reading each mystery and then doing the Hail Mary again

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ it’s always so wonderful to share with you. I'm so grateful to have this time in adoration. I never understood what it was all about, but I finally learned. And to have this time with you is so awesome.

We really like what you did. Please explain it now. 

I followed Your Word! I went up to the alter in front of all the candles and knelt at the stand. I knew I had to read all my prayers. So I started here in order, as shown on these prayer cards. When I got to the Hail Mary, I repeated it for each of the mysteries, reading each mystery and then doing the Hail Mary again. So yes, reciting it 20 times, I guess as I look now as there are 5 decades for the four mysteries. Then I did the Saint Michael prayer and Saint Joseph. I felt I should have started with those Saint Prayers to set my space, so it feels like I will be doing this again.

We have asked you to do adoration on Wednesdays before. You already have a wonderful relationship, and each learning and each step, only opens up more love and light into your life. Like your experience today was really full of love and power all day long. You can go hone now.

I still need to pray for my dad. The Word from father Curtis for my confession who to say 5 prayers for my somone. Wow I need to read all this again.

What a great idea !!!

8:14:22am  10/16/2025 Yes, it was really wonderful to pray and share this morning with Dick Alexander. He is so clear and focused about what I need next and where is my learning for today. Getting serious about my next welcome statement is so important. And again this gift from God to have Dick's question, and exploration to step deeper into this growth and understanding. And than I read the next lesson with week #15  ”The Call of Christ our King"

And my first word highlighted about God's dream for the world.. And again I am full-circle as my first question to God when asked to return to Earth, was could we really achieve His Original Dreams. And then if so, what exactly were His Original Dreams! So now Dear Jesus, as we move to build and create a better, bigger, fuller, community of love with all You are.I am, trying to each moment and experience more seriously.

I biked out to share with Wanda, but then only did the sunshine and swim since I didn't have my iPhone to share what happened, so I stepped in Wednesday to visit, of course that means I saw Fr Curtis and Brian and all too, they fold me about the fall festival and removing the chicken coop, so I offered to come in early for the garden club and take it out. Yes filled my truck with tools and took it out. And even took home a few pieces.

Wow and today I got to speak to the leadership of St Pete. I finally shared the continuous motion sidewalk design, idea, patent with someone who could understand and make it happen.  It was so remarkable to speak with someone who could actually understand. I mean, someone familiar with construction and communities, and neighborhoods and homes for people, not just for cars. Yes, I still hate cars, and hate gas and oil more than anything. Ending all those lies and deceptions would be awesome.  Yes, we can get away from the greed machine and survive. We don’t need endless profits and fast foods racing around all the time in debt so we can have a fancy car.

We have told you over and over again that you were building it all. It’s always been your dreams and love to make it easier for people to move and share. The idea of working and slaving just to have adequate transportation is really barbaric. The Roman Empire was more free and supportive of their citizens. Now to have the whole culture tied to steal and gasoline is just so sad. Especially when you’ve allowed this to replace family, community, and relationships. Everyone in debt to have anything in their lives. It’s so pathetic and uncivilized.  

I know and to have your Word about this is grand! I’m so happy to hear your comments and experiences about this.  And I know finally saying something to a leader, who could really understand me, was really grand. THANK YOU SO MUCH. I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ as I know it was your guidance and instruction to start with such a simple statement about what we have here today, and the old vision to create more. WOW!

We have always told you to speak up. Each day you can share the Love and Spirit inside of you it will have profound impacts on everyone around you. And you can go out and get some beer if you want to. The sun in up and you are able to afford something small and simple. . .  

I know I’m so very lucky and blessed. That is simple something that I do in my life. I’ve always been blessed, always indestructible and usually fearless.  It’s just part of my experience that I’m living with. And it’s kinda weird as I know and accept so many things that come at me almost randomly.  It’s kinda funny and I’m really loving it so much. Like I needed to go find some containers to clean out the garage. I’ve started and feel good about it, but still have a long way to go. Everything feels so awesome now. . . Thanks Jesus. . . 

We have been waiting for you to recognize how everyone can feel this vibration that you share here with us. Each word you write vibrates throughout the galaxies.. Everyone can feel you love this pen shares, as each word creates and expands the life before you. It's a matter of the physics involved since it simply is your own beingness now before you. We have spent decodes to get you here and now you allow interceptions and distractions. 

I know the Word! Sorry. I still see, feel, and . smell the people and experiences around me. Like the fine blonde strutting by me again now.

We have told son for centuries we could make this all happen. Exactly as you needed. Now again in your space of creation. And the song changes and ' you start to dance. Out here in the fields, I fight for my meals. I put my back into my life, I don't need to be forgiven. Don't cry, don't waste your time, it’s only teenage wasteland.... Put out the fire and don't look back. The exodus is here. You wont get much older. The teénage wasteland. 

