I remember coming home and finding half-of-everything

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating this awesome experience. I’ve been trying my best to keep up and stay in the deeper truth and power that Has been opened to me again. 

It’s really interesting how this is coming together for me. And I’ve been trying to keep up still. And I guess it’s about time I accept my place here. It’s really weird now in another college faculty meeting about how to be an adjunct at SPC. I know I’ve had this open to me since I started, but today is the first time I’ve been able to attend this event.  I’m sitting in the room and enjoying the experience for new teachers at this college. I even notice how some really cute girls looked at me.

I know this is about me starting over in a completely new life and experience. And I even got a paycheck from USF this last week (1/10/26). That totally surprised me and I offered to take Leslie out to lunch, dinner, movie or whatever as I know that there is so much more coming through to me. I thought the USF courses didn’t start until next week. But yesterday after mass I saw something and checked, and the courses all started today (1/12/26). I immediately called Leslie to reschedule as I thought I still had a lot to check and update. 

I really did, and felt finished at 6pm or so. We had planned to go out at 4pm, so I could likely have done it.  But I really feel so blessed to be doing these courses now. And so I want to be sure I have everything right and ready for me to step into it and develop more. It’s really kinda a “twilight zone” thing because so much is here exactly as I could never have imagined.

I mean Jesus is very clear and very strong in everything now. I get up with the Podcasts and Bible versus, then exercise 20x now, my bike ride to St Raphaels or now walking to Mass at St Paul’s. Then home again for the Bible Verse or to begin working. Yes, school work for a few hours. Outside to garden for an hour. Inside to Schoolwork again for another hour or two, then back now to Jesus Time, Bible reading and/or SEEL lessons.

It’s really just remarkable living:

In The Way of Your Word!

We asked you to stop, and you rode right past. And only stopped to come back after it started raining on you more. This hesitance will be the death of you. If you recognize how much we’ve always been with you and you know deep in your heart that we are always protecting you. You must be Fearless all the time, not just when it’s convenient and suitable, but always. That dance you did about getting to mass Saturday, and then hearing a volunteer speak about Welcome at St Paul’s. You knew you belonged there and still walked home. Then when we told you to get on your bike to return there, you still tried to avoid the tasks before you. 

I know that was so far out of my schedule. You’ve made tasks very clear, what I must do every day and each moment, and each step we take together, gets stronger and more focused for me to step into action. I awake, I do the Prayers and Podcasts, Do my exercises and start the tasks before me. Mass, School, Gardens, and House all together, an hour here or there, each one taking my sincere efforts and time. Then an hour of writing or bible work, and I must stop to eat. I’m almost down to one meal a day. And skip more each day. Knowing I need my salads made or whatever else that you set before me.

I also know I must become more focused and clear about my prayers. It’s become like direct conversation with you, where my every desire appears. I know this is my place and responsibility. And I must be very clear about each and every step I take. 

What about healing Yram today? You heard her and knew it was all issues you could perceive and resolve for her. You did finally ask if you could hold her hand. And you know it’s something important for you to do with all of them. Again it’s another important step in the path before you. Each step getting stronger and more focused. You already know it’s all setup from the very beginning and it’s just about the pieces falling into place now. Trust and move forward with ease fearlessly!

I am really challenged again. I woke up early enough for the playerline and then biked out for the Sunrise. I got to mass and then left to get home and stopped to swim. Wow, was it cold to swim and easy to get out and get home. I sat outside in the sun for a while but then never could get anything done. I got-up to make some food after 3pm and really just ate the last of my fruit salad not making anything new, but just finishing what was already there. I've not done anything but pray and read. I've only started writing a bit now and am really not sure what will be next.

What you are doing is appropriate and exactly what you need to do. All things will come together in time. You are safe and protected, while you know and see each challenge before you. Stay at peace, stay focused, and sincere, know your place and your actions are all in the Spirit for the Glory of God. Yes you can know this, accepting your responsibility to be in the Truth of our Guidance and Power. Remember to stay fearless in your walk with God, humble and in service to lead, love and follow Jesus. 

I get it. I'm still really challenged and scared at times, but know this is really my place and time, to stay focused and clear as I move forward.  It seems so bizarre sometimes, as I don't feel I know which way is up. But somehow I always come out ahead. I guess it's always about having faith and trusting that I'm doing exactly what I need to do at the exact time it is required.

What has happened now is that your professor is ready to let you take this over. You had four classes yesterday and now have six. The first two started with power and focus, where you were able to lead them and bring greater focus and clarity.

6:13pm 1/22/2026   Wow, more classes that I've got to get it together on my own. Yes, Lynn has really dropped out almost completely, so I've got to get everything together on my own. It's really flying by the seat of my pants. And I’ve realized this is exactly what I asked for. I’m starting my next 50 years now where I’m getting deeper into a groove of peace and love with Jesus and my Team of Saints and Angels. Wow, wrote a real whopper there. And knowing Jesus has this all set exactly where I belong. He’s all I need to fill up. . . And I realize this joy and peace writing in Your Love, knowing in gratitude .. . . There is a JOY in this experience where all things are at peace to become more godly in scripture. Stanley ends now, and it’s time to start the Ascension bible in a year.

It’s only about His Life, where I can only live the one Love in Christ. To get closer to Jesus, each following path in courage, purpose and peace….intouch.org is always more work to do. 5:55am fri Jan 23. . . 1/23/2026 

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12:12:34PM 1/24/2026 What we love seeing is how much you connect all these dots. Every moment you find more connection and relationship with us. You Recognize we’re a team of saints and angels. You also understand the physics and the energy at a deeper level than most people. You can just feel it and understand it. You don’t need to have so many symbols. When you were in the hospital, you demanded symbols. So you get them all the time now. You also demanded never to see angels. YOU have wanted to change that several times, but it’s not something we can do just yet. It will come.

