possibly get back to that same place

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What you have done is more powerful than ever. You are stepping more into the place of respect and authority. It’s really something that you have always done. People really do not understand you because you are operating at the place of spirit which is simply beyond many of them.

I’m really not sure what that means, and I’m still perplexed with all that you give me and all that I do!  I sorta get tired and frustrated with always being challenged and pushed to do more. I know. I can do anything, and I know you are always with me. But why so much?  I'm sure I'm not the only one here, and the chaos around me certainly never slows down or gets easier.  Yes, I love it when you tell me to get a beer and burger or stop for a glass of wine.  But this is really small potatoes in the realm of all that's before me.  Yes, I know you are with me through all things. And I know I've fasted all day and I'm not sure if that's just for a day, an afternoon or another week.

We do want you to take another week. And it's not this week with all the events you are involved with. Next week you are getting a trip to the farmers market, after that's gone, then you can fast again. And it's really clear you are getting closer and clearer in this Power in Christ. 

The change might not be much at all with your success. As you get more confident and secure with who you are, the opportunities to share and love others will become more apparent to you. You can step into more all the time. Each little step might seem odd or insignificant, but each must be addressed in the same passion and love.  Like your experience with the zoom with student questions. It was a totally a random opportunity and you were filled in it and shared too much deep personal insight.

It was really wild. My watch beeped about a zoom call.  I came inside, popped it open and a student showed up.  Yes, an SPC student asking about Entrepreneurship. . . . Wow, I said too much and transcribed it all.  Then sent it to him, with the random screenshot. I asked him to use this to create a discussion post..

What you have to remember is that We created everything here together. It's all about your Bench here in Your Park, smelling Your Flowers and Sharing Your Fruit. It's the real experience and Love that God intended from the start. You have your own private piece of Eden, where you Love and share all the fruit you grow. 

wow i got a call about getting some ducks/ So what animals can i get with Ducks? I mean I always knew i needed to get animals together. Here i found some rabbits. I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to  BE HERE NOW with You !

What now 4:54pm 10/8/2026

I don't know, it's about change again? And I don't know what that means as how do I move forward if things are getting pulled out from under me. I feel stress because I found out that my classes are not repeating. So I'm teaching for a few years and then I'm done again, where i need to be searching for something new. Of course, then I realize that I've been sharing the stories of my history over and over again. I never thought I could possibly get back to that same place again and step into it all again. But I'm really starting to think that's where this is all going. I really just need to get deeper into prayer... Sure I want to return Christ to Eden, as that was my very first inspiration. And I realize it was really a result of my accident in 1980 and I see now how Disney's Epcot only opened in 1982 so I could never have been influenced with this. 

We had shared the same messages over and over again. People always want to take possession and ownership over everything which always will interfere with the love and growth that comes with love shared in community. 

I get it I'm always surprised and always moving forward. Of course, not knowing just means more trust is required. More trust opens everything else and I continue to move forward. I'm always surprised and always challenged. That's j. ust part of my process here!
I  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.