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Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What happened this week?

I noticed Tuesday, or um yesterday, that I'm having TONs of De-ja-vu's!  I mean, I noticed this Monday as well. But yesterday is seemed to be happening all morning. It was really remarkable as I walked and connected with everything around me.

What happened?

Monday, I had another piece of equipment donated to STARS! It was a mini-DV deck that I can use to transfer all my movies into the new digital world we are living in. As I got to USF to visit the video labs, I was perplexed with the whole experience bringing me back to a place of control and responsibility. 

What do you mean.

It was remarkable, talking to people about making things happen. Suggesting new courses, and new opportunities where we could do so much more than anyone could understand! I've been in this place over and over again throughout my life and it is really just the shift as I move into another place.

We have been trying to prepare you.

I know, how God is always working for the Good and What I need! It's always been for the deeper more powerful growth and understanding. It's always about power and growth so much beyond my understanding. And I know this is what I do every time. Each challenge and conflict scares and threatens me, but then opens up something so strong and powerful.  Like I step into a new space that I never knew was even possible. Each time this happens I get closer to you and have a stronger impact on someone's life.

 We have stayed with you through this and will be clear guiding you forward.

I know, Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to bring me home in your Peace again. I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

stay focused in this power

Today's Reflections: In your prayer today, spend a little time dwelling on the fact that the Holy Spirit knows you inside and out. Pray to him that he would make you docile to his promptings—that you would rely more and more on the Spirit to tell you what to say not only in extraordinary situations but all the time.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!  I know it's important to trust moving into things You have set before me. I struggle as I know your Love gives me strength to move through so many things. And if things are not working them I'm going in the wrong way.

What you are doing is chanting the name of God through actions you engage in. This is very powerful to move through anything. However, when you stop chanting and things fail you lose your confidence and decide that it's not necessary or proper for you to do. Having the direct guidance and power we bring to you was necessary to get you here. You allow Flow as such a Higher Level. It was your mom did and created in you. Taking this to the next step is important too.

I guess this means I need to be teaching and stepping into more as I move forward. Everything has stopped again. Everything is out of reach. I have nothing I can do but write and share in Your Love and Word!

Why don't you Chant then?

I get it, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ!

What does this make you feel now?

I feel like I need to be planting more! Planting Mangroves or something somewhere. It's kinda nerve-racking as I seem to be out of it again. I've been only able to do the Prayerline, focusonthefamily.com, www.intouch.org before catching the morning crew prayers at 6am on theJoyFM.com. . . yes 3 early hours each day giving me a clear focus.

What about your readings and studies.

I've been keeping up with the Exodus 90, which is where this post started last week! Yes, it is helping me to grow and understand more as I go. Like I've been getting out onto my knees to pray and focus very clearly on God. As I reread my notes here above, it seems the connection to God and Jesus with the Holy Spirit is something more I need to focus on. 

When the going gets tough . . . you will never stop fighting for me. . . you stand up for me in the darkest night. . .

I'm always getting the Words of Jesus singing to me from everything I see and read. It's obvious to me how God Planned every detail to bring us all into this Truth of Spirit and Beingness that can take us away from the lies and greed that have been taking over everything all around us. 

Father let your Kingdom come, Father let Your Will be done, on Earth as in Heaven. Again more music resonating inside of you and again more clarity and focus comes simultaneously. It's always been like this for you, like listening to the trees in the woods of northern New Jersey. Starting this week with John 15:5 "I am the vine; you are the branches. If you remain in me and I in you, you will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing."

I know and I'm trying to stay focused in this power and truth that you are sharing with me and open for me!

What about your readings?

I know I’m onto it now. . . I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

time moving forward

I don’t understand. More and more is coming together faster faster. But I’m still totally clueless. I know things happen all the time to teach me and lead me into some thing but I don’t feel like I’m getting anywhere. I always feel like I’m falling behind.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What just happened was really wonderful. You accepted that you could change everything and you understood how that could happen. It’s all about time! It’s all about how you spend your time. When you spend your time with us, we all grow, when you get lost in useless things you fall.

I know ‘Joyce make it sound so easy, so now again I need to learn something more about my power and my focus. So now I’m finally talking to my blog. I understand I can do this all the time. I understand you can talk back with me all the time. I don’t understand where I’m going or what I’m doing.

I guess that’s completely irrelevant, but I don’t understand why. Except knowing it’s time moving forward 

 I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

a random vision or leaving my home and I started to cry

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I know you have always protected me, and given me so much more than I could ever understand and deal with. Yes, I know you always have pushed me to the limits, and I have never been without.

