choir practice the song we sang . . . suddenly started crying

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

12:06 pm Mon Apr 17. 

Yesterday, I spoke to Judy about a powerful experience at church. She’s always really sweet and polite asking how my day went, or how church was in the morning. I told her how we sang more Easter songs their morning. I admitted how one time during choir practice the song we sang sounded like my dad in church. 

I explained how I suddenly started crying … it was totally random, and I got all choked up, where I couldn’t sing anything. I was trying to catch my breath through the rest of the song. Then I explained how crazy it was that when I sang the same song an hour later on, during the church service, after never getting a single word out during practice, I was able to sing it just fine. 

As I explained the experience to her. I realized it was just the sound and vibration I felt during practice. I sit right in front of the music director’s speaker, so his voice really comes through to me strong. And it equally could have been my own voice, where I sounded out the words and heard my own dad’s voice, that put me into tears.

Judy was asking me about the vibration, and how it was the sounds that hit me. I explained how I never had any communication with my dad. I was always in trouble, so the only voice i heard was angry and violent. The love and beauty of his voice was something I would only hear in church. Somehow that first phrase in the song during practice sounded like my dad, and I just burst into tears.

But then singing the same song again later on, it was no trouble at all. I recognized it was one of the songs he liked, but the sounds didn’t hit me as they had the first time. I explained to her how this had happened before when certain songs come up in church. And it was completely random. Like when my kids were young and I took them to the Temple Terrace Methodist Church, I joined the choir then too. As remarkable as that was, the choir director from Van Dyke Methodist had moved there to Temple Terrace. And then an old engineer who I knew, was also on the choir, so a few people encouraged me to join. I remember how much I enjoyed the choir then, since there were three or four men together singing the deep base. And I know I was choked-up several times in that church too, feeling into the song my dad had sung next to me when I was little kid in church.

What is remarkable now, is how you feel about sharing this. You want to send it to your dad and step-mom. And again you start to cry now, feeling the experience of wonder and love, as you consider how so many people have affected you.  And yes, you called Cathy last night, just wanting to share some love and some insight. You still struggle with sharing and put these things on a private blog, instead of the public blogs. You have learned and understand how this is all testimony for Jesus, and you have been very clear and dedicated to get things written even as you struggle to work or find out what’s next. What would you think, if this writing was the only thing we wanted you to do. Like getting every comfort feature you could imagine, so you would just sit still and write more. Yes, imagine that it’s all been setup for you to only write and share this experience with Divinity, that so few comprehend, and even fewer share in transparency like you have.

Ok, so I first thought this was crazy, since every time I get into my office and start to do anything; I get interrupted by little ants biting me! I’ve killed a few here already too! I know I need to get outside in my gardens and finish building things to keep bugs and such away from me. But how is this about creature-comforts when I still get interrupted.

We said “comfort feature” for writing. Big couches, hammocks, and rocking chairs and the big comfy bed you are sitting in now, with the pressure blanket that makes you purr.

Ok, I’m never purring, but yes I guess I know what you mean. I get very comfortable on this stack of pillows, watching pictures of my granddaughter flash by me. Yes, listening to the JoyFM as usual and wishing and wondering about Kim, Kathy, Cathy, Colleen. . . Wow, that’s weird as I always worshipped women, and no matter what they did or wanted, I would always essentially allow them to walk all over me.

We have tried to teach you boundaries. Women do not respect men who are not strong. You felt you were being loving and kind; but they interpreted it as you being weak and insecure.

Yes, i get it. And i’m sure you tried to tell me or explain these things before! I’m alone again. I wonder what could be next and sent out applications again today for a few teaching positions. 

We have been very clear about staying close to you.  You have always been taken care of, even at such a level that was beyond your dreams and ambitions.  The peace and ease you find encourages you to relax and spend more time with us here . . . 

I know it's weird to write and write more and more; usually it feels almost completely irrelevant and useless, but I'm too close to everything to see any bigger picture or purpose!
I know it's about time with you. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ;  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Keyed into the same vibration of Love

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I see and experience my place more and more every day. It’s kinda weird, as I feel sometimes that I have a lot to do, or a lot that I’ve not done yet. But then I see from a bigger perspective, that what I do is already enough or more than I need to do.

We have told you this many times, you are in a very unique place, and the energy you share and the vibrations you shift are important and need to be honored.

I remember the first time you told me to get published and how much I was annoyed! Like find a real journalist, not some crazy kid who can’t spell or speak clearly. It’s always been weird to see my words out and about everywhere. And I always feel it’s more important to get them out than anything else. It’s the ideas that shift people and when people understand and explore these deeper messages and ideas, it really opens them up to so much more. Then I know that the culture and vibration of people shifts almost daily. And it’s more about the deeper truths and their evolution that’s important.

Yes you have been focused on the experiences and moving the vibrations at such a higher level. We have told you many things that you are shifting so much, and the rest of the world will be tied up in too much for you to care or respond to. It’s important that you stay in peace and move through your ease and peace as you are.

I always wonder what could be next, and i know i belong here - now as this is enough for me. And I always feel like there is so much more to do.

What happened last night? 5:43 am Sat Mar 18

It was wonderful. I went to help Judy at Unity, who did a Birth Day Party for this member who turned 90 years old. I got a message from one of my guests who was in my Kaptain’s Kabin, and she wanted to upgrade to the Xeon room. She said the sign on the door was asking for $222 and she already paid $111 so she wanted to give me the extra hundred for the last three nights they reserved. Oh that’s cool, so I told her to walk in and check it out, and I could clean it and change all the sheets after 3pm, when I was done with Judy.

She loved that idea. . . WOW:

What we have done from the very beginning is make this all exact, and perfect. The science, and details of every tool, resources, and your actions are all Keyed into the same vibration of Love. ALL in LOVE, you can do anything. You personally, have chosen to Live for God. You are on our team, by choice and desire. No matter what happens there, or anywhere else, you will be able to stay here. . . Exactly where you are, alone, or with others is totally up to you. And ordering the wedding book again was really a wonderful thing to do. And it only had that one typo, so your changes were really brilliant.

