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What did you do now.

I haven’t been able to sleep. First I got up and wrote a letter to the city.  They took the trash dumpster in the alley for several families over a month ago. That’s right, no trash can for a month.  We finally got one today and I wanted to be sure I thanked them. SO I got up onto my pedestal and bla, bla, bla, , , I went on and on with all sorts of bs. Yes, I even mentioned the patent link to resolve all the city flooding. Yes, I pulled all the stops and really slammed them about everything that was bothering me….

What you are realizing is exactly what you need. Yes, we did tell you that you would start all over again. And that does mean the “same life” all over again. So imagine you’re in grade school just starting out. Real slow. Real careful, specific and focused. As you can see, we can help you a lot. When you call us in with that prayer, you can feel it. That feeling is where you belong. That is Joy. That is love, That is God. As you can see everything on earth is gonna mess with you. You need to be very strong and very focused. Your next conversation with jim has to tell him the truth.

Saint Ignatius of Loyola's step-by-step process for discernment of spirits is based on his Spiritual Exercises. He provides different rules for those in different spiritual states. The fundamental process involves three steps: Become aware, understand, and take action.

Step 1: Become aware
The first step is to recognize and pay attention to the "motions of the soul," which are your interior movements, including thoughts, emotions, desires, feelings, and inclinations. This is an exercise in prayerful self-awareness. Ignatius suggests practices such as the daily Examen to help you review your day and notice these inner stirrings. 

Step 2: Understand and reflect
Once you are aware of these interior motions, you must analyze them to understand their origin. The crucial aspect of Ignatian discernment for those growing in holiness is distinguishing between two primary states of the soul:

• Spiritual consolation: This is a movement of the soul that increases faith, hope, and charity. It brings a sense of peace, courage, and closeness to God. It can also include tears of compassion or an increase in spiritual fervor.
• Spiritual desolation: This is the opposite of consolation. It is a movement that brings darkness, anxiety, sadness, and discouragement. It can also lead to a lack of faith, hope, and love, and a feeling of separation from God.

Ignatius taught that these different movements come from different sources:

• The good spirit (God) uses consolation to encourage and strengthen those who are striving to serve God.
• The evil spirit (the enemy of human nature) uses desolation to put up obstacles, create confusion, and discourage the person from moving forward in their spiritual life.

Step 3: Take action
Based on your understanding of the movements, you must take the appropriate action:

• Accept and live according to what is from the good spirit. Embrace the feelings of peace, courage, and love that come from God.
• Reject and remove what is not of God. When experiencing spiritual desolation, resist the temptations that arise from it. Do not make any major decisions while in a state of desolation. Instead, persevere in prayer and spiritual practices.  RENOUNCE satan IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST and COMMAND THE spirit of satan TO LEAVE IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST!

Important considerations for those growing in holiness
Ignatius developed additional rules specifically for those who are actively working to overcome sin and grow closer to God. For these individuals, the good and evil spirits operate in a different manner than they do for those moving away from God:

• How the evil spirit works: The evil spirit will attempt to sow doubt, anxiety, and discouragement. It might remind you of past sins or point out imperfections to cause you to lose hope and quit trying. The evil spirit's temptations can also be disguised as something good and subtle, leading you to compromise your commitment to holiness.
• How the good spirit works: The good spirit will bring courage, strength, and consolation. It will affirm your efforts and help you to persist in your good works, removing obstacles and giving you quiet and peace.

Summary of the process for those growing in holiness

1. Become attentive: Notice the interior movements within your soul.
2. Characterize the movement: Does it feel like consolation (peace, joy, growth in faith) or desolation (anxiety, sadness, discouragement)?
3. Identify the source: If it's consolation, assume it is from the good spirit. If it's desolation, be on guard against the evil spirit's temptations.
4. Respond appropriately: Welcome consolation and use it to strengthen your resolve. Resist desolation, and do not make decisions based on it.
5. Seek counsel: If still in doubt, Ignatius advises seeking the wisdom of a spiritual director or wise counselor.

What you have felt now in this is very important please write specifically about this feeling above.

RESIST, here refers to avoid listening to satan, ignore the evil babbles, resist listening to the bs. I guess as I read this above I felt that “resist” is really wrong. . . Anxiety and sadness and all can really be a natural emotional response to the events in life. E-MOTIONS are “ENERGY is MOTION” and it’s critical to all of us that we experience these things. What is important is what the energy brings. What you use this energy for? What Inspiration and directions come from this? Hiding and suppressing is wrong and dangerous, so never “resist” real emotions, WHILE ALWAYS RESISTING THE BABBLES OF satan.

All emotions are wonderful and about learning and growing, dwelling in it, getting lost or over-powered is the problem. . . . So it’s not about fear and “resisting” emotions and events it’s really about RESOLVING and growing from these events and emotions. . . All desolation is a consolation in disguise. It’s really about learning and growing. Pain and suffering is all manmade, by choosing to stay in desolation we create the problems.  Instead reach out for God, ask for His perspective and seek the True event understanding that brings consolation.

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Saint Ignatius of Loyola, the founder of the Society of Jesus (Jesuits), developed a detailed method for discerning the movements of the good and evil spirits in a person’s soul. This process is outlined especially in his "Spiritual Exercises", which are a foundational text for spiritual growth and discernment within the Catholic tradition.

Here’s a step-by-step summary of Saint Ignatius’s method for discernment of spirits, particularly aimed at those striving to grow in holiness (the "Second Week" of the Spiritual Exercises):

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1. Understand the Two Spiritual Movements:

Saint Ignatius teaches that there are two primary inner spiritual movements:

• Consolation: A movement toward God. It brings peace, joy, love, hope, tears of repentance, or a desire to serve and praise God.

• Desolation: A movement away from God. It brings darkness, confusion, restlessness, despair, laziness, or lack of faith.

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2. Recognize the Direction of Life (Rules 1 & 2):

Discernment depends on the moral direction of the person’s life:

• For someone moving away from God (a life of sin):

  • The evil spirit encourages pleasure and comfort to keep them in sin.

  • The good spirit pricks the conscience and brings discomfort to urge conversion.

• For someone striving to grow in holiness (toward God):

  • The good spirit encourages, consoles, gives peace and strength.

  • The evil spirit tries to discourage through doubts, sadness, or confusion.

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3. Be Attentive to Interior Movements:

Pay attention to your internal spiritual experiences—your emotions, thoughts, inclinations. Ignatius advises:

"Know what moves you inside, and identify where it comes from."

This requires prayer, silence, and self-awareness.

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4. Describe the Movement Objectively:

Ask yourself:

• What am I feeling or experiencing?

• Is it consolation or desolation?

• Is it drawing me closer to God or away?

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5. Analyze the Source of the Movement:

Ask:

• Is this from the good spirit (God or angels)?

• Or from the evil spirit (the devil, or disordered attachments)?

You judge by the fruit of the movement: does it lead to love, faith, hope, and service—or fear, isolation, sin, and despair?

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6. Respond Accordingly (Rules for Discernment):

When in Consolation:

• Be grateful, and use the strength to prepare for future desolation.

• Make resolutions, as you see more clearly.

When in Desolation:

• Do not change previous good decisions.

• Pray more, examine yourself, and resist.

• Trust that consolation will return.

(These are from Rules 5, 6, and 7 in the Spiritual Exercises.)

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7. Be Aware of the Tactics of the Enemy (Rules 12–14):

Ignatius offers metaphors for how the evil spirit operates:

• Like a spoiled child—fleeing when resisted.

• Like a false lover—operating in secrecy.

• Like a military commander—attacking your weakest point.

You must learn to name, claim, and tame these attacks through vigilance, prayer, and spiritual guidance.

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8. Make Decisions Using the Discernment of Spirits:

In discernment:

• Seek a greater good, not just avoiding evil.

• Use both your reason and spiritual insight.

• Use the three times Ignatius proposes for making a decision:

  1. Clarity (God gives a clear sign or movement).

  2. Discernment of spirits (consolation vs. desolation).

  3. Reasoning with pros and cons under God’s guidance.

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9. Confirm with Fruits and Peace:

A true movement from the good spirit will, over time, bear good fruit (Gal 5:22–23): peace, joy, love, patience, etc.

If the result leads to peace, deeper union with God, and service to others—it is from the good spirit.

