taking this power and control

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

Whatever you need is ready for you and your every fantasy will be falling at your feet. Each time we have done this before people get lost, selfishness takes over, greed comes into control and everything is lost again. 

I know the Incas, Mayans, Greek and Romans!  And we have so much more capacity and knowledge now. We are far beyond what so many other people have ever seen. It's taking this power and control that I know and experience at such a different level and making it more to a higher place. Especially in my prayers and requests of God. I know the clarity and detail is critical and now I understand and how important it is to stay into this power and clarity that you shared again in reminding me.

What is more important than ever is how you are so specific asking for God’s  strength and wisdom in your thoughts, words, and actions. This is really about making your voice that of God's. 

I remember! Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to me dear God so I may speck Your Words to reach beyond the limits of mankind to achieve the greatness that you desire in shifting our place and culture to return to the truth and blessings of love and peace you planned and intended with this creation.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ, in your name I pray for the Glory of Father, Son, and Holy Ghost, amen.

more dominion than usual

10/19/22 5pm Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! It’s really neat to get more connected to this power and presence that YOU are and open to me. I understand how powerful this is, and how much things are shifting from another place. I just sat down in Mermaids, because the traffic was too much for me to touch the interstate. I asked John if he had time for Dunderbaks, and he replied that he was out of town. That usually means he’s visiting his daughter, which is a good thing. 

What happened in class today? 

It was really cool, the teams presented strongly, and clearly! I’m still concerned about some people sliding through. Those who did present, did so strongly that I wanted to send Professor John some clips (now I get this video from Paster John pouting me on point). Then of course, I had to post all the video clips to my google drive, so all students who missed class could do makeup evaluations. This is kinda funny, because I can give John links to everything instead of just sending him a little clip. But as usual, my world is out of sync with everyone else. Or at least out of sync with the present majority that wants to maintain the status-quo of killing and polluting everything for the all mighty green 🏦💸💵💴💶💷🪙💰💲and not do anything or change anything.

What do you think it means in your class.

It’s clear more and more focus is coming through here! WOW, I realize it’s starting to get dark here outside, and I’m going to fall asleep soon . . . Wow, I better get home!

We have set so much into your space and you are very clear and present with it. Everything is exactly as it needs to be. Taking time for yourself and enjoying a really good organic hamburger with a good stout beer is important for you too. Everything is ready for you to be who you came to be here. There is so much coming together very strongly, and you are in the right place at the right time.

10/21/22 8:31pm  I’ve been so tired and perplexed completely. And so today I sat and watched a movie! 

The hour is 'coming and is now here!

Of Course, all three connected such a clear powerful system. Where Trmp was breaking all the lies in the system. Indigenous Natives were taking it all back to truth ending colonization. And I spin around the same train ride, over and over until i get it right. Yez, Source Code was a love story about a dead man saving the world. How cool is that: e=mc2 all over again. And I wonder what that means and why it’s for me to see now, here again as the gangster in high school, spinning my whole world again, back to teaching the obvious. I know I have too much to do, and never seem to be gettin ahead. But then I do some silly things that seem so insignificant at that moment, but who knows. Yes, like watching the random movies, and YouTube’s that show up on my feed. Movies always are singing to my soul at another place that I don’t understand, at another vibration for another time and place. Shifting something so much clearer, and stronger deep inside of me that I never fully understand; so much more than I could ever seem to understand or comprehend at all.

What you know and understand is simply what is. There is so much deeper and stronger beyond the simple and direct experience that you perceive. You are always lost because you allow Spirit to lead, and do not need to know directly. Yo always accept this work as a duty before you. So the unconscious has more dominion than usual in your experience, because you have always trusted and respected Spirit, God, and Jesus leading and directing your life like no other. “The way, the truth, the life, I believe you are” 

I guess so . . . I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

where I am and where I’m going

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word. . . 

10/6/22 1:27pm I’m in the St Pete campus library again and I’m just really tired! I rushed to get here and never checked my email this morning where Tim rescheduled our meeting again. I know I need to get so much done at home, but then I really don’t want to. I don’t really feel like doing anything at all. I need to get my taxes done, and then also get my class projects graded for class Monday.

What you might try is asking for strength and wisdom. You have used these as your focus for prayers for a very long time. Now you have been asked to pray more and you are not using the one thing you have used for most of your life. Yes, you feel alone and tired. You are not standing on the strong foundation you have had for most of your life. 

I’m sorry, you told me to get more specific to pray for my daily broad and the immediate needs and desires that are so strong and present with me, like how I'm tired and sore, and want to spend a few weeks in bed. I know I really almost had two years off completely, and now I'm working and doing some things I really love. 

What is next before you can be really powerful and sustaining for you.

