peace in my Home to DO and BE God’s WILL

Ok I confess, everyday this old iPad gets easier and easier. I’m always learning a new trick and find greater ease in what I do and want to do in my Love for Jesus. Thanks you Dear Jesus, for all you share and all your guidance. I know you are with me always, and I try to ask for Saint Mary or Saint Joseph more by name . . . And I know you always enjoy the real experiences we share . . . And I know I still have lots to learn. Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word, and I do ask for YOUR Fire of Pentecost to fill me for your Glory.

What happened with SEEL? 

I know, I need to step back a bit. This last week was SEEL Week 12, which was about Imagination. Imagination is my space and beingness; I have always been able to see things, and do them, or make them happen around me . . . I know that I have too much power in this area and have terrified myself several times doing things or changing things selfishly. And I realize now, more than ever that Jesus and the Saints really dominate all the Voices in my Head . . . Of course, I also get crap showing up, and I realize this is really not that reactions, like swearing all the time or other craziness, that I see vanish from my beingness, with the call of Jesus, or Saint Michael. 

You know I just stopped writing for a moment and went to the bathroom down here and saw the poster of Saint Michael that I have in the bathroom now. I’m so blessed here in this house, and I know it’s all perfect and a total blessing every single moment I’m here. Like this iPad, each aspect of this “House HOUSE” loves me, resonates with me, fills me with the Love of God and His Joy . . . “I can use a little church today. . . 8:35pm 6/24/25 SpiritFM . . . Michael Tylor, God DID IT!!!”

What about SEEL. We all recognize that sharing the Love and Joy in love has got to be a secret that you’ve been keeping, you are with me in the Whistle in the wind . . . So many nights i have been saying… all i want is already done. . . I just want to share it with you. . . 9:25amSpiritFM Song: . . . You have been all that i needed. . . In times i feel you in the fire and the rain. . . Love has got a secret that you’ve been keeping. . . You are with me in a whisper in the wind. . . Stay. . . It’s so close i can feel it.. . YOU ARE WITH ME IN EACH WHISPER OF THE WIND. . . 

I know, I HEAR YOUR Word in everything all around me, all the time. It’s really silly, as if you were GOD and YOU created everything, so that then everything you see, hear, taste, touch or feel would contain a “critical secret” with hidden codes and clues to bring YOU back to GOD, so you could never get lost! It’s all Love, all for Love, all About Love, Doing More Love all the time every way possible . . . 

What book did you feel writing this now?

I know it was Conversations with God again, sharing your Word!

Do you see how specific and focused this is  . . . Your Intentions to lead and teach are everywhere and coming to fruition more and more . . . PLEASE ACCEPT THIS! This is your place, critical and important to who you are! What about SEEL?

I confess, Jesus and the Word, really just takes over sometimes. And I know I need to examine each page again of this Week 12 of SEEL. I had to change the first line on this SEEL page above because “God DOES speak to us all the time.” Like the whispering in the wind song above, I was in tears crying through that moment with my body vibrating in “goosebumps” everywhere . . . His Spirit of Love really completely takes me over sometimes. And for the most part I love it, learning and teaching ways to bring that feeling on, but also seeing that the magicians and guru’s everywhere who say that they know how to “bring us to Spirit” are really just selfish and lost . . . lol . . . What a waste, they just need Jesus! As real prayer engages thoughts, memories and imagination.

Yes, I even have met priests and “Catholic Church Certified” healers who tell me I’m wrong and CAN NOT do what I’ve known and shared all my life. . . It’s really funny how arrogant and pathetic some people get trying to tell me what to do. . . Or NOT DO. Reminds me of the clown telling me “no videos” last week. He was doing the best he can, just didn’t know any better. . . Oh, well that is what we have to deal with in this insane world of satan where greed, “divide and conquer” is all we know. . . . satan get behind me! I must only see, think, or experience Love and Jesus as my real Priority! 

What about SEEL?!?!?!

