I flashed back into some time in high school

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I was able to get outside for an hour like a dozen times today. I guess a few times it wasn't nearly an hour. But a few times it was more. I would come inside and all I could do is eat. I did write a bit, as I can again now. I seem to understand most of what's going on all around my world. But I'm really not sure. I see so many wonderful blessings and synchronicities like writing again now. And really feeling blessed and at peace.

What did you feel about your USF class?

It was totally remarkable how it all came together. And I was honored to feel the reply from John. I noticed how everything had come full circle, and I was so excited to share it with Kevin, Dick and Lisette. Returning to read my email sent to them all I came to my teaching archives that I shared. I was really surprised now much the old classes I created fit and worked, where I am now and all that I need to do. I mean, my social entrepreneurial course I created for Donna is really ideal for restoring health safety and sustainable wellness. Wow, I mean, whatelse would I be trying to do. Of course, I'm now thinking how I could propose the new course to the Entrepreneurial Center. I'm not running the Center, but working with the smart health conscious kids is better for me anyway.

What you really need to recognize is how much all these things are tied together creating something really beyond any intention or any ideas that you have had. Once again, you are in the right place at the right time to do something you have always done, and always enjoyed. Like riding Betsy, where it is really something you have always done and always enjoyed. Yes something that is very easy and joyous for you. 

I am kinda thrilled again to see the vibration and Your glory flowing together magically. I feel and see things that are so clear and easy for me. I feel so blessed every day. I’ve been so joyful opening into something I’ve never considered. Ok I guess, a few times biking to the Patel Center I would go straight to the pool there and swim after biking in. I remember saying to myself how I could easily do that for the next 50 years. And I’ve felt that again here with the courses and opportunities I see before me each day.  I was going over all the courses I’m doing now. I guess there is only one now, and Lynn’s that I help with. I know what’s next with it, so I’m happy and ready for this.

We have been teaching you to do more, and walking for a few miles this morning was great. You did you exercises, Sunrise, Bike, Swim and all the way you need to. And it’s ok to skip a day and it’s okay to fast a day. These are things you are learning to control your health better. It’s been only one meal a day for a while. Skipping a day is not too far for you. Everything is moving the way you need it. Stay clear and focused about this work before you. Yes you need to maintain this before you to remain stable and clear.

I’ve been in the front yard most of the day. And now stopped to eat something with Bishop Barron. Amos bible verse, where Lazarus the poor man, that’s named in this story, matters more to God than anyone else. And it’s funny how I race around to help and serve others, making coffee, garden club, men’s groups, and then I’m the one who is unemployed and has the homeless guy in my house.  Everyone tries to help me, offering to do things, giving me cash, buying me lunch . . . I’m embarrassed how much people do for me, so I’m always trying to do more . . . Make more coffee, setup, cleanup, stay-late, and arrive-early. I never realized how much I really do to help others. . . 

What about using the word ‘service’?

I get it, so I’m serving the people here. Like serving the fish and ducks, by caring for the mangroves and picking up the trash there where I swim in the bay. I’ve always been the behind-the-scenes guy fixing cleaning, doing the dirty work that no one else wants to do. I remember the Dean at the Patel College telling me to stop helping everyone, and stay focused on finishing my PhD instead. It was something that hit me really strongly. Like it was obvious I was always ready to help everyone, and evidently people were taking advantage of me.  I mean, I never noticed, or never really cared. But it was very clear and important that I saw and recognized what was happening with my time and efforts.  Picking things up for others, where they might have been irresponsible or worse.

What happened to you there was really abusive in nature and not worth your time or effort. Stepping into more as you are, is really where you belong. It's really obvious to you about this with how much synchronicity and cohesion there is. 

I get it and really feel such a level of comfort and security with all of this. I mean it's clear to me that I am in the right place at the right time again. I always feel so blessed and lucky to have everything fall together like magic. I guess my place and purpose gets really clear and focused as well. And again I feel so very comfortable and at ease.

Yes I just showered and got all clean for church. I come into the extra queen room up here and turn on the fan overhead to airdry after my shower. It's always a time to relax and write with this iPad. But for some reason it feels like I might miss something tonight. I'm really not worried about it, or worried about anything. I always seem to be focused on the light at the end of tunnel.

What do you mean, give an example. 

It’s like teaching now at USF again, where clearly I have come full circle again. I struggled and struggled trying to get myself into a good position and I essentially end up in the same place I started. Not just ready to do something new and innovative, but really dong more than I could have ever imagined, like far beyond my original fantasies. Where I am taking those original ideas and ambitions to a much higher level.

What does this make you feel now. ? 

I am really feeling so blessed. I started to write again here, tapping the screen with my finger, and thought I could just click the microphone and speak to this iPad. But instead I flipped around the keyboard to type directly.  Yes, so I’m totally blessed as I flashed back into some time in high school when I asked for the little microphone icon to speak to the machine and get my text automatically.  It’s really kinda funny to consider this as I remember the math class I was in my senior year starting advanced algebra or Diff-Eqs and seeing the computers in the back of the room. Course I remember the teacher, who likely would be yelling at me, or trying to avoid me. . . And then sitting at the computers and recognizing things that were similar to the TRS-80 that my dad had at home already.

What you are asked about is the FEELINGS, as you have commented over and over how important it is to have emotions, or energy in motion. . . So share what this made you feel again now.

I guess with the iPad and the USF class to be seeing things come gain full circle, I really feel comfortable and at ease. Course that could easily be the calm before the storm. And I guess what I feel more now is how I watched all The Chosen Season 5 again, Sunday night into the Monday Morning.  And what really resonated with me again now was the fine detail and critical action to follow every detail of God’s Guidance. . . 

What do you feel now?

I’m filled with tasks before me. And i did all the exercises and all that I do each morning. No bike or swim, but feel that I will be doing that tomorrow. . . Skipping a day is necessary, or something I’ve been learning too . . . Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ!