“Power without love is reckless and abusive, and love without power is sentimental and anemic. Power at its best is love implementing the demands of justice, and justice at its best is power correcting everything that stands against love.” ― Martin Luther King

Sunday, January 23, 2022

Understanding and accepting my place of power and focus

I have my pen back on my iPad.

I went nearly a whole month without it. I went and picked out a new one from my stars team collection. But I think the old might work fine. What is remarkable is that I've only had errors now that I'm trying to say how excited I am “not to have any” corrections at all yet. Yes "remarkable" was my first and "corrections" was the next. Which really means to me that there is more AI here than ever, not just intending and asserting my meaning but also twisting my meaning to fit some norm.

Yes, the deeper you get into the matrix the more it try's to censor your expressions. And this is really going to increase more and more AS the systems collapses around us. I know this will affect more and more people across the world than it does here.  It is really interesting how things happen and come together. I'm really not sure what to do or what to expect. I'm understanding I need to BLOG live again. As I feel like the Journal2MyGOD has run as far as it can. But I also know that I need to keep going. 

So I noticed this BLOG wasn't going anywhere yet. So I starting again with my same premise and know this angel would be ideal.  I seemed to have started here with just what is real about me and where I am. So it seems like this might be the best thing for me to do next!

11:23am January 20, 2022 and I'm spinning out of control again. And everything is perfect while IRS “moving data” is due soon.  The SBA sent me another notice about garnishing wages again. Which they did already at USF, so I need to send it back to them. And I have do much more out back, but it's coming along,  I feel clear for what I'm doing. But still feeling the fear in my bones, not really sure what could be next and I know I'm protected and it's all for God's Oneness, as again here the vibration and truth coming though is so clear and strong. 

It's really Wild because I'm back in the same place again. You think I would get it right this time. And I know it’s exactly like Kim told me, or I wonder if it's really spinning out of control....

Ditto
1/22/22 3:59pm. Now again I have a brief moment to relax and write. I Recognize all the time how blessed I am and how awesome everything is each moment that allows me to do more that I want and love. I know I am free and blessed to be and do some much more than I could even understand. It's a blessed life and I've been gifted so very much that I can be and share each moment knowing and being more and more in these blessings. I know everything is shifting and I know I am in the right place at the right time to be and do so much more.

1/23/22 6:46am Yesterday, I wrote as Stephanie was arriving in the Tampa airport. She said she was tired and wanted to just go . home more than anything. But then as we were arriving home, she decided to go out for wine or something easy instead. Then she even agreed to bike, wow!

Of course, it was a fun beautiful ride. Except she admitted to only start driving recently and not really know the road rules and much at all. As usual my careless ride through all the busy streets, completely freaked her out more than a few times. When we got to Coffee Pot she was a lot better. We slowed down and followed the sidewalk all the way to Doc Fords on the pier.  I was really surprised with all she shared. Again the honesty and transparency are clear and strong throughout so much of what Dawn brought into me.

Once again, the right place and right time for us to share, grow and learn together. She does have some family in the area so was able to connect and make more plans last night, as we went through wine, appetizers and then even share a dinner plate.

Having a second couple reserve my big room here at my house was perfect too. It really means that I finally got everything setup the way Dawn and I planned from the very beginning.  Of Course, the couple here has already noticed and commented on my native indigenous background that is very obvious and powerful in this space.  Moving into a more powerful space of healing is something that will become and flow more cleanly and obviously now. So Dawn helped me learn what I'm here for and helped me understand things better. But now I'm finally started. It's finally beginning my new life, experience and passion.

Everything about my personal power and understanding is coming out more clearly than ever. I know I only needed one or two real clients to do everything here to sustain myself, but I also know very clearly how much things vibrate from one to the next with such power and focus.  Understanding and accepting my place of power and focus is really fundamental.

1/24/22. 12:47:12.  Here we go? I need to write more. So we are ready to take this seriously agam, as all the pieces are in place ready to rock and roll. And so I flashed to Nicky and I Getting a 2nd container here in my back yard now and getting his son to work on it all. Of coarse none of this has bean discussed. As flashed to seeing three of 4 high with 2' gaps and board walks all around. And we are starting a new week And I'm outside in my Hammock laying in the sunshine.

I do know how much more I pray and design this space before me. I came outside all excited to put up another cable for holding hammocks to the container. Then flushed this visions of the space filled with people making the neighborhood organic Farms. I'm always ready to start the off feeding home to save children around the world. Each kid gets one, so that all life has a chance to grow and survive.

I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ 























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