“Power without love is reckless and abusive, and love without power is sentimental and anemic. Power at its best is love implementing the demands of justice, and justice at its best is power correcting everything that stands against love.” ― Martin Luther King

Monday, May 12, 2025

learn to rely first on prayer as we strive to live in freedom

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I was in tears again. My random readings and lessons are all connected more powerfully than ever. The last was the Ignatian Day 3 speaking about the Annunciation . . . Where the lesson assignment was so specific about the experience. “Imagine the sights, sounds, and smells of the scene, when the angel Gabriel greets the young woman. Listen to their conversation.”
We do have so much fun with these things. And you certainly have a lot going on to step into.
Yes, I know! So the Reading today for the Consecration to St Joseph was Day 15 about how the man needs to be the lead of the family. Which is really why satan has been screwing men up everywhere. Divorce and drugs, porn and LBGQT craziness, and the constant poisons and plastics destroying all the hormones and all. So these reading with St Joseph included another piece: 
Yes the House of Loreto is Mary’s Home where she was visited by Gabriel. So it was eight more pages about this house, and where it is now, and how it was moved by Angels three times. . . . I mean, it’s kinda random that I’m doing SEEL and Exodus together. And there are several men who have. But then for the Exodus Fraternity to do the Consecration to St Joseph is a bit much. . . But the synchronization and alignment of these is just so so completely perfect as I am still in struggles with my home and income and everything.

I mean I started with the Exodus readings at 4am, then for the podcasts on theJoyFM.com by 5am. . . Read the Stanley Page, then the St Joseph, and finished with Ignatian. So to read about this house being moved by angels, and all the popes and saints who visited it and experienced healings there, is just a bit more intense than I can understand. I mean to “Imagine the sights and sounds” when Gabriel Visits. . . And of course I have a more specific story to consider . . . . And it’s about the power and focus we find in someone's house . . . And again it really forced me to consider my own House-House and how blessed everything has been here for me. I completely struggle almost daily with different aspects. Like I've still not fixed the back gates that were through around my the hurricanes. I did clean the front gardens and got the backyard set enough for a bonfire. But now i've been cited again by the city because I put a bikerack in the front "right-of-way." Yes, I've been in trouble before for blocking the RW, so now it's all the pots and plants over two feet high that I still need to move.
What else happened?
I know when I started with Ignatian I knew it would go backwards. . . And the 4am wake up included a cramp in my leg:  
I had another crazy dream where I woke up and had a cramp in my leg. Yes, I jumped out of bed and I yelled and screamed for a couple minutes, and finally relaxed and went to the bathroom. Then of course, the first thing I did was plug in my iPhone and turned it on. And when it finally came on, it said 400, exactly 4 o'clock. I tried to snap a picture of it. I wouldn't let me snap and it tried three, four times, still it wouldn't let me catch a picture. And I knew I had to tell this dream, so I finally turned it on and started to talk. So now I'm sharing this dream. And I'm trying to remember this dream, and it was really, really powerful. It was really, really long, and I saw so much detail. And it was like I had gotten stranded at this. I want to say it was like a car lot, or a car garage. And the guy who came to help me, or someone came to help me, was in this little blue pickup. And all I remember was trying to find this little blue pickup. 
And so I had my cell phone and I was just wandering around, trying to find this little blue pickup. And someone offered to help, and we were walking around together, looking for this little blue pickup, and he rented a little scooter. And what was weird is that we'd would scoot along for a little while, and then he'd stop and shut it off. And like we stopped for ice cream, and he bought me an ice cream, and we're eating ice cream and he's not really concerned about finding this blue pickup. He's, you know, having fun, I guess. And it was really weird because I started getting annoyed that we weren't, I mean, it could take us 10 minutes to ride around the whole garage to find this little blue pickup. And he was just strolling around and taking his time. And finally we got on a scooter again and we started going again and he stopped for something else. He's like, oh, I’ll be right back. And he disappeared or left me with the scooter and disappeared for a few minutes, and it was just really weird. 
I started getting annoyed again and I was like, you know, let's just find this little blue pickup. It was so fucked up. I mean, I started walking down the street and going somewhere else, you know, seeing maybe I could find it on my own and I walked into this neighborhood. And this is weird too, because I started walking down into this neighborhood, and I was like, okay, I'm not getting anywhere. I'm going to get lost. And so I went back, or I started walking back towards the scooter and for some reason, I walked into this house and the house was like filled with dogs. 
Well, not really. Well, yeah, it was kind of weird because it was. I saw this dog and it was friendly and it was, you know, nice. And this lady was with this dog and she was kind of surprised that I was in her house. The dog was friendly, so she was friendly. And then there were two or three other dogs that came along and they like greeted me and I was, like you know, hey, I need help finding this little blue pickup. And she was more interested in how friendly the dogs were. And it was really kind of weird because, you know, the rest of her family came in, or showed up, and they were all fascinated with the dogs because the dogs, you know, were so friendly with me so quickly. And I guess that just never happened or something. And I was in this house and they didn't want me to leave, because of how the dogs were treating me. And it's really just weird. And she finally said, okay, I'll help you find your pickup truck. 
And we started going somewhere and she had another friend with her and you know, we were just looking around and, you know, going around. And then I noticed that my iphone was gone. And I realized that they had taken my cell phone. And her and her friend both had their cell phones chained to their pants. I mean, literally chained to their pants. And I was like, where's mine? And they like totally denied knowing anything about it. And that's when I woke up, I was pulling this phone out of her pocket, and it was chained on, and I don't know, oh, and she completely disregarding ever seeing my phone. 
And it just was a weird way to wake up, wondering, oh, where the hell is my iPhone? Where the hell is my iPhone? I can't get by without my iPhone. And it was kind of fucked up because you think that if I had my iPhone in the first place place, I could have called a Uber or something to find this blue pickup or I didn't need a blue pickup if I could call Uber or a lift or something. But it was just so weird, I can't believe that I woke up at 4 a.m. or I can't believe that was the first thing I needed to do was stop and write about this dream, which was just a weird, weird, weird dream, you know? 
And I keep remembering that first moment when I realized the blue pickup was going to get me out of there. And whoever I was with was like, oh, there's your ride. There's your blue pickup or whatever it was. And I turned around and it was gone. And I was like, oh, okay, I'll find it. And then I spent all this time trying to find it. And it was like this big complex. I mean, it was a garage, but it was like. hundreds of them, you know, all connected and different people working in different places and different, you know, businesses and I was just sort of lost in space trying to find this little blue pickup to go home. I don't know if that's what it was all about. It was all about just trying to get home. 
And I'm still recording, so I just keep talking because I know that if I have this recorder on that I got to keep talking or else it's wasted space and that's kind of makes me wonder, maybe that's what I'm always worried about. It's wasted space. Is that what I'm all about? This wasted of space? My house and my car, and my iPhone and everything is just taking up space. And it's all wasted space. And that's kind of weird to get from a dream about a blue pickup to explore the space. So I'm stopping this recording. As I know my dreams are always, they're always like, like Jesus trying to explain something to me that I'm not understanding. I have these experiences in my life and these challenges before me and these different events that occur. 
And the dreams are really sort of just random. I mean, I have dreams that come and go and I go through these real intense experiences and I always feel like the dream is like a secret message. And if I could understand my dream, I could understand everything I'm doing or everything I'm challenged with. And I never seem to be able to understand my dreams. I always am totally perplexed by them. And each time I have a dream, I try to write it down. I try to get as much detail as possible. And you think I'd go back and read them over and over and over again before I figured it out. But I never seemed to do that. 
And that's something else I noticed is that I never seem to really use my journal. I'm almost random about reading it. And or should I say I am completely random about reading my journal? Stop. I actually have to. I don't know if. Oh, I thought I said “stop,” and I wasn't sure if that meant that I shut off my recording or not. But I noticed that I only will read my journal when I get to the end of it. And I go back and I flip through it and I wonder about what I was writing and wonder about what the book is about. 
And I've got dozens of these books now, and I've got dozens of pages and I've got dozens of blogs, and it's all perplexing to me. Still to this day, it's totally perplexing to me, and I share things once in a while, and nobody ever comments on anything. I never have a clue at what I'm writing about or I never know why I bother sometimes. And it's just one of those things that is part of my experience. And so now I'm up to 12 or 12 minutes of recording. And so, I don't know. Time to stop…
I don't get it at all, as the Exodus was wicked strong too:
 I am created to do something or to be something for which no one else is created; I have a place in God’s counsels, in God’s world, which no one else has; whether I be rich or poor, despised or esteemed by man, God knows me and calls me by my name. I have my mission. Somehow, I am necessary for his purposes. I have a part in this great work; I am a link in a chain, a bond of connection between persons. He has not created me for naught. I shall do good, I shall do his work. O Lord, I give myself to Thee. I trust Thee wholly. Deign to fulfill Thy high purposes in me whatever they be—work in and through me. I am born to serve Thee, to be Thine, to be Thy instrument. Amen.

