everything I ever wanted

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What are you afraid of?

I don't know. I guess it's everything I ever wanted, as everything about my complete life is so very pretty and comfortable. I never knew this is where you wanted me. It's just so weird to be back in the same place again! And it’s intimidating to think I’ll be able to do all that you have set before me.

We have done this over and over again to you. Like you understand age is nothing more than attitude, so you have escaped it. All your other powers and successes are also having the right attitude in gratitude and love. As you are clear in your power and passions of Spirit, everything will get easier and stronger with every step you take. This is really all you have ever wanted to do. There is nothing to limit you. You will be able to speak and share the deeper truths that you know and understand with ease and comfort. Staying in your power is critical, to remain fearless.

I guess so! I didn't realize how much you would do to get me back into school again.

You know you got your routines down solid and you really don’t have any excuses now, as you have spent years figuring this all out, and again you have come back to the same place to be and achieve your own truth. This is your own place of power. You do not need to question anything. You will find it all very easy, as it was all designed by you, for you. Don’t be surprised by your inspirations, and the many opportunities that appear before you again, when you stay focused on these routines you have before you.  It’s this attitude of truth and confidence that places you beyond fear and insecurity. 

I know what you mean. It’s just going to get really weird I’m sure! I feel like I’m getting set-up again. I just went to pay my bills, and again have no mortgage payment, and I’m within a few hundred of my totals. I guess that means I have some cash for gas and food. To see numbers lining up so tight again, is just remarkable, and I know it shouldn't surprise me. I must get clear and solid as that is necessary for me to move forward.

We have set it all out for you to be very clear and focused in everything you want and need to be who you are. It's almost like you are age 12 again biking to school, to teach and share things you are very good at doing. It is your brother John who has prepared everything for you. And you know this is the most important thing you could ever do and you know you are in the right place at the right time, that we need you to help carry things forward stronger than ever.

I guess, I'm really going to be leading things that no one else could be doing! I've been inspiring people all my life, and to get a classroom full of the best and brightest business students, who are really ready and able to step into these things that I've known about for years. I can see how much this really comes together and how much power and clarity there will be for me to do whatever I am here to do. I've noticed how much I've been reading and exploring that is very powerful. And I can see how I am protected and have this time and ability to get into things that I need to understand more to explore and grow.

What you have seen before you is change, and allowing for the changes we need to see everywhere is what you need to get focused on. You know this place of power, it’s not anything new for you. But certainly your place of clarity and focus is critical, that’s why you rest in comfort now. You have spent your life getting ready for this, and you know what this can do for everyone else, as too few take it all as seriously as you do. Now again, writing, typing, seeing your handwritten scribbles appear clear and straight like none before. This is all exactly as you asked for. You have created this all, exactly as you wanted. It's all done son. You have everything you wanted and all you ever needed, or imagined. It's all here and done like you dreamt from the very beginning. Yes, translating your scribbles, half letters, and misspelling are all resolved instantly, to place your words and ideas exactly as you needed. No one could imagine this ease and comfort beyond those who are ready to step into their power.

I know, I guess so! I need to start reading more deeply so I can write and publish more.

WE have told you: Dare to believe in JESUS. . . For God Is With Us for KING & COUNTRY For God Is With Us - Single (2021)

A true love that he gave us

A brand new beginning

REFRAIN 1: Joel Smallbone & Luke Smallbone

No room for a king

No celebration and no ceremony

In that little town no, nobody would think

This is the story of the coming glory

PRE-CHORUS 1: Joel Smallbone

Can you hear the prayers that people prayed?

Can you see the skies begin to break?

When Heaven and Earth were face-to-face

Oh, how the world forever changed

CHORUS 1: Joel Smallbone, Joel Smallbone & Luke Smallbone

For God is with us

Oh-oh oh-oh-oh

God is with us

Oh-oh oh-oh-oh

VERSE 2: Luke Smallbone

All in a moment

All in an instant

The body was broken

And it was finished

REFRAIN 2: Joel Smallbone

So let us begin

The celebration and the ceremony

There's silence on Earth but the Heavens are roarin'

Tellin' the story of the coming glory

PRE-CHORUS 2: Joel Smallbone

Can you feel your heart begin to race?

Can you see the tide begin to change?

