reading each mystery and then doing the Hail Mary again

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ it’s always so wonderful to share with you. I'm so grateful to have this time in adoration. I never understood what it was all about, but I finally learned. And to have this time with you is so awesome.

We really like what you did. Please explain it now. 

I followed Your Word! I went up to the alter in front of all the candles and knelt at the stand. I knew I had to read all my prayers. So I started here in order, as shown on these prayer cards. When I got to the Hail Mary, I repeated it for each of the mysteries, reading each mystery and then doing the Hail Mary again. So yes, reciting it 20 times, I guess as I look now as there are 5 decades for the four mysteries. Then I did the Saint Michael prayer and Saint Joseph. I felt I should have started with those Saint Prayers to set my space, so it feels like I will be doing this again.

We have asked you to do adoration on Wednesdays before. You already have a wonderful relationship, and each learning and each step, only opens up more love and light into your life. Like your experience today was really full of love and power all day long. You can go hone now.

I still need to pray for my dad. The Word from father Curtis for my confession who to say 5 prayers for my somone. Wow I need to read all this again.

What a great idea !!!

8:14:22am  10/16/2025 Yes, it was really wonderful to pray and share this morning with Dick Alexander. He is so clear and focused about what I need next and where is my learning for today. Getting serious about my next welcome statement is so important. And again this gift from God to have Dick's question, and exploration to step deeper into this growth and understanding. And than I read the next lesson with week #15  ”The Call of Christ our King"

And my first word highlighted about God's dream for the world.. And again I am full-circle as my first question to God when asked to return to Earth, was could we really achieve His Original Dreams. And then if so, what exactly were His Original Dreams! So now Dear Jesus, as we move to build and create a better, bigger, fuller, community of love with all You are.I am, trying to each moment and experience more seriously.

I biked out to share with Wanda, but then only did the sunshine and swim since I didn't have my iPhone to share what happened, so I stepped in Wednesday to visit, of course that means I saw Fr Curtis and Brian and all too, they fold me about the fall festival and removing the chicken coop, so I offered to come in early for the garden club and take it out. Yes filled my truck with tools and took it out. And even took home a few pieces.

Wow and today I got to speak to the leadership of St Pete. I finally shared the continuous motion sidewalk design, idea, patent with someone who could understand and make it happen.  It was so remarkable to speak with someone who could actually understand. I mean, someone familiar with construction and communities, and neighborhoods and homes for people, not just for cars. Yes, I still hate cars, and hate gas and oil more than anything. Ending all those lies and deceptions would be awesome.  Yes, we can get away from the greed machine and survive. We don’t need endless profits and fast foods racing around all the time in debt so we can have a fancy car.

We have told you over and over again that you were building it all. It’s always been your dreams and love to make it easier for people to move and share. The idea of working and slaving just to have adequate transportation is really barbaric. The Roman Empire was more free and supportive of their citizens. Now to have the whole culture tied to steal and gasoline is just so sad. Especially when you’ve allowed this to replace family, community, and relationships. Everyone in debt to have anything in their lives. It’s so pathetic and uncivilized.  

I know and to have your Word about this is grand! I’m so happy to hear your comments and experiences about this.  And I know finally saying something to a leader, who could really understand me, was really grand. THANK YOU SO MUCH. I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ as I know it was your guidance and instruction to start with such a simple statement about what we have here today, and the old vision to create more. WOW!

We have always told you to speak up. Each day you can share the Love and Spirit inside of you it will have profound impacts on everyone around you. And you can go out and get some beer if you want to. The sun in up and you are able to afford something small and simple. . .  

I know I’m so very lucky and blessed. That is simple something that I do in my life. I’ve always been blessed, always indestructible and usually fearless.  It’s just part of my experience that I’m living with. And it’s kinda weird as I know and accept so many things that come at me almost randomly.  It’s kinda funny and I’m really loving it so much. Like I needed to go find some containers to clean out the garage. I’ve started and feel good about it, but still have a long way to go. Everything feels so awesome now. . . Thanks Jesus. . . 

We have been waiting for you to recognize how everyone can feel this vibration that you share here with us. Each word you write vibrates throughout the galaxies.. Everyone can feel you love this pen shares, as each word creates and expands the life before you. It's a matter of the physics involved since it simply is your own beingness now before you. We have spent decodes to get you here and now you allow interceptions and distractions. 

I know the Word! Sorry. I still see, feel, and . smell the people and experiences around me. Like the fine blonde strutting by me again now.

We have told son for centuries we could make this all happen. Exactly as you needed. Now again in your space of creation. And the song changes and ' you start to dance. Out here in the fields, I fight for my meals. I put my back into my life, I don't need to be forgiven. Don't cry, don't waste your time, it’s only teenage wasteland.... Put out the fire and don't look back. The exodus is here. You wont get much older. The teénage wasteland. 

I love this Word we are able to share. Everyone is waking up. The power and vibrations are off the charts. I mean yesterday was Friday mass and the men's group. When I arrived to make coffee there was already a pot started and Fr. helping to set things up for some event. Yea, I rushed around and did whatever I could. Got to mass just after it started. Walked into my back row corner and the sun was in my face.  It was really wonderful. Each time I stood, or sat, the sun was back in my eyes. I was deep staring at it, as my morning sunrise has been wicked powerful over and over again.

I knew it was time for me to stay there, exactly where I was, and soak it all in and savor every moment. I guess I was really comfortable and filled with the Holy Spirit, so it was easy for me to stare off into the distance and savor the peace and joy. Then I noticed Bonnie infront of me in a clean perfect white suit. And then Mary, also in white a few rows in front of her. I then immediately felt how they were sisters somehow. Wondering for a moment, I saw how they both had some secret key that opened the whole church, parish, and catholic experience before me.

So somehow, I walked up and greeted Bonnie to hug her or half-hug. And I asked if she knew Mary. . . And she did know Mary. I know Mary is leaving town soon so I want them to meet and talk more. It’s really about me understanding more about whatever Mary said at the “Nine Grades of Prayers” class that I connected with so much that I had to respond and share something similar. Of course, I have no idea what I shared back in the class. But I’ve come to see and realize how blessed I’ve been to know and share with these people.  

I mean, like the Exodus Fraternity which they invite more to, has totally changed my life. Which really has been getting stronger and stronger every day with more focus and clarity.

Like today, I woke up and noticed I still had time for the sunrise, and raced off. I road up to the Sun Dial just as it was braking the horizon. . . Wow I sat and started The Our FATHER . . . Had to stop and restart again to get more focused and straight on the stone. 

We really enjoy when you can really make the efforts to step into this power that you can move so easily. It’s really almost common or trivial to you, but each time you shift into higher and higher places. Like you also noticed the loops, when you roll your heads around in a circle and can see the sun shining deep inside of you. This really effectively shifts things to a higher place.

I love your Word! I really try to bring more light into myself to bring you glory. I recognize people can see and feel it all. That’s really part of the experience for me. I mean, like this morning writing at the St Pete Market, I felt every letter hitting the pad and how it shifted and created vibrations beyond just the words on my screen to everyone everywhere . . . Like I recognize it’s some mystery about fulfilling Your Call that is just so far beyond all our understanding.

We never have told you everything. But like discovering that you are the Man of Knowledge, it just something you did, whether you understood the physics or felt the energy moving inside of you. . . . None of the really matters, you did the action, you had the experience, you achieved the task, that no one else had done.  Like these words now, you simply type what comes to you, and reason and logic come in later, it’s really not even relevant to you. . . . As much as it is BEINGNESS, just do it, and you have!

I get it, I love you, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ, Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to achieve all the tasks you need done now!

acts in accordance with His Word

Charles Stanley today said whenever God provides something we’ve requested, it’s easy to recognize His active intervention on our behalf. If, however, He doesn’t give what we had hoped, we then might conclude, He’s not doing anything. But in today’s Bible passage “Make a joyful noise to God, all the earth;” Psalms‬ ‭66‬:‭1‬-20 ‭RSV‬‬ https://bible.com/bible/2020/psa.66.1.RSV, the psalmist recognizes that God works in various ways - sometimes via a great deliverance (vv. 5-6) and sometimes through painful situations (vv. 10-12). 

