Mass, Gardens. . . SCHOOL. Learning growing sharing,

I had another wicked powerful dream. This time it was with TH at USF again.  I was awake and still active in my Dream, holding on and trying to carry it forward, when my alarm for the Prayerline went off. Oh, I knew I was home ready for the next day to start in Prayers.

I had been in conversation with Okin, who wants to submit a project to STARS. I have been trying to encourage him. Then he said he was going to the Navy, and immediately I felt I had failed him. So I started sharing a lot more and got into some old videos and found a bunch more. I even found the kids tiny home presentation, which I sent to Kcir who really liked it. And was even impressed with my ideas and plans which really complement his own in creating more Urban Agriculture (UA).

I realized it was UA that really inspired my dreams and experience with TH too. Of course, I know we can make all sorts happen. And to see this, I realize how much it excited me. It was really powerful and clear how much it really resonated deep within me. Then I sent the video to other investors who I thought would work with me. Again I see and realize how much power and focus comes through to me so quickly on this plain, direct and powerful in the now of Jesus Christ.

I know how things always happen so quickly for me. It’s always a place of power and focus, and I know I’m able to do things that no one else will understand or be able to address. I’ve been the name of change, and helped and make things move all of my life. . . Which is really beyond normal understanding and the knowledge and experience that most people expect.

The Five Remembrances of Buddha, awareness of impermanence: 1) I am growing old, 2) I will have ill health, 3) I will die, 4) all that I love changes, 5) my actions are my only belongings, the ground I stand on.

Sorry, this phrase above is dead and pointless to me, I already died, age, sickness and death are now meaningless. I’m fully in my experience and my awareness, and am already living deeply. I was listening to this mindfulness piece sent to me above. So many people are so lost away from these things. All that I love, is love; and it’s always changing in my actions and life, into the flow of each moment. Aligning in this moment to be true into the real truth of life that I see and experience each moment. And this truth and experience is where we are in power and truth, instead of fear and insecurity. It’s so easy to be in power and focused on the truth instead of all the deceptions and lies of this culture we live in. So I avoid the culture completly.

Yes I know it’s all about God’s Plan, now more than ever, people are angry and deep in disbelief complaining about everything. No one is deep into God Plans. Each morning on the Prayerline I’ve been helping people learn and grow in their Spirit and Love of God.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

This is amazing grace, this is failing life, that you will take my place, that you will take my cross. Jesus I sing for all you have done for me. . . Who brings our chaos back into order? Who rules the nations into eternal justice. . This is why We have created this space for you to grow into more things you are capable and familiar with. This is your place of power and focus. Know these things here will flow more with comfort and ease.

I finally using this iPad the way we designed it! Touching the screen as needed, moving and editing text almost randomly. It’s really remarkable to me how easy it is.

We have created this space for you to grow, and no one really experiences that understanding as you do. Thank you for being here with us for so long. Trusting, Being, Experiencing . . You laid down your life that we might be free . . . Thanks Rafè 

It is really remarkable to be typing words faster than I can think, and feeling Your Voice come through stronger . . . Yes everything coming through very clearly from the radio again now!

Red letters coming off the page . . . Everything you know sir, I can hear my savior calling me. It all started with hearts and the spirit moving insides of me, We have created this space for you to grow filled with your love and light to share more than you could ever imagine.

I got a job teaching John’s Course at USF!

And I got the 18 months of forbearance again.

It’s really so incredible Jesus. 

I can focus on John’s Class and make it my own in power and might!

Thank you so very much for bringing me into this position of Your Love. Stating the Truth and placing it all in front of me so easily and obvious. I mean I even got a escrow refund of over $900 . . . ? ! ?

We have created this space for you to grow

I really have to do everything myself again!

We have created this space for you to grow.

I’m so grateful Jesus. I need to drop-out into only my research and love in Jesus. Focused on my bike, swim, Mass, Gardens. . . SCHOOL. Learning growing sharing, living the dream as I know, and I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

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New development opportunities

Throughout your day, ask what fruit your actions are producing. 

Do all of your actions lead to charity? 

Who am I supposed to be?

Who am I for Jesus?

Each day I share more light with You Jesus Christ.

Thank you for Creating The Way of Your Word!

talk about the video last night

I had Mada over for dinner! He had moved into my old office with the door to let his cat out of the catbox. I had the space all opened up, to clean out the front rooms. Then my iphone beeped about a doctors appointment and so I ran out. I thought he wouldn't be home until midnight as usual, but he came home early. When my iphone beeped about my camera I called and he was home. "Oh Sorry, about my mess" I said, and he didn't care, it was obvious I was cleaning things up. I'm guessing he was thrilled I was cleaning up again.

Yes, so I got home, after the doctor's, Aldi, Sams Club, and all during my one trip driving my truck this week. And Mada ordered pizza, and said he had two for us to eat, and he wanted to watch The Chosen again. Oh yes, we had watched a few episodes before and he said we last watched the wedding episode. So the next one was Season 1, Episode 6:  The Indescribable Compassion, where Jesus' followers witness him healing a leper and then the paralyzed man, which was just incredible to share with him.

that's wonderful and where did it take you.

I was so happy about it! And I stopped it a few times to share my own learning and growth in this experience with him. He clearly enjoyed the show and asked me a bunch of questions afterwards. Like what's an "angel.". . 

Wow that was neat. I hadn't expected anything so delightful to happen. And so I talked about the souls of a cat or a dog each having a level of love and understanding that they carry in a group soul. Then how these levels of souls evolved to our own where we each choose to live and love as individuals. Each of us choosing to be a love of our own and when we choose to share this with Jesus we have this tingling feeling of "goosebumps" up our spine. 

this is the power and clarity that Mass brought to you.  Each day in Church you are bringing this feeling of a Love in Jesus, this "tingling down the spine" that you know is necessary for you. You bring this vibration of Love into the Church, and share it across the whole space. Your walking in this Way of the Lord is very powerful and clear. Some can see understand and believe, while some might not ever. Just like you had the experience of your mom guiding you and protecting you so young as a child. Everyone has child experiences that shape them forever.

Yes but I know it is really all about how we are all created in a the Image of God. The dust of the Earth formed into Man to tend the Garden of Eden. And how we never touch this Earth anymore living in a plastic world filled with shoes and synthetics to block the energy we can transfer from one to another very naturally. And so much of the culture and lie's of men hide these deepen truths that have always known.

When God says something, you just obey him! You share as you are inspired. It's about giving your understanding in this Word and this Life. As with this Command to live within you and share the blessing of the truth and knowledge that you have.

I try to be very clear and sure about each word I share, and I'm never sure which end is up sometimes

this really doesn't matter. You share the truth of your experience and others need to learn form their own experiences. That is why it is so important for you to stay in the habits and routines you have created for yourself

I know I an doing better all the time. I'm never sure what I'm doing but it certainly gets better and better.

this is all you need, stay fearless and stay here!

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

gourmet meal delivered to us

Wow what a powerful dream now. Very clear and very focused.

It started out with us coming into some event at USF. I was with Alan McCarthy and we were coming onto campus for some official event! It was clear that we were not part of the event, but I knew about it, so I wanted us to attend. It was like teams working together preparing a new program or something for the school. There are hundreds of people around, all with families, and their children, and everybody had an official tag; and it was also very clear that we did not have any tags.

But we got in anyway, because I knew how to get in the back door, as usual. So we were sitting in the grass area and there were people all around. And the big tidal wave came up. I saw it coming and got out of the way.  I just stepped inside, and I didn’t get wet, but a lot of other people got washed away and the other thing that was weird was I saw a plane coming down towards us. I thought it was a warplane and that we were going to be shot at. So I ran inside to avoid that, too. And when it blasted everybody they were all covered with confetti. Yes confetti, some kind of broadcast or a message sent out from some corporation.

