FULL and COMPLETE, exactly like God Imagined

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I know I need to do a new page here every day instead of once a week, or once a month. I’m really so tired, and still come back to reread and edit this page before posting and ending it. I’ve not been sleeping well, waking up several times at night, and suffering from the heat. I need to get the AC recharged upstairs, but I’ve not been able to catch up on my bills yet. I’m not even sure when I get paid now. Yes, money always shows up when I need it, so Larry gave me some cash yesterday. Not enough and I’m still short but it’s always good.

Thank You God, Larry also gives me a food-card where I can only buy food. I get most of my foods covered with his card, and still not enough for all my bills, but I’m eating good … even too much. I’m sure everything will come together soon. Everything always comes together. Like I need to fast every other day.

What you have seen more recently is how desperate the forces of evil are to stop you and interfere with you. You have seen this before, but also know it’s increasing as more and more of the lies and deceptions in your culture are taken apart, and opened up.  Yes, you always knew this was coming, and really always knew you would be prepared and ready to address it all too. No fear, no worries, it’s all coming together really nice.

I’m glad to hear! I also remember how it was supposed to all shift really fast. Out with the old, and in with the new! As incredible as it seems my first day of class at St Pete College, there was somebody in the office next-door. It was a new financial management professor who just had been hired full-time. Of course, I walked in and said hi and we just hit-it-off. I mean, I even recorded something that he asked me about and I invited him to the church Welcome retreat! Turns out he’s also teaching at USF, but doesn’t have time or experience teaching sustainable entrepreneurship. Damn, I wrote the book on that one. Course, I didn’t say that to him, but he knew what I was teaching already, so we started talking about it right away. Next thing I knew he was writing a letter to the Director to recommend me to take his place.

Yes, he knew the new USF Director that took Dr. Fountain’s place; and he wanted me to take his classes teaching the online sustainable entrepreneurship there. Wow, I couldn’t believe it. I told him I could start right now. He said he needed the cash from it right now, but could set me up for the next term. Next thing I knew he had drafted an email telling the Director all about me. Yes, he drafted it and sent it to me to review. I only had one or two comments and returned it with my CV. Next thing I knew I was scheduled to talk to the new Director. As it turns out I had to go to Tampa anyway to pick up a chicken coop for the 4-H club. Wow, it all just fell together like Magic.

We are doing exactly the same thing we’ve always done. You get caught in the Flow and you just do it. Fearless, focused, and ready for anything. Somethings will never change.

I’m Flattered as could be. I love that you’re so confident in me. It really makes me nervous when I have no clue what’s going on and it just happens. I know that’s the Way You like it though, surprises bring more joy and more love. You want to come in and take over anytime that You feel like it. I know that’s what I asked for. I just want You comfortable and ready to live the way You planned it from the very beginning. It’s really remarkable to share that more and more. This morning I started with the Sunrise. OK, I started with the Exodus 90 app and then listened to Family Focus, and then listened to Charles Stanley and then doing my exercises and then getting all my shit together so I could go to church. There’s a LifeTeen training here today. . . And then a dinner here tonight. Wow, a full day…

We told you more and more would be coming together. That is what you wanted, clear and focused, everything shifting and everything ready for us. 

It’s kinda strange at one level, and really remarkable as well. Wow, I just started crying . . . I noticed that Jesus Fell off of my Crucifix.Yes, the beautiful Rosary Crucifix that John gave me . . . Had broken. WOW! Then the first thing I heard was “No worries He has Risen!”  Course, I was still perplexed, crying, and upset begging that I could find Him. I went outside and looked around my bike.  Looked in the trash can as I had just emptied out a few cans. So now I came back inside and found it sitting on the floor under one of the tables here. Yes, I’ve been setting up all the food here and making coffee and getting things all together for this event. I was kinda surprised to find everything in place when I got here. But then I’ve been all alone doing things every where else since then

What is the weight of god. And who can know of it, except him who asks earnestly in their clear clean holy heart. Know this is the deepest profound experience in Love and Divinity shared each day as you step more clearly into this LOVE!

I love this moment with You again. It is really so remarkable to see and share in this deeper stronger experience You share. I am so blessed to see, feel, and share this deeper wonder with YOU. And I know it was a lot more than just asking. It was really a desperate demand that I made to You for getting into community and making everything happen to bring You closer than ever to what was really here and necessary.