Done most of my responsibilities from dawn, with the bike ride, swimming, and then raced home to feed my guests who were ready to talk to me about Jesus!

Everything happens for a reason, but you don’t know what you don’t know. . . We have been keeping you on your toes. This is what challenges are about. You forgive and help people, but also stand by your limits and boundaries. Everyone must have limits and boundaries.

It’s so incredible to be back here again with You. I always get this sense that You are here with me already, and that there is nothing new around the corner, but then so much more opens up. Like somehow I missed the boat and there is so much more here than I could ever understand. I try to stay present and clear with what I’m doing and sharing, but then I have everything flip over and something totally new and surprising shows up.

We have done that to you all your life. Every year in school starting off as someone different. No one knew you from the summer, or the last school year, it was always something new for you. You have really spent more time with us than anyone. Your mother knew this, and she did her best to protect you. Just like your church experience now you really need this and its very significant and important for you to step into are that you can. 

As a community of Exodus Men, we will form a Plan of Life for life after Exodus 90 and Lent. Through the Easter Season, we will reflect deeply on the life we are called to live individually and supplement this plan with personal habits that keep us moving forward!

What does this mean to you.

I really feel it is more important than ever for me to follow through more with what’s at hand and what I'm doing. It’s a struggle sometimes, as I am always insecure about what is next or what I need to do at anytime. I try to accept and grow and learn each day. I'm never sure what I am doing.

What we have done is make it very easy for you.  You are always in synchronicity and always see how things line up for you. It’s usually very obvious and specific. It’s not a challenge or anything but what you need. It’s really about you knowing we are always here for you and will always be moving things forward for you, no matter what it seems like.

I feel like there is just so much that I don’t know or understand, but I move through things as they appear and I try to stay at peace with everything and not judge or interpret, but trust and allow things to be. 

We are here for you.

I know, thank you, I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

already done Exodus

“Have you been paying due attention to the details of the spiritual exercise the Lord has called you to? If so, receive God’s loving affirmation in this moment. If you have not, then open your heart to the grace the Lord wants to give you. He desires to bring you to the dawn. The choice of cooperation with his plan is yours.” Exodus 90

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! 

What is really remarkable, is when you finally take us seriously. Not many are jumping up at dawn. Waking up and accepting it’s time to start working. So here again you have to stop and setup your toys before you write. This always interrupts the process for you and words are missed where the concept slips when the scribble stops, or the dictation scrambles. This is why you are always keeping the originals, always wanting to use the pen for us. You recognize that it is the WORDs of God that matter, not just your interpretation. . . you have always been "perfectly love" always anxious to save every word and record only specific details.

5:37 am I’ve been reading! Next up on the JoyFM that is going next for me now. I’ve already done Exodus 90 and still have my exercises to do. But then I also know I need to do a cold shower. Last year I was swimming in the bay which is wicked cold too.

What this will bring to you is a lot more than the charge into your lymph system. It also gets you into the same vibrations as your Fraternity and sets this brotherhood into a stronger place for your own psyche. 

I know they are people, working out their faith just like me! The Harvest is great, but the workers are few. . . Jesus has a better plan than I could ever have. And again its beyond my own comprehension.

What you know, is that it can happen anytime. God's plan for millions. Everything that’s here is part of what makes it work, and again now decide what that means. Plus you need to allow things to flow. Now!

“Nothing else was important in my life,” he said, “not my family, my property. It was all nothing. My only desire was to know more about Jesus. In my heart, I could talk to him.” . . . and I still do. . . all the time, so stepping into this more strongly is so important.

What we need now is more work on the LENT story that you have countless pictures and experiences that are all tied into this with you.

I know, i'm trying! You are always putting so much in front of me. Yes, I know I have nothing to do but serve you, and spending time with you is always really awesome and I get that, it's only just starting and the vibrations of neighbors is getting stronger all the time. . . slowly but surely . . .

What you need to do is start with your picture archives, where you have pics and video of the real experiences that will inspire you to write and share more and more every day.

I get it, thanks for the light. . . I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to achieve as only You can!

finding more and more system

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I need to do more, I noticed so much coming through to me all the time and it’s really strong. Just like today, I wanted to do my yoga, but I never got out of the house. The Prayerline was really lite this morning. I was surprised. It gave me more time to read and think. I know I need to write and share more. But also have a long list of things to do outside, and around this house. I only seem to be working hard for Judy, and never want to do anything more. 

We have been getting you more focused on Spirit, where you are growing more and creating more at another level of consciousness. It’s remarkable how time that you spend with yourself always opens so much more for you. It is something with your own focus and power that resonates at another place when you take the time to share with us. You do tend to discount this, but the details and experiences you bring forth are so much more. Being here and carrying this truth forward shifts the vibration for all of us higher. This coherence you provide is very fundamental at this time. 

I had another one of my ABB people go to help Judy. It seems like everyone I meet goes to visit her sooner or later. I guess its about working for her, and nothing more. I guess that’s what I do as well, but I also know we share and learn from each other all the time. We are both filled with Spirit, and so I'm very comfortable sharing these experiences with her, as her spontaneous insights are also very helpful and empowering.  It’s still a challenge for me to wonder what could be next for me. It’s really just annoying to be in such a state of flux. I know I have everything I could ever want within reach. I mean, I really have very little to question or desire. I always want more stability, but also know that’s my place with Jesus has brought me everything I could need.

I know Jesus is always watching over me and staying with me, where nothing is out of reach and things are always safe and protected for me. I remember the story Kim shared about getting a new roof for our house before she bought it. It was about God watching out for me and providing for me. I guess, that’s been my whole life, just accepting what showed up and flowing with it in ease. Each job, and each relationship was just as random and clear as it was with Kim and the roof. Almost destined, where I allow and move through things with no question always ending up safe and secure.

I remember when i met Jaclyn and decided i wanted this person to stay and forced her. Oh, i tried to do that with Kathy too. I remember wanting to push for someone that felt right to me, but just wasn’t right. I guess I was just being selfish, thinking I could have a life or relationship that wasn’t right for me. It’s weird as I consider my time and space now. I never really have needed or wanted much at all. But my space now is so full and complete, its hard for me to imagine something missing or out of place, or ever wanting anything more at all.

