things. You really have been beyond these things, and really need to return to that child, who could do and achieve anything. That's where you belong and being real about it is so simple and practical for you. Just stop all these extra insignificant details, and get back to your own priorities. That's where you belong. 

I know Dear Lord Jesus Christ it is time to step into another place of power and focus. I'm going to be able to do so much more. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ!

What happened with Nate?

It started with him getting an electric bike with fat wheels like mine. He never ask me a word about it. I’m sure he saw I had one, but he knew better. He got it from Amazon or online somewhere. Soon he was having problems and I explained to him how he had to make all the screws really tight. He didn’t have a lock, so I let him use one of mine. Of course, he soon lost the key and bought me a new one. Ok sure whatever. I try to be polite and avoid any conflict!

I mean, he did move upstairs after paying me for a month on the ABB bunk, discounted considerably from the ABB rates. Yes, Shawna called about coming back to my house and wanted to get inside, instead of in the tent like last time. She was due with her baby in a week, and I wanted her to have the room Adam was in. Sure I got him in there so his cat could get out of the cat box, but now he wouldn’t agree to put her back in the box, or let her meet Shawna’s cats?  His month was really over anyway, and he had found another place. It seemed like he had troubles. Found something and planned to leave, and then it fell through. This had happened a few times. But Shawna had already been a month outside cleaning up my garden for a free breakfast and coffee each morning so making the space for her was necessary.

Yes, Shawna had two cats and a dog when she rented the tent. Paid for the month immediately. And I didn’t even meet her for the first few days. I could tell someone was in the tent, and there was piles of stuff around. I finally saw her one morning as I went out for my bike ride. She was clearly VERY pregnant. I immediately asked if she was ok. I guess, I knew finding a place with animals was difficult, but also pregnant and alone, meant she might be trying to avoid some crazy man somewhere. She said she was fine, and when I asked if she was eating well, I could tell she wasn’t. With a baby, I had to make sure she was safe and all. I offered to give her some of my good healthy organic fruit and oatmeal, that I make every morning, if she could help out around the gardens. Wow, did she clean up a lot, and then got a fresh breakfast every morning!

Nate paid for the month and agreed to go upstairs to the empty room, so Shawna with her animals could have his bunk. There were already two other “weekly guys” in the room too. I hoped Adam would figure it out, move back into a bunk or whatever, so she could have the bigger room. He was jerking me around, never telling me what was up, or when he was going or staying until the last minute. Then he even asked to stay without paying. But then Shawna called back again and asked if she could move in NOW!

She was in Sefner where her guy had paid for a space for them. She was convinced he could never be a good father and just had to get away from him. Nate moved upstairs in about 5 minutes, I gave him the house keys and asked him to only use what he already knew in the kitchen. Of course, he paid for a bunk not a kitchen, so he was thrilled. And then I was driving off the get Shawna in no time at all. The cops arrived there shortly after me. I was so grateful. I could see her piling her stuff outside a motel room. And her mom was there too, while they were yelling back and forth.

The cops stayed there until she and her mom had everything in the back of my truck. I told the cops I was a friend just helping her move. I covered everything with a tarp and then took off, first taking her mom home, as we passed through Tampa. Her mom lived off 22nd by my old Seminole Heights Neighborhood. And we were tired and hungry so I suggested Mermaids Tavern. Shawna had agreed to put gas into my truck, so I bought us dinner, with her little dog there with us. The two cats were in a box in my truck. WOW!

