finding more and more system

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I need to do more, I noticed so much coming through to me all the time and it’s really strong. Just like today, I wanted to do my yoga, but I never got out of the house. The Prayerline was really lite this morning. I was surprised. It gave me more time to read and think. I know I need to write and share more. But also have a long list of things to do outside, and around this house. I only seem to be working hard for Judy, and never want to do anything more. 

We have been getting you more focused on Spirit, where you are growing more and creating more at another level of consciousness. It’s remarkable how time that you spend with yourself always opens so much more for you. It is something with your own focus and power that resonates at another place when you take the time to share with us. You do tend to discount this, but the details and experiences you bring forth are so much more. Being here and carrying this truth forward shifts the vibration for all of us higher. This coherence you provide is very fundamental at this time. 

I had another one of my ABB people go to help Judy. It seems like everyone I meet goes to visit her sooner or later. I guess its about working for her, and nothing more. I guess that’s what I do as well, but I also know we share and learn from each other all the time. We are both filled with Spirit, and so I'm very comfortable sharing these experiences with her, as her spontaneous insights are also very helpful and empowering.  It’s still a challenge for me to wonder what could be next for me. It’s really just annoying to be in such a state of flux. I know I have everything I could ever want within reach. I mean, I really have very little to question or desire. I always want more stability, but also know that’s my place with Jesus has brought me everything I could need.

I know Jesus is always watching over me and staying with me, where nothing is out of reach and things are always safe and protected for me. I remember the story Kim shared about getting a new roof for our house before she bought it. It was about God watching out for me and providing for me. I guess, that’s been my whole life, just accepting what showed up and flowing with it in ease. Each job, and each relationship was just as random and clear as it was with Kim and the roof. Almost destined, where I allow and move through things with no question always ending up safe and secure.

I remember when i met Jaclyn and decided i wanted this person to stay and forced her. Oh, i tried to do that with Kathy too. I remember wanting to push for someone that felt right to me, but just wasn’t right. I guess I was just being selfish, thinking I could have a life or relationship that wasn’t right for me. It’s weird as I consider my time and space now. I never really have needed or wanted much at all. But my space now is so full and complete, its hard for me to imagine something missing or out of place, or ever wanting anything more at all.

I mean the detail and perfection is extreme, like Saturday, I went to the St Pete market downtown, and I wasn’t sure we would have time, or be able to park. I drove past the parking lot, commenting about the $5 fee to park, and Julia found five bucks so we could park there and save her the walk. So I went around the block, and when I was back in front, the street parking space was open right there in front. It was just a dollar in the meter instead of the $5 parking lot. And of course, this was right by Worton Farms that I love and want to visit all the time.

Then of course, I always have said to them to bring potted plants, and they had some. I bought some Moringa, which I’ve wanted and tried to grow before. I also got some more Mint and Basel to add to my own collections. 

We have been getting you focused on these gardens and these plants more so you are ready to build what’s next there. You have been told there wasn’t going to be much left when the three years are up. You keep reading and finding more and more systems of corruption and poisons all around you. These are all going to end soon. 

I know that’s what I was told when I started to plant mangroves, and this seemed so real and powerful at that moment. But now, as it approaches three years later, it seems so abstract and irrelevant. Like nothing will change here, and I will go on doing these same things that I have been doing all along. It's like nothing will ever change for me. I will stay protected, stay in my sacred space, stay writing, stay gardening, and stay playing a new inspired moment from one to the next.

What is more important than ever before is that you stop limiting yourself. You have a clear priority. You have a very clear schedule and ascetics that reach deep into your history and ancestry. You have only started your first cold shower today. You did also complete your weightlifting twice today, including the bike ride and Mass. Not any Yoga or mangroves but maybe you can plan to get there tomorrow.

I do feel the freedom and power of being able to do what has been opened before me. I’ve built the first garden box, and I have started new sprouts in my seed beds. I took my tank and mixer/shredder to my welder and told him what I wanted to make it work better. He told me $100 and then suggested that I get   a concrete mixer from Home Depot for him to sharpen and customize to meet my needs. He told me exactly what it looked like and where to find in the store. So last week I dropped in and gave it to him and confirmed what I needed for my next tank and mixer. 

Today, as I pealed and cut up butternut squash with Judy again, I was filling up a compost bucket to take home for my gardens.  I realized that I would soon have my new tank and mixer and be able to chop compost and mix soil for my next set of seed beds. I planted three beds last week, and can do three more next week. This will enable me to test different methods of creating soils and compost to see what works best for my own gardens.

We have been preparing you to do more. Each day more things come together shifting the vibration and coherence for everyone. Recognize that there is so much more here than you can see or understand. Accepting your place and stepping into the actions each moment that open for you, is important. You see the opportunity and take it seriously as it is necessary for you to continue to grow and move forward.

I get this. I have been seeing more and more everyday. I’m curious and challenged, but I step into it more everyday that I can.
I am so grateful to have this time with you. Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to us all to achieve for your Glory,  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Amen.