I mean the detail and perfection is extreme, like Saturday, I went to the St Pete market downtown, and I wasn’t sure we would have time, or be able to park. I drove past the parking lot, commenting about the $5 fee to park, and Julia found five bucks so we could park there and save her the walk. So I went around the block, and when I was back in front, the street parking space was open right there in front. It was just a dollar in the meter instead of the $5 parking lot. And of course, this was right by Worton Farms that I love and want to visit all the time.

Then of course, I always have said to them to bring potted plants, and they had some. I bought some Moringa, which I’ve wanted and tried to grow before. I also got some more Mint and Basel to add to my own collections. 

We have been getting you focused on these gardens and these plants more so you are ready to build what’s next there. You have been told there wasn’t going to be much left when the three years are up. You keep reading and finding more and more systems of corruption and poisons all around you. These are all going to end soon. 

I know that’s what I was told when I started to plant mangroves, and this seemed so real and powerful at that moment. But now, as it approaches three years later, it seems so abstract and irrelevant. Like nothing will change here, and I will go on doing these same things that I have been doing all along. It's like nothing will ever change for me. I will stay protected, stay in my sacred space, stay writing, stay gardening, and stay playing a new inspired moment from one to the next.

What is more important than ever before is that you stop limiting yourself. You have a clear priority. You have a very clear schedule and ascetics that reach deep into your history and ancestry. You have only started your first cold shower today. You did also complete your weightlifting twice today, including the bike ride and Mass. Not any Yoga or mangroves but maybe you can plan to get there tomorrow.

I do feel the freedom and power of being able to do what has been opened before me. I’ve built the first garden box, and I have started new sprouts in my seed beds. I took my tank and mixer/shredder to my welder and told him what I wanted to make it work better. He told me $100 and then suggested that I get   a concrete mixer from Home Depot for him to sharpen and customize to meet my needs. He told me exactly what it looked like and where to find in the store. So last week I dropped in and gave it to him and confirmed what I needed for my next tank and mixer. 

Today, as I pealed and cut up butternut squash with Judy again, I was filling up a compost bucket to take home for my gardens.  I realized that I would soon have my new tank and mixer and be able to chop compost and mix soil for my next set of seed beds. I planted three beds last week, and can do three more next week. This will enable me to test different methods of creating soils and compost to see what works best for my own gardens.

We have been preparing you to do more. Each day more things come together shifting the vibration and coherence for everyone. Recognize that there is so much more here than you can see or understand. Accepting your place and stepping into the actions each moment that open for you, is important. You see the opportunity and take it seriously as it is necessary for you to continue to grow and move forward.

I get this. I have been seeing more and more everyday. I’m curious and challenged, but I step into it more everyday that I can.
I am so grateful to have this time with you. Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to us all to achieve for your Glory,  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Amen.

composting ourselves

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I can’t think of a better metaphor for life; that even as we switch jobs, switch partners, move to new cities, move into new chapters of our life, that we are constantly composting ourselves, composting our experiences, and making room for new opportunities to grow. We walk away from toxic jobs and partners. We slowly back away from the friends who put us down more than they build us up. All the while, learning as we go. Falling down. Standing back up. Continuing to grow.

In the midst of heartbreak and trauma, humans have this incredible capacity to compose musical masterpieces, write the next best selling book, create powerful art, build businesses, and start a new sprint.

share what was real

I love you dear Jesus . . . Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

We have waited a long time. You have worked hard, and can now relax back into the love and fun that you are hear with us, knowing these deeper truths and experiences. Again here watching The Chosen filled with the love of this experience. Knowing the vibrations of Earth get aligned with you now is important to understand at this time. Everything has the place and time for you to step into and do.

It seems there is a lot more here than I understand again, as usual! I’m trying to figure what could be next but accepting the experience as things show up. And realize I now need to go St. Raphael’s to lead the teen group seeking volunteers. Where I belong, since I did confession with Fr. Kevin. Wow!

What you need to do is exactly as you have, recognizing how it is important to stand and follow in the light before you and share the deeper love and experiences that you felt necessary. It’s always about timing and feeling this video is more important, as the people are growing and shifting everything to a higher place. Yes, it is so much more as you step into more of the changes before you as a people and race that has been struggling for so long.

It certainly confirms the experiences before me knowing its so much more as each moment that I move before knowing that we are doing only what you need! I know it’s more than I can understand, and slowly I stepped into more each day . . .

What happened today?

I was able to get to ritual and then raced to mass at St. Raphael’s where Fr. Kevin was preaching so clear and strongly! I recorded his sermon and then went out and asked him to do confession and he said we could right that moment. I was so very thrilled to share what was real for me, and how I hadn’t taken the full-responsibility for my relationship with my brothers. Just saying that put me into tears and I continued how I hadn’t taken responsibilities for my Church family either stepping into things with Fr. Curtis.

What did you do about this. 

I attended mass again on Monday where Fr. Curtis was! After mass I visited with him to confess. Or to admit I had missed his emails about t-shirt sales for the boat parade. I also missed the teen meeting the night before and offered to help with that. He also spoke about the Exodus.90 starting with the men's group on Tuesday morning so I was sure to attend that again. it had a lot of the same men again!

800-569-4287 HUD possible current plan 4/1/2023 … can make payment and remain in plan

 

What did you read now: 

Hope in God

Day 9 | Exodus 4:10-17

Moses must learn that when God calls, he always provides the grace and strength to fulfill the call. If Moses is to lead the people of God and accomplish the impossible, he has to depend entirely upon God.

What Kind of Man Will You Be?

Day 10 | Exodus 4:18-312

God will send his people into the wilderness so they can learn to depend upon him. They need to understand that the Lord is God and they are his first-born son.

Consider your own relationship with God. Do you see and relate to God as your Father? Do you turn to him often, the way a son turns to his father? Bring these questions into your holy hour today.