TRUSTING how God is always speaking, and HAS ALWAYS! I know so I posted this first one page above 141. . . and the next, following Your Word! Yes this morning, I was told to get busy on SEEL, going over each page and marking it up completely to share. This last week I skipped a meeting with Dick, asking for an extra week to work on this, and then the next week we never talked about what to do next, so I figured that meant I hadn’t finished this week twelve yet. Of course 12, or 1+2=3, is all about the Trinity where I belong anyway . . . So I need to get busy and do a lot more here! As I’m in the right place again, at the right time . . . To hear Bishop Barron talk about this same experience with the Trinity again, where I marked on this page here how my BIGGEST LESSONS is how God Speaks to me all the time, through imaginations, memories, thoughts, feelings, sounds, sights, angels, saints and ancestors and I really need to “STOP SECOND GUESSING” and really trust and allow this FLOW to dominate, continue and excel. . 

What did we ask you?

It started this morning, when you said to reread the Week 12 SEEL instructions . . . . And it all started with these two pages 141 above, about imagination. I knew this is about stepping into my place more, so this is not just Duties, and WORK, where I started with the Prayer to St Joseph, IT IS LOVE, my deep and grateful Love of God. And of course there was so much that I could feel and resonate with . . . And so you asked that I reread it all over, so I snapped all these page pictures so I could review and markup each like shown above. . . Then of course I saw things I never read or considered and the instructions said to read this and read that, so I have six pages now, that I have to go through to post now, the two above and here comes the next.

Oh my, Yes it’s kinda funny, as I am totally perplexed by every blessing that shows up . . . Knocking me over! And then of course this very next page I read is about making these experiences more consistent with very distinct focused habits. I did the Alter Service today, and when I was standing waiting to start, I repeated under my breath: Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Saint Mary, I Love You Saint Mary,  Thank You Saint Joseph, I Love You Saint Joseph , , , so I’ve been creating this habit of calling the Saints as well. . . Like I’ve noticed others, like Saint Michael, who I seem to have called on countless times. But then reading this page I realized that I’m not specific about my own desires. Funny, the week I did my grades I got two calls about presenting for new positions. Of Course, I prayed about what I should prepare in a presentation that I had to do on Leadership for the “management team” . . . Uhg, like here we go again what is my “leadership style” . . . From Management, through Entrepreneurship, into my Passion of Urban Agriculture and FOOD!!!!

Of course, this lead to me revising all my webpages, and creating a whole new scene there too! I was pleasantly surprised how nice that came together and how it looks now. . . Wow. And I feel good about my prayers above asking “to find peace in my Home to DO and BE God’s WILL”

What did you learn??

I guess my biggest lesson from these pages of this SEEL lesson has been recognizing, accepting, and really understanding how I am always with Jesus and always have His Holy Direction and guidance for all my activities. And it’s really not just instructions as much as His active participation like Saint Teresa speaking of being the "Hands of Christ" directing Christians, through their actions, are to continue Christ's work on Earth. Which I always write about and share here online. I’ve recognized how my writing has been shifting. The constant daily coincidence is the reason I started my writing to record and understand my own experiences. It’s sorta shifted more to teaching and learning, instead of just sharing.

 What 5:38am 6/25/25, God demands recognition of Holiness: Worship Me!

I Love you so much, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, and I’ve got my meeting with my spiritual director, when I asked what is a mystic:

What happened with my first spiritual Director; she called me a mystic one day, and I said "how a Mystic" by any stretch of the imagination. She said OK let me ask you this, do you believe in the body blood soul and divinity of Jesus in the Eucharist? "Oh yeah." Next do you believe in the resurrection? "Yeah." Do you believe that Mary was the mother of Jesus yeah? "Yeah." Now all of those are mysteries, that you have accepted, that my very definition makes you a low level Mystic! So that implies that there are higher levels!