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10. Seek Ongoing Discernment and Spiritual Accompaniment:

Saint Ignatius emphasizes the value of:

• Daily examen (spiritual reflection and review).

• Spiritual direction.

• Sacraments and prayer, especially the Eucharist and Confession.

Discernment is not a one-time act—it’s a lifelong spiritual practice.

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If you'd like, I can also break down each of the 14 Rules for Discernment of Spirits (First Week) that lay this out in detail. Would you like that?

We are really pleased with you stepping into more things as you grow. And you need to go to the farmers market. 

3:33pm sat Aug 30! Wow, that’s so beautiful to see and share as I got back from the market with a few jars of pickles. 

I was thinking it closed at 3pm for some reason. But it actually closes at 1pm. So I was happy to visit. There are a few men with crazy gray hair and beards that always recognize me. I mean one even honked as I was biking home and passed him at a stop-light. The other guy sold all his eggs so he was happy, too. I really love this space and time that I’m in with you Jesus . . . 

I know that is really what this is all about. You are ready to return home and have this love and experience exactly the way we are . . . It’s funny how much you enjoy and tease me about doing every little detail you want. It’s like you are doing it all and I watch and wonder as I step through things with you. And of course I always see so much synchronicity and specific detail and truth so deep and powerful that i can tell that you are really enjoying every little detail of it. Everything has been getting easier and more powerful and specific every minute.

What you asked for was very specific and clear. Not many people have been so detailed in this and you have been so strong, too. It’s one thing to ask, it is another to prepare and set into place everything that you need to get what you really want. If you remember you were anxious to restore the Garden of Eden, and further, you were very focused that this Garden had to be all that we had intended it to be from the Beginning . . . . Not just food, but the source of life, where we had comfort, entertainment, love in sharing and growing all the time everywhere in Truth and Peace freely Loving among neighbors . . . . Like these are results for Mowgli talking to Baloo and inviting more love and joy around us in every way.

I know, and I guess that is why you want me to be married with children again. That is really the full experience, having all aspects and fulfilling all that men and family are meant to be. I realize that my next 50 years may be exactly what I have always wanted and always dreamed. Or really, it will become so much more than I could ever imagine.

What else could you expect from us. . . Remember this is what you created . . . 

I know, just like I need to laugh all the time knowing that I created this iPad, morphed the keyboard, morphed the pc camera. . . lol. . . Of course, what else, as I wanted it all together. If I must have some device, what else would I want, but everything included into one unit! Now again, I’ve been getting more engaged and deeper into my place and responsibilities before me.  

As crazy as it might be, I stepped into the passion and perspective of satan. Yes, I’m always in this place with Jesus and this Holy Perspective, but needed to step into those shoes to share more deeply last week. It was really bizarre to step into another place to understand what it was all about. And so I simply saw this experience all over again and watching satan gloating over his successful victory of perversion and deception.  It was really incredible as I witnessed how satan was so delighted simply to touch a child, like no man ever should touch. But then the icing on the cake for him was bragging to the child’s father how delighted and ecstatic he was to have this experience saying each of the children’s names. Of course, no parent has any idea what actually had happened so they couldn’t see the perverted lust in his eyes speaking the children’s names. 

Wow, what a weird experience. I mean, it’s apparent that so much here has come together very specifically for some purpose before me. I mean, to have the gospel beautiful experience with Asil that opened up the video issues. Then Llib knew immediately that the fear of video is often a sign of criminal activities. . . And now Mij brings it before everyone . . . It makes me feel there is a lot more going on here beyond the obvious….

I’m mean, even beyond what’s obvious to me!

What you are seeing will continue to come at you from every direction. You always knew you were just getting ready. Imagine for a moment that you were attacked, and simply allowed Saint Michael to step through. That might be easier to comprehend, as more direct action will come as Jesus steps in more. You have known this all along, and already have been through events, where you were simply watching Him Living.

I get it! Wow. It’s kinda funny as I consider how many times things just happened and I wondered what it was all about and how I ever got through it all. What’s really kinda weird now thinking of this, I seemed to have missed a lot in all these years. . . 

What do you mean give an example…

I remember Kim’s comments on replacing the roof in Seminole Heights, the weekend before it was due. No interviews, no Better Business Reviews, not even three estimates to compare. I met someone, he said he could do it, and it was done.  

I’ve thought about this experience over and over again as I realized it was a very spontaneous experience with Jesus. I mean, I really had to study it a bit before I could understand how it all happened. I just didn't randomly walk outside to visit a neighbor. I was lead, or Jesus told me to step outside and see who was in the truck and what he was going on. I remember my neighbor had some plumbing problems or a leak, so checking him out was reasonable. especially since she was a single lady in the house next door. And our conversation of his work and skills led me to ask him about replacing my roof. Within hours I had someone ready to address the problems and got my roof replaced.

What was so remarkable about this experience?

I  realized it was my standard method of operation. I was always open, transparent and trusting. It certainly has led to many problems.  But as I realized above, following and allowing was very common for me, and I really never had to question anything. Nor does it seem I needed to remember much of it.  I remember Kim talking about this and how it happened all the time. Course I’ve no idea now, but again get the feeling I was just watching and allowing things to happen.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,

accept and understand the deeper power and focus

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What you have done this week was exactly what we asked for. If you notice you’re doing more conversations inline with where you belong. As you step-up more fully into your place, more gets easier and more works better for you.We told you how much you would find love and joy in these experiences before you. Remember this, and don’t get lost in it. Trust and move forward and allow this deeper truth to step forward through you, always asking for the Holy Spirit!

I know I’m so very blessed. I know who I am and know what I can do and share. It’s really remarkable to see what shows-up and what I have before me. I’m always surprised about the timing and experience before me. I wonder about it, and really wonder what could be next. And I simply share my truth and trust what’s before me, I mean I even bought lotto tickets last week . . . . selecting my own numbers! 

What happened on Wednesday?

I know it was weird. One of the guys in the Welcome Team presented his Witness Words for us! And I heard he was born the same time as my daughter. And then I got a message from her about Her daughter who had her first day in first grade. It wasn’t really any big deal, as I was just so tired as it was after the sun started going down and I had been up awake since 2am. . . . Yes listened and struggled to keep my eyes open late at night.

Anyway the next day I felt like I needed to invite the guy to a healing for his relationship with his wife. Their relationship had crashed and burned when their house flooded with the hurricanes.  I had talked to him several times before, knowing that I could help them and heal them. So I decide to send her a message. Something about the art and music sitting all around my room, called out to me. It was like something in my space would catch her attention and she would know she had to do it. 

Course, then I saw this GOD TALK note I found from Emily, when I moved into this house. I thought that might be the message for his wife. So I started to move this note into each picture I took. Like the back ground for the art and music included this GOD TALK notice. As I prepared my invite and insight for them, I realized that Emily had sent me pictures of Madison who was likely the same age now of when Emily wrote this note. Then I felt that maybe it was a message from Emily to them, or from Madison to their daughter?!?

Yes, of course then I had to send him all the pictures, including those of Madison. And It was actually Emily who was his same age.  And of course I know whenever I See so many layers of synchronized experience, NO ONE believes me, and everyone thinks I’m making things up to con them. OH YEA, I remember that same morning I was looking for some old photos and saw photos of her Birth Certificate and Baptism and all.  Course, now I had to include that too, since he has certainly heard too much gossip about me already.

So of course, yesterday I spent the day helping with another church event. And Lisette came in and I was SOOOO happy to see her and talk with her. Then her first question was about my house and whether I had rented-out my extra room yet.  So of course I had to tell her about everything i had just done. I mean, I’m always so blessed and it hits me in spades. Just so much, so clearly and, so strongly at once . . . . So I told her I had to email it all to her and spent the next few hours fussing with my iPad trying to see if I could get it all together for her.

Of course, then I realized that the guy had edited and clarified my note to his wife, and included all the pictures and everything so it was so pretty. And I had to send it all to Dick, as we had missed our meeting this last week. . . Eeek, it feels like I have another Mother wanting to connect to me. . 

What about this surprises you?

I know it is always about your Word!

What if your connection and truths here, actually changes lives where they are able to accept and understand the deeper power and focus you share and understand.