Since we know the Lord always acts in accordance with His Word, it’s important to read Scripture regularly so we’ll learn to recognize His activity in our life. When our eyes are focused on the Lord, we’ll be open to a new perspective, and our faith will grow as we begin to discern how He’s working. Then the joy of seeing His involvement in big and small ways will motivate us to praise and thank Him, even in the hard times.

I recognize this says the connection and relationship between synchronistic events and cohesive experiences always represent the Acts of God, where everything is aligned and congruent. This alignment and congruence always implies God‘s hand in my life. I am really grateful to have this deeper understanding of His divine experience and guidance in my life.

More and more of this clarity is coming to me all the time, as I see things shifting before my eyes. I try to remain calm and collected not questioning or thinking, and trying more to stay in His Flow and vibrating in the love that is so present and consistent around me.

All of us who have been baptized into Christ, who have died with Christ and risen with Christ, are members of his mystical body. We are members of Christ’s body. We are part of him, and so he cannot deny himself. He cannot deny us because we are part of him. That is how close we are to God - if only we remembered this at all times, especially in difficult moments.

These awesome lines below resonate from a Great video of Mike Schmitz interviewing a nun Sr Miriam James Heidland:

Healing is an ongoing encounter with God's love and the truth that brings us into wholeness and communion…  

Healing is not fixing. 
It's not sin management. It's not minimizing. It's not pretending it didn't happen. 
It is the agonizing at times, creating an encounter with God's love in all the places where I am not whole and I'm not in communion that brings me to become like him because it brings me literally into his own beautiful life. 

And that's a daily journey. That's all of us all. It is a process. Yes, Grief is part of the healing process. 
And that requires us to feel it. And what does it feel like in our bodies? What is it like to miss that person? 
What is it like, maybe your dad's an alcoholic? And he wasn't around for 30 years and he's taken something from you? 

How can he pay that back? 
And there's a grief in the childhood that was lost. And that's in understanding that, that comes at very inopportune times for us many times. And to allow ourselves the nature to cry, to grieve, to name the lost. 
We have to be able to name and lament. There's a whole book of lamentations, of lamenting the loss and offering it to God, because ultimately that process is what we need to do, it is not just letting it go into the abyss, but it's letting it go to God. And justice will be served. 

That's courageous, because that's part of the healing process. As I actually have to take a full inventory of what was taken from me and how it affected me, how it distorted my identity. And that's not blaming. I mean, I've heard a speaker once say that in order to heal, we have to be honoring and honest. 
And we have to honor the people in our life and we have to realize “blaming another” is not ever going to heal us. 

This is not throwing your parents on the bus. It's nothing like this, not throwing your spouse under the bus. We must be honoring all these people in our life. All those who've hurt us, as the image and likeness of God and also being honest. 
Telling the truth. And that can be daunting for us because then we really have to feel it, we have to name it,  and that gets us into deeper places. And it's much easier, it seems to be like, you know, it's not a big deal. 

The heart that offers itself to the Holy Spirit turns injury into compassion and purifies the memory by transforming the hurt into intercession. That is the journey, that is worth it. It's really worth it. It's worth it to live in the truth of who we are. 
It's worth it to have our hearts fully alive. We're not on a healing journey, so we can get back into control. Right. 
We're on a healing journey to become like Christ, and that's the best gift of all. That's the goal. It's worth it. 

Wow, I read this and cried. I know I need to share it with my dad. I know he really wasn’t an alcoholic, though he might have told my mom, he didn’t need to beat me so much, but had a rough day, or had and drink, or just couldn’t help himself .

It was really something you asked for, because it helped you to became fearless. Still to this day you accept and over-power pain. So many people your age are “programmed” to fear pain, and start taking drugs or avoiding exercise and efforts, because they feel some pain. This pain is a lie or a deception about pain, is why people age and deteriorate. You remember as a child you would encounter pain almost daily, cutting your figure, hit by your brother or a bully, and you would just muscle through it and all but ignore it. Course that always made the bullies hit you more until you reacted like they wanted you too.

I love you Jesus. I am so grateful to have all this time with You. I’ve been so delighted in my classes. It’s not really “my class,” but the professor worked with Dr. Jermier and really learned and did all the things I wish I had done. I mean, when I first started with my 3D-PhD trying to tie in education and Dr Katz’s work with Public Health and Engineeriung. And now as it turns out, Lynn studied with JJ, and then did all the STATS and education stuff Katz was all about. I really feel blessed to be doing, or redoing her classes. As I feel and see the skills and insights of these two awesome scholarS everyday now. . .

Once again, you are beginning to see all that went into preparing you for this experience now. There is still so much around the corner that will really surprise you… 

Oh great. . . Please limit the challenges and increase the Fruit of the Spirit. I know you want me to do more teaching, leading, healing and loving. This is all on the Fruit side.  Guide me and help me there.

When you are ready, you will start asking for the love and relationships that you really want.… 

Well that’s good to hear. I know I’ve never really asked for my ideal.  Certainly had many show up and surprise me.  But I’m really not sure what would be ideal. .

Do you think you are ready?  What would be ideal?  You met another Katherine with your swim Friday. She’s doing Bible studies, and already has a teen daughter ready to volunteer doing the works you love…

Yes, another Kathy would be great. And to have a teen, since I missed the teen years of my own lids would be neat too. And I know you have said before how I was starting over again. And creating family in community for the next so years is a lot more than a mature body with a teen daughter. Also I know I've come full circle again, so creating new again is about Rent-a-Student again. Or really about redefining what school is all about, and the Devine experience of moving into full expression of the our own growth.

Yes, you are recognizing this has a lot of details, bringing together aspects of your life experiences into a higher level. Yea, you have done and experienced a lot, and how you step forward now will bring a lot of these things together in ways you might not fully understand. Once again, it's about Faith and stepping into more and more opportunities. Again it’s something you have always done. Being in the right place and the right time, and fearlessly stepping forward where no one has gone before.

I get it. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ for sharing this with me. I am always wondering what could be next. Like I wasn't sure fasting would work for me. Skipping a day of seeking 3 meals is really easy. I guess I need to research and explore this more deeply to understand my place and responsibility.

You will soon find abundant time and resources to explore these different aspects of creation that you will be modifying more and more as you step forward in your power and grace. … 

.Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ for all you do and share with me!

I flashed back into some time in high school

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I was able to get outside for an hour like a dozen times today. I guess a few times it wasn't nearly an hour. But a few times it was more. I would come inside and all I could do is eat. I did write a bit, as I can again now. I seem to understand most of what's going on all around my world. But I'm really not sure. I see so many wonderful blessings and synchronicities like writing again now. And really feeling blessed and at peace.

What did you feel about your USF class?

It was totally remarkable how it all came together. And I was honored to feel the reply from John. I noticed how everything had come full circle, and I was so excited to share it with Kevin, Dick and Lisette. Returning to read my email sent to them all I came to my teaching archives that I shared. I was really surprised now much the old classes I created fit and worked, where I am now and all that I need to do. I mean, my social entrepreneurial course I created for Donna is really ideal for restoring health safety and sustainable wellness. Wow, I mean, whatelse would I be trying to do. Of course, I'm now thinking how I could propose the new course to the Entrepreneurial Center. I'm not running the Center, but working with the smart health conscious kids is better for me anyway.

What you really need to recognize is how much all these things are tied together creating something really beyond any intention or any ideas that you have had. Once again, you are in the right place at the right time to do something you have always done, and always enjoyed. Like riding Betsy, where it is really something you have always done and always enjoyed. Yes something that is very easy and joyous for you. 

I am kinda thrilled again to see the vibration and Your glory flowing together magically. I feel and see things that are so clear and easy for me. I feel so blessed every day. I’ve been so joyful opening into something I’ve never considered. Ok I guess, a few times biking to the Patel Center I would go straight to the pool there and swim after biking in. I remember saying to myself how I could easily do that for the next 50 years. And I’ve felt that again here with the courses and opportunities I see before me each day.  I was going over all the courses I’m doing now. I guess there is only one now, and Lynn’s that I help with. I know what’s next with it, so I’m happy and ready for this.