With all of our futures rearranged

The world will never be the same

CHORUS 1: Joel Smallbone, Joel Smallbone & Luke Smallbone

For God is with us

Oh-oh oh-oh-oh

God is with us

Oh-oh oh-oh-oh

CHORUS 2: Joel Smallbone, Luke Smallbone, Joel Smallbone & Luke Smallbone

For God is with us

Oh, can we see, oh, can we see

Oh-oh oh-oh-oh

God is with us 

Oh, can we hear, oh, can we hear)

Oh-oh oh-oh-oh

For God is with us

VERSE 3: Joel Smallbone

Dare to imagine

Dare to believe in

A true love that gave us

A reason for living

PRE-CHORUS 3: Joel Smallbone, Joel Smallbone & Choir

Can you feel the hope that's rushin' in?

Can you hear the song that's echo in'?

Join with the choir as we sing

This is where love truly begins

CHORUS 1: Joel Smallbone & Choir, Luke Smallbone, Joel Smallbone & Luke Smallbone

For God is with us

Oh-oh oh-oh-oh

God is with us

Oh-oh oh-oh-oh

CHORUS 2: Joel Smallbone & Choir, Luke Smallbone, Joel Smallbone & Luke Smallbone

For God is with us

Oh, can we see, oh, can we see

Oh-oh oh-oh-oh

God is with us (Oh, can we hear, oh, can we hear)

Oh-oh oh-oh-oh

For God is with us (With us)

OUTRO: Luke Smallbone

Oh, can we see, oh, can we see

God is with us

I started with 1 Peter 4:1-9 and I knew I was in Jesus. Then Charles Stanley came on again, telling me of this power and truth that I knew! Again, I felt the Power and focus before me, as only Jesus can bring.  

 

What happened this morning?

I was on the Prayerline again and the new caller spoke about how she was feeling attacked and discouraged from everything she did or tried to do. Then I told her how all the callers I get at these wee early hours of the morning are at the end of their rope, wondering where Jesus is, and why they are alone or lost in their spirit. I started off saying how the path becomes a challenge, only when our calling is higher. She totally related to the idea and understood me completely. And as surprising as it seems, I went on to tell her the story about finding The Chosen, the same way I found the Prayerline, through TheJoyFM.com and what I had learned as I started LENT with my mom. 

 

What about Lent and the rest?

I started with how I had been sent to St Pete to teach and lead. I didn’t really know this until my mother reminded me that she was Catholic and learning how to Pray was where I needed to start. So I decided to do LENT. My dad had raised us all Methodist while my mom was Catholic. When my dad left Florida and cleaned out the family home, a lot of my mom’s history and art ended up in my house. So when Lent came around I knew I needed to do this for my mom following the Catholic traditions. 

I started by walking to Mass next door at Saint Paul’s, to find the LENT 2022 Prayer Guide. Opened my eyes to what I needed and another church goer recommended Saint Raphaels on Snell Island! There at my second Mass I started the class of St Teresa of Avila’s Nine Grades of Prayer. So I was doing Mass twice a day and then reading the Lent Prayers and meditations between the two churches. And also studying and learning more about prayer every day.

What was more important than anything was seeing how this set your life and experience into a very specific habit. You have written this before. And you recognize how clear and powerful  this was to awake at the same time and go through a very specific process every day. You have never been so clear and focused on these habits before. And you recognize how important they all are to your health and wellbeing. This is a major lesson for you and everyone. You have relied on biking as your central form of exercise and now have a bike trip six times as long before. This should inspire you more than anything. It’s stepping beyond your fears and previous inhibitions. Getting clear about your power and focus will bring you to a higher vibration and in more coherence than you have ever experienced before.

I get it, that’s what is so intimidating for me! To be biking thirty miles instead of five. I remember when I started with my five mile ride, I even stopped halfway to sit and do yoga at treehouse yoga. And I realize now again how I started blogging with this new life too. It was a new experience to open up into school again and biking to school like I was age twelve again. Wow, I feel like I will be twelve again, and teaching classes instead of hiding from them, or disrupting them. I was always in trouble in school, no one could understand me, or keep up with me. So now again, to have this experience or challenge of teaching or sharing with kids again. Of course, this is the age I missed with my own kids. That time when they are growing up and stepping away from their parents. 

