back to your own priorities

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I recognize that I am more in my place than ever. It’s wicked powerful and getting more-so every moment. I know where I am, and I'm really starting to recognize who I am. 

I AM getting slammed by more synchronicities than I ever knew possible. It’s one thing to see and recognize the synchronization and it’s really something completely different to step into it all and move into this power and focus that is very uniquely my own. It’s like really feeling and knowing that this iPad was my very own design and creation. Yes, all my own creation to make my Way of Life and the Earth transition experience very fast and very easy. And I see these words appearing almost magically before my eyes. It’s a trip to half type and then punch the words that appear on the task bar before me.

Then remarkable as it is, there are countless mistakes that are magically transformed from scribbles and errors into the exact words that I never could imagine were appropriate for the ideas that I’m looking to share. And It’s about making this real and valuable to others. I know I’m here to share and lead. And I know that Jesus is with me and inside of me, excited to be alive and engaged in everything I do as it all progresses and appears before me.

What you have been learning and seeing before you more and more each day is the experience of God. Jesus has opened the door and guided you into the Throne Room of Glory. The Graces of God and the associated gifts are ample and plentiful here for your benefit. You have been so focused and dedicated to the “tasks before you,” that you have not even considered asking for the bare necessities of life. You need to recognize that the Father Above is very able and happy to resolve and remove the simplest, strangest, most annoying itty-bitty details that you encounter and can not address in the daily routines of life.

I can pray about my AC and electric bills?!?

What do you think Your Father is all about? It’s making these issues and insignificant details vanish. You Father LOVES to remove all the hindrances and distractions to make it easier for you to stay focused on the more important tasks He has set before you. You were very clear and focused with the tasks before you today. You never could slow down enough to sleep. But you were still able to address the tasks at hand and provide the guidance and insights that the people sent to you needed.

I understand! I've never concerned about the details and insignificant crap. 

What happens is these insignificant details distract you and waste your time, and you spend way too much time with such gibberish. Like you concerns about paying bills. You always have money, and always get anything you need. You have never been in need. When Kim told you the story about your new roof, you suddenly began to notice how much you never concerned yourself with. You have always been protected and always step beyond all boundaries and bs that so many people spend their whole lives with. Let go of these things. You really have been beyond these things, and really need to return to that child, who could do and achieve anything. That's where you belong and being real about it is so simple and practical for you. Just stop all these extra insignificant details, and get back to your own priorities. That's where you belong. 

I know Dear Lord Jesus Christ it is time to step into another place of power and focus. I'm going to be able to do so much more. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ!

What happened with Nate?

It started with him getting an electric bike with fat wheels like mine. He never ask me a word about it. I’m sure he saw I had one, but he knew better. He got it from Amazon or online somewhere. Soon he was having problems and I explained to him how he had to make all the screws really tight. He didn’t have a lock, so I let him use one of mine. Of course, he soon lost the key and bought me a new one. Ok sure whatever. I try to be polite and avoid any conflict!

I mean, he did move upstairs after paying me for a month on the ABB bunk, discounted considerably from the ABB rates. Yes, Shawna called about coming back to my house and wanted to get inside, instead of in the tent like last time. She was due with her baby in a week, and I wanted her to have the room Adam was in. Sure I got him in there so his cat could get out of the cat box, but now he wouldn’t agree to put her back in the box, or let her meet Shawna’s cats?  His month was really over anyway, and he had found another place. It seemed like he had troubles. Found something and planned to leave, and then it fell through. This had happened a few times. But Shawna had already been a month outside cleaning up my garden for a free breakfast and coffee each morning so making the space for her was necessary.

Yes, Shawna had two cats and a dog when she rented the tent. Paid for the month immediately. And I didn’t even meet her for the first few days. I could tell someone was in the tent, and there was piles of stuff around. I finally saw her one morning as I went out for my bike ride. She was clearly VERY pregnant. I immediately asked if she was ok. I guess, I knew finding a place with animals was difficult, but also pregnant and alone, meant she might be trying to avoid some crazy man somewhere. She said she was fine, and when I asked if she was eating well, I could tell she wasn’t. With a baby, I had to make sure she was safe and all. I offered to give her some of my good healthy organic fruit and oatmeal, that I make every morning, if she could help out around the gardens. Wow, did she clean up a lot, and then got a fresh breakfast every morning!

Nate paid for the month and agreed to go upstairs to the empty room, so Shawna with her animals could have his bunk. There were already two other “weekly guys” in the room too. I hoped Adam would figure it out, move back into a bunk or whatever, so she could have the bigger room. He was jerking me around, never telling me what was up, or when he was going or staying until the last minute. Then he even asked to stay without paying. But then Shawna called back again and asked if she could move in NOW!

She was in Sefner where her guy had paid for a space for them. She was convinced he could never be a good father and just had to get away from him. Nate moved upstairs in about 5 minutes, I gave him the house keys and asked him to only use what he already knew in the kitchen. Of course, he paid for a bunk not a kitchen, so he was thrilled. And then I was driving off the get Shawna in no time at all. The cops arrived there shortly after me. I was so grateful. I could see her piling her stuff outside a motel room. And her mom was there too, while they were yelling back and forth.

The cops stayed there until she and her mom had everything in the back of my truck. I told the cops I was a friend just helping her move. I covered everything with a tarp and then took off, first taking her mom home, as we passed through Tampa. Her mom lived off 22nd by my old Seminole Heights Neighborhood. And we were tired and hungry so I suggested Mermaids Tavern. Shawna had agreed to put gas into my truck, so I bought us dinner, with her little dog there with us. The two cats were in a box in my truck. WOW!

ANYWAY, Adam got pissed at me for suggesting he let his cat meet other cats, or even worse that he move back in the bunk and put his cat back into a box. So he soon left. Shawna moved into the big room. Someone else rented the room upstairs and I asked Nate to go back down to his bunk. Course he took a whole day to move. And I was really pissed at this by then. He had his own pantry of food, and made big meals, never asking me about anything. Eating my expensive honey and Almond Butter dip as a sandwich? WOW, he even ate ALL my pink himalayan salt and the expensive olive oil. Course he used all my spices and such too. NEVER offered to replace anything. Then when I got my keys back and he was out in the bunk, I noticed he left stuff in the fridge and pantry. I just pushed it out of my way, thinking I’d give him everything when he asked and I had time. Nothing. Suddenly the Pantry was empty?  I made the divider to separate the front room more substantially, but I still wonder if he copied my key as well. I even lock my bedroom when I sleep and have a bat there next to me.