We have been teaching you to do more, and walking for a few miles this morning was great. You did your exercises, Sunrise, Bike, Swim and all the way you need to. And it’s ok to skip a day and it’s okay to fast a day. These are things you are learning to control your health better. It’s been only one meal a day for a while. Skipping a day is not too far for you. Everything is moving the way you need it. Stay clear and focused about this work before you. Yes you need to maintain this before you to remain stable and clear.

I’ve been in the front yard most of the day. And now stopped to eat something with Bishop Barron. Amos bible verse, where Lazarus the poor man, that’s named in this story, matters more to God than anyone else. And it’s funny how I race around to help and serve others, making coffee, garden club, men’s groups, and then I’m the one who is unemployed and has the homeless guy in my house.  Everyone tries to help me, offering to do things, giving me cash, buying me lunch . . . I’m embarrassed how much people do for me, so I’m always trying to do more . . . Make more coffee, setup, cleanup, stay-late, and arrive-early. I never realized how much I really do to help others. . . 

What about using the word ‘service’?

I get it, so I’m serving the people here. Like serving the fish and ducks, by caring for the mangroves and picking up the trash there where I swim in the bay. I’ve always been the behind-the-scenes guy fixing cleaning, doing the dirty work that no one else wants to do. I remember the Dean at the Patel College telling me to stop helping everyone, and stay focused on finishing my PhD instead. It was something that hit me really strongly. Like it was obvious I was always ready to help everyone, and evidently people were taking advantage of me.  I mean, I never noticed, or never really cared. But it was very clear and important that I saw and recognized what was happening with my time and efforts.  Picking things up for others, where they might have been irresponsible or worse.

What happened to you there was really abusive in nature and not worth your time or effort. Stepping into more as you are, is really where you belong. It's really obvious to you about this with how much synchronicity and cohesion there is. 

I get it and really feel such a level of comfort and security with all of this. I mean it's clear to me that I am in the right place at the right time again. I always feel so blessed and lucky to have everything fall together like magic. I guess my place and purpose gets really clear and focused as well. And again I feel so very comfortable and at ease.

Yes I just showered and got all clean for church. I come into the extra queen room up here and turn on the fan overhead to airdry after my shower. It's always a time to relax and write with this iPad. But for some reason it feels like I might miss something tonight. I'm really not worried about it, or worried about anything. I always seem to be focused on the light at the end of tunnel.

What do you mean, give an example. 

It’s like teaching now at USF again, where clearly I have come full circle again. I struggled and struggled trying to get myself into a good position and I essentially end up in the same place I started. Not just ready to do something new and innovative, but really dong more than I could have ever imagined, like far beyond my original fantasies. Where I am taking those original ideas and ambitions to a much higher level.

What does this make you feel now. ? 

I am really feeling so blessed. I started to write again here, tapping the screen with my finger, and thought I could just click the microphone and speak to this iPad. But instead I flipped around the keyboard to type directly.  Yes, so I’m totally blessed as I flashed back into some time in high school when I asked for the little microphone icon to speak to the machine and get my text automatically.  It’s really kinda funny to consider this as I remember the math class I was in my senior year starting advanced algebra or Diff-Eqs and seeing the computers in the back of the room. Course I remember the teacher, who likely would be yelling at me, or trying to avoid me. . . And then sitting at the computers and recognizing things that were similar to the TRS-80 that my dad had at home already.

What you are asked about is the FEELINGS, as you have commented over and over how important it is to have emotions, or energy in motion. . . So share what this made you feel again now.

I guess with the iPad and the USF class to be seeing things come gain full circle, I really feel comfortable and at ease. Course that could easily be the calm before the storm. And I guess what I feel more now is how I watched all The Chosen Season 5 again, Sunday night into the Monday Morning.  And what really resonated with me again now was the fine detail and critical action to follow every detail of God’s Guidance. . . 

What do you feel now?

I’m filled with tasks before me. And i did all the exercises and all that I do each morning. No bike or swim, but feel that I will be doing that tomorrow. . . Skipping a day is necessary, or something I’ve been learning too . . . Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ!

how much you can focus my spirit

I remember years. . . And yes, and so much changes in an instant. I started this morning running to fill my truck with plants to sell. And then drove to the farmers market and it’s closed. Yes, today is that one day a year where there is no market. Like the dead day between the Williams and Al Lopez Market sites. So I filled my truck with papaya plants and such and then drove by three markets and one farm. . . And then back home. I’ve been working out side all morning. Cleaning out my bushes and front areas. Every second I’m pulling things to put into pots. Like 1/3 of the pots in my truck I made up last week. I seem to be getting a system down. 

What do you mean give an example…

I remember years. . . Of trying to figure this out with you. I mean, our conversations always were all over the place. I mean, I could get very specific guidance and then mumbo-jumbo the very next moment. 

What do you mean give an example…

I remember years ago when I first started doing this blog thing. And I created this format template to start new postings. And then like today . . . Once in a while, I open a new post, and have no template to edit and start with, so I go and copy a line from an older blog. SO you can see above the two lines I copied that to get the formats right. You asking for an example, and me starting with I remember. It’s really weird how much you can focus my spirit and discussion with simple little prompts. Like the AI-Bots everywhere, now people are learning how to prompt, not think, not create, but only prompt . . . Asking the right questions, focusing the right angles.

What do you mean give an example…is a phrase that can easily be used for countless things, as we are always wanting you to share this intimate experience you have with us. So now starting here with a question for examples is fun. . . 

I remember years of fun with you . . . Often I would go out of my way just to journal some more, and avoid everything else to escape to journal. Funny now as I think about it, I would equally escape to BIKE, and/or to go wonder in the woods. Over and over again in my life, I would step away from anything and everything so that I could share and enjoy this experience with you. It’s really been wonderful, I guess. I mean, I trust and flow into anything and everything that you bring to me, and sometimes I’m not really sure how or why, but usually its always a blessing and a learning experience. . . 

What do you mean give an example…

I know it’s raining now.  I was so happy to be outside, cleaning and fixing again. And Larry came up with his son and had purchased a few boxes of breakfast.  He told his son to take the boxes inside so they could go get some orange juice and I remember how I had my vitamix thing in the fridge from papaya last week. So I took a lemon, lime and grapefruit. . . No oranges in the fridge but plenty of citrus, and then all were quartered and dropping in the machine.  So now l have this rich thick citrus drink I can add water too and thin out each time I want to have a drink . . . 

What do you mean give an example…

I remember years ago . . . When I started my MBA all alone in Tampa, I would make the jar of fruit, jar of veggies and then the shake with the left-overs.  Like the papaya from last week, I was making my fruit salad and it was too ripe to put with the rest.  So the really ripe fruit goes in the blender to make a drink instead. So now I have a system pretty solid there for making this work. And I guess that is true for my exercises, church and classes and everything before me now, a clear system and regular habits.

Yes, again you have been learning and focusing more every day.  What do you mean give an example…

I remember years ago I could never do any exercises. And this week at the Exodus 90 Meeting someone started the meeting speaking about his prayers and doing the 15 minutes with our app.  When it was my turn I spoke about how when I first started Exodus, I was doing AirBnB renting out all the rooms in my house, so I never knew where I would sleep and never made the bed unless a guest was coming. So this morning I was going to do my exercises and noticed how nice my bed was all made-up pretty.  Ever since that first meeting, I started making my bed, and now I’ve got the prayerline, exercises, podcasts, bikeride, swim and church. . . Wow, I’m so proud to be able to get all these things focused and done. I remember when I finally did 20 of all the exercise routine, and I was so proud-of-myself bragging to Todd. And this all gets me focused for the clearest strongest relationship with Jesus ever.

What do you mean give an example…

I remember years of laughing at myself for using some journal prompts. . . . The template starting with Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ for the Power of your WORD . . . Or something like that  . . .  I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ for sharing Your WORD. So then at the Exodus 90 Fraternity meeting I told everyone how in the last week Jesus told me about my bike ride with Betsy and I flashed off into the NJ mountains with Betsy at age twelve. Course then I had the same feeling again about spending the next fifty years biking and loving Jesus here in St Pete doing whatever it was that I needed to do.  