ANYWAY, Adam got pissed at me for suggesting he let his cat meet other cats, or even worse that he move back in the bunk and put his cat back into a box. So he soon left. Shawna moved into the big room. Someone else rented the room upstairs and I asked Nate to go back down to his bunk. Course he took a whole day to move. And I was really pissed at this by then. He had his own pantry of food, and made big meals, never asking me about anything. Eating my expensive honey and Almond Butter dip as a sandwich? WOW, he even ate ALL my pink himalayan salt and the expensive olive oil. Course he used all my spices and such too. NEVER offered to replace anything. Then when I got my keys back and he was out in the bunk, I noticed he left stuff in the fridge and pantry. I just pushed it out of my way, thinking I’d give him everything when he asked and I had time. Nothing. Suddenly the Pantry was empty?  I made the divider to separate the front room more substantially, but I still wonder if he copied my key as well. I even lock my bedroom when I sleep and have a bat there next to me.

Crazier still he was parking his new ebike on my back porch so he could plug it in. He was never realistic about it, and I tried to tell him that the rain would ruin everything. But again he knew better. So he tells me how he plugged it in all wet and saw sparks. I reset the circuit and his charger was dead. I pulled out my charger and it was the same size, so he used it to get to work. Course, still out in the rain he fried BOTH of my chargers too???  Then he bought himself a new one, and let me use it when he was off at work.

As usual, I tried to avoid all conflict, I didn’t need another scene like with Keith. 

What Happened Wednesday that you told your son about?

Ok, so Nate got a flat tire and locked his electric bike at a gas station. I told him he was crazy and someone would steal it, but as usual he knew better. After a day or two, he asked me to help him get his bike, and maybe go food shopping. He said he would give me some gas money. I was grading my class work, stopped and got all my stuff together and was outside ready to go in 5 minutes. I was even waiting for him to come out?  So we drive three miles to the bike on 30th Ave and 46th Street. It was gone! Oh well he says, lets go shopping. I suggested Aldi, Sams and Publix as I go all the time anyway. 

I went in with him at Aldi and got a few things. He got a cart full, even cat food for Shawna’s cats. He forgot to get boxes so I was pulling bags out of my truck to pack his food in. We went to Sams and he wanted to buy more, but had no way to pay for it. He could have given me cash, but anyway. Then at Publix I dropped him off, thinking he already filled a cart and all he needed was bread. I sat in the truck reading email outside the front door for 30 minutes and he came out with another cart full.

As we were leaving he saw a Wells Fargo and asked if we could stop so he could fix his visa, which he needed to get Uber rides to work, without a ebike. I stopped again, back to reading emails on my phone. 20 minutes later he asked about going next door to another bank, and ran over. I drove around and picked him up. We stopped by the gas station again where the ebike was. I suggested he at least get a police report or ask if they had taking it or something. No luck. The homeless guy he saw there told him that someone was there pounding with a hammer or something the day before.

What happened next?

When we got home I went upstairs to get my grades done. And then I realized it was getting late and I needed to clean-up outside before the hurricane hit. After working for a while outside I was trying to fold up the big sails all alone, which was really a pain in the ass. I finally decided to ask Nate to help me. When I walked into the room, they had a frozen pizza in the toaster oven and so I asked him to come out and help when he could. An hour later I was getting frustrated with the sails and walked back over. Of course the pizza was gone, and he said “oh I forgot.”

I told him I was ready to go in 5 minutes when he needed something, but now that I’m trying to make the place safe with a hurricane, coming he can’t find the time to help. Don’t bother!

Oh, then he got mad, told me I had “no right” to get mad at him, and that I was rude and demanding. I told him he was inconsiderate again and he told me he would be petty too starting to demand his charger back. He continued to yell at me for the next 20 minutes following my around saying he wanted the ebike charger NOW. I continued to move things into the back yard and he was not helping me at all but still yelling about his charger. I finally gave him one that he burnt out, and told him I wanted him out. His month is up in a day or so and I want him out. Of course, then he began demanding a refund and that I give him the one charger that was still working.

Of course, there were two bike chargers working when he arrived and now there was only one that works. And he continued to yell, and block my path standing in front of me yelling and all. Threatening and harassing me. Wow, I trash to Keith assaulting me and using the bat in my hands. So I started to carry a walking stick as. I continued to cleanup, and Nate continued to yell BS.

