I AM getting slammed by more synchronicities than I ever knew possible. It’s one thing to see and recognize the synchronization and it’s really something completely different to step into it all and move into this power and focus that is very uniquely my own. It’s like really feeling and knowing that this iPad was my very own design and creation. Yes, all my own creation to make my Way of Life and the Earth transition experience very fast and very easy. And I see these words appearing almost magically before my eyes. It’s a trip to half type and then punch the words that appear on the task bar before me.
Then remarkable as it is, there are countless mistakes that are magically transformed from scribbles and errors into the exact words that I never could imagine were appropriate for the ideas that I’m looking to share. And It’s about making this real and valuable to others. I know I’m here to share and lead. And I know that Jesus is with me and inside of me, excited to be alive and engaged in everything I do as it all progresses and appears before me.
What you have been learning and seeing before you more and more each day is the experience of God. Jesus has opened the door and guided you into the Throne Room of Glory. The Graces of God and the associated gifts are ample and plentiful here for your benefit. You have been so focused and dedicated to the “tasks before you,” that you have not even considered asking for the bare necessities of life. You need to recognize that the Father Above is very able and happy to resolve and remove the simplest, strangest, most annoying itty-bitty details that you encounter and can not address in the daily routines of life.I can pray about my AC and electric bills?!?
What do you think Your Father is all about? It’s making these issues and insignificant details vanish. You Father LOVES to remove all the hindrances and distractions to make it easier for you to stay focused on the more important tasks He has set before you. You were very clear and focused with the tasks before you today. You never could slow down enough to sleep. But you were still able to address the tasks at hand and provide the guidance and insights that the people sent to you needed.I understand! I've never concerned about the details and insignificant crap.
What happens is these insignificant details distract you and waste your time, and you spend way too much time with such gibberish. Like you concerns about paying bills. You always have money, and always get anything you need. You have never been in need. When Kim told you the story about your new roof, you suddenly began to notice how much you never concerned yourself with. You have always been protected and always step beyond all boundaries and bs that so many people spend their whole lives with. Let go of these things. You really have been beyond these things, and really need to return to that child, who could do and achieve anything. That's where you belong and being real about it is so simple and practical for you. Just stop all these extra insignificant details, and get back to your own priorities. That's where you belong.I know Dear Lord Jesus Christ it is time to step into another place of power and focus. I'm going to be able to do so much more. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ!
What happened with Nate?It started with him getting an electric bike with fat wheels like mine. He never ask me a word about it. I’m sure he saw I had one, but he knew better. He got it from Amazon or online somewhere. Soon he was having problems and I explained to him how he had to make all the screws really tight. He didn’t have a lock, so I let him use one of mine. Of course, he soon lost the key and bought me a new one. Ok sure whatever. I try to be polite and avoid any conflict!
I mean, he did move upstairs after paying me for a month on the ABB bunk, discounted considerably from the ABB rates. Yes, Shawna called about coming back to my house and wanted to get inside, instead of in the tent like last time. She was due with her baby in a week, and I wanted her to have the room Adam was in. Sure I got him in there so his cat could get out of the cat box, but now he wouldn’t agree to put her back in the box, or let her meet Shawna’s cats? His month was really over anyway, and he had found another place. It seemed like he had troubles. Found something and planned to leave, and then it fell through. This had happened a few times. But Shawna had already been a month outside cleaning up my garden for a free breakfast and coffee each morning so making the space for her was necessary.
Yes, Shawna had two cats and a dog when she rented the tent. Paid for the month immediately. And I didn’t even meet her for the first few days. I could tell someone was in the tent, and there was piles of stuff around. I finally saw her one morning as I went out for my bike ride. She was clearly VERY pregnant. I immediately asked if she was ok. I guess, I knew finding a place with animals was difficult, but also pregnant and alone, meant she might be trying to avoid some crazy man somewhere. She said she was fine, and when I asked if she was eating well, I could tell she wasn’t. With a baby, I had to make sure she was safe and all. I offered to give her some of my good healthy organic fruit and oatmeal, that I make every morning, if she could help out around the gardens. Wow, did she clean up a lot, and then got a fresh breakfast every morning!
Nate paid for the month and agreed to go upstairs to the empty room, so Shawna with her animals could have his bunk. There were already two other “weekly guys” in the room too. I hoped Adam would figure it out, move back into a bunk or whatever, so she could have the bigger room. He was jerking me around, never telling me what was up, or when he was going or staying until the last minute. Then he even asked to stay without paying. But then Shawna called back again and asked if she could move in NOW!
She was in Sefner where her guy had paid for a space for them. She was convinced he could never be a good father and just had to get away from him. Nate moved upstairs in about 5 minutes, I gave him the house keys and asked him to only use what he already knew in the kitchen. Of course, he paid for a bunk not a kitchen, so he was thrilled. And then I was driving off the get Shawna in no time at all. The cops arrived there shortly after me. I was so grateful. I could see her piling her stuff outside a motel room. And her mom was there too, while they were yelling back and forth.
The cops stayed there until she and her mom had everything in the back of my truck. I told the cops I was a friend just helping her move. I covered everything with a tarp and then took off, first taking her mom home, as we passed through Tampa. Her mom lived off 22nd by my old Seminole Heights Neighborhood. And we were tired and hungry so I suggested Mermaids Tavern. Shawna had agreed to put gas into my truck, so I bought us dinner, with her little dog there with us. The two cats were in a box in my truck. WOW!