Yes, we liked this prompt for you. . . What do you mean give an example…

I remember how I came inside with Larry, and then it started raining, so I couldn’t go outside. There is so much I need to do out there. And this moment now inside I just want to eat, and I know I’m not hungry. Last week I heard another video about mankind for millions of years would have a big meal once a week and this eating every day is crazy. And we all know three meals a day was made-up by Kelloggs to sell cornflakes and make breakfast a new profit center. Crazy how much things have changed and morphed for profits, not health, not intelligence, not love, but just for profits. . . . How primitive and pathetic. . . 

another frame of mind

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! Focus on the Family mentioned Ephesians 5:8, walking in the light, putting the past behind you. Asking God to bring clarity and focus to bring truth. https://www.focusonthefamily.com/episodes/broadcast/how-to-break-free-from-the-pain-of-past-experiences/

What you have now is a long list today. Stay fearless, step into your day with peace and joy . . 

I have listened to your Word! OK, so I tried, I got a bunch ready for the garden club. I started cleaning up outside and in the kitchen. And I did my laundry. It’s weird how this works completing little pieces here and there, struggling, trying to stay focused. Getting things done. It was funny, I called a few people and spoke to my sister.  We laughed together having to clean the kitchen, vacuum and laundry…. Oh yes, me too!!

What you saw here as 4:44 pm was exactly what you needed to see. You know you are protected. And you know that everything always turns out better for you. It always is this way. The steps before you are strong and simple. It’s trusting who you are and what’s ahead. Fearless, clear, focused and ready to do anything as it is ever ready for you to step in more and more. 

12:22pm 9/25 I’m slowly moving forward, I think. I spoke to Diana yesterday and now Kevin called me back today, he sounded great. I mean his whole experience now sounded like such a blessing. I tried not to speak to . much about my own circumstances, but finally admitted how crazy everything was for me. I'm still really perplexed about what I need to do and what could be next for me. Then I’ve decided I was doing too much at church and needed to step back a bit. Yesterday, I made coffee at 6am, did the service and then the men's group. Next was the garden club that I drove in with my truck to bring plants, tools, and all. Then at 6pm, Alex picked me up for the welcome meeting. So starting with the Prayerline at 4am, I was ON from 4am-9pm. Wow, a seventeen hour day. So today I just stayed in bed.

We have everything set for you son . . . Things will resolve and make more sense for you soon. There are a lot of things shifting and being true to your power and place can really help. 

I get it, it’s interesting how much things are really coming together.  I don’t understand it very much but see so much, and recognize the coherence and synergy that seeming get stronger and more obvious every moment. 

We have tried to make it easier for you. And then you get lost and insecure. Remember these Habits that you learned, the exercising, prayers, biking and swimming all combine to bring you into another frame of mind. Like the Sunrise Yoga, where you have seen so much beyond your own understanding. It’s never a concern for you. Trust, Flow, Love in the Joy and Peace that you can see and share in with ease . . . . Doing the every other day routines will be easier for you to handle. Like you did with Dick, recognizing that there are limits and reasons to stay home and take a break.

I understand. I’m sorry, I know I can jump with your guidance, it’s always easy and comes to me so strongly. When you use serious about me jumping from your guidance, can you be sure that I can complete whatever you set before me. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

now slow, and careful

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I attended the Eucharist Encounter

yesterday, and really thought it might be a breakthrough moment for me. I’m really not sure what I was looking for there, or what was gonna happen. But I noticed a lot of church regulars there, that I see and meet all the time. I feel now, I missed an opportunity for a deeper connection with each of them. I’m always kind of perplexed by my experiences. I never quite know where I am and what I need to do. I try to ask Jesus all the time, like now, I realized I needed to write about something. I wasn’t sure what I was going to write until I started. But now I’m still not sure.

What we do is give you micro-moments to grow different aspects of yourself.

I’m really not sure what that means. And I’m not sure what I’m doing or what could be next for me. I get legal stuff in the mail and get perplexed about what that could mean or what could be next.  I’ve been trying to catch up on my grading. I’ve been doing things around the house again. I know there’s still so much more. It does get intimidating at times. Honestly when I answered the prayerline calls I realize how wonderful my life is, and it is such a joy to listen and then reach out to love others who are struggling!  I know this might be the micro-moments, that you were talking about a minute ago. 

I have stopped in silence several times today just to pray.  I still feel really perplexed about my whole experience. I try to be conscious and clear about what’s ahead of me, but I really have no idea what this all means, or what my place is. I know I need to ask You for more self-control, more guidance and wisdom, and more understanding of my place. But I still feel like my head is spinning just barely holding on. Every day I seem to run into more to do, and then less time to do anything.

This morning I was sure I would bike to the sunrise, but instead I just stayed in bed. No exercises, nothing but my prayerline calls, wow seven of them with the last one running into 49 minutes. Yes, as seen here I hit the redial, when I clicked to see what was there. Once again, I’m still posting all these things, seemingly still trying to prove myself. 

I think that’s my strongest experience with my Spiritual Director, where I’ve come to see clearly and understand fully, that I don’t need to prove anything to him. Like he has seen things happen so much, beyond just the Spontaneous Divinity that I try to understand, that the proof or detailed examples are not really necessary. 

I still seem to ramble-off into my stories desperately trying to explain and connect everything . . . But I have realized it’s really no longer necessary. I’ve sorta come to that conclusion with my journalling too.

Yes, this is what we have heard you say before, but still you refuse to give us complete freedom, and rarely seem to allow our insight and commentary. Yes, adding this one line is a small step forward.  But each line you wrote here had similar comments. Like we were very clear about your sharing more at the event yesterday, but you chose to hide in silence and your own insecurities, even when surrounded by friends who have each gone out of their way to welcome and greet you over and over again. 

Then you have boldly spoken about meeting Betsy again, sharing your joy and peace finding the time on her in glory. . . But then you avoided the ride this morning, and avoided any comments we had above when you mentioned it.  This wonder and joy you find with Betsy should inspire you to bike everywhere as much as possible. Recognizing the peace and joy you feel BEING twelve again, is more than enough to bring the dead out of bed.  But you are still dragging. Not able to complete anything or address the great multitude of tasks and responsibilities you are immersed in. . . 

I know, I’ve done dishes, and cleaned up a bit here. Then I completed my grading or at least completed my mark-ups and need to post these grades now . . . Or sooner. . !

What about really praying for wisdom and guidance. You have prayed for strength for years, and find that the challenges will never cease. Stepping beyond this by doing your exercises seriously is a wise move, and now you need to stay consistent and allow these to be fundamental to your daily experiences. You have tremendous joy and peace with each morning you fill with beauty, stepping into this more should be easy and direct. And still you waffle? 

I know.  I can’t say I’m insecure, or afraid, as it really gets easier and purer each day. Questions and wondering are completely useless too. I’ve seen such perfect synergies everywhere, that I really have no right to question or wonder about anything.

What you are doing now with the slow, careful typing and consideration for each word is more necessary than ever. You have so many opportunities and benefits to address and embrace. Like the Eucharist Encounter opened so much for you, while you chose to simply watch and sit on the sidelines again.

I really didn’t know what else to do? I walked around a bit and was able to see some exhibits and such.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ!

Thank you so much for allowing

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I realize how I copy this format to start my blog page, and then feel like I need to write it all out… listening to the JoyFM podcast of Family Focus with https://www.anniefdowns.com/. Fun is the focus….

What we need is you to return to short simply daily posts instead of working, editing, revising and extending posts for days and weeks. . . You started this one before 6am, and still not posted.

Yes the Family podcast started me here: “100 days to chase the fun right where you are” . . , and the Prayerline was all very clear and focused. I got a text message from Laura who leads the team this morning. It was great to get a note when I started and again when I finished. All the Prayers were all very focused and direct. Easy Peasy, just love sharing the joy of Jesus, knowing my prayers with people are clear, strong and helpful.

I need to ask! Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to resolve all the conflicts in my life. Dear Jesus help me complete the engineering work for Mike. Please, guide me to teach and lead my students soundly. Make my morning prayers today clear and strong for you. Guide me to teach and share with the men at church and everywhere I go today!

What happened with the men.