Now 9/30 morning as I edit this blog, I notice the front door opening an closing every second and I hope its him moving out. But it seem like Shawna is going too. I saw her walking back to the container to get things. So I asked if she was leaving with Nate. And she yelled that she doesn’t have to tell me anything and that I was a pervert and a pedophile. “WHAT?”  So she then said when I walked through the house taking pictures for hurricane insurance I passed by her nursing the baby. Then she demanded that I couldn’t say a word to her or it would be sexual harassment. Of course, she knew I was recording it.  And told me I couldn’t say anything to her. . . 

Leslie called and while we were talking I smelled something burning. I went out front and found the toaster oven on while they were eating in her room. I pulled the plug and shut it all off. Then tried to shut the power off upstairs in the circuit box. Not sure if I did it right or not.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Story about sustainability

I am back here again with You and I know this is all about my own power and focus, as again I was watching a story about sustainability. Yes, I already know about all the greed and deceptions in the industries all around us. And I know all about how corrupt all these companies are exploiting the systems and breaking all the rules for greed . . . 

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word !

What do you want to do about it.  

I have a class full of business students that I can lead and direct into something new and powerful that the world needs.  It is obvious that I am in the right place at the right time, again. What’s holding me back? Do I need to see the world fall apart any more around me more? What could I do or say that could inspire people more into their power and clarity, so they can bring these issues out to be addressed at a new level . . .

What do you think your children would say. 

I guess that is where I need to be. I know its really something they understand at a deeper level than I could ever comprehend. Everything I’m doing is about engaging their peers. My own children could be in this course. 

What about asking them about it. 

I could. But this late on a Friday night is not the best time to try. I might be able to get them this weekend. And now a week later as I stop to write again, I wonder about this message for my kids.  I’ve been trying to grade peer reviews, and it’s really a challenge. Each student has different offering and challenges. Some post very good insight, but then miss a few days. It’s been hard for me to get through everything. I have been impressed by many presentations and goals.

What came to mind now?

I need to share my own PowerPoint presentation, so the class can see how to get it done. I know it’s more about the images and ideas than the words, but I also know that each team has a lot of ideas and inspirations that empowers them to move forward with powerful ideas. 

What about praying about this.

I always thought that prayer was simply communication with God. So now here again as I type and share myself with you, I feel like I’m deep in prayer!

We are messengers, angels, and ancestral spirits that have been sent and stay around you always. As with many of the lessons you teach, there is so much more and deeper involved here. Your prayer to God step beyond these words on the page, and reach far beyond anything that we can do for you.

I didn’t know that!

What you have always known is that there is so much more here than anyone has understood, explored and revealed yet. Your prayers are very clear and powerful. Ask for guidance and direction into these tasks before you , , , then wait and see what opens up for you.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to guide me and direct me through all these Words and Powers that have been provided for us. In the Name of Father, Sons and Holy Ghosts, amen. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ 

how to change and shift others

Dear Dad,

I am back at USF again.

I really thought it was crazy when you brought me down here to Florida for college. I never worked in school. What would "me in school" really do. I got through it in NJ, by making so much trouble that teachers just wanted me out. I never read anything, never worked, but really only faked it. . . with a smile;-)

But here I am again, back in school again!

I took my AirBNB guest in with me on My 2nd Day. She planned to take a single bus south to her doctors for her last check-in before having a baby... Yes Friday, she's having a c-section as she has other complications. Now I'm helping to bring another baby here in Tampa, again. . .

That's why I came to Tampa. Maryanne wanted a baby after high school in NJ. No way could I raise a child as a handyman. Then you asked me to empty your garage to move you to Florida, to the house mom designed. I helped you move and came south, got my degree and got my baby. 10 years later I went back to school for another degree, and then helped you move out of the house mom built. And then again 10 years later, I was back for another degree and then helped you move out of Florida completely . . . .