As you can see in today’s Gospel reading, Jesus has the ability to bring heaven down to earth.  All it takes is man’s free response and consent to God’s will. . . . Many times, in your spiritual life, our Lord will do things to “stretch” you. He will make you do something uncomfortable for your spiritual benefit. Periodically, he will challenge you to go deeper in prayer, asceticism, and fraternity. As a matter of fact, that’s exactly what God is doing on this journey with Exodus 90 right now. 

It is important for you to step into this place you find yourself it is so important to accept this responsibility to write and share as only you can do here. When you listen and write you find more focus and clarity in your day and tasks all come with case and truth. This flow are experiencing is your place and power  . . . Step into it, trust and move with ease. 

I`M so grateful to carry this forward for you, and I know my place here with you. And its wicked cool to write and type and ‘cut and paste’ as everything comes easier and easier in you Grace. . . I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

restoring our connection

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

It was designed and created by all of us. What happened now?

I am always having really powerful experiences, where someone else was able to  walk-by, see, feel, taste, witness and notice my very clear direct experiences with God. It’s really remarkable to me, just connected to nature. Like this morning the SUN was so powerful, it was vibrating through me: 

It was peaceful and beautiful as usual. And the radio was preaching in tune with me. That is always so powerful to experience with my work and routine, each word I hear, vibrates into repeated images and ideas of God's Grace experienced that moment. I always share this radio station live here for you now, because I KNOW it is more about my vibration than anything. It really doesn’t matter what they preach or what the music is. It’s always in JOY with the Perspective of Jesus, which is ideal, and keeping it in Jesus, keeps you connected to me. It makes this vibration i share real for you, because if you click this link and listen for this moment reading this word on this paper, YOU CONNECT, instantly. I know its really some ancient Yoga about sounds of Truth, NOW connecting Heaven and Earth, at some deep metaphysical level here and now, that I can barely understand, or can barely describe at all to you in these written words. 

And i know everyone can share it very easily with just a song on this radio here in the Love Vortex of Tampa Bay. Remember this IS EDEN, we are ALL here to share in it, as we all designed this together. Forget the snake, stop all those distractions and return here in Truth with me NOW.  The Love of Jesus is ALIVE here for us, and again this is the right place, at the right time; for you to hear and feel the joy, love, & peace now. It’s really about just accepting my place and responsibility to do and share something very deep and powerful with you. I remember when the Medicine Man visited and called me the Man of Knowledge. He didn’t ask anything, but simply sat on the bench here pictured where someone is walking by. He sat and watched as the Sun came up and he already knew what I was doing. Of course, I kinda know conceptually and recognize it’s fundamental to our survival here and now.

What you need to know is that no one else is doing this as you are. The birds, and feathers, and regalia that you bring into form are also very critical to making this vibration higher and stronger for everyone. You can feel how everyone who comes by feels your resonance. You also notice how every dog stops and wants to visit. You’ve seen young children look over, and seek to get closer. You’ve loved how the birds come and all the beauty of this experience. Each time you struggle to stay focused, you see the SunLight Flowing deep into your body and down into Earth. You feel your chakra’s spin and the Light moves, knowing how this vibration creates deeper stronger harmonies.

Now it’s about following through. You know you can heal anyone or anything. Each new element is already created and designed to bring you through. Stepping into it is happening more and more, holy forever. If you have been forgiven, sing this song forever and amen. And. The Angels cried, Holy, you were living holy forever.

I was so surprised as I took this pic of my feet as the Sun opened up more. I knew it was a Live Apple Pic, so clicked and held to see what happened with the moments of the time-lapse. It was so weird as i saw this flash around me as clipped below!

Like the light of this moment got caught onto me and spun around me like I feel through my chakra’s, but here it was on my skin around my images is this light flashing in the sun for this very unique special moment that I had and shared for an instant.

I think it was some new apple app to copy or edit the pic as I’ve asked before. It was totally random and so powerful to feel the light vibrate around me, and to see this again in the pic, where the Sun shown so strongly and clear before me. I figured it had to be a new app editing feature, that was added with my next beta upgrade in IOS. I Love discovering these random IOS Beta changes so often anticipating my next task to enable my next creations.

I think this was happening so I would take the time to explain more about my experiences. I can always feel the Son burning through me. I’m pulled through the different motions and directions, where each element of my being is charged into higher levels of Light. I recognize what this means to my physiology and I sense how my body gets clearer and stronger. It is like every time I complete this exercise my vibrations shift to higher levels of coherence with Heaven and Earth. More health, more youth, and more energy vibrating within me that I see in my third eye.

Like I Flashed to new levels of details for the challenges and responsibilities opening up before me. Whatelse would I want to teach and share. All kinds of vibrant images Flash through my minds eye. All mankind needs to get into this very single personal vibration, that I have created with Jesus HERE in TAMPA BAY. . . And yes, I know it’s a Love Vortex we created here. It’s very powerful and obvious to everyone. We are always very friendly and open to love and help others. It’s just what is here, and what we are experiencing each and every day.

What about the ACTIONS you are always calling for. You know there is so much more that needs to come forward here and it’s so much stronger and real for you. This experience you share in writing is a tiny reflection and you are so clear about so much more power and focus available for you.

I know its about gardens and kids and restoring our connection to Earth to love and grow and share more as we can each and every day

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Please dearest Mother Mary lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to help me to grow and evolve into this place we created before me for the Glory of Father, Son and Holy Ghosts, amen. . . 

many things forward

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! It’s the beginning of something new. I am always alone and wondering what could be next. Or maybe these times to write and share in Spirit are my foundation and my creation intending this time alone to decide what’s next.

We have always been here with you, just as you notice how Ely, Joyce, Joni and even Dawn are with their own families now. You reach out and hear each reply from afar. They know you and visit you often and you recognize how important it is for them to spend time with their children, exactly as you have been wanting. It’s such a high vibration you experience with kids. Olivia yesterday allowed you to see and teach her more in a few moments than you did in weeks with students at USF last term. 

Yes, this last term teaching shifted things tremendously for them, and it was really a powerful experience for you to connect and move them. Each one of your students were grateful for the power and focus you provided to them. Many shifted things a lot deeper and stronger than anyone would ever know and understand at that moment. Again it’s a vibration that carries them forward and influences deep seeded aspects that are hidden deep inside.

