FULL and COMPLETE, exactly like God Imagined

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I know I need to do a new page here every day instead of once a week, or once a month. I’m really so tired, and still come back to reread and edit this page before posting and ending it. I’ve not been sleeping well, waking up several times at night, and suffering from the heat. I need to get the AC recharged upstairs, but I’ve not been able to catch up on my bills yet. I’m not even sure when I get paid now. Yes, money always shows up when I need it so Larry gave me some cash yesterday. Not enough and I’m still short but it’s always good.

Thank You God, Larry also gives me a food-card where I can only buy food. I get most of my foods covered with his card, and still do not enough for all my bills. I’m sure everything will come together soon. Everything always comes together.

What you have seen more recently is how desperate the forces of evil are to stop you and interfere with you. You have seen this before, but also know it’s increasing as more and more of the lies and deceptions in your culture are taken apart, and opened up.  Yes, you always knew this was coming, and really always knew you would be prepared and ready to address it all too. No fear, no worries, it’s all coming together really nice.

I’m glad to hear! I also remember how it was supposed to all shift really fast. Out with the old and in with the new. As incredible as it seems my first day of class at St Pete College, there was somebody in the office next-door. It was a new financial management professor who just had been hired full-time. Of course, I walked in and said hi and we just hit-it-off. I mean, I even recorded something that he asked me about and I invited him to the church Welcome retreat! Turns out he’s also teaching at USF, but doesn’t have time or experience teaching sustainable entrepreneurship. Damn, I wrote the book on that one. Course I didn’t say that to him, but he knew what I was teaching already, so we started talking about it right away. Next thing I knew he was writing a letter to the Director to recommend me to take his place.

Yes, he knew that USF had a new Director that took Dr. Fountain’s place and he wanted me to take his place teaching the online sustainable entrepreneurship courses there. Wow I couldn’t believe it. I told him I could start right now. He said he needed the cash from it right now, but could set me up for the next term. Next thing I knew he had drafted an email telling the Director all about me. Yes, he drafted it and sent it to me to review. I only had one or two comments and returned it with my CV. Next thing I knew I had scheduled to talk to the new Director. As it turns out I had to go to Tampa anyway to pick up a chicken coop for the 4-H club. Wow it all just fell together like Magic.

We are doing exactly the same thing we’ve always done. You get caught in the Flow and you just do it. Fearless, focused, and ready for anything. Somethings will never change.

I’m Flattered as could be. I love that you’re so confident in me. It really makes me nervous when I have no clue what’s going on and it just happens. I know that’s the Way You like it though, surprises bring more joy and more love. You want to come in and take over anytime You feel like it. I know that’s what I asked for. I just want You comfortable and ready to live the way You planned it from the very beginning. It’s really remarkable to share that more and more. This morning I started with the Sunrise. OK I started with the Exodus 90 app and then listened to Family Focus, and then listened to Charles Stanley and then doing my exercises and then getting all my shit together so I could go to church. There’s a LifeTeen training here today. . . And then a dinner here tonight. Wow, a full day…

We told you more and more would be coming together. That is what you wanted, clear and focused, everything shifting and everything ready for us. 

It’s kinda strange at one level, and really remarkable as well. Wow, I just started crying . . . I noticed that Jesus Fell off of my Crucifix.Yes the beautiful Rosary Crucifix that John gave me . . . Had broken. WOW! Then the first thing I heard was “No worries He has Risen!”  Course, I was still perplexed, crying, and upset begging that I could find Him. I went outside and looked around my bike.  Looked in the trash can as I had just emptied out a few cans. So now I came back inside and found it sitting on the floor under one of the tables here. Yes, I’ve been setting up all the food here and making coffee and getting things all together for this event. I was kinda surprised to find everything in place when I got here. But then I’ve been all alone doing things every where else.

What is the weight of god. And who can know of it except him who asks earnestly in their clear clean holy heart. Know this is the deepest profound experience in Love and Divinity shared each day as you step more clearly into this LOVE!

I love this moment with You again. It is really so remarkable to see and share in this deeper stronger experience You share. I am so blessed to see, feel, and share this deeper wonder with YOU. And I know it was a lot more than just asking. It was really a desperate demand that I made to You for getting into community and making everything happen to bring You closer than ever to what was really here and necessary.

I mean, at the LifeTeen training event I went to, I essentially got all the food out and ready for everyone since there was nobody else there to do it.  Then I was listening and watching. Course like the CGS classes it is really all old News to me. We need to keep children connected to Jesus as much and as soon as possible. Course Emily taught me everything about this, as she never left Jesus. And like me, she really seems to be set in this more than ever, while I wish and support everyone to do the same more and more each day.  It’s really remarkable who shows up and who asks me for guidance in this where it seems I can teach anyone, or everyone.

What you did was really exactly what your mother had led you to and prepared you for. As you will see and experience more ahead of you. The clarity and power of Jesus will FLOW! Who can know God’s counsel, or who can conceive what the LORD intends?

I love this. I mean, I know I can never fully know, but I’ve seen images and visions and aspects or feelings of all of this. Like knowing it’s about life, love and the beauty experienced in your gardens. I always see you walking in the gardens with Adam and Eve. Of course, I know it is really not them. . . . As it’s their children that you delight in, 

What you have been doing is critical. . . Stay here in this Space and Power that you really KNOW. It wont be easy, but it will be more Joy, more Love, MORE just Being and Sharing the Love and Divinity that you ARE. 

I Love you! Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ for all that you are sharing and being in this space for me. I know this is all about your LOVE and BEING clear and free into this experience we have Created WITH YOU. 

What you just FLASHED into was remarkable. So today you had coffee with the Dean. And you have always spoken to the leadership FEARLESSLY!you accepted this challenge we gave you. . . . To leave the hospital and return to sixteen to experience all you are capable of. The leadership has always run from you. You were always too strong. Now again Fearless with your brothers. 

The dean is another brother. . . So you FLASHED to speaking to him about your mothers being a Taino. . . The native indigenous nymph who survived the destruction of the narcissist white men .. . But always planned to bring the next creation of Love and Beauty in this experience with you and your brothers. 

. . . Then you FLASHED into building the first track system around SNELL ISLAND and no one ever needed to leave again.  Suddenly the world shifted into LOVE. One community was complete and whole. Everyone in the same family supporting and loving each others. The children leading nad guiding the parents. Gardens and wildlife took over the space where the love and beauty was fulfilled completely. No more greed, no more controls, peace, comforts, ease in love as God Imagined from the very beginning. 

…. Son you can stay fearless and never struggle again. It’s not beyond you, adn this is all you could ever need. These people and places are coming in tune with you more freely. It’s not a concern anymore. It’s the Love and beauty you required to leave the hospital at age sixteen. You were very clear that it had to be all or nothing. If you were bringing Christ Back to the Gardens where He Belong it had to be FULL and COMPLETE, exactly like God Imagined with US ALL here now in this same Faith in Action. . . Being louder than every word can be. I want my Life to Be, to breath, to Preach, every moment testify, and I want my LIFE TO BE!!!