I love this Word we are able to share. Everyone is waking up. The power and vibrations are off the charts. I mean yesterday was Friday mass and the men's group. When I arrived to make coffee there was already a pot started and Fr. helping to set things up for some event. Yea, I rushed around and did whatever I could. Got to mass just after it started. Walked into my back row corner and the sun was in my face.  It was really wonderful. Each time I stood, or sat, the sun was back in my eyes. I was deep staring at it, as my morning sunrise has been wicked powerful over and over again.

I knew it was time for me to stay there, exactly where I was, and soak it all in and savor every moment. I guess I was really comfortable and filled with the Holy Spirit, so it was easy for me to stare off into the distance and savor the peace and joy. Then I noticed Bonnie infront of me in a clean perfect white suit. And then Mary, also in white a few rows in front of her. I then immediately felt how they were sisters somehow. Wondering for a moment, I saw how they both had some secret key that opened the whole church, parish, and catholic experience before me.

So somehow, I walked up and greeted Bonnie to hug her or half-hug. And I asked if she knew Mary. . . And she did know Mary. I know Mary is leaving town soon so I want them to meet and talk more. It’s really about me understanding more about whatever Mary said at the “Nine Grades of Prayers” class that I connected with so much that I had to respond and share something similar. Of course, I have no idea what I shared back in the class. But I’ve come to see and realize how blessed I’ve been to know and share with these people.  

I mean, like the Exodus Fraternity which they invite more to, has totally changed my life. Which really has been getting stronger and stronger every day with more focus and clarity.

Like today, I woke up and noticed I still had time for the sunrise, and raced off. I road up to the Sun Dial just as it was braking the horizon. . . Wow I sat and started The Our FATHER . . . Had to stop and restart again to get more focused and straight on the stone. 

We really enjoy when you can really make the efforts to step into this power that you can move so easily. It’s really almost common or trivial to you, but each time you shift into higher and higher places. Like you also noticed the loops, when you roll your heads around in a circle and can see the sun shining deep inside of you. This really effectively shifts things to a higher place.

I love your Word! I really try to bring more light into myself to bring you glory. I recognize people can see and feel it all. That’s really part of the experience for me. I mean, like this morning writing at the St Pete Market, I felt every letter hitting the pad and how it shifted and created vibrations beyond just the words on my screen to everyone everywhere . . . Like I recognize it’s some mystery about fulfilling Your Call that is just so far beyond all our understanding.

We never have told you everything. But like discovering that you are the Man of Knowledge, it just something you did, whether you understood the physics or felt the energy moving inside of you. . . . None of the really matters, you did the action, you had the experience, you achieved the task, that no one else had done.  Like these words now, you simply type what comes to you, and reason and logic come in later, it’s really not even relevant to you. . . . As much as it is BEINGNESS, just do it, and you have!

I get it, I love you, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ, Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to achieve all the tasks you need done now!

acts in accordance with His Word

Charles Stanley today said whenever God provides something we’ve requested, it’s easy to recognize His active intervention on our behalf. If, however, He doesn’t give what we had hoped, we then might conclude, He’s not doing anything. But in today’s Bible passage “Make a joyful noise to God, all the earth;” Psalms‬ ‭66‬:‭1‬-20 ‭RSV‬‬ https://bible.com/bible/2020/psa.66.1.RSV, the psalmist recognizes that God works in various ways - sometimes via a great deliverance (vv. 5-6) and sometimes through painful situations (vv. 10-12). 

Since we know the Lord always acts in accordance with His Word, it’s important to read Scripture regularly so we’ll learn to recognize His activity in our life. When our eyes are focused on the Lord, we’ll be open to a new perspective, and our faith will grow as we begin to discern how He’s working. Then the joy of seeing His involvement in big and small ways will motivate us to praise and thank Him, even in the hard times.

I recognize this says the connection and relationship between synchronistic events and cohesive experiences always represent the Acts of God, where everything is aligned and congruent. This alignment and congruence always implies God‘s hand in my life. I am really grateful to have this deeper understanding of His divine experience and guidance in my life.

More and more of this clarity is coming to me all the time, as I see things shifting before my eyes. I try to remain calm and collected not questioning or thinking, and trying more to stay in His Flow and vibrating in the love that is so present and consistent around me.

All of us who have been baptized into Christ, who have died with Christ and risen with Christ, are members of his mystical body. We are members of Christ’s body. We are part of him, and so he cannot deny himself. He cannot deny us because we are part of him. That is how close we are to God - if only we remembered this at all times, especially in difficult moments.

These awesome lines below resonate from a Great video of Mike Schmitz interviewing a nun Sr Miriam James Heidland:

Healing is an ongoing encounter with God's love and the truth that brings us into wholeness and communion…  

Healing is not fixing. 
It's not sin management. It's not minimizing. It's not pretending it didn't happen. 
It is the agonizing at times, creating an encounter with God's love in all the places where I am not whole and I'm not in communion that brings me to become like him because it brings me literally into his own beautiful life. 