Crazier still he was parking his new ebike on my back porch so he could plug it in. He was never realistic about it, and I tried to tell him that the rain would ruin everything. But again he knew better. So he tells me how he plugged it in all wet and saw sparks. I reset the circuit and his charger was dead. I pulled out my charger and it was the same size, so he used it to get to work. Course, still out in the rain he fried BOTH of my chargers too???  Then he bought himself a new one, and let me use it when he was off at work.

As usual, I tried to avoid all conflict, I didn’t need another scene like with Keith. 

What Happened Wednesday that you told your son about?

Ok, so Nate got a flat tire and locked his electric bike at a gas station. I told him he was crazy and someone would steal it, but as usual he knew better. After a day or two, he asked me to help him get his bike, and maybe go food shopping. He said he would give me some gas money. I was grading my class work, stopped and got all my stuff together and was outside ready to go in 5 minutes. I was even waiting for him to come out?  So we drive three miles to the bike on 30th Ave and 46th Street. It was gone! Oh well he says, lets go shopping. I suggested Aldi, Sams and Publix as I go all the time anyway. 

I went in with him at Aldi and got a few things. He got a cart full, even cat food for Shawna’s cats. He forgot to get boxes so I was pulling bags out of my truck to pack his food in. We went to Sams and he wanted to buy more, but had no way to pay for it. He could have given me cash, but anyway. Then at Publix I dropped him off, thinking he already filled a cart and all he needed was bread. I sat in the truck reading email outside the front door for 30 minutes and he came out with another cart full.

As we were leaving he saw a Wells Fargo and asked if we could stop so he could fix his visa, which he needed to get Uber rides to work, without a ebike. I stopped again, back to reading emails on my phone. 20 minutes later he asked about going next door to another bank, and ran over. I drove around and picked him up. We stopped by the gas station again where the ebike was. I suggested he at least get a police report or ask if they had taking it or something. No luck. The homeless guy he saw there told him that someone was there pounding with a hammer or something the day before.

What happened next?

When we got home I went upstairs to get my grades done. And then I realized it was getting late and I needed to clean-up outside before the hurricane hit. After working for a while outside I was trying to fold up the big sails all alone, which was really a pain in the ass. I finally decided to ask Nate to help me. When I walked into the room, they had a frozen pizza in the toaster oven and so I asked him to come out and help when he could. An hour later I was getting frustrated with the sails and walked back over. Of course the pizza was gone, and he said “oh I forgot.”

I told him I was ready to go in 5 minutes when he needed something, but now that I’m trying to make the place safe with a hurricane, coming he can’t find the time to help. Don’t bother!

Oh, then he got mad, told me I had “no right” to get mad at him, and that I was rude and demanding. I told him he was inconsiderate again and he told me he would be petty too starting to demand his charger back. He continued to yell at me for the next 20 minutes following my around saying he wanted the ebike charger NOW. I continued to move things into the back yard and he was not helping me at all but still yelling about his charger. I finally gave him one that he burnt out, and told him I wanted him out. His month is up in a day or so and I want him out. Of course, then he began demanding a refund and that I give him the one charger that was still working.

Of course, there were two bike chargers working when he arrived and now there was only one that works. And he continued to yell, and block my path standing in front of me yelling and all. Threatening and harassing me. Wow, I trash to Keith assaulting me and using the bat in my hands. So I started to carry a walking stick as. I continued to cleanup, and Nate continued to yell BS.

Now 9/30 morning as I edit this blog, I notice the front door opening an closing every second and I hope its him moving out. But it seem like Shawna is going too. I saw her walking back to the container to get things. So I asked if she was leaving with Nate. And she yelled that she doesn’t have to tell me anything and that I was a pervert and a pedophile. “WHAT?”  So she then said when I walked through the house taking pictures for hurricane insurance I passed by her nursing the baby. Then she demanded that I couldn’t say a word to her or it would be sexual harassment. Of course, she knew I was recording it.  And told me I couldn’t say anything to her. . . 

Leslie called and while we were talking I smelled something burning. I went out front and found the toaster oven on while they were eating in her room. I pulled the plug and shut it all off. Then tried to shut the power off upstairs in the circuit box. Not sure if I did it right or not.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Story about sustainability

I am back here again with You and I know this is all about my own power and focus, as again I was watching a story about sustainability. Yes, I already know about all the greed and deceptions in the industries all around us. And I know all about how corrupt all these companies are exploiting the systems and breaking all the rules for greed . . . 

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word !

What do you want to do about it.  

I have a class full of business students that I can lead and direct into something new and powerful that the world needs.  It is obvious that I am in the right place at the right time, again. What’s holding me back? Do I need to see the world fall apart any more around me more? What could I do or say that could inspire people more into their power and clarity, so they can bring these issues out to be addressed at a new level . . .

What do you think your children would say. 

I guess that is where I need to be. I know its really something they understand at a deeper level than I could ever comprehend. Everything I’m doing is about engaging their peers. My own children could be in this course. 

What about asking them about it. 

I could. But this late on a Friday night is not the best time to try. I might be able to get them this weekend. And now a week later as I stop to write again, I wonder about this message for my kids.  I’ve been trying to grade peer reviews, and it’s really a challenge. Each student has different offering and challenges. Some post very good insight, but then miss a few days. It’s been hard for me to get through everything. I have been impressed by many presentations and goals.

What came to mind now?

I need to share my own PowerPoint presentation, so the class can see how to get it done. I know it’s more about the images and ideas than the words, but I also know that each team has a lot of ideas and inspirations that empowers them to move forward with powerful ideas. 

What about praying about this.

I always thought that prayer was simply communication with God. So now here again as I type and share myself with you, I feel like I’m deep in prayer!

We are messengers, angels, and ancestral spirits that have been sent and stay around you always. As with many of the lessons you teach, there is so much more and deeper involved here. Your prayer to God step beyond these words on the page, and reach far beyond anything that we can do for you.

I didn’t know that!

What you have always known is that there is so much more here than anyone has understood, explored and revealed yet. Your prayers are very clear and powerful. Ask for guidance and direction into these tasks before you , , , then wait and see what opens up for you.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to guide me and direct me through all these Words and Powers that have been provided for us. In the Name of Father, Sons and Holy Ghosts, amen. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ 

how to change and shift others

Dear Dad,

I am back at USF again.

I really thought it was crazy when you brought me down here to Florida for college. I never worked in school. What would "me in school" really do. I got through it in NJ, by making so much trouble that teachers just wanted me out. I never read anything, never worked, but really only faked it. . . with a smile;-)

But here I am again, back in school again!

I took my AirBNB guest in with me on My 2nd Day. She planned to take a single bus south to her doctors for her last check-in before having a baby... Yes Friday, she's having a c-section as she has other complications. Now I'm helping to bring another baby here in Tampa, again. . .