That was weird they knew we were gonna get shot at. But what was even more weird, was a ton of confetti with some name on it, from some corporation or something. I went back outside and the place was covered with stuff. Of course, there are different events and places we were supposed to be throughout the day. For some reason, I remember very distinctly getting a gourmet meal delivered to us.

Then I also encouraged Alan to go into the different meetings. And of course he was out of place, but he still was very strong and very focused about getting information out of them. He wasn’t so much sharing but we were collecting data. Then I jumped into this one room, because I wanted to see what was going on.  It was actually a children’s performance, so I left it. It was actually a very small auditorium, but it was also small like a spaceship almost and we were sitting on bleachers all around it in a tight space. Clearly it was set up for children and I got out before it started because I realized it was just for kids. It was so weird.

I knew the whole point was about setting up the new year semester programs for this college so that’s why I was so strong about being there. But then also to see all the propaganda and pollution with people getting brainwashed by garbage everywhere. 

That’s really powerful. So I’m trying to sleep again.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I’m not surprised about this powerful dream. And I know you wanted me to get back into my ritual and regular schedules of exercise, Mass, and all. I’ve been out of it for the week. I wasn’t comfortable with what I was doing, but had made the commitment. I’ve always tried to finish whatever I started. So I wonder about missing the Mangroves for a week and it’s about time to start building and setting up the church gardens. They are finally getting a pump, only a hand pump, but it’s enough to get started. 

What you have been experiencing is important still. Recognizing how the population is still focused on materialism, but also know and understand that it’s not healthy and is really a useless diversion. This is one of the many addictions created with the TV. Your experience and understanding is about how easy it is to direct and redirect people who live from sight above all else. The power you have relying on includes sounds and other vibrations is deeper and more true than the addictions people get caught in trusting their sight beyond all else.

I don’t understand what is the point for making this so clear to me. You state here again how I’m more focused on these deeper feelings and still have new lessons here. 

What happened was that you could resonate with everyone. You found it easy to connect and share with random people. You even turned around conflicts to your own benefit. Further, the experience and challenge is that you give up your power too fast. You do have all you need, and it’s very obvious that you are in a place of power and light. This makes it very clear and possible for you to move things a lot quicker than ever before considered.

I get it and I realize how I am approaching another time of clear strong freedom. Seem to be getting rental tenants who can pay all my bills so I am free to do more of what I really want to be doing instead of stressing about rooms and tenants or anything

We have tried  to make  it easier for you to get to your peace 

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

The Way of Your Word: hearing about the last three

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word. I’ve not shared this experience that I have with you very much recently. And it’s really getting powerful again! I’m recognizing the Love of Jesus everywhere and I am trying to call it out for everyone more and more each day. I’ve been telling people how the Love of Jesus is present here with me, and I’m blessed to share this moment with them, where I know I can help and heal anything. I guess I’ve stop questioning myself and allow this Spirit to Flow more and more each and everyday.

What we need you to do, is stop talking about it all the time and start doing it more.

I’ve been trying to. But the distraction and “stress” gettin the next bill paid is wicked annoying!

Who you are all your life was never concerned with this.You always knew it was all taken care of. Your mother protected you and made it easy for you to recognize your opportunities. Yes being in the right place at the right time brings a lot more responsibility. You are challenged to be clear and specific. The reality of these experiences and people you’ve loved and shared with is apparent to everyone you speak to. Stop the fear and insecurity. Know and trust it is all exactly, where it needs to be.

I get it! And I’ve been trying really hard to keep up with everything you have done for me. It’s all very remarkable to see and step into. I’m still feeling so much more. It’s really remarkable to know that your Spirit and experience in the Trinity is happening inside of me more and more every day. And my responsibility to share and express this Spirit more is getting stronger and stronger every day.

Yes this is your challenge and responsibility to accept your place and allow this is grow and evolve before your eyes. Each day will bring more into your hands and more responsibility. You have written this all out before, and now start over again to be stronger into the real experience that you all need to understand more deeply.

I guess I have known my place and responsibility all along! Sharing my deeper knowledge and experiences is my challenge. Like posting the response to the school shooting in TX last week. I knew it was a critical issue, and it is still something that will bring parents out to yell and scream. I can warn people about it happening again and again. Just like I can warn people about the hurricanes; but I know no one will pay attention to me. 

Wow, I was just feeling into my own experience of "hearing about the last three!" So what is the last three all about, was it 3-minutes, 3-hours, 3-days, or what.

What was perfect about this is how you reacted to what you heard. That first three minutes you saw a portale open, and tinkerbell was there in front of you. It was such a wonderful blessing seeing and experiencing the last moments of this beautiful creature. She gave her all to come through, just like Joni did. each coming through for just a moment to share the experience of bliss and love with you. Again now you can feel this light overpowering you. these words begin to flow and you see another space opening before you, knowing it is only Jesus. . . 

Only Jesus, you only got one life to live, calling every single point you live, it's only Jesus. Jesus is the ONLY Name, Jesus is the ONLY Name, Jesus is the ONLY Name to remember. And you have been teaching and sharing with people these deeper truths that you know are fundamental now before you.

I know it's all about being Holy and Right with God, nothing else matters! How can God Declare a guilty Man - Not Guilty - Where God Declares Not Guilty, where Jesus takes the penalty and guilt for mankind to go free. Not the Law, but justification of the Law of Faith in the Son Jesus Christ. Jesus did the unending eternal act of acceptance opening the relationship to God for all to find and experience eternally. 

Where it is the Gratitude and Grace that Jesus Brings? You know the deeper truth here is loving your neighbor. How is stealing from them realistic for them? You know this makes it possible for greed and deception. Where is the Love for your neighbor?  They do not see the value of your work, when you tell them. It's more important to remain in integrity than to be deceptive to obtain compensation you are entitled to. This 'ENTITLEMENT' is your personal judgements not the will and respect of God. Taking from another is never justified. You know this; after 16 years living in deceptions, where your neighbors never knew who you were and what you were doing. . . . 

Consider the Jones family where your actions impacted their business . . . these were your literal neighbors who suffered by your actions. How is this following Jesus like Matthew 7:13-14 . . . it seems sensible to live this truth through your life knowing the place that has worked for you before. You chose to live without boundaries, and you chose to learn and grow through these struggles you have now. Making truth and deciding to bring justice to those you know and experience with.

I am back again with the same challenges I've had all my life! Like paying my taxes is a lie in the system. The system is corrupt and we are forced to live in the lies around us. But is this loving my neighbors? Do I pay the same taxes that they pay? Or are they paying taxes to cover my expenses so that I might care for other neighbors that have their own struggles. We are all loving our neighbors the best we can. And am I rationalizing myself now?

What do you feel about this? You have saved lives again. Today you spoke to someone a story that you heard yesterday. The single, lonely elderly person went down flights of stairs to find the Ambulance and Police outside of her building! She hadn’t been down in months.

When she encountered the terrified child and held her, hugged her, comforted her in the chaos of the moment; she was loving her neighbor and sharing the truth and divinity of the moment. You inspired her to get outside everyday. Not only in hopes of sharing with the same delightful child again, but also to get engaged in her community. Stepping outside to Garden, and plant, and share is very powerful and resonates with neighbors who also need to connect with the Earth.  

As God created Man from the STAR Dust of the Earth. . . which brings you back into this place of Divinity and Truth deep into the spirit and truth that we have in Jesus.

I KNOW MY PLACE AGAIN! and when this came out for me now, I was so intimidated since again I have to lead and love someone who needs my light and guidance.

What you are doing is so much deeper for you and everyone. It's not something easy, nor is it ever something easy for you. The deeper truth and challenges that you have before you are terrifying and challenging. 

I know I need to pray about what is before me! It's not right to be in a place of discomfort and misguided actions. If I feel this is something out of sorts with my own consciousness. It's important for me to get clear about my boundaries and responsibilities. I asked for directions and support in getting the work I was doing profitable and now I'm chasing the money instead of doing what I need to be doing. It doesn't feel right or respectable, but it is really just the place that I am in. 