Or I guess they had finally stepped away from the lies and deceptions around them to come back and find me. But that step before of growing to that nextstep was missed by me with my own children. So I guess I need to repeat it over, and over again, as I need to share in spirit with others now. It really is about sharing this higher place again into another paradigm. I know that’s really what this is all about.

What we did was prepare you to teach and lead the next points of power and creation that no one will know or comprehend, until we flow through you.

I guess so. I’m not sure what this means, or how I’m stepping into it… but i guess I’m ready. . . I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

back into my passions about the truth

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I feel so much is falling away from me again. I got here ready to do so much and then nothing happened. I couldn’t get anything to work. All my efforts would just fizzle out. I know I have the power and focus to do and change everything. Each day I see more power and focus. I connect to people so easily and quickly, and then struggle to let go and release. And now again I’m back to the same place again.

What happened when you told Alamas that was so strong and clear for everyone. Share that experience.

I had planned to make a big meal and invited all my guests and friends. Mas got there early again, and so I told her about the course I could teach at USF! I had just explained it to my son, and it was very obvious to him that I was so excited and happy about it. He said he hadn’t seen me so happy in years. So when I spoke to Mas, I explained how I had learned some critical things about moving forward. I had learned some critical boundary issues. I never took boundaries seriously, and joke about walking through walls and having the ability to step beyond so many things. This was clearly why I was alienated and misunderstood by so many. Obviously I never seemed to care about it.

What we’ve done is bring you full circle again, to where you have the greatest impact. Building sustainable solutions in your backyard has always been your passion and skill. But teaching about it and making it real for others is critical. You did this alone on your own in the woods of NJ, and then again alone with your children in Seminole Heights. Your home there is one of the most expensive in the neighborhood now. And again you are in the place to teach and lead these things for others to learn, follow, and grow from. It’s never been about your own, it’s always been teaching and inspiring others.  

I get it, and I know I’m always protected. It’s still very intimidating not to know what’s next, or what’s to come! 

What about the very clear powerful dream you had with TH, written here only a few days ago. It was the same place, and same power and focus you have known for years. Like your very first vision from your accident, where everything was so clear and easy to feel and express. You are here again, and it feels like the crazy child ready to push and create something so needed and powerful. Each step you take is building and evolving from the last.

I guess so.

What you shared the morning on the prayerline, was in the same vibration again. People are put into spaces, where they are able to flow the love and divinity of God. However, they make plans and have ambitions that are contrary and independent from this love of God. They are pulled by ego, greed, selfishness and get lost. . . Money, Power, and Personal Approval of others become the idles people get addicted to.

Several times this morning, you recognized how the caller had done the same thing as you. Believing or trusting in the word of others, and the interpretations that were common, and comfortable. Like you knew you had to get married and have children. It was very clear and obvious to you. But the PLAN and Purpose in God was so much more than just that. And this shift pulled you and them through so much more. 

I can’t seem to understand what I’m ever doing.

What you have done in giving everything to God, is more than you will ever know on Earth. You are pressed into places and do things that few can comprehend and these tasks and successes are so powerful to bring things forward for everyone here. You have always trusted and allowed this ambiguous unknowing to exist in the sidelines. You didn’t understand your connections, you didn’t understand your mothers guidance or your own connection to Mary or Jesus. 

And now you scribble on this keyboard and magically the correct words appear accurate and are spelled letter-perfect . . . This was your doing. You required this. You offered to step into this space for us, and then made the world shift to meet the needs you had to achieve these goals. This has happened over and over again in your experiences, exactly like you learned to walk through walls and do things that no one else could understand.

It is so weird. Like the JoyFM continues to speak and advertise how they always speak the words of Jesus that the listener needs to hear!

Again this is what you did when you arrived in Tampa Bay. You accepted this deep powerful spiritual vibration for yourself, and then required it. It then expanded and developed more clearly for others to join in. This has happened with so many things you have done. And it will continue so. You were sent here to create this vibration of change. And you are always wanting to complete it all by yourself and carry it through. You inspire others, and give away the tools and visions to bring more and more. Your patents and publications are done. Nothing more will result. Starting the waves and allowing others to serf is ideal. Someone must do this. Stop tying to own, benefit, or possess these things. Allow them to flow from you… let go and watch is wonder as the butterfly-effect shifts everything.

I get it! I found two more women offering the solutions Dawn and I created here for her health and growth.