Now five years more, and I'm back in USF again. Not moving you anywhere this time, maybe I can focus on classes now? Not even thought of a degree this time. But this morning as I was speaking to the pregnant guest, who is about to pop.... and then seeing the old apartment I was in, and the dorms my freshman year. Yes driving to USF, and dropping her at the bus center nearby. Wow, I was deep in the memories seeing my history as we drove, and wondered what Jesus has in-store for me now. Yes, your experience in the Redwood Forest during High School is what I do almost weekly. 

Last night, I was in a Catholic Church to join the choir. I jumped in my truck thinking that I was late, but was the first one there. Usually I’m one of two men, surrounded by women; but now it’s all men. What a trip is that. Sunday is now chior with the Woodlawn Presbyterian Church 9-11, and then the all men's group at Saint Raphael's Catholic at 11:20.

I know there is so much more for me to write, explore and understand. But I’ve got no idea, and as usual so much more is happening every day, that I can barely keep up with. Of course, Dr John who hired me at USF, called me about teaching his class this term; and I suddenly have three roommates paying me a thousand each, so that’s my mortgage. Then the school income, and random ABB’s gives me enough cash for my food, gas, life and all. It’s really just weird, to get a random job showing up with everything set for me to teach. I know I need to get deeper into USF and find a real job. Then I also have interviewed with St Pete and can easily get more into this campus too.

It’s really weird, as I always know I’m safe, and always know I’ll come out ahead. It’s like I couldn’t do anything else. It’s what my life is about for me. Like something that will never change. I always wonder how I could be getting ahead, but then I always listen and follow the guidance I get.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

We have stayed with you and continue to open things for you and guide you into what you need. Being clear and focused in this experience before your is remarkable. You were asked to sing, and then joined the Choir in two separate churches. Again the strong male presence was what you attracted and moved into the space. This power and focus you will use to lead more and guide more. It’s the students and children who need a strong male in the Church. It’s not easy for others to step-up into this vibration and it’s important that you model it for others.

I always wonder what it is that you need me to do. Modeling and sharing a coherent vibration for others seems so abstract. I never seem to know what I’m doing, nor do I understand how much I change and shift others around me!

What you do know is how much power and focus you create each day by being true to your own desires and truth. You know you change and shift everyone with each action you take. It's really remarkable to you but again and again you are free to take such simple actions that really seem to shift so very much all around you. 

I get this from you all the time, and it really seems so very pointless at times. I get caught into such fear and insecurity. Like who am I to think anything I do or could do would really change anything.

What you do, carries a vibration so much deeper than you will know and understand for years to come. This is at another level, and another plain of existence that so few understand and accept. You recognize there is only One Life here, and you can feel it and connect to it at another level. It was designed to shield this deeper knowledge so people would learn to love another for the sake of love instead of for selfish reasons. Once they realize that all Life is really the One Same Life, then the Love is because of selfishness, not because of Love. Love for the sake of Love is Pure.

I recognize that this vibration and experience of sharing Your Power and Flow is about something so much more that reaches to the very beginning of life it self. Again now, I know and realize how much power and focus I can share each moment. People ask and explore deeper and deeper into more of the truths all around us, that are hidden in plain sight.

We have told you all along how much was happening behind the scenes and you knew and understood this. You chose to come through at this time it share something deeper and stronger that was necessary for survival and it’s been your place to push things that others could pickup and understand. You are always thinking or feeling that others will understand and step into things deeper. The people and place is not ready for this. It’s getting clearer and stronger for some, but not at the levels you want or hope for. It is a very slow process and requires many years of deep introspection and challenges so much stronger than people can handle.

I know that today most people are raised on TV, and fed poisons for most of their lives! Stepping into higher truths and deeper power is not possible for people boxed in by so many toxins. And sometimes I wonder how I was able to escape that, as I remember fighting with my brothers to get the last bit of the Doritos, or the last of the Pepsi bottle as we watched the 4:30 movie in the afternoon after school.