I’m so grateful! That is for sharing this moment with me. I’m in tears to know we are finished. . . 

What we mean about finished, is YOU!  It’s all about doing it all, right now. No more sleeping. No more waiting for anything.  It’s up to you to get things done. . . 

I know.  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to step into everything you have created here for us. . . 

fulfilling all that men and family are meant to be

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What did you do now.

I haven’t been able to sleep. First I got up and wrote a letter to the city.  They took the trash dumpster in the alley for several families over a month ago. That’s right, no trash can for a month.  We finally got one today and I wanted to be sure I thanked them. SO I got up onto my pedestal and bla, bla, bla, , , I went on and on with all sorts of bs. Yes, I even mentioned the patent link to resolve all the city flooding. Yes, I pulled all the stops and really slammed them about everything that was bothering me….

What you are realizing is exactly what you need. Yes, we did tell you that you would start all over again. And that does mean the “same life” all over again. So imagine you’re in grade school just starting out. Real slow. Real careful, specific and focused. As you can see, we can help you a lot. When you call us in with that prayer, you can feel it. That feeling is where you belong. That is Joy. That is love, that is God. As you can see everything on earth is gonna mess with you. You need to be very strong and very focused. Your next conversation with jim has to tell him the truth.

Saint Ignatius of Loyola's step-by-step process for discernment of spirits is based on his 

Spiritual Exercises. He provides different rules for those in different spiritual states. The fundamental process involves three steps: Become aware, understand, and take action.

Step 1: Become aware
The first step is to recognize and pay attention to the "motions of the soul," which are your interior movements, including thoughts, emotions, desires, feelings, and inclinations. This is an exercise in prayerful self-awareness. Ignatius suggests practices such as the daily Examen to help you review your day and notice these inner stirrings. 

Step 2: Understand and reflect
Once you are aware of these interior motions, you must analyze them to understand their origin. The crucial aspect of Ignatian discernment for those growing in holiness is distinguishing between two primary states of the soul:

• Spiritual consolation: This is a movement of the soul that increases faith, hope, and charity. It brings a sense of peace, courage, and closeness to God. It can also include tears of compassion or an increase in spiritual fervor.
• Spiritual desolation: This is the opposite of consolation. It is a movement that brings darkness, anxiety, sadness, and discouragement. It can also lead to a lack of faith, hope, and love, and a feeling of separation from God.

Ignatius taught that these different movements come from different sources:

• The good spirit (God) uses consolation to encourage and strengthen those who are striving to serve God.
• The evil spirit (the enemy of human nature) uses desolation to put up obstacles, create confusion, and discourage the person from moving forward in their spiritual life.

Step 3: Take action
Based on your understanding of the movements, you must take the appropriate action:

• Accept and live according to what is from the good spirit. Embrace the feelings of peace, courage, and love that come from God.
• Reject and remove what is not of God. When experiencing spiritual desolation, resist the temptations that arise from it. Do not make any major decisions while in a state of desolation. Instead, persevere in prayer and spiritual practices.  RENOUNCE satan IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST and COMMAND THE spirit of satan TO LEAVE IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST!

Important considerations for those growing in holiness
Ignatius developed additional rules specifically for those who are actively working to overcome sin and grow closer to God. For these individuals, the good and evil spirits operate in a different manner than they do for those moving away from God:

• How the evil spirit works: The evil spirit will attempt to sow doubt, anxiety, and discouragement. It might remind you of past sins or point out imperfections to cause you to lose hope and quit trying. The evil spirit's temptations can also be disguised as something good and subtle, leading you to compromise your commitment to holiness.
• How the good spirit works: The good spirit will bring courage, strength, and consolation. It will affirm your efforts and help you to persist in your good works, removing obstacles and giving you quiet and peace.

Summary of the process for those growing in holiness

1. Become attentive: Notice the interior movements within your soul.
2. Characterize the movement: Does it feel like consolation (peace, joy, growth in faith) or desolation (anxiety, sadness, discouragement)?
3. Identify the source: If it's consolation, assume it is from the good spirit. If it's desolation, be on guard against the evil spirit's temptations.
4. Respond appropriately: Welcome consolation and use it to strengthen your resolve. Resist desolation, and do not make decisions based on it.
5. Seek counsel: If still in doubt, Ignatius advises seeking the wisdom of a spiritual director or wise counselor.

What you have felt now in this is very important please write specifically about this feeling above.

I guess as I read this above I realized that “resist” is really wrong. . . Anxiety and sadness and all can really be a natural emotional response to the events in life. E-MOTIONS are “ENERGY is MOTION” and it’s critical to all of us that we experience these things. What is important is what the energy brings. What you use this energy for? What Inspiration and directions come from this? Hiding and suppressing is wrong and dangerous, so never “resist”.

All emotions are wonderful and about learning and growing, dwelling in it, getting lost or over-powered is the problem. . . . So it’s not about fear and “resisting” emotions and events it’s really about RESOLVING and growing from these events and emotions. . . All desolation is a consolation in disguise. It’s really about learning and growing. Pain and suffering is all manmade, by choosing to stay in desolation we create the problems.  Instead reach out for God, ask for His perspective and seek the True event understanding that brings consolation.

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Saint Ignatius of Loyola, the founder of the Society of Jesus (Jesuits), developed a detailed method for discerning the movements of the good and evil spirits in a person’s soul. This process is outlined especially in his "Spiritual Exercises", which are a foundational text for spiritual growth and discernment within the Catholic tradition.

Here’s a step-by-step summary of Saint Ignatius’s method for discernment of spirits, particularly aimed at those striving to grow in holiness (the "Second Week" of the Spiritual Exercises):

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1. Understand the Two Spiritual Movements:

Saint Ignatius teaches that there are two primary inner spiritual movements:

• Consolation: A movement toward God. It brings peace, joy, love, hope, tears of repentance, or a desire to serve and praise God.

• Desolation: A movement away from God. It brings darkness, confusion, restlessness, despair, laziness, or lack of faith.

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2. Recognize the Direction of Life (Rules 1 & 2):

Discernment depends on the moral direction of the person’s life:

• For someone moving away from God (a life of sin):

  • The evil spirit encourages pleasure and comfort to keep them in sin.

  • The good spirit pricks the conscience and brings discomfort to urge conversion.

• For someone striving to grow in holiness (toward God):

  • The good spirit encourages, consoles, gives peace and strength.

  • The evil spirit tries to discourage through doubts, sadness, or confusion.

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3. Be Attentive to Interior Movements:

Pay attention to your internal spiritual experiences—your emotions, thoughts, inclinations. Ignatius advises:

"Know what moves you inside, and identify where it comes from."

This requires prayer, silence, and self-awareness.