That's why I came to Tampa. Maryanne wanted a baby after high school in NJ. No way could I raise a child as a handyman. Then you asked me to empty your garage to move you to Florida, to the house mom designed. I helped you move and came south, got my degree and got my baby. 10 years later I went back to school for another degree, and then helped you move out of the house mom built. And then again 10 years later, I was back for another degree and then helped you move out of Florida completely . . . .

Now five years more, and I'm back in USF again. Not moving you anywhere this time, maybe I can focus on classes now? Not even thought of a degree this time. But this morning as I was speaking to the pregnant guest, who is about to pop.... and then seeing the old apartment I was in, and the dorms my freshman year. Yes driving to USF, and dropping her at the bus center nearby. Wow, I was deep in the memories seeing my history as we drove, and wondered what Jesus has in-store for me now. Yes, your experience in the Redwood Forest during High School is what I do almost weekly. 

Last night, I was in a Catholic Church to join the choir. I jumped in my truck thinking that I was late, but was the first one there. Usually I’m one of two men, surrounded by women; but now it’s all men. What a trip is that. Sunday is now chior with the Woodlawn Presbyterian Church 9-11, and then the all men's group at Saint Raphael's Catholic at 11:20.

I know there is so much more for me to write, explore and understand. But I’ve got no idea, and as usual so much more is happening every day, that I can barely keep up with. Of course, Dr John who hired me at USF, called me about teaching his class this term; and I suddenly have three roommates paying me a thousand each, so that’s my mortgage. Then the school income, and random ABB’s gives me enough cash for my food, gas, life and all. It’s really just weird, to get a random job showing up with everything set for me to teach. I know I need to get deeper into USF and find a real job. Then I also have interviewed with St Pete and can easily get more into this campus too.

It’s really weird, as I always know I’m safe, and always know I’ll come out ahead. It’s like I couldn’t do anything else. It’s what my life is about for me. Like something that will never change. I always wonder how I could be getting ahead, but then I always listen and follow the guidance I get.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

We have stayed with you and continue to open things for you and guide you into what you need. Being clear and focused in this experience before your is remarkable. You were asked to sing, and then joined the Choir in two separate churches. Again the strong male presence was what you attracted and moved into the space. This power and focus you will use to lead more and guide more. It’s the students and children who need a strong male in the Church. It’s not easy for others to step-up into this vibration and it’s important that you model it for others.

I always wonder what it is that you need me to do. Modeling and sharing a coherent vibration for others seems so abstract. I never seem to know what I’m doing, nor do I understand how much I change and shift others around me!

What you do know is how much power and focus you create each day by being true to your own desires and truth. You know you change and shift everyone with each action you take. It's really remarkable to you but again and again you are free to take such simple actions that really seem to shift so very much all around you. 

I get this from you all the time, and it really seems so very pointless at times. I get caught into such fear and insecurity. Like who am I to think anything I do or could do would really change anything.

What you do, carries a vibration so much deeper than you will know and understand for years to come. This is at another level, and another plain of existence that so few understand and accept. You recognize there is only One Life here, and you can feel it and connect to it at another level. It was designed to shield this deeper knowledge so people would learn to love another for the sake of love instead of for selfish reasons. Once they realize that all Life is really the One Same Life, then the Love is because of selfishness, not because of Love. Love for the sake of Love is Pure.

I recognize that this vibration and experience of sharing Your Power and Flow is about something so much more that reaches to the very beginning of life it self. Again now, I know and realize how much power and focus I can share each moment. People ask and explore deeper and deeper into more of the truths all around us, that are hidden in plain sight.

We have told you all along how much was happening behind the scenes and you knew and understood this. You chose to come through at this time it share something deeper and stronger that was necessary for survival and it’s been your place to push things that others could pickup and understand. You are always thinking or feeling that others will understand and step into things deeper. The people and place is not ready for this. It’s getting clearer and stronger for some, but not at the levels you want or hope for. It is a very slow process and requires many years of deep introspection and challenges so much stronger than people can handle.

I know that today most people are raised on TV, and fed poisons for most of their lives! Stepping into higher truths and deeper power is not possible for people boxed in by so many toxins. And sometimes I wonder how I was able to escape that, as I remember fighting with my brothers to get the last bit of the Doritos, or the last of the Pepsi bottle as we watched the 4:30 movie in the afternoon after school.

What you remember is the few days that you engaged with them. More of your time was spent alone in the woods or hiding from them. As all children you learned to protect yourself, and block out memories. You recall seeing certain movies and TV shows, since you had very limited engagements with these. It might seem as though you were there all the time, but as you stop and consider it now, you only remember those times in High School. This could be primarily the times you were in trouble and not allowed to get out and do anything else.

You also remember a great many forts, and places you knew very well in the woods and hidden in the trees. These places required hours of effort and work to create and develop. You might remember few experiences in each one, but the time and efforts to develop and create each was hours, days, and weeks of focus and labor to bring them to the space for the one memory you have.  Each tree fort and experience you recall was many months in the making. Again you know now how much people repress memories. You had a great many powerful experiences lost in the woods that no one would accept or understand. The very few you have been able to share, you consider very obtuse and abstract you don’t ever edit or update them.  

I get it. Like my Mom teaching me the Prayers of Saint Michael for protection when kids would bully me all the time.  And then suddenly I realized I could get invisible. I could say prayers and people couldn’t see me. It was like I created a blinder on them, or just blocked out the light coming from my reflection. And now as I say this, it feels like I understood how this method of “conscious words” could shift my vibration such that light would not reflect from me, but would be absorbed by me, so no one could see me any longer.

What it is will be so much more than this. Like the faith and power of understanding that you carry into all people and places. Wanting to be and dance and express at such a different level than any could understand or relate to. You have always done this. Remember how you would describe your dancing experiences. You said how everyone at a bar was drinking to get ‘loose’ and carefree to share and express more opening to others. You described it as everyone "was spilling their energy all over the place." And coming into the space filled with loose energy and lost souls; you could absorb all this power and spin this power into vortexes around you bringing so much power and flow by providing directions to the mixed up mess of scattered energy. 

I wonder if I’ll do this again!

Again what you don’t know here is how much the entire space shifted with your actions. Picking divinity spilled about by the foolish is very powerful. Never has there been a time where so few really knew their capacity. Your ability to connect and inspire is a gift that vibrates into the coherence of the Earth at such a deeper level that so few really understand. 