I mean, at the LifeTeen training event I went to, I essentially got all the food out and ready for everyone since there was nobody else there to do it.  Then I was listening and watching. Course like the CGS classes it is really all old News to me. We need to keep children connected to Jesus as much and as soon as possible. Course Emily taught me everything about this, as she never left Jesus. And like me, she really seems to be set in this more than ever, while I wish and support everyone to do the same more and more each day.  It’s really remarkable who shows up and who asks me for guidance in this where it seems I can teach anyone, or everyone.

What you did was really exactly what your mother had led you to and prepared you for. As you will see and experience more ahead of you. The clarity and power of Jesus will FLOW! Who can know God’s counsel, or who can conceive what the LORD intends?

I love this. I mean, I know I can never fully know, but I’ve seen images and visions and aspects or feelings of all of this. Like knowing it’s about life, love and the beauty experienced in your gardens. I always see you walking in the gardens with Adam and Eve. Of course, I know it is really not them. . . . As it’s their children that you delight in, and so much more wanting everyone to share with us.

What you have been doing is critical. . . Stay here in this Space and Power that you really KNOW. It wont be easy, but it will be more Joy, more Love, MORE just Being and Sharing the Love and Divinity that you ARE. 

I Love you! Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ for all that you are sharing and being in this space for me. I know this is all about your LOVE and BEING clear and free into this experience we have Created WITH YOU. 

What you just FLASHED into was remarkable. So today you had coffee with the Dean. And you have always spoken to the leadership FEARLESSLY!  You have accepted this challenge we gave you over and over again . . . . just like when you had to leave the hospital and return to high school at sixteen to experience all you are capable of. The leadership has always run from you. You were always too strong. Now again Fearless with your brothers. 

The dean is another brother. . . So you FLASHED to speaking to him about your mothers being a Taino . . . The native indigenous nymph who survived the destruction of the narcissist white men . . . But had always planned to bring the next creation of Love and Beauty into this experience with you and your brothers. 

. . . Then you FLASHED into building the first track system around SNELL ISLAND and no one ever flooded again. . . . Then you FLASHED into building the first track system around SNELL ISLAND and no one ever flooded again. 2nd Patents here with google go.shr.lc/3I8WEJM Suddenly the world shifted into LOVE. One community was complete and whole. Everyone in the same family supporting and loving each other. The children leading and guiding the parents. Gardens and wildlife took over the space, where the love and beauty was fulfilled completely. No more greed, no more controls, only peace, comfort, and ease in love as God Imagined from the very beginning. 

…. Son you can stay fearless and never struggle again. It’s not beyond you, and this is all you could ever need. These people and places are coming in tune with you more freely. It’s not a concern anymore. It’s the Love and Beauty you required to leave the hospital at age sixteen. You were very clear that it had to be all or nothing. If you were bringing Christ Back to the Gardens, where He Belong, it had to be FULL and COMPLETE, exactly like God Imagined with US ALL here now in this same Faith in Action . . . Being louder than every word can be. I want my Life to Be, to breath, to Preach, every moment testify, and I want my LIFE TO BE!!!

I’m so grateful! Truly Grateful and Awe-struck for You sharing this moment with me. I’m in tears to know we are finished . . . 

What we mean about finished, is YOU!  It’s all about doing it all, right now. No more sleeping. No more waiting for anything.  It’s up to you to get things done . . . You know your complete exercise routines, you know all the tasks before you. You know you can teach and lead Families and Love to BE the Focus and Center of Society . . . You know it takes a man to lead this, and you are ready. 

I know.  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to step into everything you have created here for us. . . 

composting ourselves

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I can’t think of a better metaphor for life; that even as we switch jobs, switch partners, move to new cities, move into new chapters of our life, that we are constantly composting ourselves, composting our experiences, and making room for new opportunities to grow. We walk away from toxic jobs and partners. We slowly back away from the friends who put us down more than they build us up. All the while, learning as we go. Falling down. Standing back up. Continuing to grow.

In the midst of heartbreak and trauma, humans have this incredible capacity to compose musical masterpieces, write the next best selling book, create powerful art, build businesses, and start a new sprint.

restoring our connection

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

It was designed and created by all of us. What happened now?