I remember a fight I had with my dad before dinner. And I told him I was fine and could take care for myself without him, and abruptly walked outside.  My little sister soon came out looking for me in tears. And I was already eating an orange for my own dinner. Of course, my dad said how it was “his orange,” that I had in my pocket saved from lunch. And again it was his winter coat, he bought for me as well.  Again, back wanting me to admit I couldn’t survive without him.

What does this make you feel now?

I wonder if this is another lesson for me to accept that I can only survive by trusting God and asking Jesus for my needs! Please, lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom Dearest Lord Jesus Christ to bring me back into my home in safety and security.   

What have you done with this?

I have started bringing real food into the lives of my friends and neighbors. Yes, loving my neighbors as myself, since I have no family. I work at keeping up with my lessons and readings with the man’s fraternity at St Raphael’s, and struggle to exercise and bike. But then it seems I am not able to keep up with anything at all. I seem to be struggling all the time. I struggle to write, I struggle to garden, I struggle to learn and share and grow.

What else?

YESTERDAY, I discovered there was someone else in my house. An AirBnB guest who was helping out, put someone inside of my house, not just in the ABB space he had shared and filled already, but into my space without me knowing.

This was something unexpected and it totally freaked me out, without my knowledge, means I don’t know what was said, or agreed, whether there were any conditions, or rules, or agreements. Catching me by surprise just freaked me out, even if I really had the space ready for any other guest.

What lesson is in this for me? Yes, I have an awesome home, and blessings that I am trying to share every moment . . .  I do know the lessons of Lent last year taught me "each One Teach One" where I was barefoot in Mass from that day forward. And then I realized that was only half of the story. As I open the page and see my “Mom’s Sermon” listed as well. This is all about the lies in the medical systems which are only making profits and not healing anyone. It’s like the whole industry is based on a fundamental lie that chemicals and surgeries can solve everything. Of course, this greed paradigm killed all the Indians and women (witches) who knew and understood the natural methods of healing built into the Earth since life began.

Thus I needed to get people into real foods, and teach these deeper truths that are never taught in schools and are essentially avoided. There is intentions, and focus that goes with it all. This is really about shifting the vibration and understanding that we are Spiritual Being above and beyond anything physical so to make the intentions and shift the consciousness vibrations and coherence between our health and experience is critical.

With God, we can get through anything. Without him, we are without hope, even when things seem to be going well. There really is only one thing necessary in this life—God himself—and if we have him, then we can survive anything else, and God will actually turn our hardships into good.   

I guess, I’ve been living with this all my life. Here again in a coffee shop typing on this little keyboard that fits into my pack on my back to bike out.  Everything is always so clear and strong for me. So I go through major downs and craziness and then rebound up really powerfully to shift into a stronger clearer place than ever before. !

We have shared this with you for a long time, and it’s nothing new for you. It’s getting clearer and stronger all the time. So much of the world is in transition now, and you might be surprised to find out what has happened. You have always been sheltered and protected. Like when you could walk through walls as a child. It seems so simple and obvious to you, that you were confused to find that no one else would do it.

I’m not sure if that is what I need to be focused on now!

You have noticed so many De-ja-vu’s recently, that you cannot keep up with or understand. This is what o have prepared for. If all the world falls apart around you, nothing will slow you down. You are fearless and clear to move forward into another space that no one will understand. Just like you home and professional experiences lately. You are always stepping into a new space that no one can understand or accept. While you simply FLOW. You allow this shift, and growth, and carry it forward in Grace and power.

I get nervous all the time. It’s always a challenge for me to keep up.

We are with you, and have everything set in ease. . . No worries, no fears, simply allow and move forward.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ for your Grace Love and Wisdom that continues to fill me and guide me forward.

just cause it feels good

In your prayer today (especially in your examination of conscience), think about the sins of omission—those times when God wanted you to do something, but you shrunk back. Ask yourself why you did so. Pray for the grace to follow the one who has the “words of eternal life.” 

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

AND YES I KNOW, my challenge has always been insecurity and fear in the follow through. I KNOW, over and over again YOU ask me to do the smallest, weirdest, little things that seem to shift the whole world. I'm getting better at adhering to each WORD. And more and more of us are getting stronger into this. Like now asking me to stop and write. WHAT? Where? How? You said to stop driving and park a hundred times and it all just confused me.