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4. Describe the Movement Objectively:

Ask yourself:

• What am I feeling or experiencing?

• Is it consolation or desolation?

• Is it drawing me closer to God or away?

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5. Analyze the Source of the Movement:

Ask:

• Is this from the good spirit (God or angels)?

• Or from the evil spirit (the devil, or disordered attachments)?

You judge by the fruit of the movement: does it lead to love, faith, hope, and service—or fear, isolation, sin, and despair?

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6. Respond Accordingly (Rules for Discernment):

When in Consolation:

• Be grateful, and use the strength to prepare for future desolation.

• Make resolutions, as you see more clearly.

When in Desolation:

• Do not change previous good decisions.

• Pray more, examine yourself, and resist.

• Trust that consolation will return.

(These are from Rules 5, 6, and 7 in the Spiritual Exercises.)

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7. Be Aware of the Tactics of the Enemy (Rules 12–14):

Ignatius offers metaphors for how the evil spirit operates:

• Like a spoiled child—fleeing when resisted.

• Like a false lover—operating in secrecy.

• Like a military commander—attacking your weakest point.

You must learn to name, claim, and tame these attacks through vigilance, prayer, and spiritual guidance.

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8. Make Decisions Using the Discernment of Spirits:

In discernment:

• Seek a greater good, not just avoiding evil.

• Use both your reason and spiritual insight.

• Use the three times Ignatius proposes for making a decision:

  1. Clarity (God gives a clear sign or movement).

  2. Discernment of spirits (consolation vs. desolation).

  3. Reasoning with pros and cons under God’s guidance.

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9. Confirm with Fruits and Peace:

A true movement from the good spirit will, over time, bear good fruit (Gal 5:22–23): peace, joy, love, patience, etc.

If the result leads to peace, deeper union with God, and service to others—it is from the good spirit.

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10. Seek Ongoing Discernment and Spiritual Accompaniment:

Saint Ignatius emphasizes the value of:

• Daily examen (spiritual reflection and review).

• Spiritual direction.

• Sacraments and prayer, especially the Eucharist and Confession.

Discernment is not a one-time act—it’s a lifelong spiritual practice.

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If you'd like, I can also break down each of the 14 Rules for Discernment of Spirits (First Week) that lay this out in detail. Would you like that?

We are really pleased with you stepping into more things as you grow. And you need to go to the farmers market. 

3:33pm sat Aug 30! Wow, that’s so beautiful to see and share as I got back from the market with a few jars of pickles. 

I was thinking it closed at 3pm for some reason. But it actually closes at 1pm. So I was happy to visit. There are a few men with crazy gray hair and beards that always recognize me. I mean one even honked as I was biking home and passed him at a stop-light. The other guy sold all his eggs so he was happy, too. I really love this space and time that I’m in with you Jesus . . . 

I know that is really what this is all about. You are ready to return home and have this love and experience exactly the way we are . . . It’s funny how much you enjoy and tease me about doing every little detail you want. It’s like you are doing it all and I watch and wonder as I step through things with you. And of course I always see so much synchronicity and specific detail and truth so deep and powerful that i can tell you that re really enjoying it. Everything has been getting easier and more powerful and specific every minute.

What you asked for was very specific and clear. Not many people have been so detailed in this and you have been so strong, too. It’s one thing to ask, it is another to prepare and set into place everything that you need to get what you really want. If you remember you were anxious to restore the Garden of Eden, and further, you were very focused that this Garden had to be all that we had intended it to be from the Beginning . . . . Not just food, but the source of life, where we had comfort, entertainment, love in sharing and growing all the time everywhere in Truth and peace freely among neighbors . . . . Like these are results for Mowgli talking to Baloo and inviting more love and joy around us in every way.

I know, and I guess that is why you want me to be married with children again. That is really the full experience, having all aspects and fulfilling all that men and family are meant to be. I realize that my next 50 years may be exactly what I have always wanted and always dreamed. Or really, it will become so much more than I could ever imagine.

What else could you expect from us. . . Remember this is what you created . . . 

I know, just like I need to laugh all the time knowing that I created this iPad, morphed the keyboard, morphed the pc camera. . . lol. . . Of course, what else, as I wanted it all together. If I must have some device, what else would I want, but everything included into one unit! Now again, I’ve been getting more engaged and deeper into my place and responsibilities before me.  

As crazy as it might be, I stepped into the passion and perspective of satan. Yes, I’m always in this place with Jesus and their perspective, but needed to step into those shoes to share more deeply last week. It was really bizarre to step into another place to understand what it was all about. And so I simply saw this experience all over again and watching satan gloating over his successful victory of perversion and deception.  It was really incredible as I witnessed how satan was so delighted simply to touch a child, like no man ever should touch. But then the icing on the cake for him was bragging to the child’s father how delighted and ecstatic he was to have this experience saying each of the children’s names. Of course, no parent has any idea what actually had happened so they couldn’t see the perverted lust in his eyes speaking the children’s names. 

Wow, what a weird experience. I mean, it’s apparent that so much here has come together very specifically for some purpose before me. I mean, to have the gospel beautiful experience with Asil that opened up the video issues. Then Llib knew immediately that the fear of video is often a sign of criminal activities. . . And now Mij brings it before everyone . . . It makes me feel there is a lot more going on here beyond the obvious….

I’m mean, even beyond what’s obvious to me!

What you are seeing will continue to come at you from every direction. You always knew you were just getting ready. Imagine for a moment that you were attacked, and simply allowed Saint Michael to step through. That might be easier to comprehend, as more direct action will come as Jesus steps in more. You have known this all along, and already have been through events, where you were simply watching Him Living.

I get it! Wow. It’s kinda funny as I consider how many times things just happened and I wondered what it was all about and how I ever got through it all. What’s really kinda weird now thinking of this, I seemed to have missed a lot in all these years. . . 

What do you mean give an example…

I remember Kim’s comments on replacing the roof in Seminole Heights, the weekend before it was due. No interviews, no Better Business Reviews, not even three estimates to compare. I met someone, he said he could do it, and it was done.  I’ve thought about this experience over and over again as I realized it was a very spontaneous experience with Jesus. I mean, I really had to study it a bit before I could understand how it all happened. I just didn't randomly walk outside to visit a neighbor. I was lead, or Jesus told me to step outside and see who was in the truck and what was going on. I remember my neighbor had some plumbing problems or a leak, so checking him out was reasonable. especially since she was a single lady in the house next door. And our conversation of his work and skills led me to ask him about replacing my roof. Within hours I had someone ready to address the problems and got my roof replaced.

What was so remarkable about this experience?