I really am so very grateful for all that you do for me, as I see and feel so much from you all the time. I know I’ve been so very blessed. I’ve done my bible in a year and my Exodus 90 and the Exercises 20x every morning this year.  I’ve biked to Mass and met with the groups I’m in. Swam in the bay, which I will do tomorrow, every Sunday that is.  I’ve never done that before, to get a real schedule and routine to this detail.  Wow, like I did with Emily and Christopher when they were little, everything was planned by Jesus and I just made sure we could follow threw. And I know it’s always only in Jesus, the same yesterday, today and forever detached from the events, simply doing what I need to do. 

What is wonderful to you see you flash back to your children, and you sorta wonder how you did it or what happened. And remember your Mother passed with your Divorce and the children both told you they were still talking with her for years after she left. You can see now FLASHING Back that we were all with you and BEING the Heart, Hands and Feet of Jesus and the Saints was remarkable for all of us. 

I never knew what that means 

… it’s sorts something I’ve only learned recently getting closer to Jesus. 

What Kim did was open this deeper understanding for you to see and know the Saints and Angels with you.

And again you are so clear and strong in spirit that you just do these tasks almost randomly, never really knowing on caring as you continue to step forward in the truth of your experience with Christ Jesus.

Of course, I seem to get anxious and terrified randomly, but often can really step through that in ease as well. I really know and feel that my place and time has come, where I can Truly can be at ease and peace just knowing that all things come and go, while Jesus keeps me focused in peace!

I mean, I really feel and know that I'm exactly where I need to be, doing exactly what I need to do in the Grace and love of God!  And what I love is how I am able to understand and step into more and more everyday. I know Jesus is with me. I know I am guided and in Peace. It's really just wonderful to see share and understand all that is before me.

What you have now brings you more peace knowing and accepting that you only need to focus on school, church, and home. There are no more challenges or conflicts. It's all ok and at ease. This is what you asked for.

Finally, peace, ease, safety, we are all ready for you Jesus, you can return and find a home and place of ease and comfort.

What you’ve done is taken more and more clear strong steps deeper into the relationship with Christ. Each day making clear strong steps forward to insure your continued growth and understanding brings you more power and focus to create this life of love that you seek with all your heart.

I see this again in paragraph 444 here from the Diary of Saint Maria Faustina where the priest tells here of the three stages in the accomplishment of God’s will, external observation, interior inspiration and complete abandonment to the will of god! And I’ve really been seeing God’s will dominating my life.

Yes your steps to get to the Bible study and the Saint Faustina study group with your church has really been delightful. You are always learning and growing in the spirit and community you have found. This continues before you, each day that you trust and step into more that you know and share. Like the last meeting with the ladies and you realized how you learned to be such an awesome father.  Your daughter almost dies and you gave her every moment you had out of work. So much so that Colleen would leave the children with you the moment you arrived and vanish! Telling the ladies how often the children would wonder where Colleen went, while you would always invite her to join you. But in fact, she never went kayaking with you. Nor did she even walk in the woods, like you did with Kim in NY. No matter what games she plays the truth about these experiences will always be in your children’s hearts and history.

I never realized how valuable it was for my children to actually have their father there all the time. Of course, I always wanted to do that deep in my heart, since my dad was never there for me. And to know that I learned how valuable it was to have a father around through that experience with my dad. This is really something I should honor my dad about and make it clear to him how much I love his sacrifice to teach me something so important.

And I guess I’ve never really understood the sacrifice until now anyway! Nor did I understand all the blessings that my daughter brought to me. Singing her to sleep each night in the Hospital NICU and then continuing for the next ten years. I still get embarrassed when I remember the silly song that I sang each and every night to them.

Now, Remembering I’m feeling that experience deep inside of me, and I recognize that it was my finger touching her nose that was really powerful for me. I put my hand inside the plastic box and touched her little nose to sing her to sleep rubbing her little nose . . . And then did the exact same thing with Christopher, even after out Boy Scout Meetings as he got older.

What you experienced with them will come through more to you as you grow in Spirit. These things you did were in Trust and Joy loving Jesus through each challenge. Accepting what was before you with no question and no fear. This you carried through over and over again. If you recall Colleen was pregnant twice and each time you shifted jobs in the middle of it, adding the Insurance Cobra Payment to your list of challenges. 

I remember that, more because I would be working at a new job the next day, no matter what happened. And what’s more remarkable to remember now was loosing my mom, my job, and my wife that one week in 1999. I remember coming home and finding half-of-everything gone? No wife, no kids, no notes, nothing. And calling the police to get help.  Seeing the two cars pull in I walked outside and the first office asked if I was married.. . . Told me to get an attorney and left?!?!?!  Then the 2nd Police man explained to me how in Florida the laws protect the individuals as equal owners in the Marriage. So either could buy sell, move, or whatever they wanted with or without the other. So Colleen left with what she wanted, and I could only stop her with a divorce and a judge.

What we want you to remember is the Love and Joy with your children. Each night coming home to have them in your hands. Each weekend planning with them and doing whatever felt right.  All the art shows and kayak trips. You were always ready for anything and allowed you children to step-out seeking to understand and experience new things every day. That was the greatest blessing for all.

I look forward to remembering and sharing more in the spirit with you. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.