In the Word again and so strong of course. And it’s more incredible than ever. You see this morning I realized I started a new set of classes at St Pete College and it was time for me to step up into WHO I AM and WHAT I DO. Which means I jumped up at 2am, toked my pipe, did my weights, worked and ate. Then biked to the beach to pull out the sun and go swimming. As I jumped in I noticed another guy sitting halfway down the pier. I swam for a while and then went almost to the end to climb out. 

As I passed the guy, he asked how the water was.  Oh just great, warm, but still great to swim.  And so I walked down to my bike and started getting ready to go. And then I had this funny feeling that I knew this guy.  So as I got my bike together to leave I watched him get up to leave.  I kept trying to remember of think about his name as I got on my bike, and watched where he went so I could catch him.  Of course, just as he walking into the bathroom, I remember “Leonard” . . . So I biked over and called his name into the bathroom. 

I was right. Course he didn’t recognize me. But when I said EW, he knew exactly who I was.  We chatted a bit and agreed we needed to meet again. So I biked off and stopped to pick-up mango seeds. Soon he biked up to me again. We chatted some more and he decided to bike with me to my house since it was essentially on the way to his house anyway. Yes, he lives over by Mazzaros across from Home Depot, so essentially a mile away.

More incredible than anything was that he asked how I got here, since he had been to my house in Seminole Heights. So I went through the whole story about Covid and all the rest, essentially my full-witness discussion that i had just prepared anyway. . . And RECORDED IT! Lol. . . And then sent it to Kevin, Dick, Lissette, Jim and Alex. . .  Now, I listened to it three times already.

What a strong phrase to copy and paste throughout your blog this week Each time you open adn read this line “What if your connection and truths here, actually changes lives where they are able to accept and understand the deeper power and focus you share and understand. What if that's what this is all about.” You never want to touch it or edit it. . . Of course the good Lord shared words and insights with you and editing that just never seems appropriate. However, you are in an active dynamic experience here, where each new expression can be equally as vital and inspiring.

I am always ready for anything and completely surprised. Yes I finally realized how you love surprises because it brings up the level of Joy and Bliss. Of course, the more fruit of the spirit the better. So of course we all want more and more.

5:25am 8/22/2025 everything is wonderful because you are getting better at listening closer. Every detail you share is BLESSED! What if your connection and truths here, actually changes lives where they are able to accept and understand the deeper power and focus you share and experience. You are just bubbling up all the time, and bubbling in joy and love.., what did you just flash too… you Must use the voice now:

I LOVE YOUR Word!

THIS IS ALL FOR YOU… The war is over, love has won!

Lay your body down. This freedom song is marching on. You raise our flag..,. The war is over love and is one!!! OK so when I flashed. I prepared a jar of coconut juice for Frank. Actually, I prepared it for myself and realized I needed to give it to Frank. Then I considered what Frank loves. And I flashed to a picture of it. So now I can open up the picture here with you. Purple jar, white lid. The lid was made out of nice hardwood.

Perfect, smooth, beautiful wood. I could see him imagining his own design on top of it already. The jar was half full of coconut. Fill it up with Herb water. Put the lid on and shake it. Poor your glass of juice. Enjoy. Oh it’s so funny how fast things always grow and shift in the flashing. . . . 

What if your connection and truths here, that actually changes lives where they are able to accept and understand the deeper power and focus you share and understand.

I am ready to share your Word! I know in my Faith with You, that I know your love and blessings will shine through all that I am and all that I do. What is the Will of God today. I need to bring my camera and video record my witness today. I live by the promises of God. I know my place and space is open and clear for the Glory of God!

How do you think this phrase came up to you over and over. What if your connection and truths here, are actually changing lives here today. . . . where they are able to accept and understand the deeper power and focus you share and understand. Because you will have a wonderful experience.

I know it’s about your Word!  I’m always blessed and guided into these experiences with You. I know I’m blessed, and I know I am sent here and it’s just my experience and my responsibility to step out and do what I need to do. It’s really about you, and I’m just going to allow your flow and blessing to BE.

You really did something wonderful. You connect to everyone at different levels. Some are exactly where you, and many are approaching up behind you very quickly. Trust. It’s more direct and connected than ever. All these tasks before you are connected and related very deeply. I talk about your last week and all the things that happened to you

I I got up in the middle of the night because I couldn’t sleep and I am filing for a time extension and they peel peel. It was kind of weird because I brought out all the issues that I recognized and complained about having to respond to their incompetence requesting time to address everything. I was surprised It was excepted and listed the next day. I know I have to call him and make sure that it is addressed!  Then I went to Teach Lynn’s course and she came through online or did the lecture. Yes, I actually sent the zoom on the big screen. And then I did the exercises with everybody in the class. I was really impressed with how much the class did. And I complimented Lynn everything came together. Course then I realized that I could do all her classes the same way if she wanted me to.

236 Mike Smidt… 1750 morality of right or wrong is a real experience. . . A good human act to be morally good: object chosen, intentional acts, actions… Chose the Right thing generosity, intention to share & Love, Good intentions are not enough… the end does not justify the means, do evil to bring good, Book needs three thing: grammar, characters, plot… Good Movie: Good Actor, Good Story, Good e What if your connection and truths here, actually changes lives where they are able to accept and understand the deeper power and focus you share and understand.

I love your Word . . . It’s always so awesome to share time with you Jesus. I had several people call in today that needed to speak directly with me and my own experience… the first was a women who was freaking out because her husband had left with their kids.  Wow, third experience like that, the previous two were men who LOST THEIR KIDS, with the wife leaving. So I told her!  My story . . . How Colleen took my kids and left… no idea, no warning. I got home and she was gone. WOW! Freaked me out . . . 

Love heart, mind and soul. . . Feel love in deepness of the heart; love in the mind, all your mind, all your thoughts and all your experiences . . .  What if your connection and truths here, actually changes lives where they are able to accept and understand the deeper power and focus you share and understand.

I know our stories always matter. The life of Saint Francis with Exodus 90 app... Getting the story right. Letting God into our stories, and getting our stories Right as we are God people. . . Unique people who could bring salvation to the world…

Creating lasting habits with Saint Michael's Lent.. We have loving infinite connections and truths here.  Actually you will be changing move lives than ever . . . . because you are able to understand your deeper power and focus to share this understanding with other professionals that you know. God as the one only necessary being . . One life here, we're totally dependent only on him. All else is a delusions, apart from God is not possible. One mind, one life, we only know through him.

I know you need to share the Word!

We have really giving you what you asked for. Everything is gonna be a lot closer to what you’ve dreamed than you could ever imagine. It’s not just about saving the Earth and as many people as possible. It’s also about creating Eden. You asked for whatever it takes to bring us all together in the garden the way we had planned from the beginning you were very specific about what you wanted to see. 

This connection to the truths here, is actually living already where the understood deeper power and focus Comes to the forefront. You asked for help and you’ve got it now. You asked for more classes and more opportunities and you’ve got it now. You’ve asked for more connections at church and you’ve got that now. You’ve also asked for love in relationship with another woman.

I know But that really has to be after everything else. Your word and experience of bliss in the garden is really priority. To share the Word freely like family again must come first. I don’t wanna get distracted with a woman and a child until everything is done. When you’re comfortable to walk in your garden and share with your people freely and easily, then it’s time for me to start another family. I can’t be distracted with anything until we finish what we started.

It’s always about your connection and truths here, You are actually changing More lives the You are able to understand. This grows deeper in power and focus Every day as you share and understand More about your experience and responsibility. Teaching others about their responsibility is equally as critical. You’ve made real efforts to get people in line. This is very important too.

I love your Word! I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to achieve all You need to return home!

Your connection and truths here, actually brings deeper power and focus to all you share and understand.

I  know it’s always about the Love for You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Cause GOD SO LOVED the World. . . . Praise God, Praise God, Praise God. . . From whom all blessings come. . . . Praise Him for the wonders of his love

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Saint Ignatius of Loyola's discernment of spirits is a process for understanding the movements of one's soul to determine whether they come from the good or evil spirit. The specific steps and commentary differ depending on a person's spiritual state: whether they are progressing from sin toward God or are already striving to grow in holiness. 