Reflection: Just like Moses interceded for his people before God, we, too, must learn to rely first on prayer as we strive to live in freedom and bring others to him. Every day, we are called to encounter the Lord in silence and lift up the people he has placed in our lives. !
We’re surprised you posted the whole dream recording. These tools of yours have really been set to transcribe things for you for years, and you’ve only played with it. Never really using it as you need to. Like the bike pouch you designed for your bike. It’s ideal for you to record your experiences and learnings, but again you’ve barely used it at all, and almost never go back and listen to what you recorded.
I get it, you keep giving me more and more to do and experience and record. And that constant theme is always there from Luke, those who are given much, much is expected. So I constantly try to do more things as you inspire me. I listen and follow the best I can and seem to get slammed all the time. I mean, I try to plant mangroves, and try to teach urban ag, and try to do ABB or whatever I try to do . . . It never seems to go anywhere. Like the engineering crap I’ve done. I seemed to just be teaching others, I bust my butt, and they copy what I do, and then they don’t need me any more. lol, seems to be what happened with UA and ABB too. 
What’s wrong with that, getting others started is great.
I know, but it sucks that I’m always struggling, and always lost! Fine if I help everyone and they are all growing and learning. And it’s great that you take such good care of me. But can I please stop struggling. And if I’m always going to be helping others find success, please let me live in peace and not always struggle. Yes, I know I’ve got it so much easier than many can dream of. But can I just stop the chaos and be at peace. I’m happy to always be giving, and happy to always see others fly, while I just watch. But let me stay at peace as I watch, and not struggle with my own security and be at peace while trying to help everyone else.
We have been asking for more about your immediate needs and passions.
I know, my Jesus, you KNOW, I’d rather just walk to church every day. And or bike to an office somewhere that I can just teach, love and share whatever I can. Yes, it would be great to have kids again, and I’d love to be married to one of the goddesses you have placed in front of me. . . I mean, I did everything I could for both Maryanne and Kathy . . . . And then Kim I learned so much from, but she had already decided her plans long before I had any clue what was happening between us. 

This really happens all the time too. You love how much I can do and how I’ve always been above and beyond this weird culture, but family and community means I accept and participate with whatever culture I’m in.  Sure we are always changing everything. And you want to return where everything shifts again. So let’s just DO IT. How much more preparations do we need. If all these systems are collapsing, so be it. I’m thrilled to know you have it all set for us to rebuild. That's great and I’m always ready to help.

But please if things are shifting to another place, and I’m prepared for it, then let’s be done with it.  
What do you really want Son?
I want to stay in this House-House in this Community, and teach, and share, and all you have given to me. If this is about me fulfilling the Dreams and Desires We have created TOGETHER, then Let's JUST DO IT!
What about asking for help? Do you think this is also a critical aspect of Being in Community. Is this aspect of bearing your soul something that opens you up to growth and learning at a new level. Asking for help and being honest with your peers and brothers is an important aspect of community and creating family and deeper respect.
I get it, and I know it's something that I've missed, or needed. I mean, I wonder if this deeper respect and honesty was what doomed my romantic relationships. If I don't connect or understand what it means to connect at this deeper level. I'm really not clear about what this is.  Asking for help is certainly something I've done before. . . I guess?  I can't imagine i've never asked for help? But taking this deeper, I remember last week when I was in tears crying for your strength and direction to bring me through this craziness. 
It was after the reading started this blog post!
Oh, I'm not surprised . . . reading about Gabriel Visiting Mary in her family home and then the Angels wanting to protect the home, and moving it around to keep it safe.  I don't really think I've had any Angels visit me. But I guess, since I've been here in this house there was something that I wanted to change about my demanding concessions .   I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Sunday, May 11, 2025

God shall supply all your needs

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I am so blessed and happy about my experiences with you. This morning I didn’t want to get up. I loved just laying there listening to the rain outside. Course I had already done the prayerline at 4am, and turned on my sprinklers for an hour too. I knew I had a bunch of fruit and hadn’t made my fruit salad yet. I finished the last of my veggie salad yesterday and knew I had to cook all morning.