I responded really strongly to the Bible verses we read, and especially the lesson commentary we heard from the Formed app where the details about accepting our responsibilities and carrying our cross was so strong.
 So I brought up the chicken coop and all about what we had, and what we needed. Or what we needed removed, redone, or replaced . . . Including addressing/coordinating future plans and no one listens to me, as I get lost in my rambles. Just as Kcid noticed Thursday morning’s. But then the women’s group at Ettlsal’s talking, reading, exploring the Devine chaplet always gets so clear and focused. I’m always drawn in the share. I’ve even noticed how I’m drawn in to share by annyl’s comments again. 

I know you are always with me dear Jesus.. Thank you so much for allowing me to experience and share this moment with you.. I know you love to surprise me to share and experience more of your love and Joy. Please fill he with your spirit, only allow your words to come from me. Guide me to be your words hands, and feet in Tampa tonight

. What is here for you will continue to grow and evolve before you. Have no fears and stay in your peace. 

I love you dear lord Jesus Christ. Thank you dearest lord Jesus Christ amen.

 I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

to be GOD’s HANDS and FEET

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

I Am the Way the Truth and the LIFE. . .is based on this Relationship with You. All is about this promise, this passion, this deeper experience that you are starting to understand more and more each day. You know where you are and know what this brings you to. Giving what you ARE is the challenge before you . . . 

I need to over come myself . . . . Let go of my seven-year self . . . Let go of the ego based on fear learned in this culture . . . What does it mean to be GOD’s HANDS and FEET on Earth, to humble myself through my own suffering and trusting through the Flow in service for Jesus Christ. Taking action to take steps to serve others, seeing the beauty all around me . . . discernment is about connecting more than repelling people, sharing the love in reflection, and discernment. Reflection in communication with others inspires more understanding, respect and love. . . 

Self-control is critical, but I always get lost in my rambles and by not staying focused on my audience and I must learn to be more deliberate. Think about how the reader receives this. 

The unexamined life is not worth living, reflecting and examining the life to find what is working. How does God want you to be in this life, how do you want to experience and create in this life . . . Are you taking these opportunities from Christ Seriously. Using your time productively, evolving and improving more as you go and experience each day.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, for bringing me into this experience with this Catholic Community where each day I learn more and grow more… I struggle to understand what could be next for me and then something shows up and ease and comfort come through. 

stepping up and admitting that openly to others

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I can see you want me to be writing a lot more. I see that coming together more and more all the time.

What will make it easier for you, is having this talk work better and better. Just talking out the way you need to is important. Just like you realized how valuable it was to bike all alone in silence. You really talk to us a lot when you’re biking. It’s good to see you learned about Betsy again too.

I know I need to explain about Betsy now. So Betsy was my bike in high school! To be back on Betsy again is a big blessing. Of course, then I realized how all the animals are in soul groups, instead of individual souls like people.  And I’ve talked to machines the same way, and they realize that they are much the same as animals. The energy and vibration around machine is a singular group just like the energy and vibration of each animal species. I’ve noticed that before that all the birds recognize how I’ve chirped other birds. . . I’ve noticed that the dogs and cats too, oh and the squirrels, of course.  I guess it’s gonna be true about plant species too.

I love my truck to, and I talk to it all the time. So I guess that means that all the Ford Pickups will know me already too.

What about a new page everyday? You did everything, biked, swam, sunrise prayers, 20 minutes of silence, exercises 12-15, joyful prayer, Charles, Family, Exodus… each one was carried to the fullest. Each required your attention and focus: Prayer, Consideration, & Action. This is needed daily.

2:17:19pm 9/17/2025 I did it all again this morning. And then I spoke about it in the Exodus meeting. And I got another Xelle to my account so I could send the trustee their cash. Just sent it now. And I’m in Three Daughters catching my breath and relaxing a bit. I invited Matt again and laughed with him about it. It’s just funny how I try to get everything done at once. I mean, if I have to drive I might as well. Stopped by USF to catch Jay in his lab too. No luck there, but everything else was quick and simple. 

What we promised you was the when you are ready and serious, then you would have the life you wanted and all the changes would fell into place everywhere else. . . Yes you asked for “fast” but instant is not realistic and “fast” for us is a lot different than fast for you.

I get it, and this makes me feel like I’m done fighting, and I can relax into this life we created and not struggle to figure things out, but simply flow through things really easy!

We have tried to get you to know this is about FLOW and allowing this LOVE to BE, and you never seem to comprehend or accept this. It’s designed to be easy and simple. 

I understand, and I know it’s all about Love and Being with Jesus Christ and allowing this experience to completely fill our lives! I guess I’m more lucky than everyone. Or simply accepted my place and take it serious instead of running and hiding. . . 

What about stepping up and admitting that openly to others…

I get it, always growing… I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

LOVE your Parish Here in Saint Pete keep us safe!

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word !

What do you feel hearing Bishop Barren talking about the reality of the Roman Cross and how Rome controlled people. 

It’s weird how I lost my image of Jesus on my rosary. And how I literally cried about it. . . Until I found it again! Even after you said how “He had Risen”. . . I’m listening to the Bishop’s words, Philippians 2 is the second reading for today. . . Speaking about how Jesus emptied Himself to take the image of a slave. “Becoming obedient to death, even death on a cross”. . . 

Yes, What does this feel like for you?

I guess it feels like what we’ve done!

What do you mean, go on. . . 

I noticed you have been showing this to me over and over again! How I’ve have been taking this role as a servant, . . . Like making coffee for the men’s groups. And doing whatever You ask, whether I understand or accept. I simply do what You ask!

What about this week . . . 

I know it happened when I read the Kowalska.Diary of Saint Maria Faustina at the Thursday Morning Class that started again. . . I read paragraphs 248-251, where I felt I was reading my own journal, how I found a silver ring in my office and made up some excuse to wear it. Then found another in my closet. So oddly enough I’m wearing my silver wedding band again . . . Since I now have matching silver rings, that match my watches, and match my prayer beads, and I realized how I’ve been married to Christ now. Alone in this home of peace and beauty, I’m only required to love and care for Jesus. 

So as I read the Diary “250 +This year, 1933, is for me an especially solemn year, because in this Jubilee Year of the Lord’s Passion” . . . Instead I wanted to say “2025” as it was identical to my own journals . . . Course then when we had finished reading these passages, we were invited to share anything that came to us. I never can share these deeper experiences that you give me.  Someone else spoke about how important it was to be humble and clear. So I took the opportunity and I admit how “proud i felt” when I read this as I wanted to say “THIS YEAR 2025” since we are again now in the Jubilee Year. . . . lol, course we are. 

Yes, you wanted me to share more and be clear, maybe about my rings and what I was feeling now Being your Servant with you. I’ve not been able to be so bold just yet. And I’m not sure what to do or what this is about. . . Uhg, I got an email from the father telling me not to have my iphone visible at church anymore, or he’ll tell me to leave. Wow, so satan has been able to secure this place. 

What’s so funny, is how when Claire and I talked about the very first list-serves and making the email systems for the county, state and university. . . And somehow we agreed it was fundamentally important and necessary to “KEEP EVERYTHING.” Like all published records must be retained. Course this was copied everywhere and all the email systems on Earth copy and retain everything. And then everything is recorded now. The emails, the videos, and sounds, all events everywhere are still recorded completely, everywhere all the time. Now giving the AI-Bots tons, and tons of data to recreate all growth and knowledge for decades.  I mean the TV and Radio’s recorded from the start and now the 4G, 5G, and 6G are recording and copying more and more than ever. 

Of Course, I’ve known for years how everything was copied. I remember hiding my journals whenever I was handwriting feeling how some new technology was over my shoulder to record and share my words, even back in High School. . . .

What it is, simply IS. You have more experience and direct knowledge with these things than anyone will ever know or understand. If satan needs to kick some ass before anyone will listen to you, so be it.

I know it’s necessary some times. Please dear Jesus LOVE your Parish Here in Saint Pete keep us safe! I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

learn and share more and more.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I love you Jesus, 9:03am and I have to move furniture again. I can't find my Sam's card to get gas, so Larry filled my gas tank. God bless him, he even gave me another $100 cash too.

What we need is for you to relax. It’s already planned and set. People can read and see as they are ready. Nothing is out of place, we are bringing more growth and love into the space. It’s important to ask for directions and listen carefully. And again now you see deeply into these experiences and each day you will grow to learn and share more and more. It's all exactly as you needed. More time for art, more time for healing, more time to relax and love all those around you. We have worked a long time to create this opportunity for you. There is a lot more coming together here than you could ever imagine. Trust and be at ease and peace.. 