I am always having really powerful experiences, where someone else was able to  walk-by, see, feel, taste, witness and notice my very clear direct experiences with God. It’s really remarkable to me, just connected to nature. Like this morning the SUN was so powerful, it was vibrating through me: 

It was peaceful and beautiful as usual. And the radio was preaching in tune with me. That is always so powerful to experience with my work and routine, each word I hear, vibrates into repeated images and ideas of God's Grace experienced that moment. I always share this radio station live here for you now, because I KNOW it is more about my vibration than anything. It really doesn’t matter what they preach or what the music is. It’s always in JOY with the Perspective of Jesus, which is ideal, and keeping it in Jesus, keeps you connected to me. It makes this vibration i share real for you, because if you click this link and listen for this moment reading this word on this paper, YOU CONNECT, instantly. I know its really some ancient Yoga about sounds of Truth, NOW connecting Heaven and Earth, at some deep metaphysical level here and now, that I can barely understand, or can barely describe at all to you in these written words. 

And i know everyone can share it very easily with just a song on this radio here in the Love Vortex of Tampa Bay. Remember this IS EDEN, we are ALL here to share in it, as we all designed this together. Forget the snake, stop all those distractions and return here in Truth with me NOW.  The Love of Jesus is ALIVE here for us, and again this is the right place, at the right time; for you to hear and feel the joy, love, & peace now. It’s really about just accepting my place and responsibility to do and share something very deep and powerful with you. I remember when the Medicine Man visited and called me the Man of Knowledge. He didn’t ask anything, but simply sat on the bench here pictured where someone is walking by. He sat and watched as the Sun came up and he already knew what I was doing. Of course, I kinda know conceptually and recognize it’s fundamental to our survival here and now.

What you need to know is that no one else is doing this as you are. The birds, and feathers, and regalia that you bring into form are also very critical to making this vibration higher and stronger for everyone. You can feel how everyone who comes by feels your resonance. You also notice how every dog stops and wants to visit. You’ve seen young children look over, and seek to get closer. You’ve loved how the birds come and all the beauty of this experience. Each time you struggle to stay focused, you see the SunLight Flowing deep into your body and down into Earth. You feel your chakra’s spin and the Light moves, knowing how this vibration creates deeper stronger harmonies.

Now it’s about following through. You know you can heal anyone or anything. Each new element is already created and designed to bring you through. Stepping into it is happening more and more, holy forever. If you have been forgiven, sing this song forever and amen. And. The Angels cried, Holy, you were living holy forever.

I was so surprised as I took this pic of my feet as the Sun opened up more. I knew it was a Live Apple Pic, so clicked and held to see what happened with the moments of the time-lapse. It was so weird as i saw this flash around me as clipped below!

Like the light of this moment got caught onto me and spun around me like I feel through my chakra’s, but here it was on my skin around my images is this light flashing in the sun for this very unique special moment that I had and shared for an instant.

I think it was some new apple app to copy or edit the pic as I’ve asked before. It was totally random and so powerful to feel the light vibrate around me, and to see this again in the pic, where the Sun shown so strongly and clear before me. I figured it had to be a new app editing feature, that was added with my next beta upgrade in IOS. I Love discovering these random IOS Beta changes so often anticipating my next task to enable my next creations.

I think this was happening so I would take the time to explain more about my experiences. I can always feel the Son burning through me. I’m pulled through the different motions and directions, where each element of my being is charged into higher levels of Light. I recognize what this means to my physiology and I sense how my body gets clearer and stronger. It is like every time I complete this exercise my vibrations shift to higher levels of coherence with Heaven and Earth. More health, more youth, and more energy vibrating within me that I see in my third eye.

Like I Flashed to new levels of details for the challenges and responsibilities opening up before me. Whatelse would I want to teach and share. All kinds of vibrant images Flash through my minds eye. All mankind needs to get into this very single personal vibration, that I have created with Jesus HERE in TAMPA BAY. . . And yes, I know it’s a Love Vortex we created here. It’s very powerful and obvious to everyone. We are always very friendly and open to love and help others. It’s just what is here, and what we are experiencing each and every day.

What about the ACTIONS you are always calling for. You know there is so much more that needs to come forward here and it’s so much stronger and real for you. This experience you share in writing is a tiny reflection and you are so clear about so much more power and focus available for you.

I know its about gardens and kids and restoring our connection to Earth to love and grow and share more as we can each and every day

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Please dearest Mother Mary lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to help me to grow and evolve into this place we created before me for the Glory of Father, Son and Holy Ghosts, amen. . . 