I did bring down my books to read with my breakfast. I have a Monthly magazine from Intouch, so I read Charles Stanley Daily as shown at right here. I also always listen to his morning Podcast. Even on the weekends when theJoyFM.com is missing it. Yes, I already heard the episode this morning. After Exodus 90 lessons, I just gotta do Stanley, its a good habit now. I also have the new week in SEEL and the daily reading in the Consecration to St. Joseph
What is neat was that this Intouch reading was all about kids. Or what the kids need to see and understand in Jesus Christ. . . Which is really weird for me now to read and learn, since I simply lived it, and my kids saw it all the time: Psalm 24:1 The earth is the Lord's, and the fulness thereof; the world, and they that dwell therein. Philippians 4:19 But my God shall supply all your needs according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus. Proverbs 3:5 Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.6 In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.
I guess I still need to keep this in my heart as I move forward. Or I guess I DO, and just need to trust and accept this even when it’s a struggle or a challenge that I see before me.
What did the Consecration to St. Joseph bring to you?
I guess it’s more protection and peace. I know that has always been the place of the Father in the Family, to be the Provider and Protect the family. Here on Mother’s Day to read this piece really felt appropriate. I’ve accepted so much that happened with my own children. And I’ve been stunned again and again to learn how I was able to raise them in Christ. It’s just been a blessing for me to learn so much about my children, or find I was able to do things that are often recommended and encouraged for kids. Like I’ve shared here before. It’s really powerful to remember and experience what I’ve had.
What do you mean?
I guess, I’ve been in tears a few times reading and remembering things this week. I never really think about having children again but I certainly love the opportunity to teach and share with any kids I encounter. Like now Larry has his kids with him in my bunkroom.  They really seem to love the space. He said it was the first time they all spent the night together in years. I guess helping out a family is wonderful. But I’ve really not done anything special. . . 
What you have remembered and learned about your experience with your own children really should give you deeper insight to this current experience that you “discount.” Like when you read about the Ignatian Examen, and suddenly realized this was what you did nightly for nearly ten years. Of course, not completely since the first years did not include much discussion at all with the infants. But the experience you created by being with them each night allowed for this development. Similar to the “Savior of the Savior” piece you read about St Joseph. That power and focus provided by creating security and comfort has great implications beyond what is obvious.
I’m still stunned my son is not talking with Jesus all the time!
What makes you so sure he is not? He might be telling you this, but the passion and power he is finding inside has the same source. Just like the deceptions which he allows without confirming God by asking for the name Jesus Christ. These issues were the same challenges your mother had with you. She always knew you were protected and watched over, but then she also was careful to teach you key prayers and visualizations that brought through greater power in the Spirit.
I get it. I didn’t know you had so much to share today.
What about the rest of your readings this morning. Have you finished them all?
I still have to do the Ignatian reading with Week Eleven . . . lol, on May 11, at 3:07pm, where day one was Contemplation on the Incarnation. . . And now day two was a repetition. Considering how the trinity stepped into the Holy Family . . . Father Son and Holy Ghost embracing Joseph, Jesus and Mary. Seems really appropriate to consider this on Mother’s Day, especially with the Savior of the Savior readings. I’ve been pressed to trust and accept what’s before me. 

As part of this reading the question posed are about how this Divine Trinity sees the world now. And what do they dream. It’s really interesting to consider that now. I’ve recently written how I’ve always considered the gardens and development of Urban Agriculture in the local community as a new version of the Garden of Eden. Open and free, sharing all I produce and helping others to learn and grow their own. It really feels like an ideal to me. Helping people love and share with their neighbors. It’s really all that I’ve done since I’ve been here. . . I’ve even been able to teach others to grow their own and share in the harvest. 

Sure I’ve not produced enough to feed very many people. I let my arugula go to seed more than anything I ate. Now I’ve got hundreds of sweet little Everglades tomatoes growing everywhere. I’ve eaten dozens in salads and omelettes, but again feeding only myself and a few guests. I feel the model is sound. If I could get a dozen or more neighbors doing the same things we could feed ourselves. Or really just supplement our diets. The real food is important, but it’s only a small amount that could never off-set the tons of poisons we get from all the industrial foods we have. 

I saw some little clip last night about how the Queen of England only eats food she grows. They spoke about how most of the really wealthy never touch any of the commercial industrial foods. It’s obvious how much poisons are everywhere and to completely avoid it seems like common sense. I realize Japan is ultra careful about the foods they import and how much they limit everything to purely organic. 
What does this make you feel?
I really feel like I’m not doing very much at all. I was teaching people how to do it with the ABB guests, but I’ve had to stop this!
What about restarting the urban ag courses you wanted to do.
I know I could do more! I’m always pressed to do more everyday. I’m always perplexed that I’ve been able to get anything done as it always seems to be more and more every day.
What you learned about the experience with your children, exactly like Kim describing how you replaced your roof in Seminole Heights. . . Over one weekend, no quotes, no estimate, no comparison, just one neighbor helping another and it was done. And done in half the costs, in no time at all.  Yes, and Your children having such a divine experience that you really have no conception of. It was ever present and a continuous synchronicity. What they experienced each weekend with you was more divinity than most people see in their whole lifetimes. Yes, like the roof, you simply live in a space beyond what most people can understand. And like the experiences with your father, you have lived here all your life, so you do not even recognize that there is anything different than what everyone else sees and experiences.
I guess I need to stop second guessing myself and my impact on others. I always feel like I have no idea what I’m doing, but then I seen to always be doing things that are just remarkable. Like the Seminole Heights roof deal was just so far beyond normal practice, but I never even noticed. I mean, it wasn’t until Kim explained it all in detail that I had any idea what actually happened. I guess that’s what happened with Sharon and my Dad too, I only became conscious of the actually experiences and impact when someone took to time to explain it to me in detail. 
Which is why we always ask you to write everything. It forces you to consider what actually has happened and your direct experiences. The details and understanding still escapes you many times, but when you write these events you return and read and understand more all the time. It’s really about a transition and shifting the vibrations higher and higher. We have always tried and keep you informed about what is happening and you understand to a certain point. But this is always hanging too.
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Saturday, May 10, 2025

important habits I need

What is more remarkable than ever, is how I can talk to my blog now. I can say whatever I want and it appears as text in front of me. I’m sure it might not seem like any big deal to you, but when I first started writing back in the 70s, such a thing was considered preposterous. “What do you wanna talk to a computer and have a write out the text for you?” What’s the use of having a computer if you don’t have to do anything. Just tell her what to do and it does it for you . . . 

Well, that’s where we are now. Does it make it any easier for me to share the love of Jesus?  Yes, I think so! Now, I just need to fix typos! And for the most part, it types out pretty close to what I say! I know that if I keep using it, it’ll get better and better at this! But then I am challenged to say whatever comes to mind. I should say, the challenge is talking as fast as I think. Or do I mean, thinking as fast as I talk?

I don’t know, if it is something like that! What’s really cool about it is that, I’m creating who I am, as usual. So why not write as fast as I can talk?? Or should I say talk as fast as I write?? Or was it something else? I don’t remember!   Weeee ain’t this fun. . . 

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!
What else would we create, but something to make it easier for you to express yourself…
I know it’s always about Your Word! And if I can write it faster and faster, then I guess it’s better and better. I’m always challenged by what you put in front of me. I know you always give me more to do. I always have more to step into. It is really kind of annoying sometimes. Like nobody else can do anything, where I always seem to get the weirdest things to do. It always feel that way, I guess
Why am I thinking this thought? 
What is the root cause for this thought?
Where do these thoughts lead me? 
Will these thoughts get me where I’m going?   Trust in God
Philippines 4:8 “Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things.” Romans 8:6 “The mind governed by the flesh is death, but the mind governed by the Spirit is life and peace.” We are now living in a crisis of truth, with the turbo charged gossip-mill on the internet pumps out an endless stream of lies. John 8:31-32 “If you abide in my word, you are truly my disciples, and you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.”