I am so grateful for this leas Jesus. I know we have worked long and hard for all that we have before us now. I'm really feeling more and more at ease. Thank you so much Loving Lord Jesus.

 I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Telling me what to do and asking to be first … wow

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What we have done is really cleared your plate.  You are in a space of ease and comfort, but you have a great many tasks before you. Making these things work will require you to listen and follow very carefully and specifically. For Example, You recognize how much you need to do around your home, in the gardens, and in the office. These things are getting worse and worse the longer you wait. You have no reason to wait. You will not find any help here. These are all direct personal expressions of who you are. Stepping into Who You Are and what you need to do yourself. These plants are all waiting for you. And you know this. . . 

I get YOUR Word through everything all around me! Especially all these plants that have gone wild in my yard I hear them yelling for attention. Telling me what to do and asking to be first … wow 

We have also been very clear and specific about your morning exercises, and your prayers. Like you have recognized how important it is for you to write and pray more privately in silence. The Prayerline work has also been getting more focused. You have been hearing the same questions and same challenges over and over again. This is where you belong. You fill a place where you belong. Trust, and STAY, in Peace and Joy. . .  

I know, so I am Fearless in Your Word! And must allow YOU to flow more easily and consistently. Everything is exactly where it needs to be for this next step before me. And I need to stop worrying about anyone else who can help or not. It’s not my challenge to guide anyone who is not ready. There are plenty showing up each day, who are ready to step into more, and grow and evolve as things continue to change before us.

Whenever you share it’s always a blessing. It’s not always easy for you, or seems to be a challenge or off-kilter sometimes. And you can know you are safe and protected, so stay there in your flow and stay moving. . . forward. As you know that God usually chooses the weakest and simplest souls as tools for His greatest works; Saying no to God's plan for us is false pride, not humility. It is more important than ever to step into these things before you fearlessly. The Word is ever present and very clear, strong and direct for you. Knowing this and stepping into it all stronger is really necessary now more than ever.

What your hesitation is about is the fear of being alone and doing it all by yourself. This is fine and ok for you to move forward and trust what is ahead of you. It’s always clear and specific. No fear son, no fear, stay moving into this before you. If it turns to God, a stage of conversion or purgation and spiritual growth results. As the soul struggles to find itself, the saying "when the student is ready, the teacher can teach" . . . Another helpful exercise is a daily inventory of your relationship with God. When reflecting back on the day, did your daily actions give honor and glory to God? . . . as the repentant sinner recognizes his shortcomings and is more open to using all his time, talent, and treasure for the Lord.

I am so grateful to have and share in your Word! I've been able to follow and understand so clearly that I am blessed beyond recognition. This is certainly a joy and wonder to be in this place and time again. I know I have so much to do and recognize I've been procrastinating too much. I need to get my yard civilized and come to better terms on my course work.

What you have been given is exactly what you asked for. Even now at this moment where you are more careful and writing more slowly to see each word appear exactly as required and necessary for you to more forward with ease. You have been very clear about the next steps before you and having nothing else to focus on. This was something else you asked for. There is no need to concern yourself, there is nothing ahead of you that will be beyond your reach. As we stated earlier this is about just moving forward with who you are and what you created.

Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ . . . I am so grateful!!! I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

FULL and COMPLETE, exactly like God Imagined

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I know I need to do a new page here every day instead of once a week, or once a month. I’m really so tired, and still come back to reread and edit this page before posting and ending it. I’ve not been sleeping well, waking up several times at night, and suffering from the heat. I need to get the AC recharged upstairs, but I’ve not been able to catch up on my bills yet. I’m not even sure when I get paid now. Yes, money always shows up when I need it, so Larry gave me some cash yesterday. Not enough and I’m still short but it’s always good.

Thank You God, Larry also gives me a food-card where I can only buy food. I get most of my foods covered with his card, and still not enough for all my bills, but I’m eating good … even too much. I’m sure everything will come together soon. Everything always comes together. Like I need to fast every other day.

What you have seen more recently is how desperate the forces of evil are to stop you and interfere with you. You have seen this before, but also know it’s increasing as more and more of the lies and deceptions in your culture are taken apart, and opened up.  Yes, you always knew this was coming, and really always knew you would be prepared and ready to address it all too. No fear, no worries, it’s all coming together really nice.

I’m glad to hear! I also remember how it was supposed to all shift really fast. Out with the old, and in with the new! As incredible as it seems my first day of class at St Pete College, there was somebody in the office next-door. It was a new financial management professor who just had been hired full-time. Of course, I walked in and said hi and we just hit-it-off. I mean, I even recorded something that he asked me about and I invited him to the church Welcome retreat! Turns out he’s also teaching at USF, but doesn’t have time or experience teaching sustainable entrepreneurship. Damn, I wrote the book on that one. Course, I didn’t say that to him, but he knew what I was teaching already, so we started talking about it right away. Next thing I knew he was writing a letter to the Director to recommend me to take his place.

Yes, he knew the new USF Director that took Dr. Fountain’s place; and he wanted me to take his classes teaching the online sustainable entrepreneurship there. Wow, I couldn’t believe it. I told him I could start right now. He said he needed the cash from it right now, but could set me up for the next term. Next thing I knew he had drafted an email telling the Director all about me. Yes, he drafted it and sent it to me to review. I only had one or two comments and returned it with my CV. Next thing I knew I was scheduled to talk to the new Director. As it turns out I had to go to Tampa anyway to pick up a chicken coop for the 4-H club. Wow, it all just fell together like Magic.

We are doing exactly the same thing we’ve always done. You get caught in the Flow and you just do it. Fearless, focused, and ready for anything. Somethings will never change.

I’m Flattered as could be. I love that you’re so confident in me. It really makes me nervous when I have no clue what’s going on and it just happens. I know that’s the Way You like it though, surprises bring more joy and more love. You want to come in and take over anytime that You feel like it. I know that’s what I asked for. I just want You comfortable and ready to live the way You planned it from the very beginning. It’s really remarkable to share that more and more. This morning I started with the Sunrise. OK, I started with the Exodus 90 app and then listened to Family Focus, and then listened to Charles Stanley and then doing my exercises and then getting all my shit together so I could go to church. There’s a LifeTeen training here today. . . And then a dinner here tonight. Wow, a full day…

We told you more and more would be coming together. That is what you wanted, clear and focused, everything shifting and everything ready for us. 

It’s kinda strange at one level, and really remarkable as well. Wow, I just started crying . . . I noticed that Jesus Fell off of my Crucifix.Yes, the beautiful Rosary Crucifix that John gave me . . . Had broken. WOW! Then the first thing I heard was “No worries He has Risen!”  Course, I was still perplexed, crying, and upset begging that I could find Him. I went outside and looked around my bike.  Looked in the trash can as I had just emptied out a few cans. So now I came back inside and found it sitting on the floor under one of the tables here. Yes, I’ve been setting up all the food here and making coffee and getting things all together for this event. I was kinda surprised to find everything in place when I got here. But then I’ve been all alone doing things every where else since then

What is the weight of god. And who can know of it, except him who asks earnestly in their clear clean holy heart. Know this is the deepest profound experience in Love and Divinity shared each day as you step more clearly into this LOVE!

I love this moment with You again. It is really so remarkable to see and share in this deeper stronger experience You share. I am so blessed to see, feel, and share this deeper wonder with YOU. And I know it was a lot more than just asking. It was really a desperate demand that I made to You for getting into community and making everything happen to bring You closer than ever to what was really here and necessary.

I mean, at the LifeTeen training event I went to, I essentially got all the food out and ready for everyone since there was nobody else there to do it.  Then I was listening and watching. Course like the CGS classes it is really all old News to me. We need to keep children connected to Jesus as much and as soon as possible. Course Emily taught me everything about this, as she never left Jesus. And like me, she really seems to be set in this more than ever, while I wish and support everyone to do the same more and more each day.  It’s really remarkable who shows up and who asks me for guidance in this where it seems I can teach anyone, or everyone.