We have never given you things that you can not deal with. You have tried to bring the truth and power of the truth into this experience you have before you. You know the Words of Jesus as The Way, The Truth, and The Life that you know and you share and lead as best as you can. This is all that we ask of everyone. And you are diligent and work openly to bring clarity and truth into all that is before you. What did you share, read and understand?

I went back and reread my experiences with the end! I have been pushed to the end of life many times. It’s been easy to see my own end, and how the systems around us and before us are crumbling and ending as if we are beyond them, living in a world or place that is unaffected or unchanged by all the death and chaos. But as I studied and wrote about the tipping points of civilization in college it became very clear to me how this was really part of my space and responsibility to help carry this forward.

What did you feel now as you spent the day reading, editing, experiencing the deceptions of materialism at its worse. A place where people have too much and in shear desperation seek to rid themselves of this addiction and attempt to release, but return again and again to the same poisons and deceptions of materialisms that they really do not need or have any place with.

I did another garage sale, knowing my own garage was filled with useless materials as was this one! Desperate to escape it from one moment to the next we would give away graciously, but then the very next moment hold-on and remain stingy wanting to get the full values of damaged useless assets.

What was most valuable was how you were able to share deeper truths with the random stranger who knew you had some honesty and integrity to share and experience with them at some level beyond their own understanding.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Truth Will Set You Free . . John 8:31-38 ESV

John 8 ESV - but Jesus went to the Mount of Olives. - Bible Gateway

The Truth Will Set You Free 

31 So Jesus said to the Jews who had believed him, “If you abide in my word, you are truly my disciples, 32 and you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.” 33 They answered him, “We are offspring of Abraham and have never been enslaved to anyone. How is it that you say, ‘You will become free’?” 34 Jesus answered them, “Truly, truly, I say to you, everyone who practices sin is a slave[b] to sin. 35 The slave does not remain in the house forever; the son remains forever. 36 So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed. 37 I know that you are offspring of Abraham; yet you seek to kill me because my word finds no place in you. 38 I speak of what I have seen with my Father, and you do what you have heard from your father.”

free to DO THE WORD of Jesus. Free from the slavery trapped in the system of greed and deception. But Free to serve our Father, and Love Brothers and Sisters. . . as it is Faith that allows freedom in God's Word and Life as Your Children. 

We Pray for your people can Know Jesus and trust in Your Love to lead others to your Love and Spirit. . . 

Wow, I had another powerful Prayerline call. Mary spoke about being called into this city to share the love of Jesus. She spoke of how people are selfish and lost in the lies of the machine, sugar, beer, football, and other deceptions of greed that control them with addictions. 

stay in your Truth and remain

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I am so grateful for having this experience with you. And I need to "ask questions and tell stories" and tell me more. . . explore and share in deeper experiences . . . 

We have prepared so much for you to do. And you have heard how this age concept doesn't need to apply for you. You can have a real wife and many more children in the future if this is where your love and heart is.

I know how this deeper truth is so important for me! I have been challenged so much and I still fall into fear. Yes no mortgage is scary, but I know this is temporary and is only a program than I share and participate in. A program that I need to put-away as something i'm not part of.

What is a basic responsibility is to stay part of this culture and participate and bring this whole experience forward. Everyone here is connected to this power and responsibility. You have power over the greed and control all around you. Sharing these deeper truths that you know will help others to grow and learn more and deeper than ever before.

I do try to make things work and move forward! And it is always a big challenge. But I've beat so many systems and controls. I've walked through walls all my life, and rarely understood any boundaries at all. There is nothing that gets in my way. I never have to get stuck in fear or anything.

What you have before you is so much more than you have ever seen before. It's not stepping back into things that are not who you are. It about moving forward with the rules and boundaries you have found and set for yourself. Being healthy and strong is only the starting point for everything else.

I have to stay in your Will and Spirit all the time. There is so much that I do and that I can do. I know that I need to stay in your Truth and remain in this power.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Take this experience for you

"The fork is the best microphone"

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What we have done for you will be felt by everyone for ever. Bring people to your table and pray for us.

I need to honor what god has given to me and what I have to share. 

Approach neighbors about new guests? what?

Yes, approach neighbors about new guests is a wonderful opportunity! Have the time open for Lord to do something. Just trust in the Lord about everything. As Jesus had meals with everyone to listen and draw them out and share with them. Open up, and answer their questions, and share your love and experience for everything.

I realized I had so much more to write! It's important to offer my Mangrove Class, and Dance Night, or Kayak Morning, but showing up for others is important. Sharing the meals before or after is critical. I need to break bread with others more and more as I can.

Relax and follow the word of the spirit. Know that is what you have to share and who you are for others. consider others at your dinner table. Open this up more for ease and comfort in the space. Ignore the rest. Make the table your center.

I realized this morning talking to a prayer-line caller about her own experience and challenges, how my own experience has brought me full-circle again! I have a wonderful home and place to share. Cooking and creating such wonderful things is very easy and practical.

What can you tell me how you grew-up, invite other people's stories. . . Commit the time to the Lord, and surrender to it. Check with the holy spirit, before jumping in, share with them the truth. . . invite all people into each season of life. God has a great plan for your life, and we need to know this is God Way.

I'm not sure I understand how to give more into your Spirit! I work and try to be full and clear Into your Spirit for your Glory. Take this experience for you and make it move forward for your glory. Please Dear Jesus I need to know and experience all you have set before me, I know it is your WILL that makes my life and I move into this more every day.

Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

How many could’ve actually said those words

School SHOOTING!

I’m sorry, this will happen again and again for very clear “REASONS”!

It is OUR fault, for lying!

Blaming God, or guns is lying to ourselves, all these lies are OUR own responsibility. I used bombs and knives in school when I was bullied. Kids killing Kids will keep happening because it HURTS PARENTS! This pain forces us to take responsibility and seriously look at ourselves for allowing lies in our culture! Yes, it is the Parents who lead the community, their passions and commitments for family, children and job, CREATES Church, School and Community.

I never would own a gun, because I knew I would use it. Everyday the SUGAR and COKE in schools today can bring a kid to violence. There is No ADHD, it’s all created by industry as poison food and drugs!  Every arrest has a bottle involved.  Intentionally, our current culture install stores full of alcohol and sugar next door to all the Indians, the poor, the blacks. . . This is designed into the Matrix by “white supremacy” or it IS really the “one percent” intentionally culling the populations. EXACTLY LIKE C0v!d and cancr that are ONLY GREED created by industry to cull!

We ALL KNOW the lies of this culture of greed filled with poisons, lies, half-truths… the BS everywhere! This complete truth is obvious, and we all feel this deeper vibration. You connecting to this deeper vibration with me WILL END THE MATRIX. All truth is available inside us really feeling this deep vibration! Feel it! Escape the lies and share your truth. Post comment of LOVE = TRUTH!

OUR Culture of lies brings deaths! Death will increase and get worse until we stop hiding in the bottle and take responsibility for the LIES EVERYWHERE!

Sorry, that’s my truth, enjoy with a bit of salt!

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What A wonderful rendition. You finally stood up and spoke your truth. We’ve all been waiting for this. Do you think you had this experience for no reason at all. How many people in the culture of this planet could’ve actually said those words. Do you think anybody has done that. Ever in all of history. Truth be told you’ve been here so many times doing the same thing over and over again. Most of the knives and the guns came from your hands.

I really didn’t need to hear that. I know you want me to do this more often. But you always make it such a pain in the ass. Everything blows up before I can sit down and relax. Because everybody wants me to be working on something. And I listen to everybody else instead of you. I’m sorry. Please forgive me.

 I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

people away from alcohol and the deceptions

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I’m now only getting $30 airbnb stays but nothing more. I do have a bunch of spaces listed but that’s all I’m getting. I guess if people are looking in this area and find my cheaper prices, why would they select my higher prices? Maybe I’d be better off raising all my prices? I’m really kinda clueless about this. And essentially really annoyed too.