I understand how my place and power moves so many things forward! And I still get the sense I’ll be teaching and opening things up more in the months to come. I’ve submitted so many applications and resumes to St Pete and USF, and this has not really opened anything more up for me.

What you are feeling and sensing about your now is as real as it gets. You have tried to help the people around you and they refuse to move forward. Spending more and more time here is not healthy for you or for them. You recognize this is not healthy or moving forward. It’s getting worse not better.

I’m trying to respect other people and their choices! But it has been impacting me more and more. Like one guest wants to leave because of a new dog in the room. I’ve always seen the dog with the owner, and not getting up or out at all. Of course, my guest is not happy about it and asked about leaving the room, and even getting a refund on the month she paid for, so she can leave now.  Then the backyard looks like a private bathroom, with laundry and junk all around . . . 

Then I’m also asked about what do I really want to get together and make happen. . 

We have been asking this for years. Building a city of Love is a wonderful idea, and how you created it in High School was part of your expression and Divinity in experience. You created so much focus and motion with these ideas you wrote and shared. Now you have seen these same expressions over and over again in front of you. You still want to remove all the cars. You want to have everyone with free access to information and knowledge, and you have seen this come into fruition. This technology you use so easily now is more than you imagined even possible. Just like having a strong woman ready to help and having three children each at a time that you cherished.

I get it. What about winning the lottery? What would I do then? Could I build and do anything more than I am already doing. Would I buy more e-bikes or cars or something else to make my airbnb space something more. Not really. I don’t want anything more. Would I invest in building kid-containers? Maybe that’s ideal? Maybe saving the worlds children is where I belong. Would I prefer to just love little kids and teach them to love and grow plants and animals in the gardens or somewhere else?  Do i need to create my own school, or daycare center? Would I open my home for more transient people struggling to find and achieve their dreams or would I do something else? What would I really seek?

Do I want to be planting mangroves and singing to the sunshine each morning again? What church would support me there, or do I need my own church? Do I really seek to heal people, or is this a responsibility I feel obligated to. Like helping Judy at Unity, is it the church, or the food, or the opportunity to help and love another mother figure, like my own mother? What is it there that I really seek? Do I love to cook and feed people? Would this be something more that I need to seek or pursue for the next hundred years?

My Son made it so obvious how delighted I was to be teaching at USF again. And I sorta get this feeling that JJ might be asking me to fill-in or take-over again anyway. What about this experience was so exciting for me? Was it the sudden challenge to teach and present something that I’ve not done before? Did I need to clarify my teaching methods so that I could step into it more strongly or was there something else that this opened up? Yes changing lives is what I’ve always done. Teaching bright strong seniors who are stepping into their own careers was certainly a challenge and powerful experience. It was a delight to see how easy it was to change people’s lives and how they viewed their world and future.

Is this where I belong? Do I need to stop trying to help everyone else and focus on helping myself? What else could I do about teaching? It’s not something far away, and not something so complicated. There are dozens of colleges locally, and I’ve only explored and applied to one of them. Is this my major focus?

What you have done is recognize that you can bring and change everything. Ending the lies and deceptions that plague Earth has been a passion for you. The corruption of capitalism was what started you, and then through your own mother’s sacrifice, you came to know how deep these lies really are. This course you taught allowed you to bring many of these ideas out to inspire students to learn and take their place and responsibility more seriously. You were able to change lives. You have always done this for people. And you have trusted and allowed this place and responsibility to evolve and grow before you. Watching and stepping into things that show-up is easy and powerful for you. But what you have attracted and brought into your space is so much more.

I’m stumped. I have three dogs in the front rooms, two people on bunks and one who paid extra for the private room. Then I have three more dogs in the back with a mother-daughter couple who are set on smoking themselves sick! They paid for the tent space and are now living in my tool-box. The container is now a bedroom, and I’m not sure what they are doing in there beyond smoking all the time. I asked them not to smoke on my property, and that had them hiding cigarettes from me, but smoking as much or more than ever. So they don’t respect me and want me to give them cash for cleaning the bathroom that they only paid for one week. 

Then of course, I have another friend who found me at Saint Raphael’s Sunday service and has come and visited my home everyday since then with her three children. Loving a pretty woman is easy, leading and loving children is something else I’ve always done and enjoyed. Wanting to have the fun and joy I shared with Emily and Christopher again is something really wonderful of course.

What about your experience with “only 3 left?”

Yes I felt it was my experience with the Mangroves that allowed us to step to three years beyond the three weeks and months.  What’s “soon” anyway, it’s been millions of years to bring us to this time. And it’s only been three centuries that we have been destroying it all.

What do you feel about this now

I’m not sure it’s relevant anymore. Like we have stepped beyond these limits again. Like walking through walls, stepping beyond limits is what I see and experience all the time. Do I want anything more? Do I need anything more? What about this experience is critical for me now?

What about sleep? You’ve been reading and rewriting this all day long. You’ve really not found anything new, and simply are allowing things to stay as you have placed them already. The people move and shift around you and you help them along, or watch as a spectator instead of taking control. Providing directions and encouragement is nice, but you have so much more you need to do. What about making your City of Love. What is happening there that you can still move forward. Consider also what’s before you. What would you share with your son, and what would you want to hide from your son? And if choosing to hide things is where you are now, WHY?

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

The Power of Meditation

The Power of Meditation

• As of 2019, an estimated 200 million to 500 million people around the globe were meditating regularly. Considering its many psychological and physical benefits, this is good news. There is a large body of evidence demonstrating the mind-body connection is real, and that your mind has a direct impact on your physical health
• Brain imaging has revealed meditation alters your brain in a number of beneficial ways, such as increasing gray matter volume in brain regions involved in the regulation of emotions, memory, learning and self-referential processes
• Meditation has also been shown to alter the expression of 2,209 different genes. Examples of genetic effects include the down-regulation of genes involved in inflammation and stress
• Clinically, mindfulness-based meditation practice has been demonstrated in randomized trials to improve depressive symptoms in women with fibromyalgia and to have lasting anti-anxiety effects after only eight weeks of group practice
• Studies suggest meditation can help a wide range of health problems, including cardiac arrhythmias, bronchial asthma, cold sores, cough, ulcers, diabetes, constipation, infertility, high blood pressure, psoriasis, pain and much more

According to the featured BBC Documentary “The Power of Meditation,”1,2 originally aired in 2008, more than 10 million Westerners practice daily meditation. More recent statistics3 suggest people are turning to meditation in droves, with the number of practitioners tripling since 2012. As of 2019, an estimated 200 million to 500 million people around the globe were meditating regularly.

