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Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What about getting more serious with your time here. If you are called and directed into all these tasks before you, lessons, clearing, sorting and organizing for The 2025 Exodus Fraternity BonFire! What’s does this mean?

I Love Your Word! It’s always such a blessing to have this experience with You. Thank You so much for helping me to share more with other people. Please dear Saint Joseph, Marion, and Jesus guide me into Your Family of truth and forgiveness. Help me to live The Fire of Christ.

Yes, I need to get some firewood from the church this morning too. I am so grateful to have this time with You. I know I’ve had some powerful dreams again.  You asked me to write them down, but I haven’t been able to . . . Of course, now I’m talking to my iPhone again. And then I know I can do this all the time.

What Do you think we were trying to get you to speak out loud for?

I know, I just need to listen to Your Word! You always have such a challenge for me. When I have the synchronicity with all the Bible verses together, I always want to write them down and share them. I’ve been sending them, as best as I can. Both to my children, to the men’s group, and even the welcome group. I know I need to be more specific about my experiences with You.

What Have you felt regarding past trauma and clearing it? And Really Clearing it out of your system.

I’m still trying to stay in Your Word! Every moment I feel I’ve been getting more direction coming to me. I’ve really been trying hard to keep up with everything.

What About the feelings in your heart when you’re in church or in communion on the Prayerline.

I love You! It has become a very specific feeling, I can recognize the warmth in my heart. If I breathe really deeply into it, then the bone will come up in my chest. I can feel my whole body opening up for the flow of God’s Light. I realize I need to do this more. I need to be full and clear in the light of Jesus.

5:55pm 5/30/2025 What a great job. You have everything ready for your party and it all looks great! Even that you sat in this hammock with your beer. You are ready for anything. That is all we ever asked of you. And you are always prepared and ready. Good Job son!

What a sweet thing to share! I’m so very grateful that You take the time to share with me now. I was really running all day, and was even embarrassed that I hadn’t made any food when the beer was poured and I was ready for the hammock. Wow, 32 chairs are set here and the hammock is perfect for a couple or me!

Yes, I will recount the chairs to be sure, as it’s so crazy to be out here now all by myself. And I know it’s only 6pm now and the Bonfire is 6-10pm. I’m not sure who, what, or when, but it’s always just perfect. I love it here Jesus. It’s so nice to hear the church bells and know that it’s all for Jesus and it only gets better and better every day. Oh, You want me to make videos all night . . .  please remind me!

What happened?

Yes, I forgot the videos, but got the fire going great, for only six of us: Dan, George, Tobias, Mike, Father Claudius, and one more . . . . Then Larry came in too . . .  

What Are you Feeling. . . 

I need to learn how to Pray more with You. And I'm sure there is so much before me still. Please Guide me and Lead me to fulfill all that You have set before me today . . .

What you did was good for the day. You started in prayers and then your studies. Then you got some important work done in your office. You are tired and it should be so. You missed all your exercise and habits that you have been working on. It's important to recognize that these habits should become priorities, instead of a burden.

I just added this picture so I could write with my pen and get the text really large and not off the side of my iPad screen. Course when I first read this picture I’ve added, I thought someone had written about me. It's really incredible how things happen for me. Like now as I write, it feels like a complete De-ja-vu. I mean everything that I’ve been working on has been all for Jesus. I've been careful to follow directions and to move slowly to get things done. And I know there is still so much to do. I do feel really good about it all. But I'm sorta nervous, and tired.

This morning I decided I was going to make a big breakfast and asked Larry if that would be ok with his kids. They had asked me about picking tomatoes in the front yard, so I had to make something with them. It was fun as I cut up some fruit for all of us and cooked sausages. Then I made a bunch of omelets, some with only cheese, and some with cheese and tomatoes and then cheese, tomatoes and sausage. It was just fun to share with them all.

What is more remarkable than ever is how real you are about it all. You deep down know it will always be better than you could imagine. And always you imagine so much more beyond what could even be possible. It's not something you really consider. Whenever you imagine something it comes from the immediate circumstances and experiences that you encounter. Like when you imagined selling your business. It really popped out of the air as you were biking past Ed. You never thought to sell any thing, but as you saw him in the early morning-hour you immediately thought that your sales should go to those you know of first. If anyone else will benefit from your hardship, let it be a friend or someone you know who benefits. 

This love you imagine, share and create is really a wonder of you. . . You have always been able to imagine and create such wonders. It's really important to accept this blessing you have. If you randomly create wonders all the time, then maybe you should consider how important it is for you to bike freely, share openly, and stay fearless.

I guess what happens to me is that I always try to stay focused and present with whatever shows up and stay ready to step in and to do anything. Like this picture here is from my iPhone listing all the calls I got in the last day or so. I really felt so blessed and lucky to have so many of my church brothers reaching out to help me. Wow, I never had that before. It seems like I never had anyone but my mom really stepping out for just me. I mean everyone else would do so to get something from me. Wow that's really a sad pathetic thought.

What is more important is recognizing the truth. You have always been very generous with your time, efforts, and trust. Trusting and respecting those who really don't deserve it, haven't earned, or are usually just trying to exploit you.

It has been a challenge for me to learn discernment. I try to be careful who I invite into my life and share with, always knowing there is so much more for me to do and share. But I've always just accepted those who show up and step into my space...

I mean literally... Its - 5:22 am 6/15/2025 and I just got off the phone with a single lady in Missouri who needs a now place to live. Of course I told her that I had an extra room, and banks downstairs at $800 a month. She said she was only pay $500 now for an apartment in a duplex. So sure I could let her stay for that much, as of don't think Larry pays me that yet.

What else did you learn?

I guess I went through a lot yesterday. Like I found a place online that sells AirBNBs. I started to put my house out there and got about half way. I guess I really know I can sell it very easily. Which is really funny since I know I could build another very easily too. I still really love it here and do not want to sell anything. I keep thinking of the nonprofit that they sent me to as well. To finally get a real board and funding into STARS would really be incredible. I have the market and target audience and everything all set and ready to go. I just never have done board development and fundraising. I’ve been thinking I should have no problem with it since everybody at church is at that level already!

What about taking this seriously as your next challenge before god.

I got another typo there that I didn't change. Of course, I can do anything for you Jesus! It's always just for the love of Jesus. Like when I looked at the leadership of the nonprofit, it was all public health people. So suddenly I flashed to completing my PhD in Public Health. Wow, that was really neat. I was a grad assistant at stars building community gardens again.

What happened now??

I flashed into building UA in St Pete and thought of the Tampa Tree Map I helped build a hundred years ago. And so I looked it up and Shawn is fixing it up again. Wow, how cool is that. So it had a feed back form and I looked up the names of the people I knew and offered to help again. Then at the bottom was Shawn email and phone number anyway.

What did got feel?

I really felt the live al joy of helping a peer who really knows me. I mean I met Shawn when he was an architecture student. I but he knows on has worked with my son even.

What happened now.

I  though of how someone is might reach my son more than others  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.