What you are experiencing is your own insecurities bubbling up all around you. There is nothing here that you need to do, and you certainly have plenty else to address. Making your work is important, and accepting and working where you are is equally as important. There is not much more to this, as you have seen everything as it’s all around you already. 

I know it’s my Mom’s space and my Mom’s blessing and I know it’s about sharing the power and truth I learned from my mom. Now I wonder if this is about getting people away from alcohol and the deceptions of our culture. I’m just not sure what that means, or how much that really means, or how much further I need to take it. I’m really perplexed or challenged by all of this. And accepting my place in doing more for others is easy. Except I’m not sure what that means, or what I can do. It always feel like I’m totally alone, doing whatever I must do, all by-myself. Yes, I know you are with me, and I know it always benefits someone, but it’s still totally perplexing and such a challenge to understand and relate to. 

We never would expect anything else. Your ability to step into a nothingness and create something is one of your greatest gifts. Creation from an array of dissociated parts is a challenge many people have and can not accept or understand. You seem to thrive on it and are able to spring something incredible from the nothingness around you perplexing everyone else.

Nothingness, I get it! I seem to be dealing with nothing all the time and somehow end up with so very much coming together from no where. I guess that's my story creating something from nothing. Yes, that is totally typical.  And then somehow I am always surprised.

Somehow what this means is having the ability to step into a more powerful place. It is  always the sins of greed and selfishness that get people lost. They think there is something outside of them that will solve their problems and search for understanding. The power of Spirit has created everything to more fully experience and understand Spirit. It’s always love searching for Love. We are all challenged with evil and deceptions, like your experience with the new Prayerline caller who knows he’s being targeted and harassed for his connections to Spirit. While you have always been connected to Spirit and you have always had this power and clarity of Spirit.

It is really a challenge sometimes for me to understand what is really happening to me! Sometimes I slip into this feeling that I’m already done, and all I need to do is sustain what’s here now. No judgements, no challenges, but just loving what is and holding onto it. And again now, I’m terrified of whatever this means. I try not to take it serious thinking it will all work out again, everything always works out. And usually I end-up ahead? What really does that mean. I’m really wasting my time trying to do anything as it’s all done already and I’m just doing my little bit of whatever it is that I need to be doing.

I have another investor here in my house. And the reality he gave me about where I am and what I’m doing is very clear and obvious. It really feels like some abstract fantasy “I have about myself” - - - sure everyone wants to see or hear me - - - it’s me - - - I wonder if that’s where the Ritual and Mangroves came from. Doing something that no one else cares about or understands. And I just keep doing it again and again until everyone gets so annoyed they must ask what it is. Or what I’m doing. 

What it is about is getting more real about this. If you are really going to make this work. You really need to push a lot harder. Nothing comes from nothing. If this is your responsibility to shift things, and you know they aliens and everyone is coming to you. WHAT IS THAT? 

ITS A FANTASY where I’ve convinced myself “I’m Special” and have something unique and special to offer to others. And my own ego and arrogance blow up in my face. Sooner of later people will see through me, and see or sense I’m really just fooling myself. And then I’m alone again, as whomever “hear enough” or too much and recognize something is just wrong, out of balance or something where they run.

What about forcing yourself to really do something. Are you putting yourself into a corner where you are forcing something to grow and change. What about this experience is really leading and teaching you something new.

I’m not sure? I know I get keen insights and inspire people all the time. I feel and read into things a lot. But is this simply “empathy” that I use to facilitate “super-power fantasies” I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ . . . I’m scared again, I want to drink, or smoke, or something else . . . And I’ve really got no clue.

That is who YOU ARE!

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! But I've been intimidated by this live writing with you online again.

Why? We haven't changed much, we only want to step into it more. You still get this constant synchronicity and guidance, where you seem to escape every challenge and conflict as if by magic; where you are always flying ahead. And you recognize how everything is easy and blessed if you do what you are guided to do. And otherwise you will stub your toe and know something is out of sync that you need to address inside of you.

I know that's my experience. And I know I'm still preparing for something else you want. Something my mom already knew about!? I also knew whatever this is I'm getting ready for, is really just around the corner! This feeling and vibration has been with me for a while, and yes it's stronger and clearer than ever. And I know I’ve got so much to do and prepare for. I’m really never sure what that means and how to select the tasks that should take priority. Like taking the time to post to eBay now. What as weird experience. 

We have been making it more clear about your place and tasks. And you are intimidated by the timing, but you know that you always have been taken care of. Stop worrying and trust you are always taken care of. It's nothing new for you, you are simply stepping into another new place of being that is very important.

I get it. I know it’s not about “listening” but “being” and expressing more fully this flow and experience I feel inside of me. It’s kinda weird as I know I can get deeper into it all, with silence and privacy; but then it’s about BEing and doing things I feel.  I'm falling asleep. And then I know I need to start my day with my pipe and accept this part of me.Then I really know I’ve got a very specific schedule that needs to be tight, waking up at 4am for Prayers, JoyFM Lessons, then biking to Sun Ritual, and Mass and biking more.

I guess it's really nothing new, but it's really a challenge to start my day here again. I guess it's really nothing new, and I didn't plan on saying the same thing again. It's about accepting and understanding my place and this means a lot more than planting Mangroves and helping Urban Agriculture grow and expand in this city. I understand each day really opens up so much more power and clarity into something more important.

We have been pulling you out. It does involve all you are working with. You need to protect yourself. Sharing the deeper truths requires you to release things. Getting out of your comfort zone, being vulnerable and real about what you know and need. Getting into this space is the power and focus you created in the very beginning. Returning to this deeper truth is fundamental to the healing we all need. It's your gift and experience to share the experiences that you know. 

Connecting to God is what you do. Being real about this experience and understanding what this is that you have, really is all about this power and focus you bring . . .  You need to understand this truth dwelling inside of you. God's perspective, take God's yoke . . . Psalm 92  Delight yourself in GOD. Give Him all you are, Psalm 46:1 . . . because you are so clear and real about what you have been given. There is so much here and every day you find and feel more pleasure and experience in this.

I got a prayerline call today from Australia! He was embarrassed to be hiding and impersonating a Britain to engaged in political debates. I asked him if he was sharing the truth in his Heart. How being real about this truth is what is most important. If you are walking in traffic, you need to be realistic and protect yourself. If you are sharing the deepest truth it's critical that you protect yourself. Love Our Father and Our neighbors can only begin with loving yourself first. 

The Promises of God Intouch.org  What God provides for you when you LISTEN, and FLOW! It's His Gift that is offered with Prayer. Ask and Recieve, Prayer in Truth will resolve all your challenges.

I get it, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ! Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to guide me In all the tasks before me. It's always about Loving You Dear Lord Jesus Christ and I Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ for filling me this moment typing this over in Loving You Dear Lord Jesus Christ 

What it means is that you simply do as you must. Stop judging and questioning, but flow in the truth. You know your place and power. getting more real about each step and action you take. Making the Flow clear for the Earth and Love you are carrying. It's being fearless. If you are ready to swim and Love Your Dear Lord Jesus Christ this is something we are all ready for and need.

I understand how each word and step in critical for me to step into a stronger place with Your Spirit INSIDE OF ME. It's never easy, and stepping out to do something stronger and respecting that I need to bring YOUR WORDS into all my actions. Stop feeling and thinking it's me and accepting it's only within Jesus that allows all things to FLOW in LOVE.  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

And that is who You are In Jesus, touching every heart, I worship you. Light in the darkness MY GOD, that is who You Are! 

the strong receive the biggest challenges

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What it is all really about is recognizing how important it is for you to step into your own place of power. Sure you know Jesus, and allowed His WORD to come through to you all the time, and developed your own chants to make it more clear and powerful. Now you know that the Word was about creating a specific relationship, and now the Holy Spirit is about the very next step.