And that's a daily journey. That's all of us all. It is a process. Yes, Grief is part of the healing process. 
And that requires us to feel it. And what does it feel like in our bodies? What is it like to miss that person? 
What is it like, maybe your dad's an alcoholic? And he wasn't around for 30 years and he's taken something from you? 

How can he pay that back? 
And there's a grief in the childhood that was lost. And that's in understanding that, that comes at very inopportune times for us many times. And to allow ourselves the nature to cry, to grieve, to name the lost. 
We have to be able to name and lament. There's a whole book of lamentations, of lamenting the loss and offering it to God, because ultimately that process is what we need to do, it is not just letting it go into the abyss, but it's letting it go to God. And justice will be served. 

That's courageous, because that's part of the healing process. As I actually have to take a full inventory of what was taken from me and how it affected me, how it distorted my identity. And that's not blaming. I mean, I've heard a speaker once say that in order to heal, we have to be honoring and honest. 
And we have to honor the people in our life and we have to realize “blaming another” is not ever going to heal us. 

This is not throwing your parents on the bus. It's nothing like this, not throwing your spouse under the bus. We must be honoring all these people in our life. All those who've hurt us, as the image and likeness of God and also being honest. 
Telling the truth. And that can be daunting for us because then we really have to feel it, we have to name it,  and that gets us into deeper places. And it's much easier, it seems to be like, you know, it's not a big deal. 

The heart that offers itself to the Holy Spirit turns injury into compassion and purifies the memory by transforming the hurt into intercession. That is the journey, that is worth it. It's really worth it. It's worth it to live in the truth of who we are. 
It's worth it to have our hearts fully alive. We're not on a healing journey, so we can get back into control. Right. 
We're on a healing journey to become like Christ, and that's the best gift of all. That's the goal. It's worth it. 

Wow, I read this and cried. I know I need to share it with my dad. I know he really wasn’t an alcoholic, though he might have told my mom, he didn’t need to beat me so much, but had a rough day, or had and drink, or just couldn’t help himself .

It was really something you asked for, because it helped you to became fearless. Still to this day you accept and over-power pain. So many people your age are “programmed” to fear pain, and start taking drugs or avoiding exercise and efforts, because they feel some pain. This pain is a lie or a deception about pain, is why people age and deteriorate. You remember as a child you would encounter pain almost daily, cutting your figure, hit by your brother or a bully, and you would just muscle through it and all but ignore it. Course that always made the bullies hit you more until you reacted like they wanted you too.

I love you Jesus. I am so grateful to have all this time with You. I’ve been so delighted in my classes. It’s not really “my class,” but the professor worked with Dr. Jermier and really learned and did all the things I wish I had done. I mean, when I first started with my 3D-PhD trying to tie in education and Dr Katz’s work with Public Health and Engineeriung. And now as it turns out, Lynn studied with JJ, and then did all the STATS and education stuff Katz was all about. I really feel blessed to be doing, or redoing her classes. As I feel and see the skills and insights of these two awesome scholarS everyday now. . .

Once again, you are beginning to see all that went into preparing you for this experience now. There is still so much around the corner that will really surprise you… 

Oh great. . . Please limit the challenges and increase the Fruit of the Spirit. I know you want me to do more teaching, leading, healing and loving. This is all on the Fruit side.  Guide me and help me there.

When you are ready, you will start asking for the love and relationships that you really want.… 

Well that’s good to hear. I know I’ve never really asked for my ideal.  Certainly had many show up and surprise me.  But I’m really not sure what would be ideal. .

Do you think you are ready?  What would be ideal?  You met another Katherine with your swim Friday. She’s doing Bible studies, and already has a teen daughter ready to volunteer doing the works you love…

Yes, another Kathy would be great. And to have a teen, since I missed the teen years of my own lids would be neat too. And I know you have said before how I was starting over again. And creating family in community for the next so years is a lot more than a mature body with a teen daughter. Also I know I've come full circle again, so creating new again is about Rent-a-Student again. Or really about redefining what school is all about, and the Devine experience of moving into full expression of the our own growth.

Yes, you are recognizing this has a lot of details, bringing together aspects of your life experiences into a higher level. Yea, you have done and experienced a lot, and how you step forward now will bring a lot of these things together in ways you might not fully understand. Once again, it's about Faith and stepping into more and more opportunities. Again it’s something you have always done. Being in the right place and the right time, and fearlessly stepping forward where no one has gone before.

I get it. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ for sharing this with me. I am always wondering what could be next. Like I wasn't sure fasting would work for me. Skipping a day of seeking 3 meals is really easy. I guess I need to research and explore this more deeply to understand my place and responsibility.

You will soon find abundant time and resources to explore these different aspects of creation that you will be modifying more and more as you step forward in your power and grace. … 

.Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ for all you do and share with me!