Considering its many psychological and physical benefits, this is good news, especially in light on the pandemic we are all going through. There is a large body of evidence demonstrating the mind-body connection is real, and that your mind has a direct impact on your physical health.

Meditation Changes Your Brain and Body for the Better

For example, brain imaging has revealed meditation alters your brain in a number of beneficial ways — such as increasing gray matter volume in brain regions involved in the regulation of emotions, memory, learning and self-referential processes4 — and studies show meditative practices even alter your genetic expression.5,6,7,8

• 1 BBC Alternative Therapies, Meditation June 19, 2008
• 2 YouTube, The Power of Meditation
• 3 The Good Body, Meditation Statistics 2019
• 4 Frontiers in Immunology June 16, 2017 DOI: 10.3389/fimmu.2017.00670, Introduction
• 5, 9 PLOS ONE July 2, 2008 DOI: 10.1371/journal.pone.0002576
• 6 Frontiers in Immunology June 16, 2017 DOI: 10.3389/fimmu.2017.00670
• 7 Institute of Science in Society May 21, 2014
• 8 Nexus Magazine, How the Mind Changes Genes Through Meditation
• 10 Frontiers in Immunology June 16, 2017 DOI: 10.3389/fimmu.2017.00670, Gene Expression and Bioinformatics Analysis in MBIs
• 11 PLOS ONE July 2, 2008 DOI: 10.1371/journal.pone.0002576, Methods/Principal Findings
• 12 PLOS ONE May 1, 2013 DOI: 10.1371/journal.pone.0062817
• 13 PLOS ONE May 1, 2013 DOI: 10.1371/journal.pone.0062817, Discussion
• 14 Arthritis Rheum. 2007 Feb 15;57(1):77-85
• 15 Gen Hosp Psychiatry. 1995 May;17(3):192-200
• 16 YouTube, The Power of Meditation, aprox 13 minutes
• 17 PLOS ONE October 13, 2015 DOI: 10.1371/journal.pone.0140212
• 18, 19, 20 Journal of the American Heart Association 2017;6:e002218 (PDF)
• 21 Transcendental Meditation June 14, 2017
• 22 Quora, How is the brain of a person who regularly meditates different from one who doesn't?
• 23 Mindful October 18, 2021
• 24 UCLA’s Mindful Awareness Research Center
• 25 Unteatheredsoul.com

STARS

For 40 years, nutritional therapist and quantum energy healer Mark Mincolla, Ph.D., has integrated ancient Chinese energy healing techniques with emerging nutritional science in what he calls Electromagnetic Muscle Testing, an approach that zeros in on each individual’s unique dietary needs. He has authored seven books, including The Wu Way, The Tao of Ch’i and Whole Health.

In his most recent work, The Way of Miracles: Accessing Your Superconsciousness—and an accompanying documentary film of the same title—he shares his experiences, documented research and exercises to cultivate our natural ability to heal and create miracles.

Yes I know you want me to do so much more and I am barely getting started.

It’s really a challenge to keep up sometimes, and I know it’s all about my own creations and my own power and desire that makes everything come together in such a way that everything works for You.

I was really surprised this last Sunday. This lady was dancing around and singing at the church. It was clear to me she needed help, or wanted something from me. But I left without saying a word to her. Course I forgot my moccasins that I always take off in church. When I went back inside, she was talking with one of the Father’s and I thought they had been working together already.

When I Spoke to her, I found she was annoying everyone, getting all manic about who she is, and how she could save all these children from Ukraine. Again the powerful high vibration frequency of love, desperate to get expressed. Turns out she has three children, who all clearly need a father. And then she has a husband in prison who is creating more and more problems for her and everyone else.

I shared a bit about my work with STARS and she replied she found the Saint Rafael that the St Raphael Catholic Church was missing. And she has since been very clear and focused about how we must be working together to move forward. Both saving children in Ukraine and doing more with the Churches, Gardens, and gospel here in St Pete.

This has really been a delight, and has inspired many deep conversations. Speaking at length about what I really need and who ideally I Am is where we have come to. Like creating the Luxury ABB seems like a obvious start. But competing with exclusive hotels is not my place, rather competing with the lies of the moffit cancer center. My goals in luxury retreats is not the dead paradigm of the bigger faster car, but the restoring truth and the meaning of health and love of community and family. 

My retreat is a family home, an urban farm to restore health and peace, not another big-box store selling the spoils of greed and materialism. The lies of the Matrix are obvious and recognized by many, but the viable solutions and applications are non-existent. Like I have no interaction with the public schools yet. 

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What you are doing now is stepping more into your responsibilities. The experience you had with your mother brought you into the space of knowledge deep into the systems. Walking through walls you were never intimidated to explore deeper allowing you to have this deep knowledge. Always at the right place at the right time.

I just flashed into the city where people moved with rubber tracks floating on water. Water everywhere was pumped and moved to bring health and nutrition to people. This endless irrigation system, sewer system, water systems provided the power for moving people, bringing the focus on cooperation and support in evolving systems. Not the greed separated controls we find everywhere. I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What you need to do is get busy, clearing the systems for making a new.

I know, i'm moving. . . I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

3d-phd: I AM stars4man?

So we are ending now.

3/13/23 it's all over.

They aer cmonig!

Adn Tehy aer raeyll pdessi!

Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ. I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ. I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ. 

3d-phd: Dear I AM. . . I Am eric an’

Understand the big picture first . . . . 