We need you to trust that. You have all the powers, and symbols and awards all around you. You are never in need. You are never in pain. These things of Earth you have already stepped beyond. It’s not your concern to worry or fret with any of these issues. Stay in your power and truth, allow this experience of who you are to grow. Do only the now that feels best for you in this moment, let everyone copy you and experience whatever they need.

I get it. I’m fearless, and know I need to get back into my passions about the truth that I am . . .

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Mass, Gardens. . . SCHOOL. Learning growing sharing,

I had another wicked powerful dream. This time it was with TH at USF again.  I was awake and still active in my Dream, holding on and trying to carry it forward, when my alarm for the Prayerline went off. Oh, I knew I was home ready for the next day to start in Prayers.

I had been in conversation with Okin, who wants to submit a project to STARS. I have been trying to encourage him. Then he said he was going to the Navy, and immediately I felt I had failed him. So I started sharing a lot more and got into some old videos and found a bunch more. I even found the kids tiny home presentation, which I sent to Kcir who really liked it. And was even impressed with my ideas and plans which really complement his own in creating more Urban Agriculture (UA).

I realized it was UA that really inspired my dreams and experience with TH too. Of course, I know we can make all sorts happen. And to see this, I realize how much it excited me. It was really powerful and clear how much it really resonated deep within me. Then I sent the video to other investors who I thought would work with me. Again I see and realize how much power and focus comes through to me so quickly on this plain, direct and powerful in the now of Jesus Christ.

I know how things always happen so quickly for me. It’s always a place of power and focus, and I know I’m able to do things that no one else will understand or be able to address. I’ve been the name of change, and helped and make things move all of my life. . . Which is really beyond normal understanding and the knowledge and experience that most people expect.

The Five Remembrances of Buddha, awareness of impermanence: 1) I am growing old, 2) I will have ill health, 3) I will die, 4) all that I love changes, 5) my actions are my only belongings, the ground I stand on.

Sorry, this phrase above is dead and pointless to me, I already died, age, sickness and death are now meaningless. I’m fully in my experience and my awareness, and am already living deeply. I was listening to this mindfulness piece sent to me above. So many people are so lost away from these things. All that I love, is love; and it’s always changing in my actions and life, into the flow of each moment. Aligning in this moment to be true into the real truth of life that I see and experience each moment. And this truth and experience is where we are in power and truth, instead of fear and insecurity. It’s so easy to be in power and focused on the truth instead of all the deceptions and lies of this culture we live in. So I avoid the culture completly.

Yes I know it’s all about God’s Plan, now more than ever, people are angry and deep in disbelief complaining about everything. No one is deep into God Plans. Each morning on the Prayerline I’ve been helping people learn and grow in their Spirit and Love of God.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

This is amazing grace, this is failing life, that you will take my place, that you will take my cross. Jesus I sing for all you have done for me. . . Who brings our chaos back into order? Who rules the nations into eternal justice. . This is why We have created this space for you to grow into more things you are capable and familiar with. This is your place of power and focus. Know these things here will flow more with comfort and ease.

I finally using this iPad the way we designed it! Touching the screen as needed, moving and editing text almost randomly. It’s really remarkable to me how easy it is.

We have created this space for you to grow, and no one really experiences that understanding as you do. Thank you for being here with us for so long. Trusting, Being, Experiencing . . You laid down your life that we might be free . . . Thanks Rafè 

It is really remarkable to be typing words faster than I can think, and feeling Your Voice come through stronger . . . Yes everything coming through very clearly from the radio again now!

Red letters coming off the page . . . Everything you know sir, I can hear my savior calling me. It all started with hearts and the spirit moving insides of me, We have created this space for you to grow filled with your love and light to share more than you could ever imagine.

I got a job teaching John’s Course at USF!

And I got the 18 months of forbearance again.

It’s really so incredible Jesus. 

I can focus on John’s Class and make it my own in power and might!

Thank you so very much for bringing me into this position of Your Love. Stating the Truth and placing it all in front of me so easily and obvious. I mean I even got a escrow refund of over $900 . . . ? ! ?

We have created this space for you to grow

I really have to do everything myself again!

We have created this space for you to grow.

I’m so grateful Jesus. I need to drop-out into only my research and love in Jesus. Focused on my bike, swim, Mass, Gardens. . . SCHOOL. Learning growing sharing, living the dream as I know, and I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

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