STARS

For 40 years, nutritional therapist and quantum energy healer Mark Mincolla, Ph.D., has integrated ancient Chinese energy healing techniques with emerging nutritional science in what he calls Electromagnetic Muscle Testing, an approach that zeros in on each individual’s unique dietary needs. He has authored seven books, including The Wu Way, The Tao of Ch’i and Whole Health.

In his most recent work, The Way of Miracles: Accessing Your Superconsciousness—and an accompanying documentary film of the same title—he shares his experiences, documented research and exercises to cultivate our natural ability to heal and create miracles.

Yes I know you want me to do so much more and I am barely getting started.

It’s really a challenge to keep up sometimes, and I know it’s all about my own creations and my own power and desire that makes everything come together in such a way that everything works for You.

I was really surprised this last Sunday. This lady was dancing around and singing at the church. It was clear to me she needed help, or wanted something from me. But I left without saying a word to her. Course I forgot my moccasins that I always take off in church. When I went back inside, she was talking with one of the Father’s and I thought they had been working together already.

When I Spoke to her, I found she was annoying everyone, getting all manic about who she is, and how she could save all these children from Ukraine. Again the powerful high vibration frequency of love, desperate to get expressed. Turns out she has three children, who all clearly need a father. And then she has a husband in prison who is creating more and more problems for her and everyone else.

I shared a bit about my work with STARS and she replied she found the Saint Rafael that the St Raphael Catholic Church was missing. And she has since been very clear and focused about how we must be working together to move forward. Both saving children in Ukraine and doing more with the Churches, Gardens, and gospel here in St Pete.

This has really been a delight, and has inspired many deep conversations. Speaking at length about what I really need and who ideally I Am is where we have come to. Like creating the Luxury ABB seems like a obvious start. But competing with exclusive hotels is not my place, rather competing with the lies of the moffit cancer center. My goals in luxury retreats is not the dead paradigm of the bigger faster car, but the restoring truth and the meaning of health and love of community and family. 

My retreat is a family home, an urban farm to restore health and peace, not another big-box store selling the spoils of greed and materialism. The lies of the Matrix are obvious and recognized by many, but the viable solutions and applications are non-existent. Like I have no interaction with the public schools yet. 

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What you are doing now is stepping more into your responsibilities. The experience you had with your mother brought you into the space of knowledge deep into the systems. Walking through walls you were never intimidated to explore deeper allowing you to have this deep knowledge. Always at the right place at the right time.

I just flashed into the city where people moved with rubber tracks floating on water. Water everywhere was pumped and moved to bring health and nutrition to people. This endless irrigation system, sewer system, water systems provided the power for moving people, bringing the focus on cooperation and support in evolving systems. Not the greed separated controls we find everywhere. I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What you need to do is get busy, clearing the systems for making a new.

I know, i'm moving. . . I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

3d-phd: I AM stars4man?

So we are ending now.

3/13/23 it's all over.

They aer cmonig!

Adn Tehy aer raeyll pdessi!

Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ. I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ. I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ. 

3d-phd: Dear I AM. . . I Am eric an’

Understand the big picture first . . . . 

I'm really crazy fanatical about putting all these truths that I discovered together, to show these lies that KILLED my Mom: Ely Maria Rivera Emmanuelli Weaver on 1/24/1999.

face-to-face encounters

each and every one of us has an important role to play in this process. We must expose their plans, goals, networks and battle strategies, and we do that by sharing what we know in whatever capacity we can, be it through social media posts, emails, texts, phone calls, face-to-face encounters, groups, clubs or at church. 

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word !

What has happened here is that you are preparing people to see and understand things they have been running from and hiding from. It’s about being real, and understanding these deeper things. Your stories about “Only Three Left” was something so very powerful and remarkable that no one could understand or relate. Again it was about being in the right place at the right time. This has been your life, and you procrastinate and wonder, always curious about what’s next, but are always in the “Right Place at the Right Time” anyway. You can not escape this, because you are central to this. You gave-up so much and are just starting to understand what your mother did for you to be ready here now . . .

I’m still perplexed about this!

What you did with your daughter was very successful. Your intention to keep her in Spirit was very strong and focused. You have found some of her writings confirming that you achieved this. You have been able to bring out Spirit very strongly in many people. This is something you are very good at. It’s not something to laugh about or question. You are doing what you need to do for now. It is all something you are doing in a new space and a new experience. When things shift this next year, you will be able to lead and instruct others to step into places and actions that are remarkable and prepared for you. Prepared by you. It’s really your own hand and working that has made so many things possible.