I started writing here several times already. Or I guess, I should say I have needed to, as I know you prefer to share the Word with me here. However, I was able to write on paper, where I even started a new book, and realized it’s my birthday in a week, which implies starting a lot more new and fresh in my life.
What are you struggling with?
I know that you provide and it's always about Faith in Your Word! I've seen and experienced so many gifts and synchronicities bringing me here to this place of peace and beauty. Everything is so remarkable and incredible that I never question or challenge anything. Yes, I have struggled to get by and always wonder what could be next, so now as my Birthday approaches and Matt tells me I might need to sell and move or worse. . . . I’m really totally perplexed and struggling to come to terms with this for myself. I’ve really never said this to anyone. Not my mom, or brothers, or anyone I can relate to or talk to. I’ve had several of these people show up in the last week and seemingly ready to share and wonder with me. But still nothing more.
What are we here for?

I know, and I’m sitting here in my room, comfortable and relaxed. . . I’ve used my pen, and now the keyboard. And I guess that means I’ll be talking to this iPad again soon too. But getting real about this experience with you, is really what it’s all about.  I know you always provide and protect, and it’s always about me sharing more with you. I mean, I’ve even noticed the birds and plants in my yard responding to me more. And the one sick squirrel I helped is around too. I mean, I literally have a collection of birds that hang out in my yard, and/or fly in to greet me every time I walk outside. Like that one Blue Jay that seems to get closer and closer to me each time I see him, especially as I’m always putting out peanuts for them.
What does this all make you feel?
I know, I’m always feeling so safe and blessed to be here. And then I’ve got a bunch of podcasts I do daily and bible readings, and added more exercises with these important habits that I need to bring into my space more and more. I mean, I even made that yummy espresso cup of coffee that Kevin opened up for me. . . It’s really all getting better and better every day. So to even consider some crazy changes really is absurd. 
What about your Faith?
Jesus I know. And I equally realize that those given much . . . Wow . . If you are given much, much will be required of you. If much is entrusted to you, much will be expected of you. Luke 12:48
What about your own intimate desires and prayers?
Yes, I’ve been very clear that I Love it here in my House-House! And I’ve been very generous sharing and opening my space and joy to others, even to a fault, where I’ve been exploited or taken advantage of. Could I have done more? Certainly, we all have opportunities and challenges for more. Have I been irresponsible? Well not really, there is always more that I can do and share and it’s always a challenge to address all the insight and inspirations I receive.
What does that mean?
I know, you fill me with this all the time. I always have countless experiences and insight every day. Like batten-down-the-hatches and hold-on tight, because we’re in for a rough ride. But you know the chaos I’ve been through already will make this look like a merry-go-round ride at an amusement park. And I know that that’s my challenge to always accept whatever shows-up. Except when I go back and read what I have written and what you always ask, it always returns to what is my real desire in all of this.
Yea, so What is it? 
I always really want to see our whole community like a family, where we all love and help each other all the time. No more fighting and competing, no More Bills and selfishness. People just cooperate and love and support each other, like we all were in one and only one family. It's really a vision of what it could be with you back here now in your Garden of Eden. Please just return us to the garden of Eden where we can all work and share in Your Love and Glory all the time.
What do you think you have been doing all along here?
I know, I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ Please bring me peace and security in my blessed House-House here in Saint Petersburg Florida where I can share and love all those that you send to me for Your Glory, Amen

Tuesday, May 6, 2025

another engineer called me to help him

Another engineer called me to help him VORTEX4LOVE, but I'm fumbling around with it all . . . seems weird, like I've gotten intimidated by what I do best. . . . or have done best. . . it's kinda weird, as I'm writing here with windows 7 on my MacBook that I setup to do dual-boot for getting back into engineering models.  So as I learn my place in regular exercises and prayers with Exodus and find myself welcomed into a wonderful Catholic Community. . . . I've got to get back into my profession as well. Or I've had these things open up for me simultaneously . . . Like the synchronicity of Kathy and Cincinnati; I try to be conscious of the alignment God Makes for me . . . and step into my place and responsibility. 
What about praying now?
I prayed for help to complete what is before me now.  . I know I need to get into a deeper place. As I studied about discernment and I recognized it was about the coherence and synchronicity of all aspects of my humanity at once.
What about returning to what you know?
Uhg, and I get it . . . 
. but somehow I don't seem to be making any progress. . . . . And I've realized that my science and knowledge from my engineering mind also needs to be connected into spirit.
What about praying now for guidance and insights directly into the experiences you are having. How do you deal with Lawnmower challenges? Where is the constant Chant calling forth the guidance that you require?
There are so many things here that are out of sorts. I'm not really sure as I stopped to look at my watch for a second now, and saw 12:22:22 . . . this number is really a beautiful synchronicity in itself, and it adds up to 11. And simultaneously, I notice my typo above where I missed the keys on my keypad and just wrote "I'm not rea;;y..." instead of "really" and could you really tell if I had written "rea11y" instead. . . lol, see ll or 11. . .  So this synchronicity of my moment in time is more powerful than ever. 
What about praying now?
I get it, . . . you are really making everything easier and easier for me. Like my MacBook is jammed up again and I was searching in it to find what's taking up all the memory. . . And I seem to have downloaded hundreds of pictures from my iCloud. Yes, 300GB drive jammed-packed and 180GB of it are pictures and videos that I likely have copied somewhere else. . . uhg, quick easy clearing that space. . . 
What about praying now?
I need to thank you for this moment of sanity. I've really be pressed beyond all limits and I'm so tired of running all over the place trying to get a grip on what it is that I'm doing or need to do. Yes, I know it's more about Prayers and getting more personal and in touch with You. And I know it's a family thing. I need to get more focused and dependent on God. My friendship and desire must all be focused and dedicated to God. All the rest is insignificant and falls away. And to he that receives much, much is expected. So I share and support those who come to me and accept what I can offer. it's kinda interesting how this works where I'm pulled in different directions based on who shows up in my space.
We have a lot more for you. And again it's about praying for your desires, and priorities now?
I know, you want me to get more specific about my deeper desires. I get it. And the big challenge you place before me now is about bringing the love and joy I find in my yard and my bike out in nature with bliss; back into my office and my work. Or more specifically, to pray and bring the love of God, all the guidance of the Saints and Angels more into my intellectual practices as I have in the gardens. Wow this has been a challenge to even say, and recognize. it really does follow from My SEEL discernment studies, but to have the direct application slamming me in the face, is really not what I expected or planned for. 
What about praying about it all now?
I get it, I knew this would be a powerful season, as you had me copy such a specific phrase here into my blog, that really has pushed me to address the challenges at hand. Then of course, this blog is everywhere, on my MacBook, My MacPro, iPhone, and the iPads that I seem to have everywhere now.
What about praying now?
I get it, I need to now! Please Dear Lord Jesus Christ guide me to bring  your love more deeply into my heart and soul to achieve all that is before me for the Glory of Father, Son and Holy Ghost, Amen.