What you just wrote was not taken seriously. We asked you to write. And stopping in the SUNSHINE, seemed more powerful for you … so the one seat you found with the sun on your head should be no surprise…

I know but you know I passed a dozen places before stopping.

Yes, but now you are online and writing in the blog instead of on paper. What did you do when you arrived here at Trips.

I grabbed my book, and couldn’t find a pen!  And now stopped to take pictures. I tried to get the blog to snap a picture, but instead remembered that I haven’t written a review here yet. So of course I got a pic of my face in the sunshine. 

What about the pen?

I know you want more work online! It reaches more people, and my book just sits with me, so writing with a pen feels better to me, but is not what you want.

What you have been going through is very powerful and challenging. It is not just dealing with people that have come to you for healing and guidance. It’s also about shifting the matrix.

I know it’s always about being real and understanding that I’m here now! Yes here now 8:36am Tue May 2nd to share and love the blessing of life.  Stepping back and writing more details about my place and experiences is really a challenge. But it is also a big responsibility to know and feel the blessing that I have been given and the insights that come to me from everywhere.

What does that mean?

I get it, you want me to talk more about my experiences with you.

What has happened is more and more people are connecting to Spirit all the time. You simply have been there all your life. Like now again hearing the birds over your head. You see this all the time, where the truth and power of your experiences are at so many different levels. For you to reach out and chirp or imagine and visualize is really important because you are shifting up the power to enhance things for everyone else.

I get it.

What did you do this morning.

I was in Saint Raphael’s doing the Rosary and they decided to act on my last suggestions. Last week when someone in the group spoke about doing the Rosary more often on his own. I asked the men about my own experiences. I told them about being a freshman in college and helping some old lady with her groceries going upstairs. She invited me for a sandwich and then did the rosary with me after it. So I started to do the Rosary with her once a week with a tuna sandwich. It became our little ritual for a while. And I noticed that at church we would only say parts of the Rosary while before when I did it I remembered staying in the verse all together where we would get in to the vibrations and it would really get powerful.

So this morning, the men’s group said they wanted to encourage saying everything together instead of only in parts. WOW, was it wicked strong and powerful. I was sitting in the back all alone against the wall and took off my shoes to really connect to the vibration. And then I remembered something Judy said to me about honoring the people I was dealing with, where I could visualize pink light spinning through an infinity path from my heart to their hearts and back again. 

I did this visualization through the rosary today and it got more and more powerful. I was holding my hands up and could feel the vibrations stronger and stronger as my voice got deeper and deeper into the sounds of the moment.

What happened here can be very powerful in shifting everyone and everything. Mother Mary brought in the Christ, honoring her with other men, where usually it’s women who do this, is really important and powerful at this time of transition. Much of what you are doing and going through is about transition and shifting things that really need to change at a much deeper level. Again it’s your power to step-out and push at things that no one else notices or addresses. This power and clarity you bring into circumstances is very critical as so much shifts.

I always get intimidating when you place so much on me. I’m not the only one alive, nor am I the only one connected with you and following guidance. 

Son, you must recognize that your experience and separation for the matrix and many programs of your culture place you in a very unique place. Just like your statement about needing diversity of age, and diversity of experience, and diversity of race in public realms is really bringing more insight to others who only consider one basic level instead of the deeper more complex issues that you bring out. Recognize also that your experience and time with these issues far exceeds most everyone who might have just discovered what you have know, experienced and enjoyed for a great many years.

What, I think you are loosing me here! 

What you do stepping to the back of the room, to hold up the edges is something you have done all your life. As a little child you were on the edge and fringes of society. In No you were in the woods connected with bird and trees more than you ever connected with your family or friends. 

I get it, but always being on the outside seems to have hurt me as much as it has helped me.

What happened in Rosary today was powerful for everyone ion the room. You certainly took it too a much higher level for your own personal expression of love and divinity. And know that all the others also had a very unique and powerful experience that will resonate on too.

I get it and I know it’s all about moving forward and learning and growing as best as I can in each and every situation as only You can open me up for.

We have always been very stony with you. And good.usually you do exactly what we want even if you don’t feel convinced at the time. Like breakfast this morning, if you had tried to write at the church or the sun dial you would not haver had the Wi-Fi working as well. You didn’t have any pen, or couldn’t find it, so it was exactly as it needed to be. Then of course you needed to write a good review for them, and more and more of your reviews and catching people than you know.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, jj, tt, jj, tt, lol. . . Missed a letter there at the end. . . I always seem to do that so fast, just cause it feels good.