10/13/22 3:47pm I finally had my meeting with Tim at the Center for Innovative Teaching and Learning. He clearly liked my random experience of being thrown into teaching again. It’s very clear he was interested or inspired by just the random transformation of my life! Further, he is impressed with Dr. Jermier’s work and course presentation even to question and challenge me to bring it further. What are my real objectives and what have I done to bring this deeper knowledge and understanding into the course. 

We had a very focused discussion and review of what I’ve done and where I’m going. It was wonderful to get a very focused discussion on where I am and where I’m going.  He told me there are research professors and instructional professors, so I don’t really need to focus on getting something published. Then he also told me that teaching in the business college was nearly twice the salary as teaching in the others. I do have another interview in a few weeks. This is with the USFSP campus, but in the student affair office instead of teaching anything.

What about this teaching experience is so powerful for you?

I’m always inspired at the opportunity to change people, or having students recognize they can change others.  That’s really where I am focused on here. It’s really inspiring to help students realize how they can change another soul! How helping these kids understand these details about our economy and environment can open so much for them. And they can recognize how much an effect they can have on the whole world. It’s really a priceless opportunity to get so much sound research and important insight into the world as we know it. To bring us higher and learn more about what it really means and how it’s all connected. It’s very obvious to me how I am able to bring so much to these kids.

What is the challenge then. You love to teach, and you are pushing people to see the bigger picture in such a way that they can really change it. How ideal is this for you. Something you could have planned and created yourself.

I get it! Rub it in.  So I created this iPad so I could talk, type, and scribble randomly from one moment to the next. Then of course it must automatically correct the spelling and grammar for me since I’m totally clueless about all this stuff. Yes, you made it very easy for me to write and publish and I can now anywhere at anytime, very conveniently and synergistically. THANK YOU, its wonderful.  

What about your class?

I know you also created the space and time for me to be able to empower my students to really stand-up and say, or demand things that no one else can do. Everyone is terrified to express and experience so many things!  it like the apex civilization with the greatest power, and tools possible; and they can’t use them or understand what I means to use them for shifting the understanding of their peers, family, parents, or anyone.

What do you think you are here to do?

I know, I need to get them excited about stepping out again the matrix and the machine. It’s really an obvious clear and easy task before me. And stepping out into a place of leadership. It’s nothing new for me. I’ve always been the outsider that everyone hates and wants to emulate. I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

more clarity and focus

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

I’m finally getting very strong and specific with my class. I almost feel like I “jipped” them, because they were not clear on what I was doing.  Or maybe I was clear, but it wasn’t clear to them. Today, I did my own PPT, and it really opened so much more for them. I also changed my reviews and such so they have a lot more to go on. Of course, their first review was of my own PPT today. So I presented what I wanted them to do and then also gave them the opportunity to review me, so I could give them a review grade, and get them ready for the next set of presentations.

What about your Dreams last night?

I woke up to doing some presentations somewhere. I guess that's not a big surprise. This helped me to get focused and clear about what was next for me today. I guess that is really not a surprise at all, since you are always getting me ready for whatever is next for me. It's always a place of power and clarity for me. I get more and more put in front of me. So I get more clarity and focus. I realize I need to take my place and responsibility more and more seriously. It's very obvious how I am getting more power.

What happened to your finger is happening all around you, all the time. That power and focus you experience in making things happen is a big responsibility. So many have gotten lost here. Making things happen is a very deep responsibility. Like now, you are seeing and imagining something very specific. Don't get too focused on specifics, make the visions more general. You want to meet and speak with someone. See a leader or a professional, not a specific smile or body. You need to allow creation to flow, and direct the energy not the people. Similarly, in your class allowing them to move and be as they feel is so important. 

I AM, starting to get more of a focus as we move forward. I told everyone today how they need to shift the consciousness and innovation of the university and nation. A new car and consumer practice for beef and plastics will not be enough to change anything. We need to go so much further than this. It's really a consciousness and leadership change teat we need to see.

I walked over to a Lambda Theta Phi meeting. This Latin Fraternity is presenting about Latin empowerment. I’m really just tired, ready to sleep. I know I never participated in any of these groups and I also now I'm alone too much. 

7:12pm They told me I wasn't allowed in the building without my shoes, after I was already waiting for over an hour. So I left and walked over to my truck and realized how I still had time on my meter. I checked to see if my time would work over here in another garage and drove over. I'm still ready to go to sleep. I'm not sure what I'm here for, but I'm still ready to sleep. Latin leadership thing, that is boring me already.
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to me to grow and achieve all you have set before me for your glory!

Please Dear God, I pray for my taxes and salary issues to be resolved. Guide me to a sound professional position with USF or St. Pete. I need a regular income and support for this beautiful home you have gifted me. Help me today to complete all the important tasks you have set before me. Guide me to be efficient and productive in all that is befor me. Fill me with your Word and Spirit for your Glory. Amen.