I get it! I need to bring this vibration and experience more clear and present inside of me. And as I now I get back to my office, I am in tears. I went outside to water my plants, and as I come back inside I hear the Morning Cruise on JoyFM are talking about getting their children to start to journal. Of course, this is powerful for me, and I wonder about this. As my own children were gone from me for ten years. And now just writing this in my blog, I remember how my son read every word of the first blog which replaced my journals that I made when I returned to college. Yes this is a second blog version, stopping the first where I felt it was time for a change.

What you did was very important. Understanding how it was stepping from one place to another. You are no longer the student exploring. No matter what any other says about you. You have stepped beyond the exploring story and are leading now. It is small and easy and will grow from here. It is important that you understand this and keep going and stepping into the next space before you!

What we have in store for you is very simple and clear. You have set things as you needed and do not need to struggle or question. It's important that you accept this Vibration of the Holy Spirit as you have known and recognized it. This is where you belong. You are safe and strong with no concerns or stressors engaged here.

I know you say this all the time. But I'm still in the world where I have laws and bills to pay. And I get concerned or stressed about this. It's kinda funny, as I never did before and when I had this experience with my wife telling the story about my new roof and suddenly I started to question my own experiences more.

We have stayed with you throughout this. And now again as you step into a new space of Being it is always a challenge. Exactly as you stated this morning in the Prayerline calls. It the strong that receive the biggest challenges. And finding this little graphic is nice, as adds to your story. Connections are critical now as other who read and see will grow and learn.

I always feel like I'm helping everyone to grow and learn, and find myself wondering or challenged still more than ever. Sure I can share and discuss very deep and powerful experiences, as I've had more confrontations and challenges than most people can dream about. So I can certainly relate to everyone who has trauma or any other challenges. I seem to have conquered most of them, and still to this day wonder why, or what could be next. Like here again I've been led to clean off my machine. Not so much to create more space for more crap. But that is one aspect. I feel that I need to be writing and posting more. I know I've been directed and challenged to learn and do more, which also means I need to. Then I've also noticed that this blog allows videos now. I guess I asked for this, so this should really not be any surprise at all.

We have this lined up for you. Stay on the road before you. Trust what you have to share and do. Allow these things to be, and stay fearless as you move forward.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Somehow I remember this feeling

I really get completely frustrated about my life so easily. I can get all excited with the synergies and synchronicities I see and and try to share these things with friends wanting to connect them into a group to share more. Of course, I know I synergize things easily, and feel those near me will benefit from this. But instead I offend or embarrass myself. I guess not having boundaries of clarity to keep me in sync with what’s really present for me is not helping. Yes, this creates frustrating circumstances for me.

I know I’m getting deeper into Spirit. I know there’s another soul inside me, which I can feel into and expand. It is Jesus that is here all the time with me now. When I get to chanting: Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I get this very strong vibrational feeling that is over-whelming inside of me. I guess I have realized that my next step is to keep this feeling with me all the time, or to have this Spirit within me more powerfully than ever before.  It's a very specific feeling that I get inside of me and that I can shift through, and expand.

I notice it lots of different times. Like whenever I’m gardening or working on something, where I’m sharing and talking with the plants and all, I get a very powerful flow and feelings on my back.  Somehow I remember this feeling on my back being associated with wings or shifting to a higher level. Not sure if it’s the kundalini thing or something else that has that same feeling. It certainly gets really strong at certain times and I've been learning to carry it with me more often.

I just got a FaceTime call from my son. He has a Mangrove I sent him to plant and put at the window. It was really a challenge to send it to him so it would survive. And now it seems he’s got it unpacked and set into a jar to grow freely. I really think those plants are so pretty. Of course, I have them all around me house now.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What is your challenge today?

I really Never slept last night, I journaled and blogged, but not really slept a healthy sleep. I did get all my AirBnB spaces reset but nothing is happening here yet!?  I recognized I had to repost and admit who I AM. I have really always known, but never knew what it meant and what I was responsible for. I can feel things shifting again for me. It’s kinda weird to know.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

bike down to a SpeakEzy for us to dance

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! It helps me to share these truths with other searchers. Yes, “happiness is very fundamental” for having real experiences on Earth. Everything else evolves from this power and vibration. Yes, Evolution itself is progressed with Happiness Vibrations creating coherence with Magnetism. It is very distinct and easy to recognize, but it is also very difficult to maintain and create “at times.” Yes, I must clarify and separate myself here, because some people can make joy and happiness out of anything at “any time.” Yes, that’s me! And this is hard for many people to believe or understand.

What happened today. ? 

I got an invitation to work at another garden project at another church in Tampa. Of course, Rick said it was the Church school he grew up in! So now again it opened the door for sharing more deeper truths and deep synchronicities with him. He is really an awesome blessing to my experience and growth now.

What About tonight?

I’m in my fort again with my iPad and pencil charged. I even have a beer with me and a new chocolate bar. I sent one of these Evolved keto bars to Christopher for his birthday. Along with the book and a bunch other goodies. I am so blessed to have my own experience in Wonderland! I need to put videos into YouTube so I can add them to this blog. I’ve been recording so much more. I put the action camera on my helmet with the cave light in the front. Now I can bike at night and videotape it and talk about it and do it all at the same time. This little guy on my head seems to do really good with the sound too. I’m having so much fun doing really crazy things. Like hanging in my fort in the middle of the night talking to a little box of technology.

What else would the Radio say to you now; “And I will fear No more” .-.-.-. you opened my eyes so I can see so much you made up the sky just to show me .-.-. Love is rushing in. , 

I been copying and moving videos and know I need to do a lot more. Because you are with me!

What did you figure out with your airBnB?

I realized that I could have investors pay for creating a room and then design a room specific for them where they can get part of whatever comes in for that same room. So I asked Sandi to describe her trip so that I can make it into experience for a new guest!

What about creating a new experience! 

I Flash to a new experience, a new vision, a new dynamic. I bring a person who can barely walk and set them on a bike and help them learn how to bike again. Even A fully powered electric bike if necessary. Then we bike down to a SpeakEzy for us to dance, then we have a wonderful meal. Then we dance some more and then we go biking back home!

What Is remarkable is how you will be able to heal and teach 80 year old people how to get up and move again making them teenagers.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

happiness is fundamental

1st Podcast:

1. What resonates? Yes happiness is fundamental, ground state of life where we all belong. . . meaning to accept what IS, as the NOW of Being and nothing else is necessary. . . simply part of the Natural Beingness of what IS. Staying there is the fun part! Practice stability and mindfulness into this experience of what IS, like I recorded here:https://youtu.be/ZV6bumRZVM4
2. What didn’t make sense? Yes, I agree Mind is fundamental, all creation seeks to create MIND IN LOVE ==> Happiness beyond all that is The Whole purpose and plan for everything!
3. Questions? Why is this such a big deal? Have no one known or accepted this fundamental truth where we all belong.
4. How do you see it? Daily sitting on my hammock, or my bike just seeing the beauty and listening to the birds and plants around me that love the attention and blessings I share with them all. We DO HAVE A CHOICE, where anyone can share and BE in this practice daily. Every day creating the experience and joy of BEING more fully in the space and Love of Divinity.
5. The themes that stood out to you applying to your life . . . "Activities and identity of life become irrelevant." Again seems to resonate with my existing Beingness as I remember school years, where each year I returned to school as a "new person" pretending to BE someone else, someone new, someone who started a new experience to meet new people, and share with different people.
6. Or would like to apply to your life - - self-imposed desire to be and grow within this culture is the mistake where we can settle and be content with what already IS. While my whole point in life now is to recognize I belong in a culture and get myself attached to that of me to share more with others!
   