Saturday, May 3, 2025

flowers coming up everywhere, it’s so beautiful

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!
What are you struggling with?
I don't feel like I know what I'm doing!
What about praying about it?
I know I've tried a few times! I guess I try to reason and think, instead of accept and understand. 
What you have been learning and realizing is how much you have already known and been in touch with so much already. Yes, it's about stepping into a new space, and allowing your own Spirit to flow at a higher level. Of course, it's intimidating, everything we step into that is new, can be intimidating, that's the whole point of the experience, to get you to grow and evolve into higher and higher vibrations of Love!
Yes, but what about having to earn an income and be responsible for myself?

We have shown you this before. It's about your faith and trust. Pray and get into the power that you know, allow it to flow through you, and make it better to move forward. . . Do you remember when you first started working, you knew it was time to get married and have Emily. But the whole world was stacked against you and you still pulled through. Do you remember how every time Colleen got pregnant, you would lose your job. You never thought those were related. Just like when Emily was born “blue” and rushed to the NICU. You were the first Parent she knew. Like when you sang to Colleen’s big Prego Belly. She always thought you were crazy, but to this day, Emily Still remembers that. And Christopher does even more, since you AND Emily would sing to the Colleen’s big Prego-Belly when Chris was in there.

I get it, and I try more and more every day. I realize everything is a blessing for me now. Last night the Church Welcome Team meeting was in my house, and we all ate and laughed sharing more and more. The Charles Stanley podcast in the morning was right on point too. So I shared it already with pictures of our event. - I even thanked Mark for the dinner he planned, where I had to get more chairs to fit his guest list. Yes ten chairs perfect for the Welcome Team.
Once again the clear synchronicities and coincidences that align with such percussion and accuracy, that the conception of Divine Grace is very apparent. Isn’t this the whole point of your writing. Haven’t you said from the start how important it was to write these events since they were so common and obvious that no one could deny the connection to Spirit. And more importantly the obvious Love, Protection, and Providence that was shared with you. What were the few places that you wanted to speak at your meeting, but never did. 
It was where someone mentioned a dream or a movie where he saw the bus ride to heaven. Anyone could catch the local city bus to could go and see the gates of heaven. He saw the Angels there were asking them in, but they chose to go back to Earth instead. It was challenging for him to consider how people would rather return to Earth than to stay in Heaven! So this scene stuck with him so strongly. And I remembered my motorcycle accident and NOT wanting to come back to Earth. Even demanding concessions to return, when I was told to return . . .!
Yes, and now you recall the “concessions” you demanded where still to this day, you stub your toe so rarely and seemingly ignore the deeper perceptions and wisdom. What was even more telling, was the reading in the Bible about God providing and recognizing the Joy and Bliss you felt when considering the birds and flowers that you love and care for every day. Matthew 6:25-34

I never thought about how God was providing for the birds “through me.” Nor did I consider the Joy and Bliss that I share and experience each day I wander through my gardens, handing out peanuts to the Ble Jays. I’m always Chirping at the birds, and then pulling the seeds of the flowers, to drop them in the same bed around there. I have so many of the same flowers coming up, it’s so beautiful.  I did harvest a bunch of tomatoes for the meeting, just since I saw so many in my front yard. Someone did eat some and commented how sweet and yummy they are, which is essentially my exact reaction as well.

I Love You Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Tuesday, April 15, 2025

Loving You God Jehovah

I'm totally dumbfounded again and again. I've got my new Apple Keyboard working again . . . not the eBay Logic version I bought a few months back, but the new one I got with Kim when Lightning hit my office and all my equipment was replaced. She was such a blessing for me. "BUY APPLE," she said knowing how I watched her play with her MacBook all the time and was so jealous as I would always fight with windows. . . Course, I was in school then, and the FORCED IBM to do engineering River Models was not as viable to invest in windows anymore.
Now, everyday I touch these Apples and I'm so very impressed. I've been able to do more and more every moment. I'm still doing the Beta on them all, and seem to get updates weekly. Yes, they are constantly adding the features I need, as if Steve Jobs was still there checking on my to-do list every day, lol . . . I remember sending him an email and Mr. Cook "telling me to leave the family alone?!?!"  I  can't say how many times I've tried to explain these blessings to others. Similarly, I have tried to write every detail of my many Blessings with Jesus Christ. Now, I realize this effect is really not necessary anymore. I know there are thousands who read my blogs. Sorry Millions. Yes, I seem to recognize who is really recording and listen, or I recognize the Elephant in the room ( yes, see the added video above ;-). But the Truth about this moment is that Proving Contact and conversations with Jesus should no longer be my focus. I've spent too much time going crazy writing about the strange circumstances and the endless array of synchronicity and coincidence. 

Truth be told, synchronicity and coincidence are irrelevant. What is really valid now is "WHAT I DO!" about all of this I see and understand. This weekend Bill visited again about helping with the bills and such here.  Again it was obvious Jesus was watching out for me . . . I've got some companies that require a zero payment, and then I get extra cash when I need it.  Like I showed him a check I still needed to cash from the college, and then the printed Rosary Cards were about the same cost. Yes, another synchronicity, and in the same breath, I told him how I always notice and address whenever a coincidence happens twice. Then if it happens three times, I know it's important to address immediately. And four times, BOOM?  Course, four times never happens to me, as I would stub my toe before that.

That's something else I've notice recently and shared with Dick as it happened to me once . . . . I've been getting cramps in my legs instead of the stubbed toes.  I'm not sure why, except maybe that sitting around typing or doing so much intellectually, reduces the opportunity for the stubbed toes.  I remember telling my kids about it, and Emily said I never stubbed my toe, and then wouldn't believe me when it happened with something I did. I know she's more connected than I am, but then I also know she's had some bigger challenges too. I guess that's why I know Chris will be seeing them soon too.

I had always thought Chris was similarly close with Jesus with us. As he was physically there all the time with us, and went along with everything we did. But evidently he was listening "to us verbally," instead of hearing Jesus Internally like Emily and I were always sharing. I guess that is my real challenge now. How Chris thinks he's alone, and has no need to Jesus, while Jesus has always been inside of him leading him along all the time anyway. . . . I mean, I've only recently learned how he's not interested in Jesus, speaking to him or otherwise. . . which almost sounds like a conflict, or disagreement !?!?!

