What is more remarkable than ever, is how I can talk to my blog now. I can say whatever I want and it appears as text in front of me. I’m sure it might not seem like any big deal to you, but when I first started writing back in the 70s, such a thing was considered preposterous. “What do you wanna talk to a computer and have a write out the text for you?” What’s the use of having a computer if you don’t have to do anything. Just tell her what to do and it does it for you . . .
Well, that’s where we are now. Does it make it any easier for me to share the love of Jesus? Yes, I think so! Now, I just need to fix typos! And for the most part, it types out pretty close to what I say! I know that if I keep using it, it’ll get better and better at this! But then I am challenged to say whatever comes to mind. I should say, the challenge is talking as fast as I think. Or do I mean, thinking as fast as I talk?
I don’t know, if it is something like that! What’s really cool about it is that, I’m creating who I am, as usual. So why not write as fast as I can talk?? Or should I say talk as fast as I write?? Or was it something else? I don’t remember! Weeee ain’t this fun. . .
Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!
What else would we create, but something to make it easier for you to express yourself…
I know it’s always about Your Word! And if I can write it faster and faster, then I guess it’s better and better. I’m always challenged by what you put in front of me. I know you always give me more to do. I always have more to step into. It is really kind of annoying sometimes. Like nobody else can do anything, where I always seem to get the weirdest things to do. It always feel that way, I guess
Why am I thinking this thought?
What is the root cause for this thought?
Where do these thoughts lead me?
Will these thoughts get me where I’m going? Trust in God
Philippines 4:8 “Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—
think about such things.” Romans 8:6 “The mind governed by the flesh is death, but the mind governed by the Spirit is life and peace.” We are now living in a crisis of truth, with the turbo charged gossip-mill on the internet pumps out an endless stream of lies. John 8:31-32 “If you abide in my word, you are truly my disciples, and you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.”
I started writing here several times already. Or I guess, I should say I have needed to, as I know you prefer to share the Word with me here. However, I was able to write on paper, where I even started a new book, and realized it’s my birthday in a week, which implies starting a lot more new and fresh in my life.
What are you struggling with?
I know that you provide and it's always about Faith in Your Word! I've seen and experienced so many gifts and synchronicities bringing me here to this place of peace and beauty. Everything is so remarkable and incredible that I never question or challenge anything. Yes, I have struggled to get by and always wonder what could be next, so now as my Birthday approaches and Matt tells me I might need to sell and move or worse. . . . I’m really totally perplexed and struggling to come to terms with this for myself. I’ve really never said this to anyone. Not my mom, or brothers, or anyone I can relate to or talk to. I’ve had several of these people show up in the last week and seemingly ready to share and wonder with me. But still nothing more.
What are we here for?
I know, and I’m sitting here in my room, comfortable and relaxed. . . I’ve used my pen, and now the keyboard. And I guess that means I’ll be talking to this iPad again soon too. But getting real about this experience with you, is really what it’s all about. I know you always provide and protect, and it’s always about me sharing more with you. I mean, I’ve even noticed the birds and plants in my yard responding to me more. And the one sick squirrel I helped is around too. I mean, I literally have a collection of birds that hang out in my yard, and/or fly in to greet me every time I walk outside. Like that one Blue Jay that seems to get closer and closer to me each time I see him, especially as I’m always putting out peanuts for them.
What does this all make you feel?
I know, I’m always feeling so safe and blessed to be here. And then I’ve got a bunch of podcasts I do daily and bible readings, and added more exercises with these important habits that I need to bring into my space more and more. I mean, I even made that yummy espresso cup of coffee that Kevin opened up for me. . . It’s really all getting better and better every day. So to even consider some crazy changes really is absurd.
What about your Faith?
Jesus I know. And I equally realize that those given much . . . Wow . .
If you are given much, much will be required of you. If much is entrusted to you, much will be expected of you. Luke 12:48What about your own intimate desires and prayers?
Yes, I’ve been very clear that I Love it here in my House-House! And I’ve been very generous sharing and opening my space and joy to others, even to a fault, where I’ve been exploited or taken advantage of. Could I have done more? Certainly, we all have opportunities and challenges for more. Have I been irresponsible? Well not really, there is always more that I can do and share and it’s always a challenge to address all the insight and inspirations I receive.
What does that mean?
I know, you fill me with this all the time. I always have countless experiences and insight every day. Like batten-down-the-hatches and hold-on tight, because we’re in for a rough ride. But you know the chaos I’ve been through already will make this look like a merry-go-round ride at an amusement park. And I know that that’s my challenge to always accept whatever shows-up. Except when I go back and read what I have written and what you always ask, it always returns to what is my real desire in all of this.
Yea, so What is it?
I always really want to see our whole community like a family, where we all love and help each other all the time. No more fighting and competing, no More Bills and selfishness. People just cooperate and love and support each other, like we all were in one and only one family. It's really a vision of what it could be with you back here now in your Garden of Eden. Please just return us to the garden of Eden where we can all work and share in Your Love and Glory all the time.
What do you think you have been doing all along here?
I know, I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ Please bring me peace and security in my blessed House-House here in Saint Petersburg Florida where I can share and love all those that you send to me for Your Glory, Amen