actually sharing the experience

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What happened now?

I got downstairs to meet with Dick and I’m a whole hour early!  It was funny as I tossed and turned in bed the last hour thinking I should get up soon so I didn’t miss him. Or more importantly that I was present and ready for whatever we were doing next . . . And so I got downstairs and had a text message from Linda at the PrayerLine. Wow, I was invited to her party. . . 

What happened to you?

I, I , I, started to cry since Michelle from the JoyFm is HOSTING IT.

What you remember of this experience is going into the empty house . . . . flashing to questions of suicide. You were Convinced you were finished and not wanting to continue . . . And Madison was born with Michelle announcing it on the radio. . . This was what saved your life. $444.44 vacay ur way donations started then at theJOYfm.com.

After actually sharing the experience with Michelle to all the ladies in the Divine Chaplet meeting. Another awesome grace in my life, was seeing the blessings showing up all around me. Then I had this awesome experience of racing home on my bike to catch Brent for our lent talk. And I noticed it was almost time to start, so I pulled over at Crescent Lake Park. And sat here under this beautiful oak tree! And I don’t wanna get up! It’s so beautiful here. I am so blessed, I’ve been making this chicken soup. Sharing It with people and I feel people healing and growing all around me! It’s so wonderful. I know Jesus is with me and I know what I have to do and keep doing! But I don’t know what that means. Whatever shows up, is the latest blessing and experience i get into. Like I was crying in the Spirit Song this morning so I knew I had to tell everybody everything about Michelle! I think I actually got it all out too, wow . . . Even recorded myself.

What about getting out there now and cleaning or finishing something as it is very apparent you have so very much to do all around you. Each day you try and each day you get caught into these things that really serve no one. You had a wonderful morning and shared a lot. Now you have reviewed all your recordings and see and know what you’ve shared and done. You have written about it and perplexed in detail. Now you need to move on and do whatever is next. 

I get it. And I know my dream and application of life at 16, is really where I belong and it's not something I’ve done yet. I'm always saying I can do that tomorrow. I'm trying to stay at ease, is bed, in spirit, and peace!

What about sixteen and being real about all these responsibilities that surround you each moment. 

I know! Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Please fill me with Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom for me to more deeply understand and share Your Truth, Love and Experience fully in my daily life. Guide me to complete all the tasks around me. Fill me with the fortitude and desire to complete each new project defined before me. Father I ask for Your Deeper Spiritual connections and ambitions to fulfill all the Plans and Dreams GOD HAS CREATED IN FATHER, SON AND HOLY GHOST.