a random vision or leaving my home and I started to cry

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I know you have always protected me, and given me so much more than I could ever understand and deal with. Yes, I know you always have pushed me to the limits, and I have never been without.

I remember a fight I had with my dad before dinner. And I told him I was fine and could take care for myself without him, and abruptly walked outside.  My little sister soon came out looking for me in tears. And I was already eating an orange for my own dinner. Of course, my dad said how it was “his orange,” that I had in my pocket saved from lunch. And again it was his winter coat, he bought for me as well.  Again, back wanting me to admit I couldn’t survive without him.

What does this make you feel now?

I wonder if this is another lesson for me to accept that I can only survive by trusting God and asking Jesus for my needs! Please, lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom Dearest Lord Jesus Christ to bring me back into my home in safety and security.   

What have you done with this?

I have started bringing real food into the lives of my friends and neighbors. Yes, loving my neighbors as myself, since I have no family. I work at keeping up with my lessons and readings with the man’s fraternity at St Raphael’s, and struggle to exercise and bike. But then it seems I am not able to keep up with anything at all. I seem to be struggling all the time. I struggle to write, I struggle to garden, I struggle to learn and share and grow.

What else?

YESTERDAY, I discovered there was someone else in my house. An AirBnB guest who was helping out, put someone inside of my house, not just in the ABB space he had shared and filled already, but into my space without me knowing.

This was something unexpected and it totally freaked me out, without my knowledge, means I don’t know what was said, or agreed, whether there were any conditions, or rules, or agreements. Catching me by surprise just freaked me out, even if I really had the space ready for any other guest.

What lesson is in this for me? Yes, I have an awesome home, and blessings that I am trying to share every moment . . .  I do know the lessons of Lent last year taught me "each One Teach One" where I was barefoot in Mass from that day forward. And then I realized that was only half of the story. As I open the page and see my “Mom’s Sermon” listed as well. This is all about the lies in the medical systems which are only making profits and not healing anyone. It’s like the whole industry is based on a fundamental lie that chemicals and surgeries can solve everything. Of course, this greed paradigm killed all the Indians and women (witches) who knew and understood the natural methods of healing built into the Earth since life began.

Thus I needed to get people into real foods, and teach these deeper truths that are never taught in schools and are essentially avoided. There is intentions, and focus that goes with it all. This is really about shifting the vibration and understanding that we are Spiritual Being above and beyond anything physical so to make the intentions and shift the consciousness vibrations and coherence between our health and experience is critical.

With God, we can get through anything. Without him, we are without hope, even when things seem to be going well. There really is only one thing necessary in this life—God himself—and if we have him, then we can survive anything else, and God will actually turn our hardships into good.   

I guess, I’ve been living with this all my life. Here again in a coffee shop typing on this little keyboard that fits into my pack on my back to bike out.  Everything is always so clear and strong for me. So I go through major downs and craziness and then rebound up really powerfully to shift into a stronger clearer place than ever before. !

We have shared this with you for a long time, and it’s nothing new for you. It’s getting clearer and stronger all the time. So much of the world is in transition now, and you might be surprised to find out what has happened. You have always been sheltered and protected. Like when you could walk through walls as a child. It seems so simple and obvious to you, that you were confused to find that no one else would do it.

I’m not sure if that is what I need to be focused on now!

You have noticed so many De-ja-vu’s recently, that you cannot keep up with or understand. This is what o have prepared for. If all the world falls apart around you, nothing will slow you down. You are fearless and clear to move forward into another space that no one will understand. Just like you home and professional experiences lately. You are always stepping into a new space that no one can understand or accept. While you simply FLOW. You allow this shift, and growth, and carry it forward in Grace and power.

I get nervous all the time. It’s always a challenge for me to keep up.

We are with you, and have everything set in ease. . . No worries, no fears, simply allow and move forward.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ for your Grace Love and Wisdom that continues to fill me and guide me forward.