Please ask your ChatCBG app you've programmed "What are the levels of Catholic Mysticism"

OK so what are they, an example is people who can speak in tongues, that’s a mystery why does that happen? How does that happen? There’s nothing that you can point to experience that . . . it is pretty much a total surrender of the living in God‘s will, and it just takes practice. You know being aware of God‘s presence, as one author puts it, having the humility to let God lead. How do I know that God is leading me, but it is a surrender and partnering with God.

I’ve come to terms with everything recognizing my ability to share something’s and having the responsibility to take that in my hand, and do what I know I can do and just like I did with last week with the video, I mean I knew what they wanted. I knew what they needed. I did what they wanted and what was really incredible is there was one student in the class that thought I was doing something wrong and came and told me you can’t do that and I said to just leave me alone and he says no you’re not supposed to do that and went and told on me.

OK I’m out here and it was so funny because I realize that I saw my dad the narcissist yelling at me “don’t do that.” I don’t like the narcissist right, I mean that’s what I saw and I packed up and I left and I didn’t tell anybody. The word responsible is to do “what’s the loving thing to do” because that would’ve been good. The loving thing to do is say; “I’m sorry I got to go,” and I know that would’ve been the loving thing to do, instead of running and hiding.  OK all of our spirituality is about love and relationship and everything we do is predicated on love and so our language has to be congruent with that as a big part of our spiritual journey.

I Love you so much, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, so I do my three letter codes and immediately want to create new ones for Saints Mary and Joseph. . . BECAUSE IT'S ALL ABOUT LOVE AND RELATIONSHIP.

What HAPPENED NOW WAS THAT you said what was necessary to create change and growth in the new lives around you. Stepping into the truth that you know will be very intimidating for a lot of people, that is simply what is, you still need to step-up.

I did my Prayerline, 3 times I was able to share Repeat after me: “I renounce XYZ in the name of Jesus, I command XYZ to leave me in the name of Jesus.” Then did my 20x exercises with the FamilyFocus podcost, and now Journaling with Charles Stanley podcast. Now this restart pp 23 a habit with structured and rhythm . . . . And pp24  is about waiting in silence to listen only to God. It's really wonderful. As I see again now, how my whole house and life is filled with the love and beauty of GoD. “God turned the light on” Charles Stanley book of his preaching. Sounds like how I live and love.

What you have now before you is really critical again. Having the blessing to share and speak the truth before you. 

I need to speak to gossip in the church, a gossip from satan kills churches. Like, I signed up for this cool class. Great teacher who knew I was out of work with Covid. Called me back the next day because her next student was someone who retired and so their company hired me. But they needed an intern to follow directions and NOT A Phd that found errors in their work, so that wasn't happening so that didn’t last long . . .  . So I recognize it is satan trying to get me into the gossip that stirs things up really strong. 

It Happened again last week. We had a special instructor came in from out of town. She shared God’s beauty, materials and talent from a private and copyrighted firm from out of state…  I offered to record her own divine expressions for her own use, irregardless of corporate policy and BS. Use of videotape to share her gifts, was breaking corporate rules. So Loving my friend, I recorded for four days. The last day some guy decided he knew better and confronted me telling me not to record her instructors. . . Yes satan get behind me!

What we know is that Jesus will be with you and guide you. And it’s important to stand your ground and be the fullness you know and see!

I shared this bit above about gossip in the church with my men’s group this morning 3:57pm 6/27/25. It was gospel perfect for I said specifically how a man who fears video usually indicates something else. My own experience was paul as a pedophile but someone else said how fear of video coincides with fear of getting arrested, as they know they are doing something illegal, immoral or worse . . . Much worse as with paul!

What happened this morning was really better than you could imagine. Your Spontaneous prayers were clear and focused. Then stepping out to share your real concerns for everyone in the room. That’s why the understanding was so clear that the comments you received were the details that you missed. It’s really great that you are stepping into this more readily. The idea about writing these issues of gossip out before hand clearly was very important too.

I recognize it’s always really about having this private time with You Dear Jesus. I know I’m alone here with everything I could ever need, or imagine needing. Typing with ease now as Rev John preaches in the YouTube app somewhere on this iPad. 

