face-to-face encounters

each and every one of us has an important role to play in this process. We must expose their plans, goals, networks and battle strategies, and we do that by sharing what we know in whatever capacity we can, be it through social media posts, emails, texts, phone calls, face-to-face encounters, groups, clubs or at church. 

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word !

What has happened here is that you are preparing people to see and understand things they have been running from and hiding from. It’s about being real, and understanding these deeper things. Your stories about “Only Three Left” was something so very powerful and remarkable that no one could understand or relate. Again it was about being in the right place at the right time. This has been your life, and you procrastinate and wonder, always curious about what’s next, but are always in the “Right Place at the Right Time” anyway. You can not escape this, because you are central to this. You gave-up so much and are just starting to understand what your mother did for you to be ready here now . . .

I’m still perplexed about this!

What you did with your daughter was very successful. Your intention to keep her in Spirit was very strong and focused. You have found some of her writings confirming that you achieved this. You have been able to bring out Spirit very strongly in many people. This is something you are very good at. It’s not something to laugh about or question. You are doing what you need to do for now. It is all something you are doing in a new space and a new experience. When things shift this next year, you will be able to lead and instruct others to step into places and actions that are remarkable and prepared for you. Prepared by you. It’s really your own hand and working that has made so many things possible.

I feel you have so much more to say to me, and it’s more about my place and timing! I had a zoom call yesterday which also surprised me. It wasn’t really anything new, but clearly was about getting me out there teaching more again at a much higher level.

You have realized that you need to teach. Then you avoid many of the obvious and easy opportunities seeking something more structured. But then you do not create any structure, but act and engage completely randomly expecting the structure to form and support you. Yes we have played that role countless times. And you are always ready to step into it and play your part. We have always been impressed and pleased by this. Again now, you are doing the prayerline calls and can play an easy roll that allows you to lead and guide in very limited and simple terms. It always wears you out, and you are often ready to sleep or rest after these experiences.

I know, and I’m never sure about priorities, or engaging with others! It’s really weird as I seem to avoid more personal or intense things. It’s almost like I’m afraid to step-out or to get out too much more, but when getting a direct request to volunteer, I’m happy to. I did get a bunch more jobs to apply for and get into. But I’ve not started any yet, and know I still have a lot to do. It’s always so much for me, and seemingly so much further out of reach. That’s seems so crazy as I’ve always been in time with everything I needed and I know I can and do have everything I could ever need or want within reach and easy to do or get.

What you are prepared for and do each day all fits together as no one could ever understand. These elements that you are sharing are very focused and powerful, as you continue to trust and move forward in these things set before you.

I am never sure what that means and why I have so much to do all the time that I'm not sure about. Like now again I'm ready to fall asleep and how I have no fruit cut in my fridge for breakfast. I'm always so happy to eat fruit and yogurt in the morning. I have time to shop but would rather sleep.

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I know.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

one man has done here

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I greatly appreciate the challenges that you place before me. And I’m still perplexed to understand what’s before me, though I’ve never really cared.

What? You have always cared, and you have been very clear and strong to accept and move through things, every time without question or conflict many times. You have the strong ability to flow and move through the space and times before you with very little effort or waste.

I’m still learning what this means, and how I have been able to move and do things that I really do not comprehend completely. I’m here for you Jesus, and I know that we have this intimacy that most can never understand or accept.

What you have done more important than anything is opening the door and allowing for things to flow in your life at such a powerful level. You recognize that every soul before you has very specific tasks and responsibilities that you inspire and bring to the surface in a very powerful and specific way. You say and share things very spontaneously providing the avenue for others to grow and learn at a new level never before considered. This is one of your many gifts.

I guess I’m ready for whatever is next before me. And I’m always challenged to understand my place, or wondering what could I ever be doing next. I think it’s really just remarkable as I consider the great diversity and variety I’ve seen and experienced. Lost in the woods and then the streets and then the schools of New Jersey. Starting in the deepest truths of nature and untouched forests and getting stuck into the strongest deceptions of greed and control destroying the forests.

