share as a prayer

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I’m so grateful to have this moment with you. 

What happened today?

I realized my USF classes end on Friday, and then the SPC classes end two weeks later. And then I go visit my daughter! It’s really wonderful, or is supposed to be. I also had three or four shouting people ask me today about buying my house. One said something else closed in court, so I’m nervous about that too. Course I know I’m safe an protected but still get nervous.

Like this morning on the prayerline I was thrilled to have someone new ask an ‘open-ended” question allowing me to really share and explain what I share as a prayer and the knowledge I’ve developed. But then he would twist my words and claim weird shit . . . “Oh you said this. . . “ it was really weird, and the guy started getting really rude. I’ve been told before to never tolerate anything and to just cut end the call if people get rude.

Yes I was grateful I did end this. But the energy and experience it gave me was strong and carried most of the day. And then the housing crap dug deeper into that same negative toxic feeling. 

Why haven’t you prayed about it?

I uses I’ve not really learned t pray for myself yet. I’ve been saying names as I pray!  I even said my dad and family in tears the other night. But this Alone has been difficult, so to get to prayers and asking for me. I’ve never or not asked fo much. I always feel like I have too much. I ask for my children, my Church Brothers, and my Students, but not really for myself much. 

What’s stopping you now?

I know! You always want me to pray more, write more, share more. . . Always making it sound so easy. 

What are you waiting for?

I sorry! Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to lead me into your Word better. Guide my thoughts, words and deeds to fulfill your Glory. Yes, Dear Jesus, bring me success in school, more classes to teach, and stronger security at home. End all the legal junk and bring me greater peace at home. Guide me to find peace and ease in your works. AMEN.
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.