  1. “Conquering Faith always recalls God's past victories.”  1 Samual 17:34
  2. “Conquering Faith reexamines and reaffirms the proper motivation in God” 1 Samual 17:26, 45,
  3. “Conquering Faith declare victory rejects the discouraging words of others” 1 Samual 17:28
  4. “Conquering Faith recognizes the true nature is a Spiritual Battle, wait on God's timing”
  5. “Conquering Faith responds to the challenge with a confession in Gods Way” 1 Samual 17:46, 47
  6. “Conquering Faith relies upon the power of God only for victory in confident faith.”
  7. “Conquering Faith reckons the victory, trust in God for the victory before the battle begins.”


Sunday, April 6, 2025

So much more power and focus

I have so much to learn . . . The “Healing Prayer Workshop” in Saint Augustine that Harriet went to is where she met Father Bill, and invited him here to St Pete!

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!
Exodus 90 Reading now: This Lent can become a time of lasting conversion if we let go of the things that lead to death and begin to cherish the gift of life ever more.

The servant of the Lord does not condemn those he leads to life.

Let us pray.

Lord, you are the source of life who enables your children to walk in freedom. Release me from the snares that hold me back from accepting and living the gift of life you have given me. I no longer want to walk in my own ways, compromising with sin and death. Instead, raise me up in your mercy and help me to begin again. Guide me along the path of conversion, enabling me to walk in abiding hope and joy. May I die to myself this Lent and always that I may truly come to life in the Resurrection. I ask this through Jesus Christ Our Lord, who is the life of all those who believe. Amen.

In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen. 
It has really been a good week for you staying in the Word! What is really remarkable is how much you are stepping into the Action that you hear. You have been releasing your fears and stepping more strongly into the place you have created here before you.
I really think that’s funny. . . I did the Prayerline again this morning. I got a call from Katherine in Virginia. I told her how I Loved her name. I realized how Kathy who was the manager for the Word!
What you will find is that many of the people who have the greatest influence on you are within the some vibration. Like the chef named Mark, while your brother is named Mark as well. And you had several "Kathy's" come into your space over and over again. Please remember you inspired the first into your life, while it was your daughter who brought her replacement. And you still seem to be asking for her. . . 
I know that was really so weird I didn't know what to think.
What you learn and accept each moment is what is critical and viable for you. Recognizing how you are really only "fine-tuning" your habits and modes of operation instead of rebuilding completely is critically important. All you have built and learned allows you to prepare and build into the new.
I noticed that this week, how my fridge has the fruit salad and vegetable salad that I lived on through my PhD, and again now can bring myself back to the healthy simple eating that I know works. And then with Exodus 90 I've gotten my prayers more focused and my exercises. Each day getting more clarity and focus in what I do and like to do. Like now i'm back making water models again. Building computer programs to simulate proper water flows. Where I realized my skills bring me to a greater income and more stability which I really need. 

Funny as it is, I still was applying to college positions this week. I guess as I was online doing the grades for my classes, I popped open the career pages to see if anything fit. that normal job and regular hours just feels like an easy thing to do. It would bring more stability or so I think!
What is important to realize is that you are growing and expanding from where you are. All that you built before is still valid and important. "Rebuilding" is not necessary and may be counter-productive, and expanding and supporting who you are and what you can do is much better for you. 
I know, like doing the Sun Ritual again, more regularly. Each time I do it, I so much more power and focus. Today I even noticed a neighbor outside barefoot in the sun doing some motions and action that were very similar and focused like I am.
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Saturday, March 15, 2025

Build me up so that I may live a life of loving


Origin. Where did sin begin? Sin did not begin in the Garden of Eden.  Sin began in heaven. In Ezekiel and in Isaiah, God tells us very clearly. that a very powerful angel, with a very responsible position, made a decision. 

Wow, this one was really strong from Charles Stanley: 

https://www.intouch.org/listen/radio/the-truth-about-sin-part-1-1


And this was satan's decision, because in this confession of satan, here is the heart and core of all sin. 


Sin in essence is the spirit of independence. I will do what I choose to do, in spite of what God says. "I will act the way I want to act."

 

I will get my needs met, when, and where, and however I want to, in spite of what God thinks. And so here is the first confession of sin, here is where it all began. "I will" is sin to heaven. 


Each day I have so much coming through to me as here with the March 15th Lent Reading. I always feel so blessed and in peace. Matthew 5:44 to love my Enemies which catches me as no real surprise. I’ve even felt how through out my life those who confront me, end up becoming my closest friends. I do still wonder and struggle with the events before me, and the steps I can take. . . Or where these steps lead me.  

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I’m always feeling so challenged . . . Saturday Bodie came by to get his water jug, and I went with him to the Saturday market. . . I told him about growing up in the woods and never connecting to people or understanding how to. As weird as it was I bought my veggies and a few others things, and simultaneously spoke to more people than he did.  And I said how easy it was when I was focused on something.  

Like the guy making the journals, Bodie said he bought one last week and I spoke to there guy anyway explaining how the right yuppie shoppers coming to St Pete to see him would pay 10x more if he made a book with recycled St Pete News Papers. . .  He laughed and understood me. Then I saw the guy who can make my mortar and pestle and Bodie told him what sized and what wood to use. Again I was selling him on making something new, claiming I could net him much higher profits. 




Back to Charles, satan said: I will raise my throne above the stars of God. I will sit on the Mount of Assembly. In the recesses of the North, I will ascend above the heights of the clouds. I will make myself like the Most High.
That is the reason satan is a fallen angel, because he chose to act independent of God to be equal with God, to be superior to God. All sin begins today, where it began in heaven with satan, when you and I say, "I will."
I will meet my needs. I will do what I choose. I will be free of all restraints. I will do what I please to do. That's where sin began.
. . .
And now in the same vibration i add the Exodus 90 Prayer, Let us pray.

Loving Father, you pursue me so that my soul may not be lost to eternal death. I return to you on this day with my whole heart. I repent from all the times I have run away from your plan for me, fixing all my attention in dreams of earthly success and pleasure. Only in you can I find true rest and peace. Fill the parts of my mind and soul that have been wounded by sin. Heal me and my loved ones from the effects of my sins and weaknesses. Build me up so that I may live a life of loving service for others in imitation of your Beloved Son. I accept your plan for my life today, Lord. Give me the grace to persevere until the end so that- bold speech I may dwell with you for all eternity. I ask this through Jesus Christ Our Lord. Amen.

In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.

So now the Homely of BIshop Barron speaking about the Transfiguration of Jesus which he describes so many experiences we’ve share here through the Sun and Beyond https://youtu.be/lEGeV6MTc5Q

Experience the breakthrough... it’s really important that my children see this. I started this blog with the Sin Lessons from Charles that I had compiled and posted to my kids. I realized how it was important to add Bishop Barron’s explaining how vital it was to know Jesus and knowing the history we are part of. . . . Like my Children carry my own DNA, where we all carry it forward from Adam and Eve beyond time and experience. .  .

https://youtu.be/PbMGNb_0PDM Of course, the next podcast to pop-up from my experience is equally as important seeing the 5-signs of Holy Spirit . . . Some challenge brings God’s Purpose where evil brings learning. . . 