What you remember is the few days that you engaged with them. More of your time was spent alone in the woods or hiding from them. As all children you learned to protect yourself, and block out memories. You recall seeing certain movies and TV shows, since you had very limited engagements with these. It might seem as though you were there all the time, but as you stop and consider it now, you only remember those times in High School. This could be primarily the times you were in trouble and not allowed to get out and do anything else.

You also remember a great many forts, and places you knew very well in the woods and hidden in the trees. These places required hours of effort and work to create and develop. You might remember few experiences in each one, but the time and efforts to develop and create each was hours, days, and weeks of focus and labor to bring them to the space for the one memory you have.  Each tree fort and experience you recall was many months in the making. Again you know now how much people repress memories. You had a great many powerful experiences lost in the woods that no one would accept or understand. The very few you have been able to share, you consider very obtuse and abstract you don’t ever edit or update them.  

I get it. Like my Mom teaching me the Prayers of Saint Michael for protection when kids would bully me all the time.  And then suddenly I realized I could get invisible. I could say prayers and people couldn’t see me. It was like I created a blinder on them, or just blocked out the light coming from my reflection. And now as I say this, it feels like I understood how this method of “conscious words” could shift my vibration such that light would not reflect from me, but would be absorbed by me, so no one could see me any longer.

What it is will be so much more than this. Like the faith and power of understanding that you carry into all people and places. Wanting to be and dance and express at such a different level than any could understand or relate to. You have always done this. Remember how you would describe your dancing experiences. You said how everyone at a bar was drinking to get ‘loose’ and carefree to share and express more opening to others. You described it as everyone "was spilling their energy all over the place." And coming into the space filled with loose energy and lost souls; you could absorb all this power and spin this power into vortexes around you bringing so much power and flow by providing directions to the mixed up mess of scattered energy. 

I wonder if I’ll do this again!

Again what you don’t know here is how much the entire space shifted with your actions. Picking divinity spilled about by the foolish is very powerful. Never has there been a time where so few really knew their capacity. Your ability to connect and inspire is a gift that vibrates into the coherence of the Earth at such a deeper level that so few really understand. 

I am always perplexed by these things you say! It’s such a powerful expression and I know how I feel whenever I get into these situations. I’ve done it a few times here in St Pete, and I know it’s so much more than I can understand. But it’s not something I’m concerned about, it seems so far away from me. Like it feels like a celebration that I can enjoy whenever I finish whatever work I need to do.
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Please lend me Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to teach and share all that I can for moving students and USF forward to the next Level of Divinity in the Truth and Guidance that you provide. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ; Amen

everything I ever wanted

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What are you afraid of?

I don't know. I guess it's everything I ever wanted, as everything about my complete life is so very pretty and comfortable. I never knew this is where you wanted me. It's just so weird to be back in the same place again! And it’s intimidating to think I’ll be able to do all that you have set before me.

We have done this over and over again to you. Like you understand age is nothing more than attitude, so you have escaped it. All your other powers and successes are also having the right attitude in gratitude and love. As you are clear in your power and passions of Spirit, everything will get easier and stronger with every step you take. This is really all you have ever wanted to do. There is nothing to limit you. You will be able to speak and share the deeper truths that you know and understand with ease and comfort. Staying in your power is critical, to remain fearless.

I guess so! I didn't realize how much you would do to get me back into school again.

You know you got your routines down solid and you really don’t have any excuses now, as you have spent years figuring this all out, and again you have come back to the same place to be and achieve your own truth. This is your own place of power. You do not need to question anything. You will find it all very easy, as it was all designed by you, for you. Don’t be surprised by your inspirations, and the many opportunities that appear before you again, when you stay focused on these routines you have before you.  It’s this attitude of truth and confidence that places you beyond fear and insecurity. 