Interview with https://dougveenhofretreat.wordpress.com/about-doug-veenhof/ who spoke about 6-7 hours meditations, silence for days, leaving the world of daily affairs - "Days focused on Meditation" - - - "doing less brings greater happiness" vs. "hedonism, materialism and consumerism" programming of the current culture to reach happiness. Looking within for happiness, instead of looking without. Happiness is a natural process of the mind. . .  Developed research with https://centerforcontemplativeresearch.org/ where the ultimate goal is understanding the mind, where the mind is primary beyond all else. this is just like ions in the noetic sciences did Roger Mitchell did!

All that I’ve done since my accident in 1980 is apply mindfulness to the mind, where culture is irrelevant, and study of life to examine and experience it more fully.

2nd Podcast:

Acyuta-bhava Das · How Ayahuasca Taught Me Astrology, Part Two: The Sanctuaries Of Our Suffering

1. What resonates? Opening the whole history of the universe, seeing the beginning of time where a flower opens up into a flash of Light. Saint Theresa of Avila called this the "Flight of the Spirit," while I have always called it simply a "Flash," where I see some picture, that opens up later on exploring. It's like he said, where I see a flower that opens up into more and more details, getting more and more complicated as things grow and expand from the first vision that I see. looking deeper and deeper into the same experience that grows by factorials faster and faster than I can see-or interpret . . .
2. What didn’t make sense? All I ever needed in your Love. . .👼 
3. Questions? Doesn’t everybody know this already
4. How do you see it? I already Know how much we are all connected and resonate with each other. It’s Very difficult to find someone that even understands that.   Opening the empathy of another and seeing deeper into something new we can share.
5. The themes that stood out to you applying to your life - - - let go of pain vs. where karma is without beginning. Opening up to what is again and accepting this pain an experience is a necessary part of life.
6. Or would like to apply to your life  - - - must open up more and allow it for more. Stay in humor and attend to life in joy and open to all that is. 

Opened into three take-away, explore and stay curious of your experiences. 

3rd Podcasts:

1. What resonates? How interpretation changes everything. Nature is always there and makes it right in peace knowing it's all there already.
2. What didn’t make sense? Piggy-back meditation skill development with other skills in the existing systems to non-judgement equanimity 
3. Questions? nothing new 
4. How do you see it? This is great.
5. The themes that stood out to you applying to your life
6. Or would like to apply to your life

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I know I need to write more and need to DO MORE, and I'm spontaneous and clear about what this means. I did my Prayerline volunteer hour, JoyFM lessons and prayers, then the weights, the Sunrise and the planting, and then Mass and biking. Wow, did it all as my first time as a new habit. . .  Even recording the exercise on my bike, which has never done right, but i'm getting closer. When I got home, I watered and harvested a bit seeing that Sandi was out walking as her sneakers were gone. Her sandals were still there, so she hadn't left yet. 

After Ritual this morning I sent her my Ritual links and asked her to read them. She soon arrived home from her walk, as I was cleaning greens I harvested. She got her stuff together to leave, and I offered to drive her so we could have more talk time, taking her out to her friends in Tierra Verde. I got out my iPad and set it for her to read as I was getting ready. Then on the drive she started asking me about healing Fluoride, since she knew about how poisonous it was and all.

What did you FLASH into?

I tried to tell her how there had never been pure fluoride or pure aluminum on earth. That for the billions of years here, never has an organism had to deal with these pure poisons . . . . .

What about the FLASH!

I realized how there was never a need to deal with these pure poisons except now, so NOW a New Life Evolves now! I could clear it by choosing to do it myself. This was what inspired her, and she wanted to know what this meant. . . I mean feeling your DNA, is exactly like feeling your heartbeat. Each breath you feel your heart beat, so close your eyes and imagine you see this DNA. This is a ground zero connections to yourself, and decide this DNA inside of you is changing and moving more to use fluoride to leave your body. 

What a FALSH! But that's not what you saw.

I guess I saw or felt, or Flashed into the DNA that moment where I could ask for and request the removal of Fluoride. It was really creating a new rule. Then I saw the Golden Milk I was making with my son. 

The FLASH!

I also saw how I can shift traffic lights. It's just deciding that a certain action and procedure does something. I always flashed to the bewitched TV show from grade school, where this genie from the bottle would twinkle her nose and things changed. Yes, of course I could change anything. Sandi asked me about that too. It's wild and funky that we can do anything, we simply ask for it to "BE a certain way" and it's done. So I twinkle my nose, or blink my eyes two-times, and the stop-light changes . . . or whatever "procedure" I want to make "whatever BE" before my eyes.

That's simply where I am. And I know what’s next for me is how EVERYTHING vibrates at the same frequency ... I just do nothing, but what I'm supposed to be doing. This means no more thinking, but more feeling and acting with what I know I need to be doing. This is what I do and sorta what I've always done. Yes, like walking through walls when I was a kid. It never really mattered what anyone thought, or expressed to me. I knew I could do it and I never explain to anybody why. Because nobody ever really asked me why either. So today Sam asked and I told her how there’s always a way through things and it’s being connected to Jesus where you know everything so you see the way through.

You are the answer, "come into these open arms, it took you so long, but you're mine to love." 4/29/2022 2:08:55 and again the songs are defining your space. Time wonders in the moon, and hear our voice, calling you home. . . as again you hear with what you "need to hear" in that moment; and suddenly you see this tiny keyboard FLASH before your eyes. Again you can see and feel these tasks at a completely different level.  Flashing to another place where it's all exactly the life you want; where each typo shows the deeper meanings, confusing those not ready for it. But opening those you need . . . it's all about the timing. Ask and Receive. . . 

It is more and more exactly like you wanted. It's about making it easier for you to share. If you are the man of knowledge and are really free and clear to share who you are. Last night you made a giant salad. And you could make the same one over again now. You've barely harvested any greens. . . But you know what you can do with this food you create in Love.

This will change everything Sat Apr 03 1:34:34 PM . . You see the world in a second color, the child who paints outside the numbers. . . can you feel it now how this will change everything. And again you need to let it begin. You are doing and sharing more every moment. These are the tools you asked for a dreamed about. Forget all limits, ALLOW YOU, to BE! Fearless again as you have always seen this very keyboard before your eyes, where all life changes as you type. Hundreds thousands, millions, and billions of these keyboards Flashing before your eyes, as you magically select and test each one making it better, easier, faster. . . Yes, you know typing lessons will get you fingers faster than your words. Again and again you must let It Begin, 1:37:03PM, helping Tampa Bay find Joy, in the big vortex of Love, creating here as each moment you move it further.

I took a break to do the See Hear Feel (SHF)

You are ready to find all the answers. It's really going to be very easy. you wanted it all fast and easy remember. You were very specific and detailed about how things would happen. Save as many as we possibly can. Love it as much as we can. You know more every day. Seeing how these plants in your HOME, Shift the Vibrations completely.  

I had a wicked powerful powerful flash with Sam driving through Tampa. I was telling her how when you’re connected to spirit everything shifts to a higher level. And she didn’t understand what I mean. So I told her if we were interested of Jesus and in truth of God right this moment. We could easily be shifting the whole planet. She wanted me to give her an example so she could understand.

She didn’t exactly say that, but she kept on saying she didn’t understand, she didn’t understand, so an example was prudent. That moment I looked at the truck in front of us: the license plate said “ in God we trust” with the website above it. I told her if we had done this in God‘s Light there would’ve been a dozen trucks here just like this one, with a trailer full of tools coming to the church with us right now. For example this building on the corner could’ve been the church. We would’ve been pulling in to take over and rebuild everything, because the building was empty waiting for us. The extra building there by the side could be our staging room to do everything else. Each new truck full of tools arriving we would tell them to empty it all out and get then give them A location on the bay to pick up refugee children.

Within hours we would have thousands of people there working on the gardens putting life together all the tools and setting things up for the children. Of course she had to question every detail to prove it was even possible instead of ever considering an image beyond her current physical conditions. Of course it could happen. One meteor a block away, and this whole block would be empty for months!

You are the answer Sharing things people will never understand everybody’s limited to their own culture and misinterpretations

I’m trying

Yes you are getting the answer more every day 

I know, thank U

You are the answer, 

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to you!