What is this lesson on this Page.

I want to do your will Dear Jesus. I know you are keeping me home alone and filling my day with insights and challenges . . . . It is always about change and shifting things for the people and community around me. It’s funny how I flashed to building the NT server at the County, where USF had just done the same thing. And I remember how they were sued for competing with Google and now I realize how Google, and Microsoft, and everyone created email system the similarly, where all the archives are kept forever. And now I realize this incredible archive of human discussions and adventures fundamentally creates lifetimes of data suitable for creating AI. And now I see how this is all coming together with the blessings of Jesus and AI is everywhere. 

It’s all about God, It’s all about bringing this Love and Truth and Knowledge of experience to a higher level, to bring more insight and growth to others. Of course the very next page I read and marked-up is all about journals and how valuable they are in this process.

I always call this writing a duty or a chore, but I really love it. And find peace and comfort in sitting and reading and writing. It’s really a major priority for me. I also notice the readers in the hundreds and thousands, but always felt that so many others read from other places beyond. Yes, I go back and read over this page everytime I start writing again in it. It’s important to stay consistent and have the flow clear and focused. Of course more comes though all the time and I get how it’s really a lot already. And more details and clarity helps and improves everything, and I’m always adding and expanding.

It is all exactly as it needs to be, no worries, we are with you always.

I guess I shouldn’t be surprised that this last page for me is about my writing again. I love how my learning and experience always brings me in circles where I get the same messages over and over. Like seeing the picture of Saint Michael in the bathroom, moments after saying his name. So what's really powerful for me here is how I get the message in words, sights, sounds, or otherwise. I always recognize it coming through to me over and over.

What do you mean?

I Remember now that this post on assignment actually started with me talking about this iPad and how my use is always so much fun and joyful as I can scribble worse than you see here and the AI still is rewriting correctly, even correcting spelling and grammar.

What do you expect, is this what you asked for? And this expectation is necessary too.

I know, but whining about new technologies before the PC even came out was kinda pushing it a bit…  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

SWISS entrepreneurial competition show

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word !

What brought you here today?

I am always so surprised by my experiences. Like now, I knew I needed to write something, I didn’t know what, so I opened my iPad and set it up with the keyboard . . . That has NOT worked for months . . . But I just went along and did whatever I felt. And so here I am all alone again writing whatever I need to write with everything with this iPad magic keyboard working fine! Oh yea, I noticed the iPad had another software upgrade. Yes, I’ve got these to load automatically and it says I’m up to IOS 18.6 Developers Beta . . .  

What happened last week?

I was able to speak with another attorney and Jim was on the call with me. He just wanted to be sure I was clear what I was doing and where things were going. It was a little weird, as he asked more questions than me. And we were both happy about how it all went. Course, yesterday I dropped in to give them some cash, and it was clear that everything was moving exactly the way I needed it to. I really got the feeling of being in the right place, at the right time, to blow this crap all to pieces. Then the thing that really surprised me was how when I ran into Bob, after mass last week, I just told him what I was doing to prepare to sell everything.

I sort of randomly asked if he would join the board instead! And he said sure, he’d be happy to. I never thought of that. And it came up again Friday at our Prayer Group. Scott said how he had already read everything I was doing, since he was part of St Vincent and they were already helping me out. But what was more remarkable than anything was to have some SWISS entrepreneurial competition show up?!?!?! It was just weird how it came into my space and I was able to fill-out all the pieces and submit. And more importantly than ever, was reading and writing about developing a new business . . . Wow, me starting another business, how crazy is that?

We have been telling you to for years. You could have sold “Moving Rivers” easily if you had incorporated it. 

I know, I know. . . But with all I do already, it really seems crazy that I would seek to do more! But yes I understand if I had gone through the motions to incorporate something to sell. I wouldn’t be worried about working or income at all now. I really believe this is more about changing the system than anything.  I mean, I’ve been engaged in breaking this system all apart, or rebuilding it, all of my life. And I realize that I’m usually stepping into things and doing things, that I really had no conception about. I remember Kimberly explaining to Chris about the new roof I got for the house. Here she went into great details about an experience and operation I did myself.  But the perspective she shared was really one based on fear and insecurity, while I was on peace confident Jesus always takes care of everything!