I  realized it was my standard method of operation. I was always open, transparent and trusting. It certainly has led to many problems.  But as I realized above, following and allowing was very common for me, and I really never had to question anything. Nor does it seem I needed to remember much of it.  I remember Kim talking about this and how it happened all the time. Course I’ve no idea now, but again get the feeling I was just watching and allowing things to happen.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,

accept and understand the deeper power and focus

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What you have done this week was exactly what we asked for. If you notice you’re doing more conversations inline with where you belong. As you step-up more fully into your place, more gets easier and more works better for you.We told you how much you would find love and joy in these experiences before you. Remember this, and don’t get lost in it. Trust and move forward and allow this deeper truth to step forward through you, always asking for the Holy Spirit!

I know I’m so very blessed. I know who I am and know what I can do and share. It’s really remarkable to see what shows-up and what I have before me. I’m always surprised about the timing and experience before me. I wonder about it, and really wonder what could be next. And I simply share my truth and trust what’s before me, I mean I even bought lotto tickets last week . . . . selecting my own numbers! 

What happened on Wednesday?

I know it was weird. One of the guys in the Welcome Team presented his Witness Words for us! And I heard he was born the same time as my daughter. And then I got a message from her about Her daughter who had her first day in first grade. It wasn’t really any big deal, as I was just so tired as it was after the sun started going down and I had been up awake since 2am. . . . Yes listened and struggled to keep my eyes open late at night.

Anyway the next day I felt like I needed to invite the guy to a healing for his relationship with his wife. Their relationship had crashed and burned when their house flooded with the hurricanes.  I had talked to him several times before, knowing that I could help them and heal them. So I decide to send her a message. Something about the art and music sitting all around my room, called out to me. It was like something in my space would catch her attention and she would know she had to do it. 

Course, then I saw this GOD TALK note I found from Emily, when I moved into this house. I thought that might be the message for his wife. So I started to move this note into each picture I took. Like the back ground for the art and music included this GOD TALK notice. As I prepared my invite and insight for them, I realized that Emily had sent me pictures of Madison who was likely the same age now of when Emily wrote this note. Then I felt that maybe it was a message from Emily to them, or from Madison to their daughter?!?

Yes, of course then I had to send him all the pictures, including those of Madison. And It was actually Emily who was his same age.  And of course I know whenever I See so many layers of synchronized experience, NO ONE believes me, and everyone thinks I’m making things up to con them. OH YEA, I remember that same morning I was looking for some old photos and saw photos of her Birth Certificate and Baptism and all.  Course, now I had to include that too, since he has certainly heard too much gossip about me already.

So of course, yesterday I spent the day helping with another church event. And Lisette came in and I was SOOOO happy to see her and talk with her. Then her first question was about my house and whether I had rented-out my extra room yet.  So of course I had to tell her about everything i had just done. I mean, I’m always so blessed and it hits me in spades. Just so much, so clearly and, so strongly at once . . . . So I told her I had to email it all to her and spent the next few hours fussing with my iPad trying to see if I could get it all together for her.

Of course, then I realized that the guy had edited and clarified my note to his wife, and included all the pictures and everything so it was so pretty. And I had to send it all to Dick, as we had missed our meeting this last week. . . Eeek, it feels like I have another Mother wanting to connect to me. . 

What about this surprises you?

I know it is always about your Word!

What if your connection and truths here, actually changes lives where they are able to accept and understand the deeper power and focus you share and understand.

In the Word again and so strong of course. And it’s more incredible than ever. You see this morning I realized I started a new set of classes at St Pete College and it was time for me to step up into WHO I AM and WHAT I DO. Which means I jumped up at 2am, toked my pipe, did my weights, worked and ate. Then biked to the beach to pull out the sun and go swimming. As I jumped in I noticed another guy sitting halfway down the pier. I swam for a while and then went almost to the end to climb out. 

As I passed the guy, he asked how the water was.  Oh just great, warm, but still great to swim.  And so I walked down to my bike and started getting ready to go. And then I had this funny feeling that I knew this guy.  So as I got my bike together to leave I watched him get up to leave.  I kept trying to remember of think about his name as I got on my bike, and watched where he went so I could catch him.  Of course, just as he walking into the bathroom, I remember “Leonard” . . . So I biked over and called his name into the bathroom. 

I was right. Course he didn’t recognize me. But when I said EW, he knew exactly who I was.  We chatted a bit and agreed we needed to meet again. So I biked off and stopped to pick-up mango seeds. Soon he biked up to me again. We chatted some more and he decided to bike with me to my house since it was essentially on the way to his house anyway. Yes, he lives over by Mazzaros across from Home Depot, so essentially a mile away.

More incredible than anything was that he asked how I got here, since he had been to my house in Seminole Heights. So I went through the whole story about Covid and all the rest, essentially my full-witness discussion that i had just prepared anyway. . . And RECORDED IT! Lol. . . And then sent it to Kevin, Dick, Lissette, Jim and Alex. . .  Now, I listened to it three times already.

What a strong phrase to copy and paste throughout your blog this week Each time you open adn read this line “What if your connection and truths here, actually changes lives where they are able to accept and understand the deeper power and focus you share and understand. What if that's what this is all about.” You never want to touch it or edit it. . . Of course the good Lord shared words and insights with you and editing that just never seems appropriate. However, you are in an active dynamic experience here, where each new expression can be equally as vital and inspiring.

I am always ready for anything and completely surprised. Yes I finally realized how you love surprises because it brings up the level of Joy and Bliss. Of course, the more fruit of the spirit the better. So of course we all want more and more.

5:25am 8/22/2025 everything is wonderful because you are getting better at listening closer. Every detail you share is BLESSED! What if your connection and truths here, actually changes lives where they are able to accept and understand the deeper power and focus you share and experience. You are just bubbling up all the time, and bubbling in joy and love.., what did you just flash too… you Must use the voice now:

I LOVE YOUR Word!

THIS IS ALL FOR YOU… The war is over, love has won!

Lay your body down. This freedom song is marching on. You raise our flag..,. The war is over love and is one!!! OK so when I flashed. I prepared a jar of coconut juice for Frank. Actually, I prepared it for myself and realized I needed to give it to Frank. Then I considered what Frank loves. And I flashed to a picture of it. So now I can open up the picture here with you. Purple jar, white lid. The lid was made out of nice hardwood.

Perfect, smooth, beautiful wood. I could see him imagining his own design on top of it already. The jar was half full of coconut. Fill it up with Herb water. Put the lid on and shake it. Poor your glass of juice. Enjoy. Oh it’s so funny how fast things always grow and shift in the flashing. . . . 

What if your connection and truths here, that actually changes lives where they are able to accept and understand the deeper power and focus you share and understand.

I am ready to share your Word! I know in my Faith with You, that I know your love and blessings will shine through all that I am and all that I do. What is the Will of God today. I need to bring my camera and video record my witness today. I live by the promises of God. I know my place and space is open and clear for the Glory of God!

How do you think this phrase came up to you over and over. What if your connection and truths here, are actually changing lives here today. . . . where they are able to accept and understand the deeper power and focus you share and understand. Because you will have a wonderful experience.