I am always perplexed by these things you say! It’s such a powerful expression and I know how I feel whenever I get into these situations. I’ve done it a few times here in St Pete, and I know it’s so much more than I can understand. But it’s not something I’m concerned about, it seems so far away from me. Like it feels like a celebration that I can enjoy whenever I finish whatever work I need to do.
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Please lend me Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to teach and share all that I can for moving students and USF forward to the next Level of Divinity in the Truth and Guidance that you provide. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ; Amen

everything I ever wanted

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What are you afraid of?

I don't know. I guess it's everything I ever wanted, as everything about my complete life is so very pretty and comfortable. I never knew this is where you wanted me. It's just so weird to be back in the same place again! And it’s intimidating to think I’ll be able to do all that you have set before me.

We have done this over and over again to you. Like you understand age is nothing more than attitude, so you have escaped it. All your other powers and successes are also having the right attitude in gratitude and love. As you are clear in your power and passions of Spirit, everything will get easier and stronger with every step you take. This is really all you have ever wanted to do. There is nothing to limit you. You will be able to speak and share the deeper truths that you know and understand with ease and comfort. Staying in your power is critical, to remain fearless.

I guess so! I didn't realize how much you would do to get me back into school again.

You know you got your routines down solid and you really don’t have any excuses now, as you have spent years figuring this all out, and again you have come back to the same place to be and achieve your own truth. This is your own place of power. You do not need to question anything. You will find it all very easy, as it was all designed by you, for you. Don’t be surprised by your inspirations, and the many opportunities that appear before you again, when you stay focused on these routines you have before you.  It’s this attitude of truth and confidence that places you beyond fear and insecurity. 

I know what you mean. It’s just going to get really weird I’m sure! I feel like I’m getting set-up again. I just went to pay my bills, and again have no mortgage payment, and I’m within a few hundred of my totals. I guess that means I have some cash for gas and food. To see numbers lining up so tight again, is just remarkable, and I know it shouldn't surprise me. I must get clear and solid as that is necessary for me to move forward.

We have set it all out for you to be very clear and focused in everything you want and need to be who you are. It's almost like you are age 12 again biking to school, to teach and share things you are very good at doing. It is your brother John who has prepared everything for you. And you know this is the most important thing you could ever do and you know you are in the right place at the right time, that we need you to help carry things forward stronger than ever.

I guess, I'm really going to be leading things that no one else could be doing! I've been inspiring people all my life, and to get a classroom full of the best and brightest business students, who are really ready and able to step into these things that I've known about for years. I can see how much this really comes together and how much power and clarity there will be for me to do whatever I am here to do. I've noticed how much I've been reading and exploring that is very powerful. And I can see how I am protected and have this time and ability to get into things that I need to understand more to explore and grow.

What you have seen before you is change, and allowing for the changes we need to see everywhere is what you need to get focused on. You know this place of power, it’s not anything new for you. But certainly your place of clarity and focus is critical, that’s why you rest in comfort now. You have spent your life getting ready for this, and you know what this can do for everyone else, as too few take it all as seriously as you do. Now again, writing, typing, seeing your handwritten scribbles appear clear and straight like none before. This is all exactly as you asked for. You have created this all, exactly as you wanted. It's all done son. You have everything you wanted and all you ever needed, or imagined. It's all here and done like you dreamt from the very beginning. Yes, translating your scribbles, half letters, and misspelling are all resolved instantly, to place your words and ideas exactly as you needed. No one could imagine this ease and comfort beyond those who are ready to step into their power.

I know, I guess so! I need to start reading more deeply so I can write and publish more.

WE have told you: Dare to believe in JESUS. . . For God Is With Us for KING & COUNTRY For God Is With Us - Single (2021)

A true love that he gave us

A brand new beginning

REFRAIN 1: Joel Smallbone & Luke Smallbone

No room for a king

No celebration and no ceremony

In that little town no, nobody would think

This is the story of the coming glory

PRE-CHORUS 1: Joel Smallbone

Can you hear the prayers that people prayed?

Can you see the skies begin to break?

When Heaven and Earth were face-to-face

Oh, how the world forever changed

CHORUS 1: Joel Smallbone, Joel Smallbone & Luke Smallbone

For God is with us

Oh-oh oh-oh-oh

God is with us

Oh-oh oh-oh-oh

VERSE 2: Luke Smallbone

All in a moment

All in an instant

The body was broken

And it was finished

REFRAIN 2: Joel Smallbone

So let us begin

The celebration and the ceremony

There's silence on Earth but the Heavens are roarin'

Tellin' the story of the coming glory

PRE-CHORUS 2: Joel Smallbone

Can you feel your heart begin to race?

Can you see the tide begin to change?

With all of our futures rearranged

The world will never be the same

CHORUS 1: Joel Smallbone, Joel Smallbone & Luke Smallbone

For God is with us

Oh-oh oh-oh-oh

God is with us

Oh-oh oh-oh-oh

CHORUS 2: Joel Smallbone, Luke Smallbone, Joel Smallbone & Luke Smallbone

For God is with us

Oh, can we see, oh, can we see

Oh-oh oh-oh-oh

God is with us 

Oh, can we hear, oh, can we hear)

Oh-oh oh-oh-oh

For God is with us

VERSE 3: Joel Smallbone

Dare to imagine

Dare to believe in

A true love that gave us

A reason for living

PRE-CHORUS 3: Joel Smallbone, Joel Smallbone & Choir

Can you feel the hope that's rushin' in?

Can you hear the song that's echo in'?

Join with the choir as we sing

This is where love truly begins

CHORUS 1: Joel Smallbone & Choir, Luke Smallbone, Joel Smallbone & Luke Smallbone

For God is with us

Oh-oh oh-oh-oh

God is with us

Oh-oh oh-oh-oh

CHORUS 2: Joel Smallbone & Choir, Luke Smallbone, Joel Smallbone & Luke Smallbone

For God is with us

Oh, can we see, oh, can we see

Oh-oh oh-oh-oh

God is with us (Oh, can we hear, oh, can we hear)

Oh-oh oh-oh-oh

For God is with us (With us)

OUTRO: Luke Smallbone

Oh, can we see, oh, can we see

God is with us

I started with 1 Peter 4:1-9 and I knew I was in Jesus. Then Charles Stanley came on again, telling me of this power and truth that I knew! Again, I felt the Power and focus before me, as only Jesus can bring.  

 

What happened this morning?

I was on the Prayerline again and the new caller spoke about how she was feeling attacked and discouraged from everything she did or tried to do. Then I told her how all the callers I get at these wee early hours of the morning are at the end of their rope, wondering where Jesus is, and why they are alone or lost in their spirit. I started off saying how the path becomes a challenge, only when our calling is higher. She totally related to the idea and understood me completely. And as surprising as it seems, I went on to tell her the story about finding The Chosen, the same way I found the Prayerline, through TheJoyFM.com and what I had learned as I started LENT with my mom. 