The process for those struggling with sin
For those moving from sin toward a better life, the good and evil spirits act in contrary ways. The steps for discernment are: Recognize how the evil spirit deceives. For people caught in mortal sin, the enemy offers "apparent pleasures" and "sensual delights" to make sin seem desirable and keep them captive.
Recognize how the good spirit calls. God, on the other hand, stirs the conscience through reason, pricking and biting it to awaken a person from their sinful state. This feeling of guilt is a grace that can help break the cycle of sin and move a person toward freedom.
Identify the call to change. A person who begins to live a more virtuous life will notice the spirits' tactics reverse. The good spirit will bring peace and quiet, while the evil spirit will bring sadness, obstacles, and false reasons to quit.
The process for those growing in holiness
For those dedicated to a virtuous life, the process is more focused on distinguishing between spiritual consolation and desolation. 

Step 1: Become aware of your spiritual state
Pay attention to the inner stirrings of your heart, mind, and emotions. You must accurately determine if you are in a state of consolation or desolation to apply the correct rules for action. Spiritual Consolation: An interior movement in the soul that increases faith, hope, and charity. It leads to peace, quiet, and a burning love for God. Consolation can also be shedding tears out of sorrow for one's sins or the sufferings of Christ.
Spiritual Desolation: The opposite of consolation. It is characterized by darkness of soul, disturbance, agitation, sadness, and a feeling of separation from God. It leads to a decrease in faith, hope, and love. 

Step 2: Understand and respond to consolation
When experiencing consolation, St. Ignatius advises a particular response to both deepen your gratitude and prepare for the future. Reflect with humility: Remember that consolation is a gift from God, not something you earned. Humbly acknowledge your dependence on God's grace.
Prepare for desolation: Think about how you will persevere spiritually when desolation inevitably returns. Review the rules for desolation so they are fresh in your mind. 

Step 3: Understand and resist desolation
When in desolation, the evil spirit uses false reasoning and agitation to disrupt your spiritual progress. Stand firm and do not change. During desolation, do not make any major decisions or change resolutions you made during a time of consolation. The evil spirit's counsels cannot be trusted to decide rightly.
Actively resist. Work against desolation by increasing your prayer, meditation, examination of conscience, and penance. Even faint prayer or crying out to God works against the movement of desolation.
Be patient. Endure the trial patiently, remembering that consolation will eventually return. You can draw strength from knowing that God is with you, even if you don't feel his presence.
Examine the cause. Consider the reasons God permits desolation, which can include your own spiritual laziness, being tested by God, or being humbled to remember that consolation is a gift. 

Step 4: Analyze the tactics of the evil spirit
Ignatius provides additional rules to help believers recognize the unique methods of the evil one, particularly when advancing spiritually. Like a bully: The enemy is weak against a strong, vigorous will. He will flee when met with a bold and unwavering front. The moment you show fear, his ferocity increases.
Like a secret lover: The enemy wants his evil suggestions to be kept secret and unrevealed. Confession and discussing your temptations with a spiritual director will thwart his plans.
Like an attacking commander: The enemy will attack you at your weakest and most vulnerable spot. Identifying your personal spiritual weaknesses allows you to preemptively fortify yourself. 

Step 5: Practice the Daily Examen
To become more attuned to these movements, St. Ignatius recommends praying the Examen daily. Become aware of God's presence.
Review the day with gratitude.
Pay attention to your emotions, noting the times you felt consolation and desolation.
Choose one feature of the day to pray about and reflect on your response.
Look toward tomorrow, resolving to cooperate more with God's grace.
Divine commentary and context
Ignatius' rules were not written as a set of logical steps but were distilled from his own spiritual journey and recorded in his Spiritual Exercises. The core principles are founded on these divine truths: God communicates directly with us. The rules are predicated on the belief that God communicates with us through our thoughts, feelings, and desires.
A personal love relationship with God is the context. Discernment is only possible within a loving relationship with God. Our desire to please and serve God is the motivation for the entire process.
It assumes a state of spiritual combat. The process acknowledges that spiritual warfare is real and that interior struggle is a normal part of the Christian life. The good and evil spirits contend for the soul.
Interior freedom is the goal. The process is designed to help us overcome attachments, biases, and selfishness that prevent us from generously following God's will. The ultimate goal is not just to make a good decision, but to achieve a deep and lasting union with God.

heal in the Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

We now remember that the church is about honoring Mary for generations Will call her blessed.conversion, buckle in it’s a long journey, all about prayer all about conversion… with Saint Mary and Saint Francis, ask Jesus… who are you, I want to be with you only. . . I only want your will.  Look at Jesus, captivate me, we thank you for your way, we thank you for the guidance of Mary and Saint Francis, to bring us forward as we step more strongly into your will.

I’m listening to the Word from Jamie Baxter… as we enter into prayer along side of the Angels, and move into a time of “so much more” accepting there is so much beyond us into prayer. EMBRACE SILENCE IN GODS PATIENCE, EMBRACE SIMPLICITY, take your time, relate intimacy, REMAIN CONSISTENT, make it a habit, slow, easy, the night vigil… early Friday morning… with the focus with the angels. Seeking real conversion, asking Holy Spirit to come into you. . . 

What about this surprises you. Remember when you asked to Restore Our Gardens. We told you it might be only One City…. And nothing else would survive. . .mary said yes everyday, look at Jesus, give him your full yes! We beg for the companionship of Saint Mary and Saint Francis!

I love this idea about conversion of mind… to see the world the way that God Sees it…. I remember when Dick asked me. It was just something that I asked for. Yes, when I told you I want to restore Eden.

What you also demanded was for the change to all happen at once. You wanted to have a complete conversion all at once so that you would be done fighting and shift rotes into teaching leading and loving instead. And not going back again. 

I know it was always about Eden. The gardens restored and everything shifted from fighting and selfishness to loving and sharing. It was just what felt right. Restoring God to Eden was always about your

We were free walking sharing and experiencing all the time. And that always required you to step into your place of beating the machine. Nothing new that is what you have always done. As we have said all along, your father made you fight for everything. So now everything will fall at your feet 

I get it. Friday's attorney letters. Wow Friday it all happened. I got the lotto tickets. I confessed all my works. I recognized all the next steps. it was really a magical experience. And three brothers understood and shared in my experiences too. 

What about realms of healing. You know how to move the power of God. You have even taught other people who exploited and abused it. So now you must recognize a higher, stronger, cleaner place with who you are and how to just do it yourself. Trusting others to understand and respect the limitations and responsibilities is really not realistic. Your whole life has been preparing for this. Your own father tried to kill you. You have fought and overcome so many levels of evil and power that none can comprehend. That is simply your experience. Like admitting publicly that Paul was a pedophile clearly pursuing your children. And then confronting him during a basketball game where the temple terrace Recreation center would fire him. You lost your children years later, but you were right on point about it all. 

Yes and I Must recognize my children here not yet resolved this.

What we hope is the vine in the gardens will be strong and clear enough for them to accept your guidance. 

I  struggle to get ANYONE to accept or understand anything about me,

What you asked for and required is getting closer than ever. And if you remember when we told you it might only be one City, and your response was to demand millions. The idea of all that death just was not acceptable. Which really places you where this technology and integrated communication will be necessary and inescapable. 

I know, it’s always about your Word!

What it really means is that you will need to accept that your own words will be required and more necessary all the time.

I know. Hey look what I did. Finally saying and admit that I can heal in the Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

To do What You are, is simply to be who you are.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I'm so grateful to have this place and time to share with you. It always feels like such a wonderful blessing to write and share with you.

I'm always so surprised how awesome things come together in such clarity and now this computer system tries to fight with me and do something different. I realize the AI is taking over, so that satan fights more and more every moment to distract and disrupt me. And every day I find more love and more joy to be and share. I'm always surprised how wonderful and powerful things are before me. How my worries magically vanish and all my tasks fall into place and appear out of nothing for the glory of God and my complete amazement.

What has happened so strongly is that you are more careful to listen to every detail, more and more. You have gotten more serious about your power and focus. You step into your place and responsibilities more and consider every detail and experience more intensely. Previously, you were very careless about the details, and every aspect has become more important. This will have far reaching effects. And as you continue to address the finer details more carefully recognize that more will come and more will become easier and stronger.

I’ve noticed that already, everything I do has a feeling of Jesus in it, where I’m always doing something with Him. I Start day out with the Lord’s prayer. And ask for directions for how to get things done. Not even sure what I’m doing, not sure why anything is happening. But I just do it. And stay in the flow. Stay in the spirit here I noticed I asked for Saint Joseph and Saint Mary at different times. Mary loves tending the plants Joseph loves arranging the tools.. It’s such an incredible dynamic.