I know what you mean. It’s just going to get really weird I’m sure! I feel like I’m getting set-up again. I just went to pay my bills, and again have no mortgage payment, and I’m within a few hundred of my totals. I guess that means I have some cash for gas and food. To see numbers lining up so tight again, is just remarkable, and I know it shouldn't surprise me. I must get clear and solid as that is necessary for me to move forward.

We have set it all out for you to be very clear and focused in everything you want and need to be who you are. It's almost like you are age 12 again biking to school, to teach and share things you are very good at doing. It is your brother John who has prepared everything for you. And you know this is the most important thing you could ever do and you know you are in the right place at the right time, that we need you to help carry things forward stronger than ever.

I guess, I'm really going to be leading things that no one else could be doing! I've been inspiring people all my life, and to get a classroom full of the best and brightest business students, who are really ready and able to step into these things that I've known about for years. I can see how much this really comes together and how much power and clarity there will be for me to do whatever I am here to do. I've noticed how much I've been reading and exploring that is very powerful. And I can see how I am protected and have this time and ability to get into things that I need to understand more to explore and grow.

What you have seen before you is change, and allowing for the changes we need to see everywhere is what you need to get focused on. You know this place of power, it’s not anything new for you. But certainly your place of clarity and focus is critical, that’s why you rest in comfort now. You have spent your life getting ready for this, and you know what this can do for everyone else, as too few take it all as seriously as you do. Now again, writing, typing, seeing your handwritten scribbles appear clear and straight like none before. This is all exactly as you asked for. You have created this all, exactly as you wanted. It's all done son. You have everything you wanted and all you ever needed, or imagined. It's all here and done like you dreamt from the very beginning. Yes, translating your scribbles, half letters, and misspelling are all resolved instantly, to place your words and ideas exactly as you needed. No one could imagine this ease and comfort beyond those who are ready to step into their power.

I know, I guess so! I need to start reading more deeply so I can write and publish more.

WE have told you: Dare to believe in JESUS. . . For God Is With Us for KING & COUNTRY For God Is With Us - Single (2021)

A true love that he gave us

A brand new beginning

REFRAIN 1: Joel Smallbone & Luke Smallbone

No room for a king

No celebration and no ceremony

In that little town no, nobody would think

This is the story of the coming glory

PRE-CHORUS 1: Joel Smallbone

Can you hear the prayers that people prayed?

Can you see the skies begin to break?

When Heaven and Earth were face-to-face

Oh, how the world forever changed

CHORUS 1: Joel Smallbone, Joel Smallbone & Luke Smallbone

For God is with us

Oh-oh oh-oh-oh

God is with us

Oh-oh oh-oh-oh

VERSE 2: Luke Smallbone

All in a moment

All in an instant

The body was broken

And it was finished

REFRAIN 2: Joel Smallbone

So let us begin

The celebration and the ceremony

There's silence on Earth but the Heavens are roarin'

Tellin' the story of the coming glory

PRE-CHORUS 2: Joel Smallbone

Can you feel your heart begin to race?

Can you see the tide begin to change?

With all of our futures rearranged

The world will never be the same

CHORUS 1: Joel Smallbone, Joel Smallbone & Luke Smallbone

For God is with us

Oh-oh oh-oh-oh

God is with us

Oh-oh oh-oh-oh

CHORUS 2: Joel Smallbone, Luke Smallbone, Joel Smallbone & Luke Smallbone

For God is with us

Oh, can we see, oh, can we see

Oh-oh oh-oh-oh

God is with us 

Oh, can we hear, oh, can we hear)

Oh-oh oh-oh-oh

For God is with us

VERSE 3: Joel Smallbone

Dare to imagine

Dare to believe in

A true love that gave us

A reason for living

PRE-CHORUS 3: Joel Smallbone, Joel Smallbone & Choir

Can you feel the hope that's rushin' in?

Can you hear the song that's echo in'?