 

What about Lent and the rest?

I started with how I had been sent to St Pete to teach and lead. I didn’t really know this until my mother reminded me that she was Catholic and learning how to Pray was where I needed to start. So I decided to do LENT. My dad had raised us all Methodist while my mom was Catholic. When my dad left Florida and cleaned out the family home, a lot of my mom’s history and art ended up in my house. So when Lent came around I knew I needed to do this for my mom following the Catholic traditions. 

I started by walking to Mass next door at Saint Paul’s, to find the LENT 2022 Prayer Guide. Opened my eyes to what I needed and another church goer recommended Saint Raphaels on Snell Island! There at my second Mass I started the class of St Teresa of Avila’s Nine Grades of Prayer. So I was doing Mass twice a day and then reading the Lent Prayers and meditations between the two churches. And also studying and learning more about prayer every day.

What was more important than anything was seeing how this set your life and experience into a very specific habit. You have written this before. And you recognize how clear and powerful  this was to awake at the same time and go through a very specific process every day. You have never been so clear and focused on these habits before. And you recognize how important they all are to your health and wellbeing. This is a major lesson for you and everyone. You have relied on biking as your central form of exercise and now have a bike trip six times as long before. This should inspire you more than anything. It’s stepping beyond your fears and previous inhibitions. Getting clear about your power and focus will bring you to a higher vibration and in more coherence than you have ever experienced before.

I get it, that’s what is so intimidating for me! To be biking thirty miles instead of five. I remember when I started with my five mile ride, I even stopped halfway to sit and do yoga at treehouse yoga. And I realize now again how I started blogging with this new life too. It was a new experience to open up into school again and biking to school like I was age twelve again. Wow, I feel like I will be twelve again, and teaching classes instead of hiding from them, or disrupting them. I was always in trouble in school, no one could understand me, or keep up with me. So now again, to have this experience or challenge of teaching or sharing with kids again. Of course, this is the age I missed with my own kids. That time when they are growing up and stepping away from their parents. 

Or I guess they had finally stepped away from the lies and deceptions around them to come back and find me. But that step before of growing to that nextstep was missed by me with my own children. So I guess I need to repeat it over, and over again, as I need to share in spirit with others now. It really is about sharing this higher place again into another paradigm. I know that’s really what this is all about.

What we did was prepare you to teach and lead the next points of power and creation that no one will know or comprehend, until we flow through you.

I guess so. I’m not sure what this means, or how I’m stepping into it… but i guess I’m ready. . . I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

back into my passions about the truth

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I feel so much is falling away from me again. I got here ready to do so much and then nothing happened. I couldn’t get anything to work. All my efforts would just fizzle out. I know I have the power and focus to do and change everything. Each day I see more power and focus. I connect to people so easily and quickly, and then struggle to let go and release. And now again I’m back to the same place again.

What happened when you told Alamas that was so strong and clear for everyone. Share that experience.

I had planned to make a big meal and invited all my guests and friends. Mas got there early again, and so I told her about the course I could teach at USF! I had just explained it to my son, and it was very obvious to him that I was so excited and happy about it. He said he hadn’t seen me so happy in years. So when I spoke to Mas, I explained how I had learned some critical things about moving forward. I had learned some critical boundary issues. I never took boundaries seriously, and joke about walking through walls and having the ability to step beyond so many things. This was clearly why I was alienated and misunderstood by so many. Obviously I never seemed to care about it.

What we’ve done is bring you full circle again, to where you have the greatest impact. Building sustainable solutions in your backyard has always been your passion and skill. But teaching about it and making it real for others is critical. You did this alone on your own in the woods of NJ, and then again alone with your children in Seminole Heights. Your home there is one of the most expensive in the neighborhood now. And again you are in the place to teach and lead these things for others to learn, follow, and grow from. It’s never been about your own, it’s always been teaching and inspiring others.  

I get it, and I know I’m always protected. It’s still very intimidating not to know what’s next, or what’s to come! 

What about the very clear powerful dream you had with TH, written here only a few days ago. It was the same place, and same power and focus you have known for years. Like your very first vision from your accident, where everything was so clear and easy to feel and express. You are here again, and it feels like the crazy child ready to push and create something so needed and powerful. Each step you take is building and evolving from the last.

I guess so.

What you shared the morning on the prayerline, was in the same vibration again. People are put into spaces, where they are able to flow the love and divinity of God. However, they make plans and have ambitions that are contrary and independent from this love of God. They are pulled by ego, greed, selfishness and get lost. . . Money, Power, and Personal Approval of others become the idles people get addicted to.

Several times this morning, you recognized how the caller had done the same thing as you. Believing or trusting in the word of others, and the interpretations that were common, and comfortable. Like you knew you had to get married and have children. It was very clear and obvious to you. But the PLAN and Purpose in God was so much more than just that. And this shift pulled you and them through so much more. 

I can’t seem to understand what I’m ever doing.

What you have done in giving everything to God, is more than you will ever know on Earth. You are pressed into places and do things that few can comprehend and these tasks and successes are so powerful to bring things forward for everyone here. You have always trusted and allowed this ambiguous unknowing to exist in the sidelines. You didn’t understand your connections, you didn’t understand your mothers guidance or your own connection to Mary or Jesus. 

And now you scribble on this keyboard and magically the correct words appear accurate and are spelled letter-perfect . . . This was your doing. You required this. You offered to step into this space for us, and then made the world shift to meet the needs you had to achieve these goals. This has happened over and over again in your experiences, exactly like you learned to walk through walls and do things that no one else could understand.

It is so weird. Like the JoyFM continues to speak and advertise how they always speak the words of Jesus that the listener needs to hear!

Again this is what you did when you arrived in Tampa Bay. You accepted this deep powerful spiritual vibration for yourself, and then required it. It then expanded and developed more clearly for others to join in. This has happened with so many things you have done. And it will continue so. You were sent here to create this vibration of change. And you are always wanting to complete it all by yourself and carry it through. You inspire others, and give away the tools and visions to bring more and more. Your patents and publications are done. Nothing more will result. Starting the waves and allowing others to serf is ideal. Someone must do this. Stop tying to own, benefit, or possess these things. Allow them to flow from you… let go and watch is wonder as the butterfly-effect shifts everything.

I get it! I found two more women offering the solutions Dawn and I created here for her health and growth.

We need you to trust that. You have all the powers, and symbols and awards all around you. You are never in need. You are never in pain. These things of Earth you have already stepped beyond. It’s not your concern to worry or fret with any of these issues. Stay in your power and truth, allow this experience of who you are to grow. Do only the now that feels best for you in this moment, let everyone copy you and experience whatever they need.

