What are you struggling with?I don't feel like I know what I'm doing!
What about praying about it?I know I've tried a few times! I guess I try to reason and think, instead of accept and understand.
What you have been learning and realizing is how much you have already known and been in touch with so much already. Yes, it's about stepping into a new space, and allowing your own Spirit to flow at a higher level. Of course, it's intimidating, everything we step into that is new, can be intimidating, that's the whole point of the experience, to get you to grow and evolve into higher and higher vibrations of Love!Yes, but what about having to earn an income and be responsible for myself?
We have shown you this before. It's about your faith and trust. Pray and get into the power that you know, allow it to flow through you, and make it better to move forward. . . Do you remember when you first started working, you knew it was time to get married and have Emily. But the whole world was stacked against you and you still pulled through. Do you remember how every time Colleen got pregnant, you would lose your job. You never thought those were related. Just like when Emily was born “blue” and rushed to the NICU. You were the first Parent she knew. Like when you sang to Colleen’s big Prego Belly. She always thought you were crazy, but to this day, Emily Still remembers that. And Christopher does even more, since you AND Emily would sing to the Colleen’s big Prego-Belly when Chris was in there.
I get it, and I try more and more every day. I realize everything is a blessing for me now. Last night the Church Welcome Team meeting was in my house, and we all ate and laughed sharing more and more. The Charles Stanley podcast in the morning was right on point too. So I shared it already with pictures of our event. - I even thanked Mark for the dinner he planned, where I had to get more chairs to fit his guest list. Yes ten chairs perfect for the Welcome Team.
Once again the clear synchronicities and coincidences that align with such percussion and accuracy, that the conception of Divine Grace is very apparent. Isn’t this the whole point of your writing. Haven’t you said from the start how important it was to write these events since they were so common and obvious that no one could deny the connection to Spirit. And more importantly the obvious Love, Protection, and Providence that was shared with you. What were the few places that you wanted to speak at your meeting, but never did.It was where someone mentioned a dream or a movie where he saw the bus ride to heaven. Anyone could catch the local city bus to could go and see the gates of heaven. He saw the Angels there were asking them in, but they chose to go back to Earth instead. It was challenging for him to consider how people would rather return to Earth than to stay in Heaven! So this scene stuck with him so strongly. And I remembered my motorcycle accident and NOT wanting to come back to Earth. Even demanding concessions to return, when I was told to return . . .!
Yes, and now you recall the “concessions” you demanded where still to this day, you stub your toe so rarely and seemingly ignore the deeper perceptions and wisdom. What was even more telling, was the reading in the Bible about God providing and recognizing the Joy and Bliss you felt when considering the birds and flowers that you love and care for every day. Matthew 6:25-34
I never thought about how God was providing for the birds “through me.” Nor did I consider the Joy and Bliss that I share and experience each day I wander through my gardens, handing out peanuts to the Ble Jays. I’m always Chirping at the birds, and then pulling the seeds of the flowers, to drop them in the same bed around there. I have so many of the same flowers coming up, it’s so beautiful. I did harvest a bunch of tomatoes for the meeting, just since I saw so many in my front yard. Someone did eat some and commented how sweet and yummy they are, which is essentially my exact reaction as well.
I Love You Loving Lord Jesus Christ.
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