What are you imagining and feeling into this now?

I guess what was a really powerful experience that I never could have imagined, was when I arrived and saw Lisa again... She recognized me of course, but was slow, being really stiff and sore. I asked if I could help her and held her hands infront of us. Then told her to take off-her shoes and gave her the magnetic visualizations of the earth and heart to consider connection with us through infinity e=mc2. Then we breathed together and shared the experience together. 

She then told me that I had completely healed her. She said the had been to the hospital earlier this week, and had been in a lot of pain, unable to sit or to move much at all. I told her I had known all my life I could heal, and to share with her was such an awesome blessing for me. Then I told her not to tell anyone. 

Why do you think you did that?

I know it’s about fear. So many people in this church are still afraid of me. They can’t understand, they can’t accept, they see a scary old man or whatever they see, as a man who can’t follow all their rules. OR WHATEVER. 

What about your own fear. Are you afraid of what Lisa might say, what she feels or how people will interpret her . . . Are you afraid of stepping into something new. Afraid of doing what you have prepared for all your life.

I get it. I’m sorry. I did tell her the next day to share or tell anyone she wants to. I admitted that my own fears should not interfere with the truth she knows and experienced. It was really cool, she told me about grounding and how she has another friend or someone in her family who has been telling her the same things over and over again. She said she married into an old Philippino Indigenous family that still knew and practiced these deeper truths as we shared. , , , it was really just a beautiful experience. I watched her all week, and she was so happy moving and running around all the time.

Every time I asked how she was doing she commented about sitting on the floor and standing up. Something she did “all by herself,” as if she had not been able to do anything like that for months. Like “did you see,” I sat on the floor twice already today. . . . It was really nice to hear about her experience.

 What did you “feel” about that?

Yea, I know you have been waiting a while for me to come in here with you. And so I've always felt how I could hold someone's hand and pull them out of a wheelchair. It was just something that I've always seen in my imagination, every time I see a wheelchair. I've almost been afraid to get near handicapped people. . . . Knowing how I just want to put my hands onto them.

We have, yes we have, are you ready to do this very slow and steady.? Right now we made more than ever. Seeing the craziness, over and over again it is more important than ever. : to stay slow and steady.... To slowly listen and love and learn all of God in gratitude Joy & Peace to the fullness of your being…. And now you have the assistance of 2 dogs we are ready to start loving everyone again. And you will soon see more love growth experience seeing the goodness of GOD: IN mercy, loving concern for a's 2 Samual 2. 24 his mercy is great,

I need to have more practice again here with you going really slowly, still struggling with this pen. As Fr. Curtis posted about 2 German shepherds. Another, Father is moving out of state so his dogs are for free. Wow so Jesus decided I was ready for dogs and its time to start building gardens everywhere.

Was ready for a dogs means lots busy work to get everything done all by yourself . . . You are stepping into your next vibrational level of experience. Your impact on those around you … it is all your Holy way redeemed and savored to return to your place. The child ready to step in, ready to do. Yes your time has come to design and build all things necessary to bring as all forward. Mercy Grace, love in gratitude to bring healing and truth before us.

 

What is remarkable is how easily you laugh at the challenges before you. Each time something crazier than before shows up, and you just roll with it . . . . . . No fear, to step into more and more power, purpose and goals. Today was the first time you considered BEING full supreme unity of GoD !!! Building your church the way it is designed and intended to be. People focused instead of car and greed focused. A space filled with  animals, people, food, love, peace all together in the garden of Eden again. It is really what you asked for remember. You wouldn't come back unless we could  Guarantee it would all work the way it was supposed to, you had to know and see it all come back to the holiness of one peace, one love, one life, we all experience together 

What this is really about is you stepping into this deeper truth of who you really are. Taking these steps before you with clarity and power. You know what needs to be done, and you know more about what we are doing than anyone will ever know. It’s something we have done and planned with you since that very first spark in the mud. You were there with us and we are all ready for the next steps. Yes, the fearless actions that you do and create in  your community are essential for the shift that is coming to everyone. . 