I am very grateful for this time with you Lord Jesus. To see and know so many different levels of consciousness and beingness that are still beyond the comprehension of so many. I wonder what could be next, and still I wonder about so much and see so much as well. And somehow I knew or always knew you needed my help. You asked and wonted me for some reason. To do and to share something that ONLY I could do. And now again I’m in tears as I consider this again.  I seem to be so spoiled and so cared for, not really sure what to do or where to go most of the time. But then always feeling such a strong guidance.

I’m sitting in The Capital Grill having eaten my oysters and Guinness that I wanted after my long day of classes. The traffic got to be too much for me to keep driving. It’s annoying to get stuck in the parking lot of highways that our culture seems to thrive on. Again something I seem to have promised myself I would end someday.

Wow, ending the traffic! What a weird goal or ambition to have. It was really clear to me today how much more I needed to do and move through. I visited Kcir today again to speak about sustainable solutions for my students. I know his work with SweetWater Farms and the CSA was instrumental and necessary for the next transition before us. I asked him to present real solutions and progress he sees and created in our culture today. He really changed and shifted a lot. Much more than I ever knew or understood. Talking to my class about what one man has done here locally to change and shift things that affected everyone across Earth is really wonderful.

What you are doing to inspire and direct your students will change so much more than you know. It’s moving things at such a higher level. If you know and understand how we only send you angels, then you are clear to share and BE fully yourself for you students and your peers. Recognizing your responsibility here before the best and brightest brought together for this experience was very important and bringing together your friends and others of power and focus is critical.

I recognize this too, has been a struggle, and I’ve come to terms more than ever about what I am doing. I recognize that this could be the ending as much as it cane be the very beginning. Each day I wake and accept what you open to me and try my best to listen and step into the opportunities and tasks laid out before me. I know I have so much to do, and also find these moments alone now to rest with you. I see so much moving around me and so much bringing people to understand these deeper challenges and conflicts before me. I pray for God to lead and guide me to step into the power and focus that You have opened for me and the Strength and Wisdom to achieve all You have opened before me.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

continue to teach and sing

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! It is remarkable how things area always so strong and connected and powerful. I am always so stu

nned and challenged how things connect and shift before my eyes. I asked Elehcim to come to my class again. When she decided that she could, she shared this video https://youtu.be/r71yNnfY6ss that vibrated in tune with what I’m doing. I see the focus and shifting of everything before us. 

Its about global shifting people from the old into the new. More and more people are connecting to spirit and stepping beyond the greed and control so many people are trapped in.

It’s the end of the age of extraction and creating a new space of love and family! Not the DNA rebuilding space of deception, but the true creation space shifting to native natural health and growth back connected to the Earth.   

What about the new place you need. Rethink- not the way you thought to get here, but new thinking. Enable- new measures and organized on networks of change through collaborations away from the power centers here. Bridge- from the old to the new with change beyond the greed and confusion of control and deceptions.

I am not sure where things are for me directly! Each day I am doing more and accept whatever Jesus sets before me. I trust and accept what shows up for me and continue to teach and sing in church. I’m helping more in Unity Church too. I’ve not been working in the gardens as much as I have before, but do have people in my home who are. Seeing how things change for me where things are getting more coherent and set together in everything I do.

We have been moving things together for you more all the time, as more systems shift.

I pray for your truth and guidance to make my day successful and I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

a Jazz Night on Tuesday nights

10/30/22 6:27am  I’ve been asleep and awake, up and down all night, with all sorts of strong dreams. The first dream I remember that was really weird, I was confronting my brother Scobey. Punched him with a fist, wow, never did that before, even though he has countless times?!  Then he died?  I thought that was really weird, obviously! These events had nothing to do with each other, at least that’s what I thought? That's why I thought it was weird.