What you did was really exactly what your mother had led you to and prepared you for. As you will see and experience more ahead of you. The clarity and power of Jesus will FLOW! Who can know God’s counsel, or who can conceive what the LORD intends?

I love this. I mean, I know I can never fully know, but I’ve seen images and visions and aspects or feelings of all of this. Like knowing it’s about life, love and the beauty experienced in your gardens. I always see you walking in the gardens with Adam and Eve. Of course, I know it is really not them. . . . As it’s their children that you delight in, and so much more wanting everyone to share with us.

What you have been doing is critical. . . Stay here in this Space and Power that you really KNOW. It wont be easy, but it will be more Joy, more Love, MORE just Being and Sharing the Love and Divinity that you ARE. 

I Love you! Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ for all that you are sharing and being in this space for me. I know this is all about your LOVE and BEING clear and free into this experience we have Created WITH YOU. 

What you just FLASHED into was remarkable. So today you had coffee with the Dean. And you have always spoken to the leadership FEARLESSLY!  You have accepted this challenge we gave you over and over again . . . . just like when you had to leave the hospital and return to high school at sixteen to experience all you are capable of. The leadership has always run from you. You were always too strong. Now again Fearless with your brothers. 

The dean is another brother. . . So you FLASHED to speaking to him about your mothers being a Taino . . . The native indigenous nymph who survived the destruction of the narcissist white men . . . But had always planned to bring the next creation of Love and Beauty into this experience with you and your brothers. 

. . . Then you FLASHED into building the first track system around SNELL ISLAND and no one ever flooded again. . . . Then you FLASHED into building the first track system around SNELL ISLAND and no one ever flooded again. 2nd Patents here with google go.shr.lc/3I8WEJM Suddenly the world shifted into LOVE. One community was complete and whole. Everyone in the same family supporting and loving each other. The children leading and guiding the parents. Gardens and wildlife took over the space, where the love and beauty was fulfilled completely. No more greed, no more controls, only peace, comfort, and ease in love as God Imagined from the very beginning. 

…. Son you can stay fearless and never struggle again. It’s not beyond you, and this is all you could ever need. These people and places are coming in tune with you more freely. It’s not a concern anymore. It’s the Love and Beauty you required to leave the hospital at age sixteen. You were very clear that it had to be all or nothing. If you were bringing Christ Back to the Gardens, where He Belong, it had to be FULL and COMPLETE, exactly like God Imagined with US ALL here now in this same Faith in Action . . . Being louder than every word can be. I want my Life to Be, to breath, to Preach, every moment testify, and I want my LIFE TO BE!!!

I’m so grateful! Truly Grateful and Awe-struck for You sharing this moment with me. I’m in tears to know we are finished . . . 

What we mean about finished, is YOU!  It’s all about doing it all, right now. No more sleeping. No more waiting for anything.  It’s up to you to get things done . . . You know your complete exercise routines, you know all the tasks before you. You know you can teach and lead Families and Love to BE the Focus and Center of Society . . . You know it takes a man to lead this, and you are ready. 

I know.  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to step into everything you have created here for us. . . 

fulfilling all that men and family are meant to be

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What did you do now.

I haven’t been able to sleep. First I got up and wrote a letter to the city.  They took the trash dumpster in the alley for several families over a month ago. That’s right, no trash can for a month.  We finally got one today and I wanted to be sure I thanked them. SO I got up onto my pedestal and bla, bla, bla, , , I went on and on with all sorts of bs. Yes, I even mentioned the patent link to resolve all the city flooding. Yes, I pulled all the stops and really slammed them about everything that was bothering me….

What you are realizing is exactly what you need. Yes, we did tell you that you would start all over again. And that does mean the “same life” all over again. So imagine you’re in grade school just starting out. Real slow. Real careful, specific and focused. As you can see, we can help you a lot. When you call us in with that prayer, you can feel it. That feeling is where you belong. That is Joy. That is love, That is God. As you can see everything on earth is gonna mess with you. You need to be very strong and very focused. Your next conversation with jim has to tell him the truth.

Saint Ignatius of Loyola's step-by-step process for discernment of spirits is based on his Spiritual Exercises. He provides different rules for those in different spiritual states. The fundamental process involves three steps: Become aware, understand, and take action.

Step 1: Become aware
The first step is to recognize and pay attention to the "motions of the soul," which are your interior movements, including thoughts, emotions, desires, feelings, and inclinations. This is an exercise in prayerful self-awareness. Ignatius suggests practices such as the daily Examen to help you review your day and notice these inner stirrings. 

Step 2: Understand and reflect
Once you are aware of these interior motions, you must analyze them to understand their origin. The crucial aspect of Ignatian discernment for those growing in holiness is distinguishing between two primary states of the soul:

• Spiritual consolation: This is a movement of the soul that increases faith, hope, and charity. It brings a sense of peace, courage, and closeness to God. It can also include tears of compassion or an increase in spiritual fervor.
• Spiritual desolation: This is the opposite of consolation. It is a movement that brings darkness, anxiety, sadness, and discouragement. It can also lead to a lack of faith, hope, and love, and a feeling of separation from God.

Ignatius taught that these different movements come from different sources:

• The good spirit (God) uses consolation to encourage and strengthen those who are striving to serve God.
• The evil spirit (the enemy of human nature) uses desolation to put up obstacles, create confusion, and discourage the person from moving forward in their spiritual life.

Step 3: Take action
Based on your understanding of the movements, you must take the appropriate action:

• Accept and live according to what is from the good spirit. Embrace the feelings of peace, courage, and love that come from God.
• Reject and remove what is not of God. When experiencing spiritual desolation, resist the temptations that arise from it. Do not make any major decisions while in a state of desolation. Instead, persevere in prayer and spiritual practices.  RENOUNCE satan IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST and COMMAND THE spirit of satan TO LEAVE IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST!

Important considerations for those growing in holiness
Ignatius developed additional rules specifically for those who are actively working to overcome sin and grow closer to God. For these individuals, the good and evil spirits operate in a different manner than they do for those moving away from God:

• How the evil spirit works: The evil spirit will attempt to sow doubt, anxiety, and discouragement. It might remind you of past sins or point out imperfections to cause you to lose hope and quit trying. The evil spirit's temptations can also be disguised as something good and subtle, leading you to compromise your commitment to holiness.
• How the good spirit works: The good spirit will bring courage, strength, and consolation. It will affirm your efforts and help you to persist in your good works, removing obstacles and giving you quiet and peace.

Summary of the process for those growing in holiness

1. Become attentive: Notice the interior movements within your soul.
2. Characterize the movement: Does it feel like consolation (peace, joy, growth in faith) or desolation (anxiety, sadness, discouragement)?
3. Identify the source: If it's consolation, assume it is from the good spirit. If it's desolation, be on guard against the evil spirit's temptations.
4. Respond appropriately: Welcome consolation and use it to strengthen your resolve. Resist desolation, and do not make decisions based on it.
5. Seek counsel: If still in doubt, Ignatius advises seeking the wisdom of a spiritual director or wise counselor.

What you have felt now in this is very important please write specifically about this feeling above.

RESIST, here refers to avoid listening to satan, ignore the evil babbles, resist listening to the bs. I guess as I read this above I felt that “resist” is really wrong. . . Anxiety and sadness and all can really be a natural emotional response to the events in life. E-MOTIONS are “ENERGY is MOTION” and it’s critical to all of us that we experience these things. What is important is what the energy brings. What you use this energy for? What Inspiration and directions come from this? Hiding and suppressing is wrong and dangerous, so never “resist” real emotions, WHILE ALWAYS RESISTING THE BABBLES OF satan.

All emotions are wonderful and about learning and growing, dwelling in it, getting lost or over-powered is the problem. . . . So it’s not about fear and “resisting” emotions and events it’s really about RESOLVING and growing from these events and emotions. . . All desolation is a consolation in disguise. It’s really about learning and growing. Pain and suffering is all manmade, by choosing to stay in desolation we create the problems.  Instead reach out for God, ask for His perspective and seek the True event understanding that brings consolation.

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Saint Ignatius of Loyola, the founder of the Society of Jesus (Jesuits), developed a detailed method for discerning the movements of the good and evil spirits in a person’s soul. This process is outlined especially in his "Spiritual Exercises", which are a foundational text for spiritual growth and discernment within the Catholic tradition.