What we have said to you all along is that Jesus just wants to be there. The whole point of spirit is to share it. The more spirit we all share the more we are all connected. The whole earth can be one life. The whole earth is already one life. Nobody else Accepts that and knows that. Everybody thinks they’re all by themselves and they create it so.

I struggle too easily . . . I need to do my Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ jjj, ttt, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, , , 

trust and let go… 

I Love you Jesus, and I really try and struggle to do all that you place before me. I know it's always a gift and a blessing, but the heat and all really gets me down. I never seem able to more forward to resolve things before me and I really feel like I'm falling behind and missing the boat.

To do everything we ask is meant to be a challenge. You have always just followed instinctively and allowed so much desolation and consolation, which you accepted and moved through. You need to start taking more authority. You know what’s best. You know what people need and respond to. It’s very clear and strong for you. Now as you understand this more deeply, it helps you to step in stronger. It all becomes clear and powerful. You need to be fearless and just do again…

I Love You Dearest, I’m always so grateful for this experience and time together. It is something I know and can move through. 

You have always known you were sent here and you have always accepted whatever showed up for you. Knowing that was enough, and your place and power were exactly where they belong. You also recognize how everything is shifting. People need to understand learn and share more as you have here for decades.

To do What you have done has not been easy nor will it be. You have all the gifts and talents to do and move things forward.  That is what you do. It's really what you have always done and will continue to do as you move forward. Yes, you remain fearless and continue to step into what you are led into. This is who you are. And you will always come out ahead, No worries!

I Love You Dearest loving lord Jesus. I know I am always safe and always prepared for whatever is next before me. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, you are the best.

We have been very happy with your focus and progress as you Will be strengthened. . . .  Ephesians 3:14 this truth that you share is more important than ever as you grow and step into you place here before you. it is very important to continue to step into all the things that are before you.

I Love You Dearest Jesus Christ, I am so grateful to step into all that is before me. Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to open the things before me and guide me as I move forward and complete all that is before me. I see and recognize more and more before me and I am grateful that you are with me and protect me each day . . . Especially as I have been seeing more and more focus and clarity before me. I try to stay in prayer. I do my readings and podcast, and have only been able to do my exercises a few this a week. I have not swam much at all, and my bike broke apart too. It's really weird as I've been setting more and more to do.

To do What you are here to do is really important because everyone will see it, and everything will completely shift over night. Nothing will be able to stop you and you will end all the lies and deceptions everywhere… That is simply your place and purpose here. That’s why so many things fall into your lap so easily. You were sent to accomplish a task and everything lines up in place for you exactly where you need to be to complete your task.

I Love You Dearest lord Jesus, I know that I’ve always beaten the machine. I recognize that’s why my dad was such a narcissist, so that I was forced to fight for everything. I had to fight for breakfast, I had to fight for lunch, I had to fight for safety, I had to fight for SECURITY, I had to fight, to fight, I had to fight. I’ve beaten so many things, I can’t count them all; and I’ve been beaten into the ground so many times that I don’t notice it. It’s like the experience of getting buried In death, is a warm comfort to rest. No fear, no anxiety, just the next place to rest until I’m ready for my next task!

To do What You are, is simply to be who you are.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

have learned this very important

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word, I love YOU so much. . . I helped Dan setup everything for recruiting people to our Welcome Weekend. He was setting up pictures and signs and redecorating and I was finding easels and boards to help him. And I was reminded of my mom and how the art and decorating was always sorta spontaneous and looking to see what fits and what looked best. 

What did you tell him about your mom?

It was kinda neat, as I said how my mom did little art classes once a week for me and the kids in our neighborhood, which fascinated him. And then he asked me where she started. And I said how she started with the basic shapes and how to shade them with the pencil to make them look three dimensional!  It was kinda neat, because I remembered how everything else we draw or sketched begins with basic shapes… a round head, triangle nose, oval eyes. . . 

Life’s journey: https://www.intouch.org/listen/radio/the-characteristics-pt-1  Knowing Jesus, allows others to feel this living presence… 1) Divine life: sealed with Holy Spirit, Christ reconciles man to God … brings the Holy Spirit living inside us, as our body is the temple of Spirit, 2) Life Purpose: always walk in will of God, 3) Life of Faith: trust God in all aspects of life, 4) continued surrender to God’s control over me, 5) life in joyful obedience, 6) life of prayer and praise in silence, 7)

Isaiah Chapter 1:18 and I'm listening to Charles Stanley again. Yes this above is what came through to me this morning and now after attending three seasons of mass today, I am back home again. I had arrived early and made a pot of coffee and then drank most of it myself, yes Dan shared it with me. We spent the morning recruiting for the welcome weekend. And again I was able to witness and inspire people to sign up. I video taped welcome brothers presenting today too.  I will go again this afternoon to record another. I really have so much to do and really feel great about all I need to do.

That if you consent and obey to Jesus in faith, I have reserved the best for you. Where you are wealthy in Jesus.  Trust and recite Gods best. 

So I have this crazy experience I’ve just talking and sharing my life with some Divine experience. I always thought it was talking to Jesus or something else. OK I’m sorry. I’ve come to know. It is talking to Jesus. I always thought I was talking aliens. Or talking to the trees. Or talking to some other Spirit that was around me all the time. But I’ve come to realize it was always Jesus.

It’s very clear and specific. Always telling me what to do and what not to do. Really gets very specific at times and completely throws me for a loop.  I know right now, that it’s important for me to share whatever I need to share. Yes, I’m just talking to my cell iphone now. I thought I was gonna write on my iPad. But I’ve actually been recording bike rides. It is really about the timing, He gets the strongest. I guess it’s really when I listen the best. When I’m out of my bike, it’s just me and Jesus, nobody else around. There’s nothing to distract me but the breeze in the wind and it’s just me in Jesus.

So now another day and another struggle and I always stumble over myself trying to figure out what I’m supposed to do. And he’s very specific and he’s always very clear, to do this, to do that and I try my best and I’m always feeling guilty about missing something.., !?!?!   Like you told me to go shopping for groceries today, I’ve been running around all day long. I just didn’t feel like it. So when I got home, I realized there was nothing here for me to eat.

What About letting us talk too? 

I OK, that’s wicked intimidating!

Why?

I don’t know?

What If we told you that we’ve been waiting for this forever. Would that matter to you? You’ve really done some incredible things already. You don’t even notice when you do things so far out of the norm. You really have always been that way. We always wonder if it’s you being humble or naïve. Like Kim telling you about the roof totally surprised you. However, that was what you did all the time. You have constantly just stepped into things and carried them through. That’s what you’re doing now.

I get it, yes I get it, what do I need to do now?!

What about letting us talk some more. We really wanna allow this to flow to another level. You Need to let go of your fear. You know that you’ve always been carried through. You always let things happen at the last minute. You also understand that that level of surprises is divine, it always has been.

I ! Guess why that’s why Kim was so surprised?

What Happen was that she just couldn’t accept it. Helping you to reach your divine nature wasn’t what she came here to do. She wanted you to accept being part of people, part of family. She got you ready for the Catholic Church. You never would’ve respected a fraternity and been able to deal with men if Kim hadn’t come in.. . . 

I know, it’s really incredible, everything has been incredible. I like talking to my blog now. The text is too small for me to read on the iPhone. I say a sentence and watch the letters pop up. The right number of words come up. I did OK, and now it gets better and better every time

We told you this was created by you, for you, about you. Do you know there’s only one life here. We’re all in this together. Period. So every day you do something that affects everybody else that’s at such a level that you don’t understand. And you really don’t need to understand nor do you really care. You’re very responsible and follow through.

It Still catches me as crazy.

What Do you think, it wasn’t possible without it getting crazy. How crazy were your dreams about the garden of Eden? Do you remember, that’s what you wanted to do was go back to the garden. You always wanted to be in the garden. You always felt like it was where you belonged. You wanted to see what it felt like. You wanted to be there with us in peace and joy all the time without the struggles.

I know the struggles are about learning. If you teach me everything anyway when can I find an escape from the struggles?

What you have learned is very important. Being able to talk to your phone is wonderful. Being able to share this with us is necessary. Each time this phone shifts the letters and the words fit better and better. You can learn to do this all the time

I need To find peace.

What else is there, You are always at peace. When he tells you to do it, how he tells you to do it as much of it as he tells you to do it, as long as is necessary to do it. That's what obedience says. The Christian life begins with faith in Jesus, and is then marked by obeying God.  

