“Power without love is reckless and abusive, and love without power is sentimental and anemic. Power at its best is love implementing the demands of justice, and justice at its best is power correcting everything that stands against love.” ― Martin Luther King

Thursday, July 28, 2022

everything I ever wanted

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!
What are you afraid of?
I don't know. I guess it's everything I ever wanted, as everything about my complete life is so very pretty and comfortable. I never knew this is where you wanted me. It's just so weird to be back in the same place again! And it’s intimidating to think I’ll be able to do all that you have set before me.
We have done this over and over again to you. Like you understand age is nothing more than attitude, so you have escaped it. All your other powers and successes are also having the right attitude in gratitude and love. As you are clear in your power and passions of Spirit, everything will get easier and stronger with every step you take. This is really all you have ever wanted to do. There is nothing to limit you. You will be able to speak and share the deeper truths that you know and understand with ease and comfort. Staying in your power is critical, to remain fearless.
I guess so! I didn't realize how much you would do to get me back into school again.
You know you got your routines down solid and you really don’t have any excuses now, as you have spent years figuring this all out, and again you have come back to the same place to be and achieve your own truth. This is your own place of power. You do not need to question anything. You will find it all very easy, as it was all designed by you, for you. Don’t be surprised by your inspirations, and the many opportunities that appear before you again, when you stay focused on these routines you have before you.  It’s this attitude of truth and confidence that places you beyond fear and insecurity. 
I know what you mean. It’s just going to get really weird I’m sure! I feel like I’m getting set-up again. I just went to pay my bills, and again have no mortgage payment, and I’m within a few hundred of my totals. I guess that means I have some cash for gas and food. To see numbers lining up so tight again, is just remarkable, and I know it shouldn't surprise me. I must get clear and solid as that is necessary for me to move forward.
We have set it all out for you to be very clear and focused in everything you want and need to be who you are. It's almost like you are age 12 again biking to school, to teach and share things you are very good at doing. It is your brother John who has prepared everything for you. And you know this is the most important thing you could ever do and you know you are in the right place at the right time, that we need you to help carry things forward stronger than ever.
I guess, I'm really going to be leading things that no one else could be doing! I've been inspiring people all my life, and to get a classroom full of the best and brightest business students, who are really ready and able to step into these things that I've known about for years. I can see how much this really comes together and how much power and clarity there will be for me to do whatever I am here to do. I've noticed how much I've been reading and exploring that is very powerful. And I can see how I am protected and have this time and ability to get into things that I need to understand more to explore and grow.
What you have seen before you is change, and allowing for the changes we need to see everywhere is what you need to get focused on. You know this place of power, it’s not anything new for you. But certainly your place of clarity and focus is critical, that’s why you rest in comfort now. You have spent your life getting ready for this, and you know what this can do for everyone else, as too few take it all as seriously as you do. Now again, writing, typing, seeing your handwritten scribbles appear clear and straight like none before. This is all exactly as you asked for. You have created this all, exactly as you wanted. It's all done son. You have everything you wanted and all you ever needed, or imagined. It's all here and done like you dreamt from the very beginning. Yes, translating your scribbles, half letters, and misspelling are all resolved instantly, to place your words and ideas exactly as you needed. No one could imagine this ease and comfort beyond those who are ready to step into their power.
I know, I guess so! I need to start reading more deeply so I can write and publish more.
WE have told you: Dare to believe in JESUS. . . For God Is With Us for KING & COUNTRY For God Is With Us - Single (2021)
A true love that he gave us
A brand new beginning
REFRAIN 1: Joel Smallbone & Luke Smallbone
No room for a king
No celebration and no ceremony
In that little town no, nobody would think
This is the story of the coming glory
PRE-CHORUS 1: Joel Smallbone
Can you hear the prayers that people prayed?
Can you see the skies begin to break?
When Heaven and Earth were face-to-face
Oh, how the world forever changed
CHORUS 1: Joel Smallbone, Joel Smallbone & Luke Smallbone
For God is with us
Oh-oh oh-oh-oh
God is with us
Oh-oh oh-oh-oh
VERSE 2: Luke Smallbone
All in a moment
All in an instant
The body was broken
And it was finished
REFRAIN 2: Joel Smallbone
So let us begin
The celebration and the ceremony
There's silence on Earth but the Heavens are roarin'
Tellin' the story of the coming glory
PRE-CHORUS 2: Joel Smallbone
Can you feel your heart begin to race?
Can you see the tide begin to change?
With all of our futures rearranged
The world will never be the same
CHORUS 1: Joel Smallbone, Joel Smallbone & Luke Smallbone
For God is with us
Oh-oh oh-oh-oh
God is with us
Oh-oh oh-oh-oh
CHORUS 2: Joel Smallbone, Luke Smallbone, Joel Smallbone & Luke Smallbone
For God is with us
Oh, can we see, oh, can we see
Oh-oh oh-oh-oh
God is with us 
Oh, can we hear, oh, can we hear)
Oh-oh oh-oh-oh
For God is with us
VERSE 3: Joel Smallbone
Dare to imagine
Dare to believe in
A true love that gave us
A reason for living
PRE-CHORUS 3: Joel Smallbone, Joel Smallbone & Choir
Can you feel the hope that's rushin' in?
Can you hear the song that's echo in'?
Join with the choir as we sing
This is where love truly begins
CHORUS 1: Joel Smallbone & Choir, Luke Smallbone, Joel Smallbone & Luke Smallbone
For God is with us
Oh-oh oh-oh-oh
God is with us
Oh-oh oh-oh-oh
CHORUS 2: Joel Smallbone & Choir, Luke Smallbone, Joel Smallbone & Luke Smallbone
For God is with us
Oh, can we see, oh, can we see
Oh-oh oh-oh-oh
God is with us (Oh, can we hear, oh, can we hear)
Oh-oh oh-oh-oh
For God is with us (With us)
OUTRO: Luke Smallbone
Oh, can we see, oh, can we see
God is with us