I'm really crazy fanatical about putting all these truths that I discovered together, to show these lies that KILLED my Mom: Ely Maria Rivera Emmanuelli Weaver on 1/24/1999.

face-to-face encounters

each and every one of us has an important role to play in this process. We must expose their plans, goals, networks and battle strategies, and we do that by sharing what we know in whatever capacity we can, be it through social media posts, emails, texts, phone calls, face-to-face encounters, groups, clubs or at church. 

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word !

What has happened here is that you are preparing people to see and understand things they have been running from and hiding from. It’s about being real, and understanding these deeper things. Your stories about “Only Three Left” was something so very powerful and remarkable that no one could understand or relate. Again it was about being in the right place at the right time. This has been your life, and you procrastinate and wonder, always curious about what’s next, but are always in the “Right Place at the Right Time” anyway. You can not escape this, because you are central to this. You gave-up so much and are just starting to understand what your mother did for you to be ready here now . . .

I’m still perplexed about this!

What you did with your daughter was very successful. Your intention to keep her in Spirit was very strong and focused. You have found some of her writings confirming that you achieved this. You have been able to bring out Spirit very strongly in many people. This is something you are very good at. It’s not something to laugh about or question. You are doing what you need to do for now. It is all something you are doing in a new space and a new experience. When things shift this next year, you will be able to lead and instruct others to step into places and actions that are remarkable and prepared for you. Prepared by you. It’s really your own hand and working that has made so many things possible.

I feel you have so much more to say to me, and it’s more about my place and timing! I had a zoom call yesterday which also surprised me. It wasn’t really anything new, but clearly was about getting me out there teaching more again at a much higher level.

You have realized that you need to teach. Then you avoid many of the obvious and easy opportunities seeking something more structured. But then you do not create any structure, but act and engage completely randomly expecting the structure to form and support you. Yes we have played that role countless times. And you are always ready to step into it and play your part. We have always been impressed and pleased by this. Again now, you are doing the prayerline calls and can play an easy roll that allows you to lead and guide in very limited and simple terms. It always wears you out, and you are often ready to sleep or rest after these experiences.

I know, and I’m never sure about priorities, or engaging with others! It’s really weird as I seem to avoid more personal or intense things. It’s almost like I’m afraid to step-out or to get out too much more, but when getting a direct request to volunteer, I’m happy to. I did get a bunch more jobs to apply for and get into. But I’ve not started any yet, and know I still have a lot to do. It’s always so much for me, and seemingly so much further out of reach. That’s seems so crazy as I’ve always been in time with everything I needed and I know I can and do have everything I could ever need or want within reach and easy to do or get.

What you are prepared for and do each day all fits together as no one could ever understand. These elements that you are sharing are very focused and powerful, as you continue to trust and move forward in these things set before you.

I am never sure what that means and why I have so much to do all the time that I'm not sure about. Like now again I'm ready to fall asleep and how I have no fruit cut in my fridge for breakfast. I'm always so happy to eat fruit and yogurt in the morning. I have time to shop but would rather sleep.

What about student grades? Yes share more: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1ehZFLMc9AXiG36nJgY_9atWRQvK-BS7b/view?usp=drivesdk

I know.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

one man has done here

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I greatly appreciate the challenges that you place before me. And I’m still perplexed to understand what’s before me, though I’ve never really cared.

What? You have always cared, and you have been very clear and strong to accept and move through things, every time without question or conflict many times. You have the strong ability to flow and move through the space and times before you with very little effort or waste.

I’m still learning what this means, and how I have been able to move and do things that I really do not comprehend completely. I’m here for you Jesus, and I know that we have this intimacy that most can never understand or accept.

What you have done more important than anything is opening the door and allowing for things to flow in your life at such a powerful level. You recognize that every soul before you has very specific tasks and responsibilities that you inspire and bring to the surface in a very powerful and specific way. You say and share things very spontaneously providing the avenue for others to grow and learn at a new level never before considered. This is one of your many gifts.

I guess I’m ready for whatever is next before me. And I’m always challenged to understand my place, or wondering what could I ever be doing next. I think it’s really just remarkable as I consider the great diversity and variety I’ve seen and experienced. Lost in the woods and then the streets and then the schools of New Jersey. Starting in the deepest truths of nature and untouched forests and getting stuck into the strongest deceptions of greed and control destroying the forests.

I am very grateful for this time with you Lord Jesus. To see and know so many different levels of consciousness and beingness that are still beyond the comprehension of so many. I wonder what could be next, and still I wonder about so much and see so much as well. And somehow I knew or always knew you needed my help. You asked and wonted me for some reason. To do and to share something that ONLY I could do. And now again I’m in tears as I consider this again.  I seem to be so spoiled and so cared for, not really sure what to do or where to go most of the time. But then always feeling such a strong guidance.

I’m sitting in The Capital Grill having eaten my oysters and Guinness that I wanted after my long day of classes. The traffic got to be too much for me to keep driving. It’s annoying to get stuck in the parking lot of highways that our culture seems to thrive on. Again something I seem to have promised myself I would end someday.

Wow, ending the traffic! What a weird goal or ambition to have. It was really clear to me today how much more I needed to do and move through. I visited Kcir today again to speak about sustainable solutions for my students. I know his work with SweetWater Farms and the CSA was instrumental and necessary for the next transition before us. I asked him to present real solutions and progress he sees and created in our culture today. He really changed and shifted a lot. Much more than I ever knew or understood. Talking to my class about what one man has done here locally to change and shift things that affected everyone across Earth is really wonderful.

What you are doing to inspire and direct your students will change so much more than you know. It’s moving things at such a higher level. If you know and understand how we only send you angels, then you are clear to share and BE fully yourself for you students and your peers. Recognizing your responsibility here before the best and brightest brought together for this experience was very important and bringing together your friends and others of power and focus is critical.