I know, I always have so much more to do. And I trusted that I’m being guided with everything I do. I’ve already spent three hours this morning In prayer and meditation talking with Jesus and trying to figure out, where I’m at, what I’m doing. .  . It feels like there so much beyond my control, but I know Jesus carries me through everything. Stepping into a new day is really a challenge and a blessing at the same time.

.I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

really a challenge sometimes

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I’ve been doing the Prayerline again. It’s wonderful to share with so many people. Of course, I get some people who get rude or unreasonable. It’s sad sometimes how arrogant people get. Where our authentic self developed skills through real experiences with Christ Jesus to bring us our strength and spiritual identity in Christ. I guess it’s important to stay in my truth and understanding that I know.... And also allow others to hold their own perspectives independently even when I know they are false lies twisted in evil.

10:45am 7/13/2025 What is important is to share and follow from where your truth is this very moment. Today you were excited about helping Joe with the welcome table but then after speaking with them for a while, you felt out of place and left. You really never spoke at all, but only listened into their conversion a bit. 

I really thought I was coming home to Work, but now feel more that it is time to share! Then I heard Larry's children were here and I was ready to go out and find something to do with them. Yesterday we vacuumed up the kitchen and cleaned the floor. This time we pulled out some old bikes and got them working. So we rode around a bit and then Larry come out with us and took the kids on a longer ride somewhere. When they got back I was digging in the dirt and his daughter came and helped. They are really good kids and always want to help me with chores and such.

https://youtu.be/5sTsF6Ikw5M?si=BD6IgzcyHiiYE60C All Catholic institutions, whether it's a hospital, it's a school, it's a university, it's a seminary, it's a parish, whatever it is, the primary purpose of it is to evangelize. What makes a Catholic institution Catholic is it's declaring the lordship of Jesus and inviting people to share his life in the church . . . . That should be the dominant ethos of the institution that affects every aspect of the life of the place.

Bertrren Russell felt mathematics is the ground for our belief in the eternal. . . . I think mathematics introduces you to a higher world. Indeed, a world that can't be seen. It's not a world that is open to sense perception. When you sense the meaning of the number seven or 7 plus 5 equals 12 or the quadratic formula you're not in this world of ordinary sense experience. You moved into a higher world that is indeed eternal. . . . 

Now, you can go further and talk about angels and the soul, but start with elementary mathematics that introduces you into a higher spiritual world. That's right. It gives us the concept, the truth that something can be real and immaterial at the same time. . . And there it thereby refutes materialism as an ideology.  Now similarly looking at science like you’re a biologist or you're an astronomer or whatever you are, in the scientific realm you're looking for an intelligible pattern, otherwise the science won't get off the ground. If the world is just chaotic nonsense or it's just one random thing after another, Science couldn't have predictability, you couldn't draw conclusions, you couldn't confidently predict what might happen. Science rests upon the assumption that the world is radically intelligible. That's a religious idea. Again, we say God has created all things. That means all things are imbued with some kind of intelligibility which has come from a more primordial intelligence.

Catholic school has that keen sense that nothing in authentic science could ever be opposed to religion because they both come from the same source, namely from God, who is truth. We see it's so importantly when Jesus says, "I am the way, the truth, and the life." He's not just saying, "I'm a person saying true things." Any prophet could say that. Yes. “I am the truth” and we can see He Is the logos made flesh. We say therefore all logic, all logos and the sciences all deal with logos intelligibility.  They're all related to Him. He's the center of the sciences. He IS the Alpha and the Omega of the sciences. Freud understood the dynamics of the mind and I would say the dynamics of desire and sees that religion corresponds to the deepest desire of the heart. So we all have desires for different things, right? We seek various ends. But through all those and above all those as a kind of trajectory and lure to all of those, there's the great desire for God, for ultimate truth and ultimate goodness.

What happens to our fallen hearts is that we're seeking God in all the wrong places. We're at war with ourselves. But that war should lead you to finally know and surrender to God. The beautiful is just as true propositions and true things in the world point to the truth ultimately of God. So all beautiful things speak finally of the source of all beauty. So the humanities of course should lead you to a consideration of God. As all Word, and all Truth is of The Word! Christ as logos. I would say is the purpose, is evangelization, right, that's declaring the lordship of Jesus, who's Jesus? If he's one teacher among many, then who cares? Have teach about him in in philosophy class. But if he's the logos made flesh, then He must pervade all of the logical enterprises of a school. Jesus must pervade the whole of its life. It's the ethos of the logos that makes it all work . . using those two Greek words. If the ethos of the logos isn't there, then you've lost the narrative that permeates the entire institution. Yeah. You've lost the narrative.

 wow. . . so much so fast. . . I get it, that I'm learning. . . and each day I need to accept what shows up. 

What comes before you will stretch you to new limits. And you will be able to move forward in Truth. You have all you need, trust it!

I  love the Word in God. And I’ve found myself in silence and in Jesus more and more all the time. I thought He wanted me to speak and share with Saint Mary and Saint Joseph, but Jesus really likes my attention. It’s so neat as He wants to share and be engaged in everything that I do. I’m lead to stop and pray all the time… it’s funny sometimes I’ll jump up and head downstairs or outside before I know what I’m doing. 

Yes Jesus, I’m outside now, what do I need to do? It’s really a challenge sometimes. I know I need to do so much all the time, and my schedule fills up and gets more intense. I’ll stop and relax with solitaire or PBS, and instead now, I’ve started reading the Bible and Saint Ignatius or Saint Augustine! 

What is important is this private time we have together. You see and witness this power and focus very clearly. Accepting this is critical, you have gifts abounding. Accepting and fulfilling what is immediate for you is your place and time now.

I am sorry, I’ve missed things directly before me. It’s important to accept my place more clearly. I’m perplexed again, here awake waiting for the Prayerline, 4:38am and that’s not working today?  I’m not sure what to do… I saw all their links yesterday and can’t find them now…. I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

close to your word as possible. . .

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

I always feel so blessed and guided in everything that I do. 

What are you finding?

I have found that I have been led very clearly all the time. I’ve been bringing Jesus into my space more and more all the time. I realize this is so much beyond what I share and talk about each day. Like since Christmas I’ve been really focused on my son!  I remember talking to him about this year being his 33rd birthday and talking about how at age 33 Jesus came into His Passion. 

What was his reaction to this? 

It was really a surprise for me. He spoke about having no interest or belief in Christ Jesus! I was perplexed, explaining how for his first ten years of life with me and his sister, we were bathed in the beauty and joy of Jesus. I always had this Divine Experience and exceptional opportunities everyday, as their mom Colleen, would give me the children and almost vanish whenever I was home.  I was completely alone with them for countless hours,k which was why the divorce didn’t affect me. I still saw the kids as much as ever, and she wasn’t there at all, instead of just hiding. . .   I have since realized that’s where the experiential education developed, because taking care of the house and family was really my responsibility, which the children shared in immediately; starting in the baby pouch, and then the toddler backpack ,they were with me as I did everything.

With Christopher’s Christmas confession, I realized that I never explicitly spoke about the relationship and love of Jesus as it was really what children meant to me. I know I’ve written stories about Being the Prodigal Son, who demanding a Fat Ram for my Party returning to Christ. And then Maryanne had aborted a child without even telling me while I was still in High School. And I can’t even count how many times she was pregnant after that, or could have been, finding a red lump in the toilet with each new ovulation cycle she had. So then returning to Jesus, or accepting my new knowledge of my Fat Ram coinciding with my Dad moving to Tampa, made it crystal clear that my next step in my evolution was in Tampa going to college to support a family and babies!

I knew Tampa was about Children so to build STARS with Chuck and Jack was another complete blessing. Restructuring education was something I knew was needed before children anyway. And suddenly I was graduating and immediately married who I was with, knowing it was time for children.  When Emily came out after 20+ hours of labor, and she was all blue, and rushed to the NICU. WOW, another powerful wake-up call for me . . . Time to get serious about a BABY, GOD’s Gift to me, an awesome Angel directly from the Breathe of God and Jesus that moment. . . WOW, WHAT MUST I DO NOW?  More focused and clear than ever before.