I get it. I’m fearless, and know I need to get back into my passions about the truth that I am . . .

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Mass, Gardens. . . SCHOOL. Learning growing sharing,

I had another wicked powerful dream. This time it was with TH at USF again.  I was awake and still active in my Dream, holding on and trying to carry it forward, when my alarm for the Prayerline went off. Oh, I knew I was home ready for the next day to start in Prayers.

I had been in conversation with Okin, who wants to submit a project to STARS. I have been trying to encourage him. Then he said he was going to the Navy, and immediately I felt I had failed him. So I started sharing a lot more and got into some old videos and found a bunch more. I even found the kids tiny home presentation, which I sent to Kcir who really liked it. And was even impressed with my ideas and plans which really complement his own in creating more Urban Agriculture (UA).

I realized it was UA that really inspired my dreams and experience with TH too. Of course, I know we can make all sorts happen. And to see this, I realize how much it excited me. It was really powerful and clear how much it really resonated deep within me. Then I sent the video to other investors who I thought would work with me. Again I see and realize how much power and focus comes through to me so quickly on this plain, direct and powerful in the now of Jesus Christ.

I know how things always happen so quickly for me. It’s always a place of power and focus, and I know I’m able to do things that no one else will understand or be able to address. I’ve been the name of change, and helped and make things move all of my life. . . Which is really beyond normal understanding and the knowledge and experience that most people expect.

The Five Remembrances of Buddha, awareness of impermanence: 1) I am growing old, 2) I will have ill health, 3) I will die, 4) all that I love changes, 5) my actions are my only belongings, the ground I stand on.

Sorry, this phrase above is dead and pointless to me, I already died, age, sickness and death are now meaningless. I’m fully in my experience and my awareness, and am already living deeply. I was listening to this mindfulness piece sent to me above. So many people are so lost away from these things. All that I love, is love; and it’s always changing in my actions and life, into the flow of each moment. Aligning in this moment to be true into the real truth of life that I see and experience each moment. And this truth and experience is where we are in power and truth, instead of fear and insecurity. It’s so easy to be in power and focused on the truth instead of all the deceptions and lies of this culture we live in. So I avoid the culture completly.

Yes I know it’s all about God’s Plan, now more than ever, people are angry and deep in disbelief complaining about everything. No one is deep into God Plans. Each morning on the Prayerline I’ve been helping people learn and grow in their Spirit and Love of God.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

This is amazing grace, this is failing life, that you will take my place, that you will take my cross. Jesus I sing for all you have done for me. . . Who brings our chaos back into order? Who rules the nations into eternal justice. . This is why We have created this space for you to grow into more things you are capable and familiar with. This is your place of power and focus. Know these things here will flow more with comfort and ease.

I finally using this iPad the way we designed it! Touching the screen as needed, moving and editing text almost randomly. It’s really remarkable to me how easy it is.

We have created this space for you to grow, and no one really experiences that understanding as you do. Thank you for being here with us for so long. Trusting, Being, Experiencing . . You laid down your life that we might be free . . . Thanks Rafè 

It is really remarkable to be typing words faster than I can think, and feeling Your Voice come through stronger . . . Yes everything coming through very clearly from the radio again now!

Red letters coming off the page . . . Everything you know sir, I can hear my savior calling me. It all started with hearts and the spirit moving insides of me, We have created this space for you to grow filled with your love and light to share more than you could ever imagine.

I got a job teaching John’s Course at USF!

And I got the 18 months of forbearance again.

It’s really so incredible Jesus. 

I can focus on John’s Class and make it my own in power and might!

Thank you so very much for bringing me into this position of Your Love. Stating the Truth and placing it all in front of me so easily and obvious. I mean I even got a escrow refund of over $900 . . . ? ! ?

We have created this space for you to grow

I really have to do everything myself again!

We have created this space for you to grow.

I’m so grateful Jesus. I need to drop-out into only my research and love in Jesus. Focused on my bike, swim, Mass, Gardens. . . SCHOOL. Learning growing sharing, living the dream as I know, and I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

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New development opportunities

Throughout your day, ask what fruit your actions are producing. 

Do all of your actions lead to charity? 

Who am I supposed to be?

Who am I for Jesus?

Each day I share more light with You Jesus Christ.

Thank you for Creating The Way of Your Word!

talk about the video last night

I had Mada over for dinner! He had moved into my old office with the door to let his cat out of the catbox. I had the space all opened up, to clean out the front rooms. Then my iphone beeped about a doctors appointment and so I ran out. I thought he wouldn't be home until midnight as usual, but he came home early. When my iphone beeped about my camera I called and he was home. "Oh Sorry, about my mess" I said, and he didn't care, it was obvious I was cleaning things up. I'm guessing he was thrilled I was cleaning up again.

Yes, so I got home, after the doctor's, Aldi, Sams Club, and all during my one trip driving my truck this week. And Mada ordered pizza, and said he had two for us to eat, and he wanted to watch The Chosen again. Oh yes, we had watched a few episodes before and he said we last watched the wedding episode. So the next one was Season 1, Episode 6:  The Indescribable Compassion, where Jesus' followers witness him healing a leper and then the paralyzed man, which was just incredible to share with him.

that's wonderful and where did it take you.

I was so happy about it! And I stopped it a few times to share my own learning and growth in this experience with him. He clearly enjoyed the show and asked me a bunch of questions afterwards. Like what's an "angel.". . 

Wow that was neat. I hadn't expected anything so delightful to happen. And so I talked about the souls of a cat or a dog each having a level of love and understanding that they carry in a group soul. Then how these levels of souls evolved to our own where we each choose to live and love as individuals. Each of us choosing to be a love of our own and when we choose to share this with Jesus we have this tingling feeling of "goosebumps" up our spine. 

this is the power and clarity that Mass brought to you.  Each day in Church you are bringing this feeling of a Love in Jesus, this "tingling down the spine" that you know is necessary for you. You bring this vibration of Love into the Church, and share it across the whole space. Your walking in this Way of the Lord is very powerful and clear. Some can see understand and believe, while some might not ever. Just like you had the experience of your mom guiding you and protecting you so young as a child. Everyone has child experiences that shape them forever.

Yes but I know it is really all about how we are all created in a the Image of God. The dust of the Earth formed into Man to tend the Garden of Eden. And how we never touch this Earth anymore living in a plastic world filled with shoes and synthetics to block the energy we can transfer from one to another very naturally. And so much of the culture and lie's of men hide these deepen truths that have always known.

When God says something, you just obey him! You share as you are inspired. It's about giving your understanding in this Word and this Life. As with this Command to live within you and share the blessing of the truth and knowledge that you have.