  1. Proclamations about Christ bold speech
  2. Expelling the dark, explosive power to the unclean; Miraculous manifestations, healing and wonders
  3. Great Joy as principal flag of Holy Spirit, fruit of the Spirit, radiant and contagious Joy
  4. Intellectual curiosity about spirituality, searching, wanting and understanding more. . . 
  5. Experience of Love, sharing the Holy Spirit to “will the good of the others”


And of course, i find more Love and Joy Preached online . . . Yes, I’ve not visited Woodlawn in Months, and see Rev John has created a new YouTube Site. . . “Without Love, I have nothing” . . . This one hand-written note by Dr. Martin Luther King in answer to the question “what is love?”: Love is the greatest force in the universe. Love is the heartbeat of the moral cosmos. He who loves is a participant in the BEing of God: 

https://youtu.be/4qzuRiKXsCc.  lol.  R U Fruit of the vine, or trimmed off?


Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word !
What are you struggling with now?
I know I have got a very limited income and might have one more monthly check coming in for this term, while seemingly no classes, until the end of the summer. Thus, I know I need to apply for something more, or do something more! Thus, I reached out to someone who needed a room to rent in the local neighborhood app.  Here, I met a chef moving into the area. Oh my, meeting a professional chef (Bodie), how convenient.  I shared the story about Judy and how I have a collection of her equipment and supplies, still hoping to step into something more?! 

I soon had a visitor, who even offered to cook. I’ve realized I’ve not written about this experience and know I need to write, but nothing is coming through for me . . . 
What about reaching into this level where you belong. Loving your way out of this. Loving the experience and challenge before you. What feels right this moment for you?
I am so grateful for this moment with you. Today 9:23:53am 3/17/2025 is Saint Patty’s Day filled with Green Beer and Holiday celebrations! Yes, it is also Spring Break for me at St Pete College. . . . It’s not something I’ve come to terms with. I’m not really sure what is my priority or what’s next. I’ve been able to sit and wonder again, and listen to the preachers online that I’ve found as posted above. Like Saturday as I got home from the Market, I had a note from Leslie and called her. She asked for chicken soup so I started cooking everything I had purchased and dropped on organic chicken from the freezer into it.

Course, I lost track of time and soon noticed my stove clock was 5pm and my iPhone was 6pm. I called her again and said how the black beans were not ready, but I could bring her everything that was ready. She said she was starving, and so I immediately packed-up everything. When I got there she found a movie for us and I filled a plate for her. I think it was too strong for her, and still left her a lot saying it should be watered down. . . Yes, a jar of broth, two jars of fruit, and another of veggies, so she had both cooked and fresh veggies.
We have given you everything that you need. Accept what is before you and step into it all with ease. It is not something to question or challenge, but accept and enjoy. Be in that JOY, with Gratitude in your Heart, do all the love that brings you forward. Whatever you do, it’s a task especially reserved for you by God, complete this task. . . No other can do this or step into this as you have. . . .
I get it! As I write here with you I also sent TXT messages to Bodie and Leslie. One who cooks and one who needs the healthy foods to heal . . . Wow, listening to Rv. John speaking about the 40 days of Lent, contrasting the 40 days of Jesus in the Dessert vs. Moses spending 40 days in the mountain getting the 10 commandments. . . And I’m inspired to open my leather Journal book 4:11:56pm 3/15/2025 where I’m writing about the Joy in the Family of Jesus, with Mary and Joseph, where I’ve learned it is all about BEING! 
What you have come to, is recognizing that it’s only You, just in this Moment that Love is. It’s always just this one moment, this time, this peace, this one experience. There is nothing more that you need to address. You feel the knowledge and love coming through to you. It’s very powerful and clear how this is all working together.
I get it still . . . And see so much strength and power coming through . . . .wow, checking my email Tony the Mac IT guy from SPC is visiting today at 1pm . . . . So now my kitchen is clean. Almost. Yes, I picked up everything started the dishwasher, took out compost, vacuumed and washed the tile floors. . . Instantly, my house is clean and ready for guests. 
What about praying now?
I get it, again . . . PLEASE forgive me Jesus, Mary and Joseph, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Saint Mary and Joseph, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Mother Mary and Saint Joseph. BE WITH ME, guide me and lead me through this experience with my Brother Tony. Help us to see what you have Gifted us and lead us to step into a new Place with you and Your Love. Guide me to share the deepest truths you know, and have before you. . . All for the Glory of our Father GOD, in the name of Jesus Christ. 
What you did now was focus things into a very different level. This is much more clear and passionate than ever. You need to learn from this and know your place and love here more than ever before. No “strength,” no “wisdom,” you are seeking guidance for God’s Will to BE who HE WANTS you to BE . . . 
I get it. . . lol . . I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Monday, February 24, 2025

.I am sorry, please forgive me, thank you, I love you

Learning to Pray with the Ladies group. Sit down and disengage and listen, and learn to understand . . . Recollection of the deeper experience of God! Lesson five into meditative prayer . . . Journal with WRAP = start by reading scripture passage Write out image, phrase or word that pops out to you. Reflect on this word. Apply this word, phrase, experience into your life . . . Pray about it, thank God with this process.

Steps to Meditate:
  1. Find a good time and quiet place, use same place, posture, each time to create routines.
  2. Recollection, quiet down and get to the place of Christ, ask for guidance to get into Prayer, return to the same place as you’ve found before.
  3. Meditate - attentive reflection on God, the Bible, the days lessons, the scripture readings with clear focus, slowly read, and ask for insight within . . . 
  4. Respond and Resolve to ACT on this . . . Act of the will on what you found 

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I really have so much to do and it’s interesting to see how I’ve been placed into such strange circumstances. I’ve sorta realized I need to get more focused and clear about what I need and want to be. It’s important that I stay in my truth. People are reflecting my intentions and I know I need to be very strong and focused on this. 
And everything just gets more and more focused. Today 9:56 AM Mon Feb 24… looking to find the move date in my Blogger: St Pete Science of Journals2My, Journal2MyC, Journal2Mdraft.blogger.com https://youtu.be/3SeQTgBJsIk

this is deep into gratitude and forgiveness.I am sorry, please forgive me, thank you, I love you, Dear JESUS CHRIST PLEASE FORGIVE ME, 

Thank You: Now know you can just type, and the scribbles all Change, so We JoKe of how frustrated you would get, forgetting how wonderful this time and space you created is. 

AND Now it translates your scribbles, JESUS I BOUGHT YOU TO THESE chicken scratchs for you to play more EVeRYDAy, and EVERyTime . . . 

We have given you everything you could possibly need and made the time and space very suitable for all you can do . . 
I find these Words, Dear God, I am sorry, please forgive me, thank you, I love you . . . THUS, THE “Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ”, CHANT, , needs to be modified beyond just adding Saint Mary and Saint Joseph. I’ve been chanting these all together, AND KNOW, I need to get this into gratitude and forgiveness . . . expressing remorse does require vulnerability
I am sorry, please forgive me, thank you, I love you, Dearest Saint Mary, I am sorry, please forgive me, thank you, I love you, Dearest Saint Joseph, I am sorry, please forgive me, thank you, I love you, Dearest Saint Mary, I am sorry, please forgive me, thank you, I love you . . . 
It's so funny to have this vibration of love and family now as I sit in bed writing on my iPad. 