What is remarkable here, more than anything is the power and truth we saw in your WOW Statements above, that you really just breezed over here, but actually feeling the power and focus over and over:

• Wow, you survived a 90mph motorcycle accident at age 16…
• Wow, you are a Prodigal Son returning to your place WithGod…
• Wow, you have this awesome Fat Ram… Fine, Barbie Doll Goddess . . . 
• Wow, you have a child taken from you …

• Wow, you have children anxious to be in the next stage of your life…
• Wow, you have been called to Tampa escaping the chaos you created in NJ…
• Wow, you have the Best of NJ helping you to reform Education in Tampa…
• Wow, you finished schooling and have a first child, wow,
• Wow, your first child is almost lost with no breathe and you are ready at age 26…wow,wow,wow,

• Wow, your whole universe changed in 10 years . . . . From Death to Life in only 10 years! And now suddenly you have this little angel with her wings trimmed needing you to bring her into her next place of Divinity. And you knew this, deep in your soul. It was very obvious and clear to you, even confirmed by your mother who brought HER MOTHER to see and share this Divine Light you were now caring for. . . Three Maria’s spanning four generations right there before your eyes.

Yes, and I know this whole “Wow” exercise is about me learning and accepting my place more and more everyday. . . I gotta tell somebody, I need to share this. . . !

What are you waiting for?

It is so very intimidating! I know I’ve got all I could ever imagine in my hands. And I know I need to stay as close to Your Word as possible. . . 

What does this really mean?

I know, so I called Kevin! He had just came back home from a trip last night and was able to get on the phone, as everyone else was still asleep. So he really was so wonderful to chat with. Very specific and clear about whether I am in Judgement or in Love with my son . . . . Which was really what Chris was asking about too, when we had a FaceTime call, while I was in the Welcome Team Meeting Wednesday night. And it’s really important that I just Love him and hold onto the truth that we share. . . . And I guess what is really important is how Chris was again exploring more relationship, more experience, more understanding and more dialogue with me. He didn’t invite me to their wedding. . . Which I can’t blame him, since I know Paul and Colleen will be there and that would be dangerous, as it was for Emily. It’s really kinda annoying to me, but I guess someone has to be mature about it.

What is important now is to keep the doors open and listen and share as much as possible.

I guess it’s interesting as I met with the Friday Men’s group.  Roy was there again, as he was in the Welcome Team Wednesday night and the Exodus Rosary in the morning too! So I decided to email him today, asking him to support my work elsewhere. I mean, I saw his name and picture in one office I was visiting last week . . . So I felt like he could help me there.. . .

What did you do now?

I sent Kevin and Jack notes about Jack’s work as a Guardian ad Litem. I really just asked Jack if he’s doing anything in St Pete, offering to help him and give him a free place to stay. As crazy as it is for me, Lisette checked-in too. She just returned from a trip and as I writing to Kevin, I got a message from her asking if I’m ok.  This community at Saint Raphael is just awesome. They are all connected too, like last week when Jim asked me to lunch, I had just replied to someone else from church.  It’s almost like they plan to all hit me at once. 💕❤️😇👍🥰

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

peace in my Home to DO and BE God’s WILL

Ok I confess, everyday this old iPad gets easier and easier. I’m always learning a new trick and find greater ease in what I do and want to do in my Love for Jesus. Thanks you Dear Jesus, for all you share and all your guidance. I know you are with me always, and I try to ask for Saint Mary or Saint Joseph more by name . . . And I know you always enjoy the real experiences we share . . . And I know I still have lots to learn. Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word, and I do ask for YOUR Fire of Pentecost to fill me for your Glory.

What happened with SEEL? 

I know, I need to step back a bit. This last week was SEEL Week 12, which was about Imagination. Imagination is my space and beingness; I have always been able to see things, and do them, or make them happen around me . . . I know that I have too much power in this area and have terrified myself several times doing things or changing things selfishly. And I realize now, more than ever that Jesus and the Saints really dominate all the Voices in my Head . . . Of course, I also get crap showing up, and I realize this is really not that reactions, like swearing all the time or other craziness, that I see vanish from my beingness, with the call of Jesus, or Saint Michael. 

You know I just stopped writing for a moment and went to the bathroom down here and saw the poster of Saint Michael that I have in the bathroom now. I’m so blessed here in this house, and I know it’s all perfect and a total blessing every single moment I’m here. Like this iPad, each aspect of this “House HOUSE” loves me, resonates with me, fills me with the Love of God and His Joy . . . “I can use a little church today. . . 8:35pm 6/24/25 SpiritFM . . . Michael Tylor, God DID IT!!!”

What about SEEL. We all recognize that sharing the Love and Joy in love has got to be a secret that you’ve been keeping, you are with me in the Whistle in the wind . . . So many nights i have been saying… all i want is already done. . . I just want to share it with you. . . 9:25amSpiritFM Song: . . . You have been all that i needed. . . In times i feel you in the fire and the rain. . . Love has got a secret that you’ve been keeping. . . You are with me in a whisper in the wind. . . Stay. . . It’s so close i can feel it.. . YOU ARE WITH ME IN EACH WHISPER OF THE WIND. . . 

I know, I HEAR YOUR Word in everything all around me, all the time. It’s really silly, as if you were GOD and YOU created everything, so that then everything you see, hear, taste, touch or feel would contain a “critical secret” with hidden codes and clues to bring YOU back to GOD, so you could never get lost! It’s all Love, all for Love, all About Love, Doing More Love all the time every way possible . . . 

What book did you feel writing this now?

I know it was Conversations with God again, sharing your Word!

Do you see how specific and focused this is  . . . Your Intentions to lead and teach are everywhere and coming to fruition more and more . . . PLEASE ACCEPT THIS! This is your place, critical and important to who you are! What about SEEL?

I confess, Jesus and the Word, really just takes over sometimes. And I know I need to examine each page again of this Week 12 of SEEL. I had to change the first line on this SEEL page above because “God DOES speak to us all the time.” Like the whispering in the wind song above, I was in tears crying through that moment with my body vibrating in “goosebumps” everywhere . . . His Spirit of Love really completely takes me over sometimes. And for the most part I love it, learning and teaching ways to bring that feeling on, but also seeing that the magicians and guru’s everywhere who say that they know how to “bring us to Spirit” are really just selfish and lost . . . lol . . . What a waste, they just need Jesus! As real prayer engages thoughts, memories and imagination.

Yes, I even have met priests and “Catholic Church Certified” healers who tell me I’m wrong and CAN NOT do what I’ve known and shared all my life. . . It’s really funny how arrogant and pathetic some people get trying to tell me what to do. . . Or NOT DO. Reminds me of the clown telling me “no videos” last week. He was doing the best he can, just didn’t know any better. . . Oh, well that is what we have to deal with in this insane world of satan where greed, “divide and conquer” is all we know. . . . satan get behind me! I must only see, think, or experience Love and Jesus as my real Priority! 

What about SEEL?!?!?!

TRUSTING how God is always speaking, and HAS ALWAYS! I know so I posted this first one page above 141. . . and the next, following Your Word! Yes this morning, I was told to get busy on SEEL, going over each page and marking it up completely to share. This last week I skipped a meeting with Dick, asking for an extra week to work on this, and then the next week we never talked about what to do next, so I figured that meant I hadn’t finished this week twelve yet. Of course 12, or 1+2=3, is all about the Trinity where I belong anyway . . . So I need to get busy and do a lot more here! As I’m in the right place again, at the right time . . . To hear Bishop Barron talk about this same experience with the Trinity again, where I marked on this page here how my BIGGEST LESSONS is how God Speaks to me all the time, through imaginations, memories, thoughts, feelings, sounds, sights, angels, saints and ancestors and I really need to “STOP SECOND GUESSING” and really trust and allow this FLOW to dominate, continue and excel. . 

What did we ask you?

It started this morning, when you said to reread the Week 12 SEEL instructions . . . . And it all started with these two pages 141 above, about imagination. I knew this is about stepping into my place more, so this is not just Duties, and WORK, where I started with the Prayer to St Joseph, IT IS LOVE, my deep and grateful Love of God. And of course there was so much that I could feel and resonate with . . . And so you asked that I reread it all over, so I snapped all these page pictures so I could review and markup each like shown above. . . Then of course I saw things I never read or considered and the instructions said to read this and read that, so I have six pages now, that I have to go through to post now, the two above and here comes the next.