I feel you have so much more to say to me, and it’s more about my place and timing! I had a zoom call yesterday which also surprised me. It wasn’t really anything new, but clearly was about getting me out there teaching more again at a much higher level.

You have realized that you need to teach. Then you avoid many of the obvious and easy opportunities seeking something more structured. But then you do not create any structure, but act and engage completely randomly expecting the structure to form and support you. Yes we have played that role countless times. And you are always ready to step into it and play your part. We have always been impressed and pleased by this. Again now, you are doing the prayerline calls and can play an easy roll that allows you to lead and guide in very limited and simple terms. It always wears you out, and you are often ready to sleep or rest after these experiences.

I know, and I’m never sure about priorities, or engaging with others! It’s really weird as I seem to avoid more personal or intense things. It’s almost like I’m afraid to step-out or to get out too much more, but when getting a direct request to volunteer, I’m happy to. I did get a bunch more jobs to apply for and get into. But I’ve not started any yet, and know I still have a lot to do. It’s always so much for me, and seemingly so much further out of reach. That’s seems so crazy as I’ve always been in time with everything I needed and I know I can and do have everything I could ever need or want within reach and easy to do or get.

What you are prepared for and do each day all fits together as no one could ever understand. These elements that you are sharing are very focused and powerful, as you continue to trust and move forward in these things set before you.

I am never sure what that means and why I have so much to do all the time that I'm not sure about. Like now again I'm ready to fall asleep and how I have no fruit cut in my fridge for breakfast. I'm always so happy to eat fruit and yogurt in the morning. I have time to shop but would rather sleep.

What about student grades? Yes share more: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1ehZFLMc9AXiG36nJgY_9atWRQvK-BS7b/view?usp=drivesdk

I know.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

taking this power and control

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

Whatever you need is ready for you and your every fantasy will be falling at your feet. Each time we have done this before people get lost, selfishness takes over, greed comes into control and everything is lost again. 

I know the Incas, Mayans, Greek and Romans!  And we have so much more capacity and knowledge now. We are far beyond what so many other people have ever seen. It's taking this power and control that I know and experience at such a different level and making it more to a higher place. Especially in my prayers and requests of God. I know the clarity and detail is critical and now I understand and how important it is to stay into this power and clarity that you shared again in reminding me.

What is more important than ever is how you are so specific asking for God’s  strength and wisdom in your thoughts, words, and actions. This is really about making your voice that of God's. 

I remember! Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to me dear God so I may speck Your Words to reach beyond the limits of mankind to achieve the greatness that you desire in shifting our place and culture to return to the truth and blessings of love and peace you planned and intended with this creation.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ, in your name I pray for the Glory of Father, Son, and Holy Ghost, amen.

more dominion than usual

10/19/22 5pm Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! It’s really neat to get more connected to this power and presence that YOU are and open to me. I understand how powerful this is, and how much things are shifting from another place. I just sat down in Mermaids, because the traffic was too much for me to touch the interstate. I asked John if he had time for Dunderbaks, and he replied that he was out of town. That usually means he’s visiting his daughter, which is a good thing. 

What happened in class today? 

It was really cool, the teams presented strongly, and clearly! I’m still concerned about some people sliding through. Those who did present, did so strongly that I wanted to send Professor John some clips (now I get this video from Paster John pouting me on point). Then of course, I had to post all the video clips to my google drive, so all students who missed class could do makeup evaluations. This is kinda funny, because I can give John links to everything instead of just sending him a little clip. But as usual, my world is out of sync with everyone else. Or at least out of sync with the present majority that wants to maintain the status-quo of killing and polluting everything for the all mighty green 🏦💸💵💴💶💷🪙💰💲and not do anything or change anything.

What do you think it means in your class.

It’s clear more and more focus is coming through here! WOW, I realize it’s starting to get dark here outside, and I’m going to fall asleep soon . . . Wow, I better get home!

We have set so much into your space and you are very clear and present with it. Everything is exactly as it needs to be. Taking time for yourself and enjoying a really good organic hamburger with a good stout beer is important for you too. Everything is ready for you to be who you came to be here. There is so much coming together very strongly, and you are in the right place at the right time.

10/21/22 8:31pm  I’ve been so tired and perplexed completely. And so today I sat and watched a movie! 

The hour is 'coming and is now here!