There is no time, there is no space, there is ONLY LOVE

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ. I am so very grateful for this experience with You. And sometimes I wonder what it's about, to be given this time and opportunity to be ME. Whatever that really means. Like now, I procrastinated for weeks about setting up my office desktop machine. Then when I finally accepted that I had to get it done.  I had piled up all the pieces, cables, keyboards and all in the corner next to this desk.

When I started to set-it-up, I first just started wrapping up cables and chargers. I knew I would need everything sooner or later, but figured it would be easy to wrap up all the wires to get them out of my way. I would at least know where they were and what I had there. What was odd though, was about halfway, I decided I was done wrapping and started to setup my machine.

Of course, it went together like magic. I only had left the pieces that I needed?  I was able to put it all together and turn it on, the first time I tried. Usually computers and hardware are a trial and error process for me. I've really done it so many times I'm always wondering which piece goes first, or whether it ever really matters. But it was on and I was busy using the power mac in no time. I knew I had to build or rebuild my website so to get there so quickly I was stunned!

I was surprised to find an old HTML page version that I set into place. And then I moved things around and made it all work. I was impressed. And I guess I needed to write more about this. Like now I'm using my old wireless mac keyboard. I guess it's not really old. When I replaced all my office machines, after the server was hit with lightning, I got everything new, but never used it too much. I cleaned it up and got new batteries. I noticed everything I had here has come together and worked perfectly. So I guess I'm finally doing what I really need to be doing. . . Yes Jesus has this way of making things very easy for me whenever I'm doing the right thing. That happened when I moved to St Pete, and when I bought this house, everything was really easy and quick!

Today, I went shopping, no cream, no fruit, so I needed to get these basics. On the way home I noticed again how I was passing Home Depot. This was the exact same street I drove on every time I visited St. Pete. When I first got married my wife's family was down this street. Then also when I started to help sharon in College, it was this same street again. It felt like the back end of the city when I visited colleen's parents by the tyron mall. They lived in a house next to the park behind the mall. It was really a nice area, and I remember we would visit most every weekend. At least until Christopher was born, then they moved out to Asheville NC.

Every weekend getting off the interstate highway at 22nd Ave was kinda weird since we lived off 22nd Street in Tampa, and then went to 22nd Ave in St Pete. I never noticed it going to sharon's. I was usually in a rush to get to sharon's and never had to time to think about where I was going. Of course, going to sharon's was the opposite direction than going to colleen's. So i never really noticed the Home Depot there or that it was the same street i was on for years previously. With visiting either place I never knew about Mazzaros, which is an awesome Italian shop that everyone knows about, but me. 

I guess it's kinda weird to me to see myself in the same place again. Or coming down the same streets again. I remember long before I bought my Tampa house, I always avoided 22nd and that area that I lived in for 30 years. While I was in college it was a backwoods, a very poor area that you wanted to avoid. I felt the same way getting off at 22nd to visit colleen's family. Like the industrial area hidden behind the nice pretty city. Then I lived in that area for 30 years in Tampa raising my children. Just like now I live in this area where i'm likely to stay for another 30 years, or 300 years!?!

What surprises you about this? You are always in the right place at the right time. Like you have been doing all these MindValley or Catholic Church lessons learning what the correct terms for what you are already doing. Yes, you have essentially been given the language and lessons on who you are already. This shouldn't surprise you, since you have always sorta knew what you were doing. You often questioned why, but you also have always been able to get things done. Even when you really felt it was pointless or a waste of time, you were able to get it done and you followed our directions to do it anyway.

now, I notice it's 2022 now, and my birthday is coming soon.

4/24/22 8:43:39 I’m listening to Pastor John’s service on YouTube as he’s on vacation. I’ve got someone in the front room and someone else upstairs. Sam is on her way over too. She needs me to fix her bike. I made a big pot of fruit and invited her over for breakfast. I’m always intimidated offering breakfast to my guests who don’t pay for it.  Of course, I offer anyway.

Sam and I spent a lot of time talking about all sorts of history and trauma. We both agree that there seems to be some fundamental requirement that people go through trauma to bring them back to the first spark, that we all started with. Yes, it seems like many of us, who grow to resolve our own trauma, are carried back to resolve it for previous generations.

Yes, all the Way back to that white spark!

I know that I've been connected to this before and many times!

We have told you before you are here to share and teach a lot more.

I understand this, but don't know what that means! I go through these very powerful times where the synergy is so thick and powerful that everyone can see and feel it. I've always known I connected deeper to people. They come and go with their time and schedule which never affects me. I accept others as they are for the moments we have to share together, knowing I will always be connected, since we are always connected. Sure people think otherwise, but deeper and truer levels exist where that Spirit is the same that connects us all. 

What you can say here is about Love being the Power and Force of Creation, that lives and lasts forever. Like the Angels you call into your space are with you and everyone else at the same time. There is no time, there is no space, there is ONLY LOVE. 

Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

get children back to church

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What we have set before you is very simple and ideal for you to grow and achieve. Food and growth and health is really what you are doing, and very fundamental to everything else.

I understand! But when I'm alone in this cluttered space and have three or four empty rooms it really gets kinda stressful. I know I have another month to make my mortgage, and I know it's about trusting my space with you and knowing I am safe in Spirit and Truth more than anything else.

What you have been learning and doing is getting deeper into yourself. it's nothing new, but you still question so much and challenge more each day. it's not necessary to wonder or question, when you are clear in your truth and power there really is no need for anything else. 

It's still too much for me to keep up with! I've been able to clear and move things forward, and I know i'm able to create and design as I've always wanted to do.

We want you to focus on the Prayerline as you have. You know each day you reach people who are challenged. You have heard on the phone how many are at their very last. You called this service when you reached your very last. Being here for others who also reach their last is vital. And each one you help and bring back to truth.

I know and I can do this more if you want me to! Yes, if you remove my last burdens I will commit to more hours online. I also know you want me to get more details on the blog about who I am and what I do. Describing my works in greater detail will also help and inspire others. I understand. And I recognize my dreams last night were very clear and specific about me BEING and Trusting my own space and actions as they are. It's weird but I know I need to stay as I am.

What has been happening with you is about settling into yourself more. You do have a great deal to work on. Stop worrying and being insecure. Stay in the trust and focus. Everything will be fine, and more will move along as you stay clear with all that's before you.

I know, but it's still a challenge! I know I can do anything. I also know how it's important for me to trust and stay moving. It's always Your Power and Clarity that sustains me. 

What did you do now?

I has my first Prayer call. I was a lady dealing with an alcoholic husband. And everything I shared and said was vital for her to hear. Of course, he's addicted, that's what Alcohol is designed for. He needs to get back to church and into a AA group. She knows she needs to get her children back to church. So I told her how important it was for him, since having other men in the AA group helps him to standup against this disease. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

another break from all else

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What happened today?

I kinda freaked as I noticed I've not had any visitors for a full week! And a Holiday weekend should have been busy. And so I found out the another goolge app called FutureShare took over my AirBnB listings. Yea, I was kinda pissed and couldn't do anything about it. AirBnB didn't know either, but then I had a zoom meeting planned with the future folks anyway, so I thought I would wait and see what they could offer. Basically they charge me a percentage to do all the customer contact that I do. And I like doing it.  It's really about keeping me busy and doing what I need to do around my house and such.

What do you mean?

If I have guests visiting, then I have to clean and organize all the time. It's really what I need to be doing anyway! Planting, building, fixing, creating more. These are all very easy to do with random guests coming and going. And it really keeps me on my toes. I've really been distracted with Lent and Church and all these other things that I want to try to do. . . and I sorta lost-tack of what's important.  

We have to get you moving more into Spirit too.

I know, and it's more about me getting real about my own place and power! Not simply trying to understand and get fit into all these other things I know around me. Like the Nine Stages of Prayer are really just giving me more labels for what I already do. It was like the MindValley lessons I did too. They were great and loads of fun, but really just labelling and defining things I've always done. It's like everyone is making programs and procedures to catch up to what I've done all my life.