I recognize this too, has been a struggle, and I’ve come to terms more than ever about what I am doing. I recognize that this could be the ending as much as it cane be the very beginning. Each day I wake and accept what you open to me and try my best to listen and step into the opportunities and tasks laid out before me. I know I have so much to do, and also find these moments alone now to rest with you. I see so much moving around me and so much bringing people to understand these deeper challenges and conflicts before me. I pray for God to lead and guide me to step into the power and focus that You have opened for me and the Strength and Wisdom to achieve all You have opened before me.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

continue to teach and sing

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! It is remarkable how things area always so strong and connected and powerful. I am always so stu

nned and challenged how things connect and shift before my eyes. I asked Elehcim to come to my class again. When she decided that she could, she shared this video https://youtu.be/r71yNnfY6ss that vibrated in tune with what I’m doing. I see the focus and shifting of everything before us. 

Its about global shifting people from the old into the new. More and more people are connecting to spirit and stepping beyond the greed and control so many people are trapped in.

It’s the end of the age of extraction and creating a new space of love and family! Not the DNA rebuilding space of deception, but the true creation space shifting to native natural health and growth back connected to the Earth.   

What about the new place you need. Rethink- not the way you thought to get here, but new thinking. Enable- new measures and organized on networks of change through collaborations away from the power centers here. Bridge- from the old to the new with change beyond the greed and confusion of control and deceptions.

I am not sure where things are for me directly! Each day I am doing more and accept whatever Jesus sets before me. I trust and accept what shows up for me and continue to teach and sing in church. I’m helping more in Unity Church too. I’ve not been working in the gardens as much as I have before, but do have people in my home who are. Seeing how things change for me where things are getting more coherent and set together in everything I do.

We have been moving things together for you more all the time, as more systems shift.

I pray for your truth and guidance to make my day successful and I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

a Jazz Night on Tuesday nights

10/30/22 6:27am  I’ve been asleep and awake, up and down all night, with all sorts of strong dreams. The first dream I remember that was really weird, I was confronting my brother Scobey. Punched him with a fist, wow, never did that before, even though he has countless times?!  Then he died?  I thought that was really weird, obviously! These events had nothing to do with each other, at least that’s what I thought? That's why I thought it was weird.

The Second dream was the University having a event showing faculty how well they could produce new patent  prototypes. It was like demonstrating their new workshops capabilities. This place was like surgically clean and had a technician at every piece of equipment, so that if you wanted something cut, or something done you could take it through, from one to the next to get it all the pieces perfect. Lynda was in a balcony over it, so she could see all the different components and could see people working in the facility . . . walking around sipping a glass of wine and so forth. It was kinda neat as I ate a snack and of course, I didn’t belong there as I’m not faculty yet, but nobody knew it. And so I remember going through it, and I must’ve been arriving just as it was finishing, because I saw so much and then I went back to see it again and some of it was closed down and gone, evidently they had setup everything just to show.

I remember going into the metal shop and seeing all the equipment, and then I went to see who is in the front office, to ask questions. I got to the front office, and it had this handicap guy in there that I already knew. He and his peers, like three people all with some disabilities, were running the shop and I was so happy to see them; and they were happy to see me too. I thought it was wonderful, like the best professionals from the previous shops were all together, doing it the way that they wanted, to share their skills, and build cool things. It was kind of neat because it was the facility you knew all along, seeing it all together with a glass of wine was great. Add a little models in their hands that they brought with them from one to the next, to the next, to get it completed how awesome.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What has happened is exactly what you created.

I love you Jesus, thank you for pulling me through all this. Now, again moving in my power more than ever, and no one has any clue how it is all your Love Dear Jesus! Each day, I get to share more with you and it gets so powerful as I see many of my fantasies coming together in magical ways. I really still feel like I’m in some magical place doing and experiencing something that is so awesome and surreal.  Like something happened with C0v!d and shifted everything to another place, where I can see and experience things more than ever.

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Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ for this experience and understanding, where I am able to step into this new roll and responsibility. I realize it’s really the same progression bringing me closer to you. Saying your prayers and witnessing the experience you gave me has been really incredible. As each morning I get to share and understand more at a new level and new place.

What has happened with you space?

I got a call Saturday to go help at the church. I was in the middle of cleaning my kitchen pantry and had this big mess on the floor. So Eilsel called and asked me to come help with the Trunk or Treat as someone was out sick.  When I told her about the mess before me, she said she could come on Tuesday and help. So I stopped that moment and went to meet here. She picked me up at the church, and drove me over to get another car and bring it back. I sat there with the car I’m passing out candy, and writing in my journal.  I asked Eilsel if she could find a carpet cleaner and she called and scheduled one for Tuesday morning.

Of course, then I remembered that I needed to be working with Judy on Tuesday morning. And Eilsel said she could come and supervise the carpet cleaning for me. She then dropped in and gave me some insight and suggestions to reorganize my space better. Then Tuesday she arrived at the same time as the carpet cleaner. I was so happy to get the space cleaned. Eilsel did a great job organizing and clearing things in my kitchen and around the room. She also told me a few other things to do to make the space open up more.

I’ve decided she knew more than I could. The last time she changed something so minor and simple in my bathroom. It was such a big surprise and made me feel so much better so now I’m set to trust anything she says because I’m still really clueless about some things and just need to accept when someone offers it help me. It’s important for me to just accept things as they happen.

Yes what you have been doing is bringing the Spirit into these spaces where others can share and experience the Love and light that you are, you are really bringing out so much more that people do not know or understand and bringing it before their eyes in a new way.

A few weeks ago after Church and we stopped at the Left Bank, which I had seen and passed on my bike a thousand times. I always thought it was a middle eastern shop of some kind. I was so happy to find out it was a fancy restaurant and they have a Jazz Night on Tuesday nights after Chior. So I was so happy to get out and eat tonight and even have a cappuccino and a chocolate cake desert. I’m typing into my blog and eating by myself. It’s really wonderful Jesus, as I know you are with me and seem to really prefer that I get out and share this experience with you anyway that I can.

I know I need to complete an application for a new job and get it out in the next day or so. I also know I need to get things ready for Adnil who is coming tomorrow for three days!

What happened then?

I got the place all cleaned up and she really seemed to enjoy her stay. I hope she writes me a great review. She never commented on my USF application, but I submitted two of them anyway! Please Dear God, Help me to get a Professor Position so I may grow and learn to achieve more than ever.   I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.