stepping up and admitting that openly to others

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I can see you want me to be writing a lot more. I see that coming together more and more all the time.

What will make it easier for you, is having this talk work better and better. Just talking out the way you need to is important. Just like you realized how valuable it was to bike all alone in silence. You really talk to us a lot when you’re biking. It’s good to see you learned about Betsy again too.

I know I need to explain about Betsy now. So Betsy was my bike in high school! To be back on Betsy again is a big blessing. Of course, then I realized how all the animals are in soul groups, instead of individual souls like people.  And I’ve talked to machines the same way, and they realize that they are much the same as animals. The energy and vibration around machine is a singular group just like the energy and vibration of each animal species. I’ve noticed that before that all the birds recognize how I’ve chirped other birds. . . I’ve noticed that the dogs and cats too, oh and the squirrels, of course.  I guess it’s gonna be true about plant species too.

I love my truck to, and I talk to it all the time. So I guess that means that all the Ford Pickups will know me already too.

What about a new page everyday? You did everything, biked, swam, sunrise prayers, 20 minutes of silence, exercises 12-15, joyful prayer, Charles, Family, Exodus… each one was carried to the fullest. Each required your attention and focus: Prayer, Consideration, & Action. This is needed daily.

2:17:19pm 9/17/2025 I did it all again this morning. And then I spoke about it in the Exodus meeting. And I got another Xelle to my account so I could send the trustee their cash. Just sent it now. And I’m in Three Daughters catching my breath and relaxing a bit. I invited Matt again and laughed with him about it. It’s just funny how I try to get everything done at once. I mean, if I have to drive I might as well. Stopped by USF to catch Jay in his lab too. No luck there, but everything else was quick and simple. 

What we promised you was the when you are ready and serious, then you would have the life you wanted and all the changes would fell into place everywhere else. . . Yes you asked for “fast” but instant is not realistic and “fast” for us is a lot different than fast for you.

I get it, and this makes me feel like I’m done fighting, and I can relax into this life we created and not struggle to figure things out, but simply flow through things really easy!

We have tried to get you to know this is about FLOW and allowing this LOVE to BE, and you never seem to comprehend or accept this. It’s designed to be easy and simple. 

I understand, and I know it’s all about Love and Being with Jesus Christ and allowing this experience to completely fill our lives! I guess I’m more lucky than everyone. Or simply accepted my place and take it serious instead of running and hiding. . . 

What about stepping up and admitting that openly to others…

I get it, always growing… I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.