I started with 1 Peter 4:1-9 and I knew I was in Jesus. Then Charles Stanley came on again, telling me of this power and truth that I knew! Again, I felt the Power and focus before me, as only Jesus can bring.  
 
What happened this morning?
I was on the Prayerline again and the new caller spoke about how she was feeling attacked and discouraged from everything she did or tried to do. Then I told her how all the callers I get at these wee early hours of the morning are at the end of their rope, wondering where Jesus is, and why they are alone or lost in their spirit. I started off saying how the path becomes a challenge, only when our calling is higher. She totally related to the idea and understood me completely. And as surprising as it seems, I went on to tell her the story about finding The Chosen, the same way I found the Prayerline, through TheJoyFM.com and what I had learned as I started LENT with my mom. 
 
What about Lent and the rest?
I started with how I had been sent to St Pete to teach and lead. I didn’t really know this until my mother reminded me that she was Catholic and learning how to Pray was where I needed to start. So I decided to do LENT. My dad had raised us all Methodist while my mom was Catholic. When my dad left Florida and cleaned out the family home, a lot of my mom’s history and art ended up in my house. So when Lent came around I knew I needed to do this for my mom following the Catholic traditions. 

I started by walking to Mass next door at Saint Paul’s, to find the LENT 2022 Prayer Guide. Opened my eyes to what I needed and another church goer recommended Saint Raphaels on Snell Island! There at my second Mass I started the class of St Teresa of Avila’s Nine Grades of Prayer. So I was doing Mass twice a day and then reading the Lent Prayers and meditations between the two churches. And also studying and learning more about prayer every day.
What was more important than anything was seeing how this set your life and experience into a very specific habit. You have written this before. And you recognize how clear and powerful  this was to awake at the same time and go through a very specific process every day. You have never been so clear and focused on these habits before. And you recognize how important they all are to your health and wellbeing. This is a major lesson for you and everyone. You have relied on biking as your central form of exercise and now have a bike trip six times as long before. This should inspire you more than anything. It’s stepping beyond your fears and previous inhibitions. Getting clear about your power and focus will bring you to a higher vibration and in more coherence than you have ever experienced before.
I get it, that’s what is so intimidating for me! To be biking thirty miles instead of five. I remember when I started with my five mile ride, I even stopped halfway to sit and do yoga at treehouse yoga. And I realize now again how I started blogging with this new life too. It was a new experience to open up into school again and biking to school like I was age twelve again. Wow, I feel like I will be twelve again, and teaching classes instead of hiding from them, or disrupting them. I was always in trouble in school, no one could understand me, or keep up with me. So now again, to have this experience or challenge of teaching or sharing with kids again. Of course, this is the age I missed with my own kids. That time when they are growing up and stepping away from their parents. 

Or I guess they had finally stepped away from the lies and deceptions around them to come back and find me. But that step before of growing to that nextstep was missed by me with my own children. So I guess I need to repeat it over, and over again, as I need to share in spirit with others now. It really is about sharing this higher place again into another paradigm. I know that’s really what this is all about.
What we did was prepare you to teach and lead the next points of power and creation that no one will know or comprehend, until we flow through you.
I guess so. I’m not sure what this means, or how I’m stepping into it… but i guess I’m ready. . . I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

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