Join with the choir as we sing

This is where love truly begins

CHORUS 1: Joel Smallbone & Choir, Luke Smallbone, Joel Smallbone & Luke Smallbone

For God is with us

Oh-oh oh-oh-oh

God is with us

Oh-oh oh-oh-oh

CHORUS 2: Joel Smallbone & Choir, Luke Smallbone, Joel Smallbone & Luke Smallbone

For God is with us

Oh, can we see, oh, can we see

Oh-oh oh-oh-oh

God is with us (Oh, can we hear, oh, can we hear)

Oh-oh oh-oh-oh

For God is with us (With us)

OUTRO: Luke Smallbone

Oh, can we see, oh, can we see

God is with us

I started with 1 Peter 4:1-9 and I knew I was in Jesus. Then Charles Stanley came on again, telling me of this power and truth that I knew! Again, I felt the Power and focus before me, as only Jesus can bring.  

 

What happened this morning?

I was on the Prayerline again and the new caller spoke about how she was feeling attacked and discouraged from everything she did or tried to do. Then I told her how all the callers I get at these wee early hours of the morning are at the end of their rope, wondering where Jesus is, and why they are alone or lost in their spirit. I started off saying how the path becomes a challenge, only when our calling is higher. She totally related to the idea and understood me completely. And as surprising as it seems, I went on to tell her the story about finding The Chosen, the same way I found the Prayerline, through TheJoyFM.com and what I had learned as I started LENT with my mom. 

 

What about Lent and the rest?

I started with how I had been sent to St Pete to teach and lead. I didn’t really know this until my mother reminded me that she was Catholic and learning how to Pray was where I needed to start. So I decided to do LENT. My dad had raised us all Methodist while my mom was Catholic. When my dad left Florida and cleaned out the family home, a lot of my mom’s history and art ended up in my house. So when Lent came around I knew I needed to do this for my mom following the Catholic traditions. 

I started by walking to Mass next door at Saint Paul’s, to find the LENT 2022 Prayer Guide. Opened my eyes to what I needed and another church goer recommended Saint Raphaels on Snell Island! There at my second Mass I started the class of St Teresa of Avila’s Nine Grades of Prayer. So I was doing Mass twice a day and then reading the Lent Prayers and meditations between the two churches. And also studying and learning more about prayer every day.

What was more important than anything was seeing how this set your life and experience into a very specific habit. You have written this before. And you recognize how clear and powerful  this was to awake at the same time and go through a very specific process every day. You have never been so clear and focused on these habits before. And you recognize how important they all are to your health and wellbeing. This is a major lesson for you and everyone. You have relied on biking as your central form of exercise and now have a bike trip six times as long before. This should inspire you more than anything. It’s stepping beyond your fears and previous inhibitions. Getting clear about your power and focus will bring you to a higher vibration and in more coherence than you have ever experienced before.

I get it, that’s what is so intimidating for me! To be biking thirty miles instead of five. I remember when I started with my five mile ride, I even stopped halfway to sit and do yoga at treehouse yoga. And I realize now again how I started blogging with this new life too. It was a new experience to open up into school again and biking to school like I was age twelve again. Wow, I feel like I will be twelve again, and teaching classes instead of hiding from them, or disrupting them. I was always in trouble in school, no one could understand me, or keep up with me. So now again, to have this experience or challenge of teaching or sharing with kids again. Of course, this is the age I missed with my own kids. That time when they are growing up and stepping away from their parents. 

Or I guess they had finally stepped away from the lies and deceptions around them to come back and find me. But that step before of growing to that nextstep was missed by me with my own children. So I guess I need to repeat it over, and over again, as I need to share in spirit with others now. It really is about sharing this higher place again into another paradigm. I know that’s really what this is all about.

What we did was prepare you to teach and lead the next points of power and creation that no one will know or comprehend, until we flow through you.

I guess so. I’m not sure what this means, or how I’m stepping into it… but i guess I’m ready. . . I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.