And I know,  or feel I still need to say these words to my family, as I have said a hundred times.  Maybe it will mean something for them someday!

Yes, I am still going back and reading old journals. Yes, Last week my dad visited, and I was able to go out to dinner with them all. So I asked Sharon when they left Florida. . . . Sharon said they left in August 2020!

while Emily Maria was born 8/8/90, wow she was 30 when they left!

Or more importantly, when I realized my mom was Catholic! 
What about your own Move 12/13/19, and then Covid 3/13/20, so Catholic was Lent in one Word! What do U feel now?
I want to do Lent with my Dad. I remember when he moved out of Northdale, and I had just been left by Kim. So me and Dad moved everything of value in my truck, 15 miles across town. Yes, me and Dad were working together. We were praying together. I told him how using the Word, or name of Jesus would make everything fast and easy. Psalm 61:1 (Yes, this is the random verse on the radio as I'm writing!) and we had this direct experience. . . where something went wrong and we would realize that we forgot to pray before starting, and we would stop, and pray for guidance and protection. . . This literally happened two or three times, including somebody getting hurt!
What a remarkable experience to share with your father. And you remember this time so well, because it felt like the first time you had a friendship and real conversation with your father. Yes, he was trapped in your truck through hours of traffic with you. You remember how many times you thanked Kimberly, as her leaving you 9/11/2017 gave this sudden free time to spend with your dad. And then your Seminole Heights house sold and you went on the RV trip with your dad and Sharon. That never would’ve happened if you didn’t have conversation and free time with your dad before hand. This opened the door for spending the next months in their house and starting to exercise.
I know, and then working again and moving to St Pete. Where your Word came through to me about my mom being Catholic and starting LENT!
What is important now is to realize there was a lot more that happened to you before you got to this solution, as from August to March was six months. Yes, started with Charles: God established protective boundaries for His children because He knows the dangers of disobedience. His Word warns us not to give in to temptation but to follow Jesus Christ in a life of sacrifice. Satan used doubt ("Has God said?"), deceit ("You surely will not die"), and self-delusion ("You will be like God") to achieve his aim (Gen. 3:1-5). He made rebellion against God… … 
 Then exodus 90… What kind of spiritual sacrifices? What are we to offer God in worship? First, we offer the whole of ourselves. God is our source, and we acknowledge that by giving the whole of ourselves to him. “I appeal to you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, to present your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and acceptable to God, which is your spiritual worship” (Romans 12:1). Secondly, in gratitude for our freedom from sin and death, we offer a sacrifice of thanksgiving and praise. We pray with the Psalmist: “O Lord, I am your servant; the son of your handmaid. You have loosed my bonds. I will offer to you the sacrifice of thanksgiving and call on the name of the Lord” (Psalm 116:16-17). These acts of worship touch every moment of our lives, but they are especially fitting when we attend the Sacred Mysteries and unite ourselves to the offering of Christ, the sacrificial lamb.

I really have been preparing for this, all my life.

It really should not be any surprises at all. Each and every day gets easier and more focused. I mean after I got all these perfectly aligned concepts to take this into meditation and chant!

Yes CHANT!!

I AM SORRY, PLEASE FORGIVE ME, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,

I AM SORRY, PLEASE FORGIVE ME, Thank You Saint Mary, I Love You Saint Mary,

I AM SORRY, PLEASE FORGIVE ME, Thank You Saint Joseph, I Love You Saint Joseph,

I AM SORRY, PLEASE FORGIVE ME, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,

Yes, the Christ part came out more and more as I went along. I’ve gotten to church early and sat in the back, just chaining the words. Then I ran out as soon as he said he was done to get the coffee out.I keep forgetting tasks that I need to do. And finding more!

I know I need to pray about this more. Please Saint Mary remind me, guide me, lead me.!

Feels like Saint Mary’s great with Memories, like Saint Joseph with tools!

And you learn more and more and more. See now you are really again in a state of bliss. A level of Joy and detached respect. That's really wonderful to accept how much we have worked to Create this opportunity with you.

Yes you have been very persistent and easily  “unending!”

I wonder what could be next. . . As I'm clearly always ready for anything. 

Like when I got to the Men’s Exodus Fraternity Meeting this morning, I knew I had to make another pot of coffee. I didn’t know why, I just knew I had to make one more!

I did end up staying late drinking coffee, and made sure everybody had some, but there was still leftover… i’ll get it just right sooner or later

Just like always sharing with my kids, I posted these synergies to them in text shown here . . . So after having this powerful experience with my children, where I actually sent it to them at the 5am time, that focus of the family was starting on the radio station and I had already watched, or listened to Charles Stanley, which was after focus on the family, so it was really neat to have a preview of what they were going to hear soon. Yes if they actually click the right link and stop and listen to everything

It’s really interesting knowing that there could be 1000 children reading this blog now and having the exact experience that I imagined for my son!?!?

In your Word again, as I started a new day.!
Charles Stanley started it, then Exodus 90, then the men’s group, then going around the church I ran into Jessie who had a banana tree for me ;-)
What You shared with Mike and Jesse was really important too. The idea of having real food and quantities and practicalities that are realistic for everybody. It’s really just a no-brainer! I mean you love to cook anyway, Have all your moms and Judy’s recipes and 1000 others. . . Then knowing how to grow it all yourself as well. It’s all fitting together just where it needs to. just stay fearless and wander through. . 
. . . What would Jesus do?    . . How best would he express his love? . . . how is that working?
I now I’ve still not gotten to SEEL WordS! 

WOW I forgot to mention mass too. The mass readings are all in the Exodus app: Since worship forms a necessary expression of our relationship with God, he teaches us how to worship him. An important aspect of this teaching for the Israelites was that they needed to bring something tangible as an offering to him. . . . Give my life to God!
What about SEEL?
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Gents, greetings from Kolkata.  Just wanted to send out info on an event Dennis is hosting at his place on Monday March 3rd at 6:30pm. Dan Donaldson will be in town. He’s the CEO of an organization called Heroic Men, and he will be giving a talk on Missionary Discipleship which applies to both men and women.   
 
Dan launched Formed when he was at the Augustine Institute, then worked with Chris Stefanick at Real Life Catholic before joining Heroic Men in 2022.  He was recently named CEO of Heroic Men.
 
Dan will also be sharing a little bit about Heroic Men. Their motto is:
-Strengthen the man. Strengthen the family.
-Strengthen the family. Strengthen the church. 
-Strengthen the church. Transform the culture. 
 
It should be a great evening of fun and fellowship. Wives are welcome & encouraged to attend too.