I better get busy then. . . 

What is important is that you are planting sweet potatoes, you can plant hundreds and it’s important to simply plant. No questions, no challenges, just do it. . . Slowly, peacefully. . . No rush, just do it. . . 

I get it. . . I’m bringing my trailer, and clearing everything I need to do for my gardens and world right now. . . Simple, easy. Just do it.  

What about saying some prayers first for guidance and insight to step forward. . . 

I know i need to ask St Joseph to help and lead me. . . 

THANKS Saint Joseph and Saint Mary. . . I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

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Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What about getting more serious with your time here. If you are called and directed into all these tasks before you, lessons, clearing, sorting and organizing for The 2025 Exodus Fraternity BonFire! What’s does this mean?

I Love Your Word! It’s always such a blessing to have this experience with You. Thank You so much for helping me to share more with other people. Please dear Saint Joseph, Marion, and Jesus guide me into Your Family of truth and forgiveness. Help me to live The Fire of Christ.

Yes, I need to get some firewood from the church this morning too. I am so grateful to have this time with You. I know I’ve had some powerful dreams again.  You asked me to write them down, but I haven’t been able to . . . Of course, now I’m talking to my iPhone again. And then I know I can do this all the time.

What Do you think we were trying to get you to speak out loud for?

I know, I just need to listen to Your Word! You always have such a challenge for me. When I have the synchronicity with all the Bible verses together, I always want to write them down and share them. I’ve been sending them, as best as I can. Both to my children, to the men’s group, and even the welcome group. I know I need to be more specific about my experiences with You.

What Have you felt regarding past trauma and clearing it? And Really Clearing it out of your system.

I’m still trying to stay in Your Word! Every moment I feel I’ve been getting more direction coming to me. I’ve really been trying hard to keep up with everything.

What About the feelings in your heart when you’re in church or in communion on the Prayerline.

I love You! It has become a very specific feeling, I can recognize the warmth in my heart. If I breathe really deeply into it, then the bone will come up in my chest. I can feel my whole body opening up for the flow of God’s Light. I realize I need to do this more. I need to be full and clear in the light of Jesus.

5:55pm 5/30/2025 What a great job. You have everything ready for your party and it all looks great! Even that you sat in this hammock with your beer. You are ready for anything. That is all we ever asked of you. And you are always prepared and ready. Good Job son!

What a sweet thing to share! I’m so very grateful that You take the time to share with me now. I was really running all day, and was even embarrassed that I hadn’t made any food when the beer was poured and I was ready for the hammock. Wow, 32 chairs are set here and the hammock is perfect for a couple or me!

Yes, I will recount the chairs to be sure, as it’s so crazy to be out here now all by myself. And I know it’s only 6pm now and the Bonfire is 6-10pm. I’m not sure who, what, or when, but it’s always just perfect. I love it here Jesus. It’s so nice to hear the church bells and know that it’s all for Jesus and it only gets better and better every day. Oh, You want me to make videos all night . . .  please remind me!

What happened?

Yes, I forgot the videos, but got the fire going great, for only six of us: Dan, George, Tobias, Mike, Father Claudius, and one more . . . . Then Larry came in too . . .  

What Are you Feeling. . . 

I need to learn how to Pray more with You. And I'm sure there is so much before me still. Please Guide me and Lead me to fulfill all that You have set before me today . . .

What you did was good for the day. You started in prayers and then your studies. Then you got some important work done in your office. You are tired and it should be so. You missed all your exercise and habits that you have been working on. It's important to recognize that these habits should become priorities, instead of a burden.