ANYWAY, Adam got pissed at me for suggesting he let his cat meet other cats, or even worse that he move back in the bunk and put his cat back into a box. So he soon left. Shawna moved into the big room. Someone else rented the room upstairs and I asked Nate to go back down to his bunk. Course he took a whole day to move. And I was really pissed at this by then. He had his own pantry of food, and made big meals, never asking me about anything. Eating my expensive honey and Almond Butter dip as a sandwich? WOW, he even ate ALL my pink himalayan salt and the expensive olive oil. Course he used all my spices and such too. NEVER offered to replace anything. Then when I got my keys back and he was out in the bunk, I noticed he left stuff in the fridge and pantry. I just pushed it out of my way, thinking I’d give him everything when he asked and I had time. Nothing. Suddenly the Pantry was empty? I made the divider to separate the front room more substantially, but I still wonder if he copied my key as well. I even lock my bedroom when I sleep and have a bat there next to me.
Crazier still he was parking his new ebike on my back porch so he could plug it in. He was never realistic about it, and I tried to tell him that the rain would ruin everything. But again he knew better. So he tells me how he plugged it in all wet and saw sparks. I reset the circuit and his charger was dead. I pulled out my charger and it was the same size, so he used it to get to work. Course, still out in the rain he fried BOTH of my chargers too??? Then he bought himself a new one, and let me use it when he was off at work.
As usual, I tried to avoid all conflict, I didn’t need another scene like with Keith.
What Happened Wednesday that you told your son about?Ok, so Nate got a flat tire and locked his electric bike at a gas station. I told him he was crazy and someone would steal it, but as usual he knew better. After a day or two, he asked me to help him get his bike, and maybe go food shopping. He said he would give me some gas money. I was grading my class work, stopped and got all my stuff together and was outside ready to go in 5 minutes. I was even waiting for him to come out? So we drive three miles to the bike on 30th Ave and 46th Street. It was gone! Oh well he says, lets go shopping. I suggested Aldi, Sams and Publix as I go all the time anyway.
I went in with him at Aldi and got a few things. He got a cart full, even cat food for Shawna’s cats. He forgot to get boxes so I was pulling bags out of my truck to pack his food in. We went to Sams and he wanted to buy more, but had no way to pay for it. He could have given me cash, but anyway. Then at Publix I dropped him off, thinking he already filled a cart and all he needed was bread. I sat in the truck reading email outside the front door for 30 minutes and he came out with another cart full.
As we were leaving he saw a Wells Fargo and asked if we could stop so he could fix his visa, which he needed to get Uber rides to work, without a ebike. I stopped again, back to reading emails on my phone. 20 minutes later he asked about going next door to another bank, and ran over. I drove around and picked him up. We stopped by the gas station again where the ebike was. I suggested he at least get a police report or ask if they had taking it or something. No luck. The homeless guy he saw there told him that someone was there pounding with a hammer or something the day before.
What happened next?
When we got home I went upstairs to get my grades done. And then I realized it was getting late and I needed to clean-up outside before the hurricane hit. After working for a while outside I was trying to fold up the big sails all alone, which was really a pain in the ass. I finally decided to ask Nate to help me. When I walked into the room, they had a frozen pizza in the toaster oven and so I asked him to come out and help when he could. An hour later I was getting frustrated with the sails and walked back over. Of course the pizza was gone, and he said “oh I forgot.”
I told him I was ready to go in 5 minutes when he needed something, but now that I’m trying to make the place safe with a hurricane, coming he can’t find the time to help. Don’t bother!
Oh, then he got mad, told me I had “no right” to get mad at him, and that I was rude and demanding. I told him he was inconsiderate again and he told me he would be petty too starting to demand his charger back. He continued to yell at me for the next 20 minutes following my around saying he wanted the ebike charger NOW. I continued to move things into the back yard and he was not helping me at all but still yelling about his charger. I finally gave him one that he burnt out, and told him I wanted him out. His month is up in a day or so and I want him out. Of course, then he began demanding a refund and that I give him the one charger that was still working.
Of course, there were two bike chargers working when he arrived and now there was only one that works. And he continued to yell, and block my path standing in front of me yelling and all. Threatening and harassing me. Wow, I trash to Keith assaulting me and using the bat in my hands. So I started to carry a walking stick as. I continued to cleanup, and Nate continued to yell BS.
Now 9/30 morning as I edit this blog, I notice the front door opening an closing every second and I hope its him moving out. But it seem like Shawna is going too. I saw her walking back to the container to get things. So I asked if she was leaving with Nate. And she yelled that she doesn’t have to tell me anything and that I was a pervert and a pedophile. “WHAT?” So she then said when I walked through the house taking pictures for hurricane insurance I passed by her nursing the baby. Then she demanded that I couldn’t say a word to her or it would be sexual harassment. Of course, she knew I was recording it. And told me I couldn’t say anything to her. . .
Leslie called and while we were talking I smelled something burning. I went out front and found the toaster oven on while they were eating in her room. I pulled the plug and shut it all off. Then tried to shut the power off upstairs in the circuit box. Not sure if I did it right or not.
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.
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