I know it’s about your Word!  I’m always blessed and guided into these experiences with You. I know I’m blessed, and I know I am sent here and it’s just my experience and my responsibility to step out and do what I need to do. It’s really about you, and I’m just going to allow your flow and blessing to BE.

You really did something wonderful. You connect to everyone at different levels. Some are exactly where you, and many are approaching up behind you very quickly. Trust. It’s more direct and connected than ever. All these tasks before you are connected and related very deeply. I talk about your last week and all the things that happened to you

I I got up in the middle of the night because I couldn’t sleep and I am filing for a time extension and they peel peel. It was kind of weird because I brought out all the issues that I recognized and complained about having to respond to their incompetence requesting time to address everything. I was surprised It was excepted and listed the next day. I know I have to call him and make sure that it is addressed!  Then I went to Teach Lynn’s course and she came through online or did the lecture. Yes, I actually sent the zoom on the big screen. And then I did the exercises with everybody in the class. I was really impressed with how much the class did. And I complimented Lynn everything came together. Course then I realized that I could do all her classes the same way if she wanted me to.

236 Mike Smidt… 1750 morality of right or wrong is a real experience. . . A good human act to be morally good: object chosen, intentional acts, actions… Chose the Right thing generosity, intention to share & Love, Good intentions are not enough… the end does not justify the means, do evil to bring good, Book needs three thing: grammar, characters, plot… Good Movie: Good Actor, Good Story, Good e What if your connection and truths here, actually changes lives where they are able to accept and understand the deeper power and focus you share and understand.

I love your Word . . . It’s always so awesome to share time with you Jesus. I had several people call in today that needed to speak directly with me and my own experience… the first was a women who was freaking out because her husband had left with their kids.  Wow, third experience like that, the previous two were men who LOST THEIR KIDS, with the wife leaving. So I told her!  My story . . . How Colleen took my kids and left… no idea, no warning. I got home and she was gone. WOW! Freaked me out . . . 

Love heart, mind and soul. . . Feel love in deepness of the heart; love in the mind, all your mind, all your thoughts and all your experiences . . .  What if your connection and truths here, actually changes lives where they are able to accept and understand the deeper power and focus you share and understand.

I know our stories always matter. The life of Saint Francis with Exodus 90 app... Getting the story right. Letting God into our stories, and getting our stories Right as we are God people. . . Unique people who could bring salvation to the world…

Creating lasting habits with Saint Michael's Lent.. We have loving infinite connections and truths here.  Actually you will be changing move lives than ever . . . . because you are able to understand your deeper power and focus to share this understanding with other professionals that you know. God as the one only necessary being . . One life here, we're totally dependent only on him. All else is a delusions, apart from God is not possible. One mind, one life, we only know through him.

I know you need to share the Word!

We have really giving you what you asked for. Everything is gonna be a lot closer to what you’ve dreamed than you could ever imagine. It’s not just about saving the Earth and as many people as possible. It’s also about creating Eden. You asked for whatever it takes to bring us all together in the garden the way we had planned from the beginning you were very specific about what you wanted to see. 

This connection to the truths here, is actually living already where the understood deeper power and focus Comes to the forefront. You asked for help and you’ve got it now. You asked for more classes and more opportunities and you’ve got it now. You’ve asked for more connections at church and you’ve got that now. You’ve also asked for love in relationship with another woman.

I know But that really has to be after everything else. Your word and experience of bliss in the garden is really priority. To share the Word freely like family again must come first. I don’t wanna get distracted with a woman and a child until everything is done. When you’re comfortable to walk in your garden and share with your people freely and easily, then it’s time for me to start another family. I can’t be distracted with anything until we finish what we started.

It’s always about your connection and truths here, You are actually changing More lives the You are able to understand. This grows deeper in power and focus Every day as you share and understand More about your experience and responsibility. Teaching others about their responsibility is equally as critical. You’ve made real efforts to get people in line. This is very important too.

I love your Word! I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to achieve all You need to return home!

Your connection and truths here, actually brings deeper power and focus to all you share and understand.

I  know it’s always about the Love for You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Cause GOD SO LOVED the World. . . . Praise God, Praise God, Praise God. . . From whom all blessings come. . . . Praise Him for the wonders of his love

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Saint Ignatius of Loyola's discernment of spirits is a process for understanding the movements of one's soul to determine whether they come from the good or evil spirit. The specific steps and commentary differ depending on a person's spiritual state: whether they are progressing from sin toward God or are already striving to grow in holiness. 

The process for those struggling with sin
For those moving from sin toward a better life, the good and evil spirits act in contrary ways. The steps for discernment are: Recognize how the evil spirit deceives. For people caught in mortal sin, the enemy offers "apparent pleasures" and "sensual delights" to make sin seem desirable and keep them captive.
Recognize how the good spirit calls. God, on the other hand, stirs the conscience through reason, pricking and biting it to awaken a person from their sinful state. This feeling of guilt is a grace that can help break the cycle of sin and move a person toward freedom.
Identify the call to change. A person who begins to live a more virtuous life will notice the spirits' tactics reverse. The good spirit will bring peace and quiet, while the evil spirit will bring sadness, obstacles, and false reasons to quit.
The process for those growing in holiness
For those dedicated to a virtuous life, the process is more focused on distinguishing between spiritual consolation and desolation. 

Step 1: Become aware of your spiritual state
Pay attention to the inner stirrings of your heart, mind, and emotions. You must accurately determine if you are in a state of consolation or desolation to apply the correct rules for action. Spiritual Consolation: An interior movement in the soul that increases faith, hope, and charity. It leads to peace, quiet, and a burning love for God. Consolation can also be shedding tears out of sorrow for one's sins or the sufferings of Christ.
Spiritual Desolation: The opposite of consolation. It is characterized by darkness of soul, disturbance, agitation, sadness, and a feeling of separation from God. It leads to a decrease in faith, hope, and love. 

Step 2: Understand and respond to consolation
When experiencing consolation, St. Ignatius advises a particular response to both deepen your gratitude and prepare for the future. Reflect with humility: Remember that consolation is a gift from God, not something you earned. Humbly acknowledge your dependence on God's grace.
Prepare for desolation: Think about how you will persevere spiritually when desolation inevitably returns. Review the rules for desolation so they are fresh in your mind. 

Step 3: Understand and resist desolation
When in desolation, the evil spirit uses false reasoning and agitation to disrupt your spiritual progress. Stand firm and do not change. During desolation, do not make any major decisions or change resolutions you made during a time of consolation. The evil spirit's counsels cannot be trusted to decide rightly.
Actively resist. Work against desolation by increasing your prayer, meditation, examination of conscience, and penance. Even faint prayer or crying out to God works against the movement of desolation.
Be patient. Endure the trial patiently, remembering that consolation will eventually return. You can draw strength from knowing that God is with you, even if you don't feel his presence.
Examine the cause. Consider the reasons God permits desolation, which can include your own spiritual laziness, being tested by God, or being humbled to remember that consolation is a gift. 