Here’s a step-by-step summary of Saint Ignatius’s method for discernment of spirits, particularly aimed at those striving to grow in holiness (the "Second Week" of the Spiritual Exercises):

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1. Understand the Two Spiritual Movements:

Saint Ignatius teaches that there are two primary inner spiritual movements:

• Consolation: A movement toward God. It brings peace, joy, love, hope, tears of repentance, or a desire to serve and praise God.

• Desolation: A movement away from God. It brings darkness, confusion, restlessness, despair, laziness, or lack of faith.

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2. Recognize the Direction of Life (Rules 1 & 2):

Discernment depends on the moral direction of the person’s life:

• For someone moving away from God (a life of sin):

  • The evil spirit encourages pleasure and comfort to keep them in sin.

  • The good spirit pricks the conscience and brings discomfort to urge conversion.

• For someone striving to grow in holiness (toward God):

  • The good spirit encourages, consoles, gives peace and strength.

  • The evil spirit tries to discourage through doubts, sadness, or confusion.

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3. Be Attentive to Interior Movements:

Pay attention to your internal spiritual experiences—your emotions, thoughts, inclinations. Ignatius advises:

"Know what moves you inside, and identify where it comes from."

This requires prayer, silence, and self-awareness.

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4. Describe the Movement Objectively:

Ask yourself:

• What am I feeling or experiencing?

• Is it consolation or desolation?

• Is it drawing me closer to God or away?

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5. Analyze the Source of the Movement:

Ask:

• Is this from the good spirit (God or angels)?

• Or from the evil spirit (the devil, or disordered attachments)?

You judge by the fruit of the movement: does it lead to love, faith, hope, and service—or fear, isolation, sin, and despair?

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6. Respond Accordingly (Rules for Discernment):

When in Consolation:

• Be grateful, and use the strength to prepare for future desolation.

• Make resolutions, as you see more clearly.

When in Desolation:

• Do not change previous good decisions.

• Pray more, examine yourself, and resist.

• Trust that consolation will return.

(These are from Rules 5, 6, and 7 in the Spiritual Exercises.)

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7. Be Aware of the Tactics of the Enemy (Rules 12–14):

Ignatius offers metaphors for how the evil spirit operates:

• Like a spoiled child—fleeing when resisted.

• Like a false lover—operating in secrecy.

• Like a military commander—attacking your weakest point.

You must learn to name, claim, and tame these attacks through vigilance, prayer, and spiritual guidance.

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8. Make Decisions Using the Discernment of Spirits:

In discernment:

• Seek a greater good, not just avoiding evil.

• Use both your reason and spiritual insight.

• Use the three times Ignatius proposes for making a decision:

  1. Clarity (God gives a clear sign or movement).

  2. Discernment of spirits (consolation vs. desolation).

  3. Reasoning with pros and cons under God’s guidance.

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9. Confirm with Fruits and Peace:

A true movement from the good spirit will, over time, bear good fruit (Gal 5:22–23): peace, joy, love, patience, etc.

If the result leads to peace, deeper union with God, and service to others—it is from the good spirit.

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10. Seek Ongoing Discernment and Spiritual Accompaniment:

Saint Ignatius emphasizes the value of:

• Daily examen (spiritual reflection and review).

• Spiritual direction.

• Sacraments and prayer, especially the Eucharist and Confession.

Discernment is not a one-time act—it’s a lifelong spiritual practice.

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If you'd like, I can also break down each of the 14 Rules for Discernment of Spirits (First Week) that lay this out in detail. Would you like that?

We are really pleased with you stepping into more things as you grow. And you need to go to the farmers market. 

3:33pm sat Aug 30! Wow, that’s so beautiful to see and share as I got back from the market with a few jars of pickles. 

I was thinking it closed at 3pm for some reason. But it actually closes at 1pm. So I was happy to visit. There are a few men with crazy gray hair and beards that always recognize me. I mean one even honked as I was biking home and passed him at a stop-light. The other guy sold all his eggs so he was happy, too. I really love this space and time that I’m in with you Jesus . . . 

I know that is really what this is all about. You are ready to return home and have this love and experience exactly the way we are . . . It’s funny how much you enjoy and tease me about doing every little detail you want. It’s like you are doing it all and I watch and wonder as I step through things with you. And of course I always see so much synchronicity and specific detail and truth so deep and powerful that i can tell that you are really enjoying every little detail of it. Everything has been getting easier and more powerful and specific every minute.

What you asked for was very specific and clear. Not many people have been so detailed in this and you have been so strong, too. It’s one thing to ask, it is another to prepare and set into place everything that you need to get what you really want. If you remember you were anxious to restore the Garden of Eden, and further, you were very focused that this Garden had to be all that we had intended it to be from the Beginning . . . . Not just food, but the source of life, where we had comfort, entertainment, love in sharing and growing all the time everywhere in Truth and Peace freely Loving among neighbors . . . . Like these are results for Mowgli talking to Baloo and inviting more love and joy around us in every way.

I know, and I guess that is why you want me to be married with children again. That is really the full experience, having all aspects and fulfilling all that men and family are meant to be. I realize that my next 50 years may be exactly what I have always wanted and always dreamed. Or really, it will become so much more than I could ever imagine.

What else could you expect from us. . . Remember this is what you created . . . 

I know, just like I need to laugh all the time knowing that I created this iPad, morphed the keyboard, morphed the pc camera. . . lol. . . Of course, what else, as I wanted it all together. If I must have some device, what else would I want, but everything included into one unit! Now again, I’ve been getting more engaged and deeper into my place and responsibilities before me.  

As crazy as it might be, I stepped into the passion and perspective of satan. Yes, I’m always in this place with Jesus and this Holy Perspective, but needed to step into those shoes to share more deeply last week. It was really bizarre to step into another place to understand what it was all about. And so I simply saw this experience all over again and watching satan gloating over his successful victory of perversion and deception.  It was really incredible as I witnessed how satan was so delighted simply to touch a child, like no man ever should touch. But then the icing on the cake for him was bragging to the child’s father how delighted and ecstatic he was to have this experience saying each of the children’s names. Of course, no parent has any idea what actually had happened so they couldn’t see the perverted lust in his eyes speaking the children’s names. 

Wow, what a weird experience. I mean, it’s apparent that so much here has come together very specifically for some purpose before me. I mean, to have the gospel beautiful experience with Asil that opened up the video issues. Then Llib knew immediately that the fear of video is often a sign of criminal activities. . . And now Mij brings it before everyone . . . It makes me feel there is a lot more going on here beyond the obvious….

I’m mean, even beyond what’s obvious to me!

What you are seeing will continue to come at you from every direction. You always knew you were just getting ready. Imagine for a moment that you were attacked, and simply allowed Saint Michael to step through. That might be easier to comprehend, as more direct action will come as Jesus steps in more. You have known this all along, and already have been through events, where you were simply watching Him Living.

I get it! Wow. It’s kinda funny as I consider how many times things just happened and I wondered what it was all about and how I ever got through it all. What’s really kinda weird now thinking of this, I seemed to have missed a lot in all these years. . . 

What do you mean give an example…

I remember Kim’s comments on replacing the roof in Seminole Heights, the weekend before it was due. No interviews, no Better Business Reviews, not even three estimates to compare. I met someone, he said he could do it, and it was done.  

I’ve thought about this experience over and over again as I realized it was a very spontaneous experience with Jesus. I mean, I really had to study it a bit before I could understand how it all happened. I just didn't randomly walk outside to visit a neighbor. I was lead, or Jesus told me to step outside and see who was in the truck and what he was going on. I remember my neighbor had some plumbing problems or a leak, so checking him out was reasonable. especially since she was a single lady in the house next door. And our conversation of his work and skills led me to ask him about replacing my roof. Within hours I had someone ready to address the problems and got my roof replaced.

What was so remarkable about this experience?

I  realized it was my standard method of operation. I was always open, transparent and trusting. It certainly has led to many problems.  But as I realized above, following and allowing was very common for me, and I really never had to question anything. Nor does it seem I needed to remember much of it.  I remember Kim talking about this and how it happened all the time. Course I’ve no idea now, but again get the feeling I was just watching and allowing things to happen.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,