Of Course, all three connected such a clear powerful system. Where Trmp was breaking all the lies in the system. Indigenous Natives were taking it all back to truth ending colonization. And I spin around the same train ride, over and over until i get it right. Yez, Source Code was a love story about a dead man saving the world. How cool is that: e=mc2 all over again. And I wonder what that means and why it’s for me to see now, here again as the gangster in high school, spinning my whole world again, back to teaching the obvious. I know I have too much to do, and never seem to be gettin ahead. But then I do some silly things that seem so insignificant at that moment, but who knows. Yes, like watching the random movies, and YouTube’s that show up on my feed. Movies always are singing to my soul at another place that I don’t understand, at another vibration for another time and place. Shifting something so much clearer, and stronger deep inside of me that I never fully understand; so much more than I could ever seem to understand or comprehend at all.

What you know and understand is simply what is. There is so much deeper and stronger beyond the simple and direct experience that you perceive. You are always lost because you allow Spirit to lead, and do not need to know directly. Yo always accept this work as a duty before you. So the unconscious has more dominion than usual in your experience, because you have always trusted and respected Spirit, God, and Jesus leading and directing your life like no other. “The way, the truth, the life, I believe you are” 

I guess so . . . I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

where I am and where I’m going

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word. . . 

10/6/22 1:27pm I’m in the St Pete campus library again and I’m just really tired! I rushed to get here and never checked my email this morning where Tim rescheduled our meeting again. I know I need to get so much done at home, but then I really don’t want to. I don’t really feel like doing anything at all. I need to get my taxes done, and then also get my class projects graded for class Monday.

What you might try is asking for strength and wisdom. You have used these as your focus for prayers for a very long time. Now you have been asked to pray more and you are not using the one thing you have used for most of your life. Yes, you feel alone and tired. You are not standing on the strong foundation you have had for most of your life. 

I’m sorry, you told me to get more specific to pray for my daily broad and the immediate needs and desires that are so strong and present with me, like how I'm tired and sore, and want to spend a few weeks in bed. I know I really almost had two years off completely, and now I'm working and doing some things I really love. 

What is next before you can be really powerful and sustaining for you.

10/13/22 3:47pm I finally had my meeting with Tim at the Center for Innovative Teaching and Learning. He clearly liked my random experience of being thrown into teaching again. It’s very clear he was interested or inspired by just the random transformation of my life! Further, he is impressed with Dr. Jermier’s work and course presentation even to question and challenge me to bring it further. What are my real objectives and what have I done to bring this deeper knowledge and understanding into the course. 

We had a very focused discussion and review of what I’ve done and where I’m going. It was wonderful to get a very focused discussion on where I am and where I’m going.  He told me there are research professors and instructional professors, so I don’t really need to focus on getting something published. Then he also told me that teaching in the business college was nearly twice the salary as teaching in the others. I do have another interview in a few weeks. This is with the USFSP campus, but in the student affair office instead of teaching anything.

What about this teaching experience is so powerful for you?

I’m always inspired at the opportunity to change people, or having students recognize they can change others.  That’s really where I am focused on here. It’s really inspiring to help students realize how they can change another soul! How helping these kids understand these details about our economy and environment can open so much for them. And they can recognize how much an effect they can have on the whole world. It’s really a priceless opportunity to get so much sound research and important insight into the world as we know it. To bring us higher and learn more about what it really means and how it’s all connected. It’s very obvious to me how I am able to bring so much to these kids.

What is the challenge then. You love to teach, and you are pushing people to see the bigger picture in such a way that they can really change it. How ideal is this for you. Something you could have planned and created yourself.

I get it! Rub it in.  So I created this iPad so I could talk, type, and scribble randomly from one moment to the next. Then of course it must automatically correct the spelling and grammar for me since I’m totally clueless about all this stuff. Yes, you made it very easy for me to write and publish and I can now anywhere at anytime, very conveniently and synergistically. THANK YOU, its wonderful.  

What about your class?

I know you also created the space and time for me to be able to empower my students to really stand-up and say, or demand things that no one else can do. Everyone is terrified to express and experience so many things!  it like the apex civilization with the greatest power, and tools possible; and they can’t use them or understand what I means to use them for shifting the understanding of their peers, family, parents, or anyone.

What do you think you are here to do?

I know, I need to get them excited about stepping out again the matrix and the machine. It’s really an obvious clear and easy task before me. And stepping out into a place of leadership. It’s nothing new for me. I’ve always been the outsider that everyone hates and wants to emulate. I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.