I try to be very clear and sure about each word I share, and I'm never sure which end is up sometimes

this really doesn't matter. You share the truth of your experience and others need to learn form their own experiences. That is why it is so important for you to stay in the habits and routines you have created for yourself

I know I an doing better all the time. I'm never sure what I'm doing but it certainly gets better and better.

this is all you need, stay fearless and stay here!

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

gourmet meal delivered to us

Wow what a powerful dream now. Very clear and very focused.

It started out with us coming into some event at USF. I was with Alan McCarthy and we were coming onto campus for some official event! It was clear that we were not part of the event, but I knew about it, so I wanted us to attend. It was like teams working together preparing a new program or something for the school. There are hundreds of people around, all with families, and their children, and everybody had an official tag; and it was also very clear that we did not have any tags.

But we got in anyway, because I knew how to get in the back door, as usual. So we were sitting in the grass area and there were people all around. And the big tidal wave came up. I saw it coming and got out of the way.  I just stepped inside, and I didn’t get wet, but a lot of other people got washed away and the other thing that was weird was I saw a plane coming down towards us. I thought it was a warplane and that we were going to be shot at. So I ran inside to avoid that, too. And when it blasted everybody they were all covered with confetti. Yes confetti, some kind of broadcast or a message sent out from some corporation.

That was weird they knew we were gonna get shot at. But what was even more weird, was a ton of confetti with some name on it, from some corporation or something. I went back outside and the place was covered with stuff. Of course, there are different events and places we were supposed to be throughout the day. For some reason, I remember very distinctly getting a gourmet meal delivered to us.

Then I also encouraged Alan to go into the different meetings. And of course he was out of place, but he still was very strong and very focused about getting information out of them. He wasn’t so much sharing but we were collecting data. Then I jumped into this one room, because I wanted to see what was going on.  It was actually a children’s performance, so I left it. It was actually a very small auditorium, but it was also small like a spaceship almost and we were sitting on bleachers all around it in a tight space. Clearly it was set up for children and I got out before it started because I realized it was just for kids. It was so weird.

I knew the whole point was about setting up the new year semester programs for this college so that’s why I was so strong about being there. But then also to see all the propaganda and pollution with people getting brainwashed by garbage everywhere. 

That’s really powerful. So I’m trying to sleep again.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I’m not surprised about this powerful dream. And I know you wanted me to get back into my ritual and regular schedules of exercise, Mass, and all. I’ve been out of it for the week. I wasn’t comfortable with what I was doing, but had made the commitment. I’ve always tried to finish whatever I started. So I wonder about missing the Mangroves for a week and it’s about time to start building and setting up the church gardens. They are finally getting a pump, only a hand pump, but it’s enough to get started. 

What you have been experiencing is important still. Recognizing how the population is still focused on materialism, but also know and understand that it’s not healthy and is really a useless diversion. This is one of the many addictions created with the TV. Your experience and understanding is about how easy it is to direct and redirect people who live from sight above all else. The power you have relying on includes sounds and other vibrations is deeper and more true than the addictions people get caught in trusting their sight beyond all else.

I don’t understand what is the point for making this so clear to me. You state here again how I’m more focused on these deeper feelings and still have new lessons here. 

What happened was that you could resonate with everyone. You found it easy to connect and share with random people. You even turned around conflicts to your own benefit. Further, the experience and challenge is that you give up your power too fast. You do have all you need, and it’s very obvious that you are in a place of power and light. This makes it very clear and possible for you to move things a lot quicker than ever before considered.

I get it and I realize how I am approaching another time of clear strong freedom. Seem to be getting rental tenants who can pay all my bills so I am free to do more of what I really want to be doing instead of stressing about rooms and tenants or anything

We have tried  to make  it easier for you to get to your peace 

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

The Way of Your Word: hearing about the last three

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word. I’ve not shared this experience that I have with you very much recently. And it’s really getting powerful again! I’m recognizing the Love of Jesus everywhere and I am trying to call it out for everyone more and more each day. I’ve been telling people how the Love of Jesus is present here with me, and I’m blessed to share this moment with them, where I know I can help and heal anything. I guess I’ve stop questioning myself and allow this Spirit to Flow more and more each and everyday.

What we need you to do, is stop talking about it all the time and start doing it more.

I’ve been trying to. But the distraction and “stress” gettin the next bill paid is wicked annoying!

Who you are all your life was never concerned with this.You always knew it was all taken care of. Your mother protected you and made it easy for you to recognize your opportunities. Yes being in the right place at the right time brings a lot more responsibility. You are challenged to be clear and specific. The reality of these experiences and people you’ve loved and shared with is apparent to everyone you speak to. Stop the fear and insecurity. Know and trust it is all exactly, where it needs to be.

I get it! And I’ve been trying really hard to keep up with everything you have done for me. It’s all very remarkable to see and step into. I’m still feeling so much more. It’s really remarkable to know that your Spirit and experience in the Trinity is happening inside of me more and more every day. And my responsibility to share and express this Spirit more is getting stronger and stronger every day.

Yes this is your challenge and responsibility to accept your place and allow this is grow and evolve before your eyes. Each day will bring more into your hands and more responsibility. You have written this all out before, and now start over again to be stronger into the real experience that you all need to understand more deeply.

I guess I have known my place and responsibility all along! Sharing my deeper knowledge and experiences is my challenge. Like posting the response to the school shooting in TX last week. I knew it was a critical issue, and it is still something that will bring parents out to yell and scream. I can warn people about it happening again and again. Just like I can warn people about the hurricanes; but I know no one will pay attention to me. 

Wow, I was just feeling into my own experience of "hearing about the last three!" So what is the last three all about, was it 3-minutes, 3-hours, 3-days, or what.

What was perfect about this is how you reacted to what you heard. That first three minutes you saw a portale open, and tinkerbell was there in front of you. It was such a wonderful blessing seeing and experiencing the last moments of this beautiful creature. She gave her all to come through, just like Joni did. each coming through for just a moment to share the experience of bliss and love with you. Again now you can feel this light overpowering you. these words begin to flow and you see another space opening before you, knowing it is only Jesus. . . 

Only Jesus, you only got one life to live, calling every single point you live, it's only Jesus. Jesus is the ONLY Name, Jesus is the ONLY Name, Jesus is the ONLY Name to remember. And you have been teaching and sharing with people these deeper truths that you know are fundamental now before you.

I know it's all about being Holy and Right with God, nothing else matters! How can God Declare a guilty Man - Not Guilty - Where God Declares Not Guilty, where Jesus takes the penalty and guilt for mankind to go free. Not the Law, but justification of the Law of Faith in the Son Jesus Christ. Jesus did the unending eternal act of acceptance opening the relationship to God for all to find and experience eternally. 