Step 4: Analyze the tactics of the evil spirit
Ignatius provides additional rules to help believers recognize the unique methods of the evil one, particularly when advancing spiritually. Like a bully: The enemy is weak against a strong, vigorous will. He will flee when met with a bold and unwavering front. The moment you show fear, his ferocity increases.
Like a secret lover: The enemy wants his evil suggestions to be kept secret and unrevealed. Confession and discussing your temptations with a spiritual director will thwart his plans.
Like an attacking commander: The enemy will attack you at your weakest and most vulnerable spot. Identifying your personal spiritual weaknesses allows you to preemptively fortify yourself. 

Step 5: Practice the Daily Examen
To become more attuned to these movements, St. Ignatius recommends praying the Examen daily. Become aware of God's presence.
Review the day with gratitude.
Pay attention to your emotions, noting the times you felt consolation and desolation.
Choose one feature of the day to pray about and reflect on your response.
Look toward tomorrow, resolving to cooperate more with God's grace.
Divine commentary and context
Ignatius' rules were not written as a set of logical steps but were distilled from his own spiritual journey and recorded in his Spiritual Exercises. The core principles are founded on these divine truths: God communicates directly with us. The rules are predicated on the belief that God communicates with us through our thoughts, feelings, and desires.
A personal love relationship with God is the context. Discernment is only possible within a loving relationship with God. Our desire to please and serve God is the motivation for the entire process.
It assumes a state of spiritual combat. The process acknowledges that spiritual warfare is real and that interior struggle is a normal part of the Christian life. The good and evil spirits contend for the soul.
Interior freedom is the goal. The process is designed to help us overcome attachments, biases, and selfishness that prevent us from generously following God's will. The ultimate goal is not just to make a good decision, but to achieve a deep and lasting union with God.

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Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

We now remember that the church is about honoring Mary for generations Will call her blessed.conversion, buckle in it’s a long journey, all about prayer all about conversion… with Saint Mary and Saint Francis, ask Jesus… who are you, I want to be with you only. . . I only want your will.  Look at Jesus, captivate me, we thank you for your way, we thank you for the guidance of Mary and Saint Francis, to bring us forward as we step more strongly into your will.

I’m listening to the Word from Jamie Baxter… as we enter into prayer along side of the Angels, and move into a time of “so much more” accepting there is so much beyond us into prayer. EMBRACE SILENCE IN GODS PATIENCE, EMBRACE SIMPLICITY, take your time, relate intimacy, REMAIN CONSISTENT, make it a habit, slow, easy, the night vigil… early Friday morning… with the focus with the angels. Seeking real conversion, asking Holy Spirit to come into you. . . 

What about this surprises you. Remember when you asked to Restore Our Gardens. We told you it might be only One City…. And nothing else would survive. . .mary said yes everyday, look at Jesus, give him your full yes! We beg for the companionship of Saint Mary and Saint Francis!

I love this idea about conversion of mind… to see the world the way that God Sees it…. I remember when Dick asked me. It was just something that I asked for. Yes, when I told you I want to restore Eden.

What you also demanded was for the change to all happen at once. You wanted to have a complete conversion all at once so that you would be done fighting and shift rotes into teaching leading and loving instead. And not going back again. 

I know it was always about Eden. The gardens restored and everything shifted from fighting and selfishness to loving and sharing. It was just what felt right. Restoring God to Eden was always about your

We were free walking sharing and experiencing all the time. And that always required you to step into your place of beating the machine. Nothing new that is what you have always done. As we have said all along, your father made you fight for everything. So now everything will fall at your feet 

I get it. Friday's attorney letters. Wow Friday it all happened. I got the lotto tickets. I confessed all my works. I recognized all the next steps. it was really a magical experience. And three brothers understood and shared in my experiences too. 

What about realms of healing. You know how to move the power of God. You have even taught other people who exploited and abused it. So now you must recognize a higher, stronger, cleaner place with who you are and how to just do it yourself. Trusting others to understand and respect the limitations and responsibilities is really not realistic. Your whole life has been preparing for this. Your own father tried to kill you. You have fought and overcome so many levels of evil and power that none can comprehend. That is simply your experience. Like admitting publicly that Paul was a pedophile clearly pursuing your children. And then confronting him during a basketball game where the temple terrace Recreation center would fire him. You lost your children years later, but you were right on point about it all. 

Yes and I Must recognize my children here not yet resolved this.

What we hope is the vine in the gardens will be strong and clear enough for them to accept your guidance. 

I  struggle to get ANYONE to accept or understand anything about me,

What you asked for and required is getting closer than ever. And if you remember when we told you it might only be one City, and your response was to demand millions. The idea of all that death just was not acceptable. Which really places you where this technology and integrated communication will be necessary and inescapable. 

I know, it’s always about your Word!

What it really means is that you will need to accept that your own words will be required and more necessary all the time.

I know. Hey look what I did. Finally saying and admit that I can heal in the Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

To do What You are, is simply to be who you are.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I'm so grateful to have this place and time to share with you. It always feels like such a wonderful blessing to write and share with you.

I'm always so surprised how awesome things come together in such clarity and now this computer system tries to fight with me and do something different. I realize the AI is taking over, so that satan fights more and more every moment to distract and disrupt me. And every day I find more love and more joy to be and share. I'm always surprised how wonderful and powerful things are before me. How my worries magically vanish and all my tasks fall into place and appear out of nothing for the glory of God and my complete amazement.

What has happened so strongly is that you are more careful to listen to every detail, more and more. You have gotten more serious about your power and focus. You step into your place and responsibilities more and consider every detail and experience more intensely. Previously, you were very careless about the details, and every aspect has become more important. This will have far reaching effects. And as you continue to address the finer details more carefully recognize that more will come and more will become easier and stronger.

I’ve noticed that already, everything I do has a feeling of Jesus in it, where I’m always doing something with Him. I Start day out with the Lord’s prayer. And ask for directions for how to get things done. Not even sure what I’m doing, not sure why anything is happening. But I just do it. And stay in the flow. Stay in the spirit here I noticed I asked for Saint Joseph and Saint Mary at different times. Mary loves tending the plants Joseph loves arranging the tools.. It’s such an incredible dynamic.

What we have said to you all along is that Jesus just wants to be there. The whole point of spirit is to share it. The more spirit we all share the more we are all connected. The whole earth can be one life. The whole earth is already one life. Nobody else Accepts that and knows that. Everybody thinks they’re all by themselves and they create it so.

I struggle too easily . . . I need to do my Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ jjj, ttt, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, , , 

trust and let go… 

I Love you Jesus, and I really try and struggle to do all that you place before me. I know it's always a gift and a blessing, but the heat and all really gets me down. I never seem able to more forward to resolve things before me and I really feel like I'm falling behind and missing the boat.