I just added this picture so I could write with my pen and get the text really large and not off the side of my iPad screen. Course when I first read this picture I’ve added, I thought someone had written about me. It's really incredible how things happen for me. Like now as I write, it feels like a complete De-ja-vu. I mean everything that I’ve been working on has been all for Jesus. I've been careful to follow directions and to move slowly to get things done. And I know there is still so much to do. I do feel really good about it all. But I'm sorta nervous, and tired.

This morning I decided I was going to make a big breakfast and asked Larry if that would be ok with his kids. They had asked me about picking tomatoes in the front yard, so I had to make something with them. It was fun as I cut up some fruit for all of us and cooked sausages. Then I made a bunch of omelets, some with only cheese, and some with cheese and tomatoes and then cheese, tomatoes and sausage. It was just fun to share with them all.

What is more remarkable than ever is how real you are about it all. You deep down know it will always be better than you could imagine. And always you imagine so much more beyond what could even be possible. It's not something you really consider. Whenever you imagine something it comes from the immediate circumstances and experiences that you encounter. Like when you imagined selling your business. It really popped out of the air as you were biking past Ed. You never thought to sell any thing, but as you saw him in the early morning-hour you immediately thought that your sales should go to those you know of first. If anyone else will benefit from your hardship, let it be a friend or someone you know who benefits. 

This love you imagine, share and create is really a wonder of you. . . You have always been able to imagine and create such wonders. It's really important to accept this blessing you have. If you randomly create wonders all the time, then maybe you should consider how important it is for you to bike freely, share openly, and stay fearless.

I guess what happens to me is that I always try to stay focused and present with whatever shows up and stay ready to step in and to do anything. Like this picture here is from my iPhone listing all the calls I got in the last day or so. I really felt so blessed and lucky to have so many of my church brothers reaching out to help me. Wow, I never had that before. It seems like I never had anyone but my mom really stepping out for just me. I mean everyone else would do so to get something from me. Wow that's really a sad pathetic thought.

What is more important is recognizing the truth. You have always been very generous with your time, efforts, and trust. Trusting and respecting those who really don't deserve it, haven't earned, or are usually just trying to exploit you.

It has been a challenge for me to learn discernment. I try to be careful who I invite into my life and share with, always knowing there is so much more for me to do and share. But I've always just accepted those who show up and step into my space...

I mean literally... Its - 5:22 am 6/15/2025 and I just got off the phone with a single lady in Missouri who needs a now place to live. Of course I told her that I had an extra room, and banks downstairs at $800 a month. She said she was only pay $500 now for an apartment in a duplex. So sure I could let her stay for that much, as of don't think Larry pays me that yet.

What else did you learn?

I guess I went through a lot yesterday. Like I found a place online that sells AirBNBs. I started to put my house out there and got about half way. I guess I really know I can sell it very easily. Which is really funny since I know I could build another very easily too. I still really love it here and do not want to sell anything. I keep thinking of the nonprofit that they sent me to as well. To finally get a real board and funding into STARS would really be incredible. I have the market and target audience and everything all set and ready to go. I just never have done board development and fundraising. I’ve been thinking I should have no problem with it since everybody at church is at that level already!

What about taking this seriously as your next challenge before god.

I got another typo there that I didn't change. Of course, I can do anything for you Jesus! It's always just for the love of Jesus. Like when I looked at the leadership of the nonprofit, it was all public health people. So suddenly I flashed to completing my PhD in Public Health. Wow, that was really neat. I was a grad assistant at stars building community gardens again.

What happened now??

I flashed into building UA in St Pete and thought of the Tampa Tree Map I helped build a hundred years ago. And so I looked it up and Shawn is fixing it up again. Wow, how cool is that. So it had a feed back form and I looked up the names of the people I knew and offered to help again. Then at the bottom was Shawn email and phone number anyway.

What did got feel?

I really felt the live al joy of helping a peer who really knows me. I mean I met Shawn when he was an architecture student. I but he knows on has worked with my son even.

What happened now.

I  though of how someone is might reach my son more than others  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.