Oh my, Yes it’s kinda funny, as I am totally perplexed by every blessing that shows up . . . Knocking me over! And then of course this very next page I read is about making these experiences more consistent with very distinct focused habits. I did the Alter Service today, and when I was standing waiting to start, I repeated under my breath: Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Saint Mary, I Love You Saint Mary,  Thank You Saint Joseph, I Love You Saint Joseph , , , so I’ve been creating this habit of calling the Saints as well. . . Like I’ve noticed others, like Saint Michael, who I seem to have called on countless times. But then reading this page I realized that I’m not specific about my own desires. Funny, the week I did my grades I got two calls about presenting for new positions. Of Course, I prayed about what I should prepare in a presentation that I had to do on Leadership for the “management team” . . . Uhg, like here we go again what is my “leadership style” . . . From Management, through Entrepreneurship, into my Passion of Urban Agriculture and FOOD!!!!

Of course, this lead to me revising all my webpages, and creating a whole new scene there too! I was pleasantly surprised how nice that came together and how it looks now. . . Wow. And I feel good about my prayers above asking “to find peace in my Home to DO and BE God’s WILL”

What did you learn??

I guess my biggest lesson from these pages of this SEEL lesson has been recognizing, accepting, and really understanding how I am always with Jesus and always have His Holy Direction and guidance for all my activities. And it’s really not just instructions as much as His active participation like Saint Teresa speaking of being the "Hands of Christ" directing Christians, through their actions, are to continue Christ's work on Earth. Which I always write about and share here online. I’ve recognized how my writing has been shifting. The constant daily coincidence is the reason I started my writing to record and understand my own experiences. It’s sorta shifted more to teaching and learning, instead of just sharing.

 What 5:38am 6/25/25, God demands recognition of Holiness: Worship Me!

I Love you so much, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, and I’ve got my meeting with my spiritual director, when I asked what is a mystic:

What happened with my first spiritual Director; she called me a mystic one day, and I said "how a Mystic" by any stretch of the imagination. She said OK let me ask you this, do you believe in the body blood soul and divinity of Jesus in the Eucharist? "Oh yeah." Next do you believe in the resurrection? "Yeah." Do you believe that Mary was the mother of Jesus yeah? "Yeah." Now all of those are mysteries, that you have accepted, that my very definition makes you a low level Mystic! So that implies that there are higher levels!

Please ask your ChatCBG app you've programmed "What are the levels of Catholic Mysticism"

OK so what are they, an example is people who can speak in tongues, that’s a mystery why does that happen? How does that happen? There’s nothing that you can point to experience that . . . it is pretty much a total surrender of the living in God‘s will, and it just takes practice. You know being aware of God‘s presence, as one author puts it, having the humility to let God lead. How do I know that God is leading me, but it is a surrender and partnering with God.

I’ve come to terms with everything recognizing my ability to share something’s and having the responsibility to take that in my hand, and do what I know I can do and just like I did with last week with the video, I mean I knew what they wanted. I knew what they needed. I did what they wanted and what was really incredible is there was one student in the class that thought I was doing something wrong and came and told me you can’t do that and I said to just leave me alone and he says no you’re not supposed to do that and went and told on me.

OK I’m out here and it was so funny because I realize that I saw my dad the narcissist yelling at me “don’t do that.” I don’t like the narcissist right, I mean that’s what I saw and I packed up and I left and I didn’t tell anybody. The word responsible is to do “what’s the loving thing to do” because that would’ve been good. The loving thing to do is say; “I’m sorry I got to go,” and I know that would’ve been the loving thing to do, instead of running and hiding.  OK all of our spirituality is about love and relationship and everything we do is predicated on love and so our language has to be congruent with that as a big part of our spiritual journey.

I Love you so much, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, so I do my three letter codes and immediately want to create new ones for Saints Mary and Joseph. . . BECAUSE IT'S ALL ABOUT LOVE AND RELATIONSHIP.

What HAPPENED NOW WAS THAT you said what was necessary to create change and growth in the new lives around you. Stepping into the truth that you know will be very intimidating for a lot of people, that is simply what is, you still need to step-up.

I did my Prayerline, 3 times I was able to share Repeat after me: “I renounce XYZ in the name of Jesus, I command XYZ to leave me in the name of Jesus.” Then did my 20x exercises with the FamilyFocus podcost, and now Journaling with Charles Stanley podcast. Now this restart pp 23 a habit with structured and rhythm . . . . And pp24  is about waiting in silence to listen only to God. It's really wonderful. As I see again now, how my whole house and life is filled with the love and beauty of GoD. “God turned the light on” Charles Stanley book of his preaching. Sounds like how I live and love.

What you have now before you is really critical again. Having the blessing to share and speak the truth before you. 

I need to speak to gossip in the church, a gossip from satan kills churches. Like, I signed up for this cool class. Great teacher who knew I was out of work with Covid. Called me back the next day because her next student was someone who retired and so their company hired me. But they needed an intern to follow directions and NOT A Phd that found errors in their work, so that wasn't happening so that didn’t last long . . .  . So I recognize it is satan trying to get me into the gossip that stirs things up really strong. 

It Happened again last week. We had a special instructor came in from out of town. She shared God’s beauty, materials and talent from a private and copyrighted firm from out of state…  I offered to record her own divine expressions for her own use, irregardless of corporate policy and BS. Use of videotape to share her gifts, was breaking corporate rules. So Loving my friend, I recorded for four days. The last day some guy decided he knew better and confronted me telling me not to record her instructors. . . Yes satan get behind me!

What we know is that Jesus will be with you and guide you. And it’s important to stand your ground and be the fullness you know and see!

I shared this bit above about gossip in the church with my men’s group this morning 3:57pm 6/27/25. It was gospel perfect for I said specifically how a man who fears video usually indicates something else. My own experience was paul as a pedophile but someone else said how fear of video coincides with fear of getting arrested, as they know they are doing something illegal, immoral or worse . . . Much worse as with paul!

What happened this morning was really better than you could imagine. Your Spontaneous prayers were clear and focused. Then stepping out to share your real concerns for everyone in the room. That’s why the understanding was so clear that the comments you received were the details that you missed. It’s really great that you are stepping into this more readily. The idea about writing these issues of gossip out before hand clearly was very important too.

I recognize it’s always really about having this private time with You Dear Jesus. I know I’m alone here with everything I could ever need, or imagine needing. Typing with ease now as Rev John preaches in the YouTube app somewhere on this iPad. 

What is this lesson on this Page.

I want to do your will Dear Jesus. I know you are keeping me home alone and filling my day with insights and challenges . . . . It is always about change and shifting things for the people and community around me. It’s funny how I flashed to building the NT server at the County, where USF had just done the same thing. And I remember how they were sued for competing with Google and now I realize how Google, and Microsoft, and everyone created email system the similarly, where all the archives are kept forever. And now I realize this incredible archive of human discussions and adventures fundamentally creates lifetimes of data suitable for creating AI. And now I see how this is all coming together with the blessings of Jesus and AI is everywhere. 

It’s all about God, It’s all about bringing this Love and Truth and Knowledge of experience to a higher level, to bring more insight and growth to others. Of course the very next page I read and marked-up is all about journals and how valuable they are in this process.

I always call this writing a duty or a chore, but I really love it. And find peace and comfort in sitting and reading and writing. It’s really a major priority for me. I also notice the readers in the hundreds and thousands, but always felt that so many others read from other places beyond. Yes, I go back and read over this page everytime I start writing again in it. It’s important to stay consistent and have the flow clear and focused. Of course more comes though all the time and I get how it’s really a lot already. And more details and clarity helps and improves everything, and I’m always adding and expanding.

It is all exactly as it needs to be, no worries, we are with you always.

I guess I shouldn’t be surprised that this last page for me is about my writing again. I love how my learning and experience always brings me in circles where I get the same messages over and over. Like seeing the picture of Saint Michael in the bathroom, moments after saying his name. So what's really powerful for me here is how I get the message in words, sights, sounds, or otherwise. I always recognize it coming through to me over and over.

What do you mean?

I Remember now that this post on assignment actually started with me talking about this iPad and how my use is always so much fun and joyful as I can scribble worse than you see here and the AI still is rewriting correctly, even correcting spelling and grammar.

What do you expect, is this what you asked for? And this expectation is necessary too.

I know, but whining about new technologies before the PC even came out was kinda pushing it a bit…  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.