To do everything we ask is meant to be a challenge. You have always just followed instinctively and allowed so much desolation and consolation, which you accepted and moved through. You need to start taking more authority. You know what’s best. You know what people need and respond to. It’s very clear and strong for you. Now as you understand this more deeply, it helps you to step in stronger. It all becomes clear and powerful. You need to be fearless and just do again…

I Love You Dearest, I’m always so grateful for this experience and time together. It is something I know and can move through. 

You have always known you were sent here and you have always accepted whatever showed up for you. Knowing that was enough, and your place and power were exactly where they belong. You also recognize how everything is shifting. People need to understand learn and share more as you have here for decades.

To do What you have done has not been easy nor will it be. You have all the gifts and talents to do and move things forward.  That is what you do. It's really what you have always done and will continue to do as you move forward. Yes, you remain fearless and continue to step into what you are led into. This is who you are. And you will always come out ahead, No worries!

I Love You Dearest loving lord Jesus. I know I am always safe and always prepared for whatever is next before me. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, you are the best.

We have been very happy with your focus and progress as you Will be strengthened. . . .  Ephesians 3:14 this truth that you share is more important than ever as you grow and step into you place here before you. it is very important to continue to step into all the things that are before you.

I Love You Dearest Jesus Christ, I am so grateful to step into all that is before me. Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to open the things before me and guide me as I move forward and complete all that is before me. I see and recognize more and more before me and I am grateful that you are with me and protect me each day . . . Especially as I have been seeing more and more focus and clarity before me. I try to stay in prayer. I do my readings and podcast, and have only been able to do my exercises a few this a week. I have not swam much at all, and my bike broke apart too. It's really weird as I've been setting more and more to do.

To do What you are here to do is really important because everyone will see it, and everything will completely shift over night. Nothing will be able to stop you and you will end all the lies and deceptions everywhere… That is simply your place and purpose here. That’s why so many things fall into your lap so easily. You were sent to accomplish a task and everything lines up in place for you exactly where you need to be to complete your task.

I Love You Dearest lord Jesus, I know that I’ve always beaten the machine. I recognize that’s why my dad was such a narcissist, so that I was forced to fight for everything. I had to fight for breakfast, I had to fight for lunch, I had to fight for safety, I had to fight for SECURITY, I had to fight, to fight, I had to fight. I’ve beaten so many things, I can’t count them all; and I’ve been beaten into the ground so many times that I don’t notice it. It’s like the experience of getting buried In death, is a warm comfort to rest. No fear, no anxiety, just the next place to rest until I’m ready for my next task!

To do What You are, is simply to be who you are.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

have learned this very important

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word, I love YOU so much. . . I helped Dan setup everything for recruiting people to our Welcome Weekend. He was setting up pictures and signs and redecorating and I was finding easels and boards to help him. And I was reminded of my mom and how the art and decorating was always sorta spontaneous and looking to see what fits and what looked best. 

What did you tell him about your mom?

It was kinda neat, as I said how my mom did little art classes once a week for me and the kids in our neighborhood, which fascinated him. And then he asked me where she started. And I said how she started with the basic shapes and how to shade them with the pencil to make them look three dimensional!  It was kinda neat, because I remembered how everything else we draw or sketched begins with basic shapes… a round head, triangle nose, oval eyes. . . 

Life’s journey: https://www.intouch.org/listen/radio/the-characteristics-pt-1  Knowing Jesus, allows others to feel this living presence… 1) Divine life: sealed with Holy Spirit, Christ reconciles man to God … brings the Holy Spirit living inside us, as our body is the temple of Spirit, 2) Life Purpose: always walk in will of God, 3) Life of Faith: trust God in all aspects of life, 4) continued surrender to God’s control over me, 5) life in joyful obedience, 6) life of prayer and praise in silence, 7)

Isaiah Chapter 1:18 and I'm listening to Charles Stanley again. Yes this above is what came through to me this morning and now after attending three seasons of mass today, I am back home again. I had arrived early and made a pot of coffee and then drank most of it myself, yes Dan shared it with me. We spent the morning recruiting for the welcome weekend. And again I was able to witness and inspire people to sign up. I video taped welcome brothers presenting today too.  I will go again this afternoon to record another. I really have so much to do and really feel great about all I need to do.

That if you consent and obey to Jesus in faith, I have reserved the best for you. Where you are wealthy in Jesus.  Trust and recite Gods best. 

So I have this crazy experience I’ve just talking and sharing my life with some Divine experience. I always thought it was talking to Jesus or something else. OK I’m sorry. I’ve come to know. It is talking to Jesus. I always thought I was talking aliens. Or talking to the trees. Or talking to some other Spirit that was around me all the time. But I’ve come to realize it was always Jesus.

It’s very clear and specific. Always telling me what to do and what not to do. Really gets very specific at times and completely throws me for a loop.  I know right now, that it’s important for me to share whatever I need to share. Yes, I’m just talking to my cell iphone now. I thought I was gonna write on my iPad. But I’ve actually been recording bike rides. It is really about the timing, He gets the strongest. I guess it’s really when I listen the best. When I’m out of my bike, it’s just me and Jesus, nobody else around. There’s nothing to distract me but the breeze in the wind and it’s just me in Jesus.

So now another day and another struggle and I always stumble over myself trying to figure out what I’m supposed to do. And he’s very specific and he’s always very clear, to do this, to do that and I try my best and I’m always feeling guilty about missing something.., !?!?!   Like you told me to go shopping for groceries today, I’ve been running around all day long. I just didn’t feel like it. So when I got home, I realized there was nothing here for me to eat.

What About letting us talk too? 

I OK, that’s wicked intimidating!

Why?

I don’t know?

What If we told you that we’ve been waiting for this forever. Would that matter to you? You’ve really done some incredible things already. You don’t even notice when you do things so far out of the norm. You really have always been that way. We always wonder if it’s you being humble or naïve. Like Kim telling you about the roof totally surprised you. However, that was what you did all the time. You have constantly just stepped into things and carried them through. That’s what you’re doing now.

I get it, yes I get it, what do I need to do now?!

What about letting us talk some more. We really wanna allow this to flow to another level. You Need to let go of your fear. You know that you’ve always been carried through. You always let things happen at the last minute. You also understand that that level of surprises is divine, it always has been.

I ! Guess why that’s why Kim was so surprised?

What Happen was that she just couldn’t accept it. Helping you to reach your divine nature wasn’t what she came here to do. She wanted you to accept being part of people, part of family. She got you ready for the Catholic Church. You never would’ve respected a fraternity and been able to deal with men if Kim hadn’t come in.. . . 

I know, it’s really incredible, everything has been incredible. I like talking to my blog now. The text is too small for me to read on the iPhone. I say a sentence and watch the letters pop up. The right number of words come up. I did OK, and now it gets better and better every time

We told you this was created by you, for you, about you. Do you know there’s only one life here. We’re all in this together. Period. So every day you do something that affects everybody else that’s at such a level that you don’t understand. And you really don’t need to understand nor do you really care. You’re very responsible and follow through.