Where it is the Gratitude and Grace that Jesus Brings? You know the deeper truth here is loving your neighbor. How is stealing from them realistic for them? You know this makes it possible for greed and deception. Where is the Love for your neighbor?  They do not see the value of your work, when you tell them. It's more important to remain in integrity than to be deceptive to obtain compensation you are entitled to. This 'ENTITLEMENT' is your personal judgements not the will and respect of God. Taking from another is never justified. You know this; after 16 years living in deceptions, where your neighbors never knew who you were and what you were doing. . . . 

Consider the Jones family where your actions impacted their business . . . these were your literal neighbors who suffered by your actions. How is this following Jesus like Matthew 7:13-14 . . . it seems sensible to live this truth through your life knowing the place that has worked for you before. You chose to live without boundaries, and you chose to learn and grow through these struggles you have now. Making truth and deciding to bring justice to those you know and experience with.

I am back again with the same challenges I've had all my life! Like paying my taxes is a lie in the system. The system is corrupt and we are forced to live in the lies around us. But is this loving my neighbors? Do I pay the same taxes that they pay? Or are they paying taxes to cover my expenses so that I might care for other neighbors that have their own struggles. We are all loving our neighbors the best we can. And am I rationalizing myself now?

What do you feel about this? You have saved lives again. Today you spoke to someone a story that you heard yesterday. The single, lonely elderly person went down flights of stairs to find the Ambulance and Police outside of her building! She hadn’t been down in months.

When she encountered the terrified child and held her, hugged her, comforted her in the chaos of the moment; she was loving her neighbor and sharing the truth and divinity of the moment. You inspired her to get outside everyday. Not only in hopes of sharing with the same delightful child again, but also to get engaged in her community. Stepping outside to Garden, and plant, and share is very powerful and resonates with neighbors who also need to connect with the Earth.  

As God created Man from the STAR Dust of the Earth. . . which brings you back into this place of Divinity and Truth deep into the spirit and truth that we have in Jesus.

I KNOW MY PLACE AGAIN! and when this came out for me now, I was so intimidated since again I have to lead and love someone who needs my light and guidance.

What you are doing is so much deeper for you and everyone. It's not something easy, nor is it ever something easy for you. The deeper truth and challenges that you have before you are terrifying and challenging. 

I know I need to pray about what is before me! It's not right to be in a place of discomfort and misguided actions. If I feel this is something out of sorts with my own consciousness. It's important for me to get clear about my boundaries and responsibilities. I asked for directions and support in getting the work I was doing profitable and now I'm chasing the money instead of doing what I need to be doing. It doesn't feel right or respectable, but it is really just the place that I am in. 

We have never given you things that you can not deal with. You have tried to bring the truth and power of the truth into this experience you have before you. You know the Words of Jesus as The Way, The Truth, and The Life that you know and you share and lead as best as you can. This is all that we ask of everyone. And you are diligent and work openly to bring clarity and truth into all that is before you. What did you share, read and understand?

I went back and reread my experiences with the end! I have been pushed to the end of life many times. It’s been easy to see my own end, and how the systems around us and before us are crumbling and ending as if we are beyond them, living in a world or place that is unaffected or unchanged by all the death and chaos. But as I studied and wrote about the tipping points of civilization in college it became very clear to me how this was really part of my space and responsibility to help carry this forward.

What did you feel now as you spent the day reading, editing, experiencing the deceptions of materialism at its worse. A place where people have too much and in shear desperation seek to rid themselves of this addiction and attempt to release, but return again and again to the same poisons and deceptions of materialisms that they really do not need or have any place with.

I did another garage sale, knowing my own garage was filled with useless materials as was this one! Desperate to escape it from one moment to the next we would give away graciously, but then the very next moment hold-on and remain stingy wanting to get the full values of damaged useless assets.

What was most valuable was how you were able to share deeper truths with the random stranger who knew you had some honesty and integrity to share and experience with them at some level beyond their own understanding.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Truth Will Set You Free . . John 8:31-38 ESV

John 8 ESV - but Jesus went to the Mount of Olives. - Bible Gateway

The Truth Will Set You Free 

31 So Jesus said to the Jews who had believed him, “If you abide in my word, you are truly my disciples, 32 and you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.” 33 They answered him, “We are offspring of Abraham and have never been enslaved to anyone. How is it that you say, ‘You will become free’?” 34 Jesus answered them, “Truly, truly, I say to you, everyone who practices sin is a slave[b] to sin. 35 The slave does not remain in the house forever; the son remains forever. 36 So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed. 37 I know that you are offspring of Abraham; yet you seek to kill me because my word finds no place in you. 38 I speak of what I have seen with my Father, and you do what you have heard from your father.”

free to DO THE WORD of Jesus. Free from the slavery trapped in the system of greed and deception. But Free to serve our Father, and Love Brothers and Sisters. . . as it is Faith that allows freedom in God's Word and Life as Your Children. 

We Pray for your people can Know Jesus and trust in Your Love to lead others to your Love and Spirit. . . 

Wow, I had another powerful Prayerline call. Mary spoke about being called into this city to share the love of Jesus. She spoke of how people are selfish and lost in the lies of the machine, sugar, beer, football, and other deceptions of greed that control them with addictions. 

stay in your Truth and remain

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I am so grateful for having this experience with you. And I need to "ask questions and tell stories" and tell me more. . . explore and share in deeper experiences . . . 

We have prepared so much for you to do. And you have heard how this age concept doesn't need to apply for you. You can have a real wife and many more children in the future if this is where your love and heart is.

I know how this deeper truth is so important for me! I have been challenged so much and I still fall into fear. Yes no mortgage is scary, but I know this is temporary and is only a program than I share and participate in. A program that I need to put-away as something i'm not part of.

What is a basic responsibility is to stay part of this culture and participate and bring this whole experience forward. Everyone here is connected to this power and responsibility. You have power over the greed and control all around you. Sharing these deeper truths that you know will help others to grow and learn more and deeper than ever before.

I do try to make things work and move forward! And it is always a big challenge. But I've beat so many systems and controls. I've walked through walls all my life, and rarely understood any boundaries at all. There is nothing that gets in my way. I never have to get stuck in fear or anything.

What you have before you is so much more than you have ever seen before. It's not stepping back into things that are not who you are. It about moving forward with the rules and boundaries you have found and set for yourself. Being healthy and strong is only the starting point for everything else.

I have to stay in your Will and Spirit all the time. There is so much that I do and that I can do. I know that I need to stay in your Truth and remain in this power.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.