We had to get this all clear for you. If you are in the power and focus that you want and understand, there should not be anything that interferes. You can not get distracted in details about other people and processes that you already have run circles around all your life . . . So again you have seen that you are already doing these things. It's not only that you know and understand how to do these things, but also that you've even taught and trained people to do and experience these things.

I get it!

We need you to really step up and make your place and experience what you really need and want. Not just what is easy and convenient for today, but what you really came here to create. If you see this space as a healing center where people learn to grow and be in their power. Then you need to be doing it, and really about it, not just talking about it

I get it, so I needed to have these challenges before me to get more serious about all that I already know . . . feels like time for another break from all else . . . 

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

wake up in an hour to do my Prayerline

4/8/2022 3:06am Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word !

What DID YOU DOD TODAY?    

I knew You would do this to me. It’s just weird. I’ve always had You as a good close Friend. My mom did some Ritual, and taught me some Prayers! St. Michael Before Me, St. Michael behind Me, St. Michael above Me, St. Michael Below Me, St. Michael Be on left of Me, St. Michael on right of Me, St. Michael inside Me, St. Michael all around Me. . . 

Mom taught me this like from birth. Saint Michael, Saint Raphael, Saint Teresa, , Saint, Saint, Arch-Angels, and The Ascended Masters were like my bedroom buddies, not super hero’s or cartoon characters we all made up. And what’s remarkable for me now, is that I never knew it. I never knew what it was all about. . . I just listened to her!

What you must do is recognize no one can understand you because you always assume that people know "ME" and have a similar Experience that you have with Spirit. You have communicated with Us all your life. Just like talking with trees and chirping at all the animals, it's not anyone will easily understand or relate to.

You know and understand how once you made contact with a specific animal; the entire species knows you at this same level. You understand Souls, and how animals have group souls too. The Earth is a big Soul Garden, growing love and light for all. Anywhere you go they all know you when you make a sound they heard before. Every sound is very unique and different. People are so over-burdened with noise, that they can't listen or understand these nuances of the different sounds. 

It's the same experience with dogs as each one will know your own Bear-Dog. You loved Bear and saved his life. He was your dog. ALL DOGS know you are a dog lover. Similarly, all the birds know you are a gardener. The Butterflies dance and sing for you. And you are desperate to video tape it so you can prove to others how remarkable your experience is.

It’s after 3am now, I will need to wake up in an hour to do my prayerline time!

I keep falling asleep too. So I better get my drink, Coffee and my green drink. I never took my cleanse pills, like You wanted me to. I guess that is really a sin, not listening to You.

What happens is that you speak to people as if they were all connected to spirit the same as you are. And you do meet plenty of people who are and you are able to discern those who are and those who are not based on how they respond to you. This is one of the many critical techniques your mother was sure to teach you about. 

Each of these little tricks are very important. There is such a dominate element of deception and evil that you need to get everything clear and strong ASAP. . . but recognize, even if you DO MELD with people, they will need to have this experience with you more than once, or it's not going to carry. And NONE will call you to say they "KNOW YOU."

It's something that I work on all the time. Each moment I'm looking up something more, trying something different, pushing into a new space to make something different come together into a new space. Everything about my experience and understanding allows me to tread on areas where no one has gone. Do things that many don't understand or are even capable of perceiving.

What you are saying here, is really the whole point ==> PRACTICE WHAT YOU PREACH. If you are serious about doing things no one else can do, then focus and make sure you are clear and direct in all you do. You are still really unstable and randomly shift from one area to another. If you really plan and want to make certain things happen, then stop cutting corners and get to it.

I know, it's really not fair to give me so much crap because every time I get outside doing work around here and I chant Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, , , You pull in more and more, where I get more things done at once, but get confused and burdened with so much at once!

We have to prepare you. Just like your Mother did, teaching you specific skills and techniques that were very focused to get you through the challenges before you. Like putting together your computer this week. You had a mess of chords all around, and started by wrapping up and organizing them as you cleared you space. And then you knew, to stop putting away and to assemble instead. Then if came together quickly and easily. You Trust the experience and flow through it with ease. This is your world. You need to get there more consciously, and fearlessly. 

I understand and I also need to get more specific and focused on my Prayer life. As I prepare for my daily Prayerline work, I know I need to stop and get centered into Your Love!

We have prepared this for you too. Everything you are doing now is getting you deeper into Prayer. The power and clarity of your Prayer is more powerful than ever, and it will be more clear to you as you get more focused and clear about using it.

I'm starting to get this understanding!

What do you remember about your experience with Maryanne. Getting lessons from your Fat Ram is important. After you recognized the Truth you had in your hands, you began to explore those limits, and recognized that you focus and clarity in ONE Word, for One Moment, in One Intention was golden. You were fearless, and direct, moving and doing everything that you could imagine. 

You are doing the same thing now, where YOUR WORD is enough to create and move Mountains, exactly as Jesus Said. . . with the faith of a mustard seed!

I know, and I guess I was always intimidated by this!

What your Mom did was protect you, as your moment of fear is enough to all deception in and you get confused and the Word Power is used wrongly allowing the world to suffer around you. 

I know, I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

just been trusting this VOICE

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word !

We do have a lot to talk about. But this is still so incomplete. 

It’s such a trip to be here again with You, as I know it’s really become something very personal, and powerful, here now again seeing the power of Your Spirit and direction. As again now it’s thundering outside over me. It’s really feeling so great. I’ve also noticed how much everything was set and simple whenever I do something chatting your Name. Clicked through everything in no time, working online with the stars site in minutes.

What is important now more than ever is getting this done tonight. And it’s almost finished already. No fear, it is simple and quick.

I’m sorry, this is really important, and I see we have to get more as ONE, each carrying forward more of what’s already here !

We have not started yet. It’s moving in the right direction, and it’s not slowing down. The vibrations are shifting higher, and faster. It’s bringing everyone into it. No worries, you are by my side moving on in Light and Love, seeing that white shield around you chanting Jesus before me, Jesus behind me, Jesus to right, Jesus to left, Jesus Above, Jesus below. . . 

I love you Jesus! It’s so neat to have You with me all the time. I’m really shifting into another space again, and the radio sings with me . . . How Great is Our God, and we declare Your great ways in Spirit and Truth . . . And we will seek HIM, in THANKSGIVING we come . . .Great is our God . . . And again I’ve slipped into another place.

What did you see. Talking of the flashes is something we do better, since we can expand and add to it more and more, as you see this flash before your eyes. Knowing, seeing, feeling, sharing this experience in this divine fashion where none can see but us.

I know, but it’s really so much fun to see it happening where I’ve no idea what’s next, who’s around, or what can happen! I’ve just been trusting this VOICE in my head and allowing it to Flow. Like now that experience of DIVINE UNION. Knowing it’s about family, adding my power and vibration to this experience where each word carries more power and clarity.  

We have to let you get back to work

I Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ . . . Keep your head up, Jesus is coming Back!

IN clarity.  4/5/2022 6:40:24am and i'm ready to do my Sun Rituals. I've finally SPOKEN in a Saint Raphael church meeting, class, round table thingy, and said something very intimate; after another described a similar circumstance. She had done a family tree with the church healing ministers. She regressed into the dark soul, and released the angels trapped inside. This was like what I did releasing my dads and granddad’s trauma trapped in baseball.

We have to work now, people are all in the Spirit more and more. No one knows what it means to hear the animals chirping at them all day long. This is something you have experienced all of your live; and now must share and teach to others now,

I Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I need Your clarity.  

12:32:04 4/16/22 We have been impressed to let you get back to work, and see you ask and listen for directions all the time. Yes you're getting closer to listening all the time, but the Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, chants you do will always help and clarifiy as you move forward.

I Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ for this new clarity.  

We have to let you get back to work

I Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,