It Still catches me as crazy.

What Do you think, it wasn’t possible without it getting crazy. How crazy were your dreams about the garden of Eden? Do you remember, that’s what you wanted to do was go back to the garden. You always wanted to be in the garden. You always felt like it was where you belonged. You wanted to see what it felt like. You wanted to be there with us in peace and joy all the time without the struggles.

I know the struggles are about learning. If you teach me everything anyway when can I find an escape from the struggles?

What you have learned is very important. Being able to talk to your phone is wonderful. Being able to share this with us is necessary. Each time this phone shifts the letters and the words fit better and better. You can learn to do this all the time

I need To find peace.

What else is there, You are always at peace. When he tells you to do it, how he tells you to do it as much of it as he tells you to do it, as long as is necessary to do it. That's what obedience says. The Christian life begins with faith in Jesus, and is then marked by obeying God.  

I know, I always have so much more to do. And I trusted that I’m being guided with everything I do. I’ve already spent three hours this morning In prayer and meditation talking with Jesus and trying to figure out, where I’m at, what I’m doing. .  . It feels like there so much beyond my control, but I know Jesus carries me through everything. Stepping into a new day is really a challenge and a blessing at the same time.

.I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

really a challenge sometimes

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I’ve been doing the Prayerline again. It’s wonderful to share with so many people. Of course, I get some people who get rude or unreasonable. It’s sad sometimes how arrogant people get. Where our authentic self developed skills through real experiences with Christ Jesus to bring us our strength and spiritual identity in Christ. I guess it’s important to stay in my truth and understanding that I know.... And also allow others to hold their own perspectives independently even when I know they are false lies twisted in evil.

10:45am 7/13/2025 What is important is to share and follow from where your truth is this very moment. Today you were excited about helping Joe with the welcome table but then after speaking with them for a while, you felt out of place and left. You really never spoke at all, but only listened into their conversion a bit. 

I really thought I was coming home to Work, but now feel more that it is time to share! Then I heard Larry's children were here and I was ready to go out and find something to do with them. Yesterday we vacuumed up the kitchen and cleaned the floor. This time we pulled out some old bikes and got them working. So we rode around a bit and then Larry come out with us and took the kids on a longer ride somewhere. When they got back I was digging in the dirt and his daughter came and helped. They are really good kids and always want to help me with chores and such.

https://youtu.be/5sTsF6Ikw5M?si=BD6IgzcyHiiYE60C All Catholic institutions, whether it's a hospital, it's a school, it's a university, it's a seminary, it's a parish, whatever it is, the primary purpose of it is to evangelize. What makes a Catholic institution Catholic is it's declaring the lordship of Jesus and inviting people to share his life in the church . . . . That should be the dominant ethos of the institution that affects every aspect of the life of the place.

Bertrren Russell felt mathematics is the ground for our belief in the eternal. . . . I think mathematics introduces you to a higher world. Indeed, a world that can't be seen. It's not a world that is open to sense perception. When you sense the meaning of the number seven or 7 plus 5 equals 12 or the quadratic formula you're not in this world of ordinary sense experience. You moved into a higher world that is indeed eternal. . . . 

Now, you can go further and talk about angels and the soul, but start with elementary mathematics that introduces you into a higher spiritual world. That's right. It gives us the concept, the truth that something can be real and immaterial at the same time. . . And there it thereby refutes materialism as an ideology.  Now similarly looking at science like you’re a biologist or you're an astronomer or whatever you are, in the scientific realm you're looking for an intelligible pattern, otherwise the science won't get off the ground. If the world is just chaotic nonsense or it's just one random thing after another, Science couldn't have predictability, you couldn't draw conclusions, you couldn't confidently predict what might happen. Science rests upon the assumption that the world is radically intelligible. That's a religious idea. Again, we say God has created all things. That means all things are imbued with some kind of intelligibility which has come from a more primordial intelligence.

Catholic school has that keen sense that nothing in authentic science could ever be opposed to religion because they both come from the same source, namely from God, who is truth. We see it's so importantly when Jesus says, "I am the way, the truth, and the life." He's not just saying, "I'm a person saying true things." Any prophet could say that. Yes. “I am the truth” and we can see He Is the logos made flesh. We say therefore all logic, all logos and the sciences all deal with logos intelligibility.  They're all related to Him. He's the center of the sciences. He IS the Alpha and the Omega of the sciences. Freud understood the dynamics of the mind and I would say the dynamics of desire and sees that religion corresponds to the deepest desire of the heart. So we all have desires for different things, right? We seek various ends. But through all those and above all those as a kind of trajectory and lure to all of those, there's the great desire for God, for ultimate truth and ultimate goodness.

What happens to our fallen hearts is that we're seeking God in all the wrong places. We're at war with ourselves. But that war should lead you to finally know and surrender to God. The beautiful is just as true propositions and true things in the world point to the truth ultimately of God. So all beautiful things speak finally of the source of all beauty. So the humanities of course should lead you to a consideration of God. As all Word, and all Truth is of The Word! Christ as logos. I would say is the purpose, is evangelization, right, that's declaring the lordship of Jesus, who's Jesus? If he's one teacher among many, then who cares? Have teach about him in in philosophy class. But if he's the logos made flesh, then He must pervade all of the logical enterprises of a school. Jesus must pervade the whole of its life. It's the ethos of the logos that makes it all work . . using those two Greek words. If the ethos of the logos isn't there, then you've lost the narrative that permeates the entire institution. Yeah. You've lost the narrative.

 wow. . . so much so fast. . . I get it, that I'm learning. . . and each day I need to accept what shows up. 

What comes before you will stretch you to new limits. And you will be able to move forward in Truth. You have all you need, trust it!

I  love the Word in God. And I’ve found myself in silence and in Jesus more and more all the time. I thought He wanted me to speak and share with Saint Mary and Saint Joseph, but Jesus really likes my attention. It’s so neat as He wants to share and be engaged in everything that I do. I’m lead to stop and pray all the time… it’s funny sometimes I’ll jump up and head downstairs or outside before I know what I’m doing. 

Yes Jesus, I’m outside now, what do I need to do? It’s really a challenge sometimes. I know I need to do so much all the time, and my schedule fills up and gets more intense. I’ll stop and relax with solitaire or PBS, and instead now, I’ve started reading the Bible and Saint Ignatius or Saint Augustine! 

What is important is this private time we have together. You see and witness this power and focus very clearly. Accepting this is critical, you have gifts abounding. Accepting and fulfilling what is immediate for you is your place and time now.

I am sorry, I’ve missed things directly before me. It’s important to accept my place more clearly. I’m perplexed again, here awake waiting for the Prayerline, 4:38am and that’s not working today?  I’m not sure what to do… I saw all their links yesterday and can’t find them now…. I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.