The Second dream was the University having a event showing faculty how well they could produce new patent  prototypes. It was like demonstrating their new workshops capabilities. This place was like surgically clean and had a technician at every piece of equipment, so that if you wanted something cut, or something done you could take it through, from one to the next to get it all the pieces perfect. Lynda was in a balcony over it, so she could see all the different components and could see people working in the facility . . . walking around sipping a glass of wine and so forth. It was kinda neat as I ate a snack and of course, I didn’t belong there as I’m not faculty yet, but nobody knew it. And so I remember going through it, and I must’ve been arriving just as it was finishing, because I saw so much and then I went back to see it again and some of it was closed down and gone, evidently they had setup everything just to show.

I remember going into the metal shop and seeing all the equipment, and then I went to see who is in the front office, to ask questions. I got to the front office, and it had this handicap guy in there that I already knew. He and his peers, like three people all with some disabilities, were running the shop and I was so happy to see them; and they were happy to see me too. I thought it was wonderful, like the best professionals from the previous shops were all together, doing it the way that they wanted, to share their skills, and build cool things. It was kind of neat because it was the facility you knew all along, seeing it all together with a glass of wine was great. Add a little models in their hands that they brought with them from one to the next, to the next, to get it completed how awesome.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What has happened is exactly what you created.

I love you Jesus, thank you for pulling me through all this. Now, again moving in my power more than ever, and no one has any clue how it is all your Love Dear Jesus! Each day, I get to share more with you and it gets so powerful as I see many of my fantasies coming together in magical ways. I really still feel like I’m in some magical place doing and experiencing something that is so awesome and surreal.  Like something happened with C0v!d and shifted everything to another place, where I can see and experience things more than ever.

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Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ for this experience and understanding, where I am able to step into this new roll and responsibility. I realize it’s really the same progression bringing me closer to you. Saying your prayers and witnessing the experience you gave me has been really incredible. As each morning I get to share and understand more at a new level and new place.

What has happened with you space?

I got a call Saturday to go help at the church. I was in the middle of cleaning my kitchen pantry and had this big mess on the floor. So Eilsel called and asked me to come help with the Trunk or Treat as someone was out sick.  When I told her about the mess before me, she said she could come on Tuesday and help. So I stopped that moment and went to meet here. She picked me up at the church, and drove me over to get another car and bring it back. I sat there with the car I’m passing out candy, and writing in my journal.  I asked Eilsel if she could find a carpet cleaner and she called and scheduled one for Tuesday morning.

Of course, then I remembered that I needed to be working with Judy on Tuesday morning. And Eilsel said she could come and supervise the carpet cleaning for me. She then dropped in and gave me some insight and suggestions to reorganize my space better. Then Tuesday she arrived at the same time as the carpet cleaner. I was so happy to get the space cleaned. Eilsel did a great job organizing and clearing things in my kitchen and around the room. She also told me a few other things to do to make the space open up more.

I’ve decided she knew more than I could. The last time she changed something so minor and simple in my bathroom. It was such a big surprise and made me feel so much better so now I’m set to trust anything she says because I’m still really clueless about some things and just need to accept when someone offers it help me. It’s important for me to just accept things as they happen.

Yes what you have been doing is bringing the Spirit into these spaces where others can share and experience the Love and light that you are, you are really bringing out so much more that people do not know or understand and bringing it before their eyes in a new way.

A few weeks ago after Church and we stopped at the Left Bank, which I had seen and passed on my bike a thousand times. I always thought it was a middle eastern shop of some kind. I was so happy to find out it was a fancy restaurant and they have a Jazz Night on Tuesday nights after Chior. So I was so happy to get out and eat tonight and even have a cappuccino and a chocolate cake desert. I’m typing into my blog and eating by myself. It’s really wonderful Jesus, as I know you are with me and seem to really prefer that I get out and share this experience with you anyway that I can.

I know I need to complete an application for a new job and get it out in the next day or so. I also know I need to get things ready for Adnil who is coming tomorrow for three days!

What happened then?

I got the place all cleaned up and she really seemed to enjoy her stay. I hope she writes me a great review. She never commented on my USF application, but I submitted two of them anyway! Please Dear God, Help me to get a Professor Position so I may grow and learn to achieve more than ever.   I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.