have learned this very important

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word, I love YOU so much. . . I helped Dan setup everything for recruiting people to our Welcome Weekend. He was setting up pictures and signs and redecorating and I was finding easels and boards to help him. And I was reminded of my mom and how the art and decorating was always sorta spontaneous and looking to see what fits and what looked best. 

What did you tell him about your mom?

It was kinda neat, as I said how my mom did little art classes once a week for me and the kids in our neighborhood, which fascinated him. And then he asked me where she started. And I said how she started with the basic shapes and how to shade them with the pencil to make them look three dimensional!  It was kinda neat, because I remembered how everything else we draw or sketched begins with basic shapes… a round head, triangle nose, oval eyes. . . 

Life’s journey: https://www.intouch.org/listen/radio/the-characteristics-pt-1  Knowing Jesus, allows others to feel this living presence… 1) Divine life: sealed with Holy Spirit, Christ reconciles man to God … brings the Holy Spirit living inside us, as our body is the temple of Spirit, 2) Life Purpose: always walk in will of God, 3) Life of Faith: trust God in all aspects of life, 4) continued surrender to God’s control over me, 5) life in joyful obedience, 6) life of prayer and praise in silence, 7)

Isaiah Chapter 1:18 and I'm listening to Charles Stanley again. Yes this above is what came through to me this morning and now after attending three seasons of mass today, I am back home again. I had arrived early and made a pot of coffee and then drank most of it myself, yes Dan shared it with me. We spent the morning recruiting for the welcome weekend. And again I was able to witness and inspire people to sign up. I video taped welcome brothers presenting today too.  I will go again this afternoon to record another. I really have so much to do and really feel great about all I need to do.

That if you consent and obey to Jesus in faith, I have reserved the best for you. Where you are wealthy in Jesus.  Trust and recite Gods best. 

So I have this crazy experience I’ve just talking and sharing my life with some Divine experience. I always thought it was talking to Jesus or something else. OK I’m sorry. I’ve come to know. It is talking to Jesus. I always thought I was talking aliens. Or talking to the trees. Or talking to some other Spirit that was around me all the time. But I’ve come to realize it was always Jesus.

It’s very clear and specific. Always telling me what to do and what not to do. Really gets very specific at times and completely throws me for a loop.  I know right now, that it’s important for me to share whatever I need to share. Yes, I’m just talking to my cell iphone now. I thought I was gonna write on my iPad. But I’ve actually been recording bike rides. It is really about the timing, He gets the strongest. I guess it’s really when I listen the best. When I’m out of my bike, it’s just me and Jesus, nobody else around. There’s nothing to distract me but the breeze in the wind and it’s just me in Jesus.

So now another day and another struggle and I always stumble over myself trying to figure out what I’m supposed to do. And he’s very specific and he’s always very clear, to do this, to do that and I try my best and I’m always feeling guilty about missing something.., !?!?!   Like you told me to go shopping for groceries today, I’ve been running around all day long. I just didn’t feel like it. So when I got home, I realized there was nothing here for me to eat.

What About letting us talk too? 

I OK, that’s wicked intimidating!

Why?

I don’t know?

What If we told you that we’ve been waiting for this forever. Would that matter to you? You’ve really done some incredible things already. You don’t even notice when you do things so far out of the norm. You really have always been that way. We always wonder if it’s you being humble or naïve. Like Kim telling you about the roof totally surprised you. However, that was what you did all the time. You have constantly just stepped into things and carried them through. That’s what you’re doing now.

I get it, yes I get it, what do I need to do now?!

What about letting us talk some more. We really wanna allow this to flow to another level. You Need to let go of your fear. You know that you’ve always been carried through. You always let things happen at the last minute. You also understand that that level of surprises is divine, it always has been.

I ! Guess why that’s why Kim was so surprised?

What Happen was that she just couldn’t accept it. Helping you to reach your divine nature wasn’t what she came here to do. She wanted you to accept being part of people, part of family. She got you ready for the Catholic Church. You never would’ve respected a fraternity and been able to deal with men if Kim hadn’t come in.. . . 

I know, it’s really incredible, everything has been incredible. I like talking to my blog now. The text is too small for me to read on the iPhone. I say a sentence and watch the letters pop up. The right number of words come up. I did OK, and now it gets better and better every time

We told you this was created by you, for you, about you. Do you know there’s only one life here. We’re all in this together. Period. So every day you do something that affects everybody else that’s at such a level that you don’t understand. And you really don’t need to understand nor do you really care. You’re very responsible and follow through.

It Still catches me as crazy.

What Do you think, it wasn’t possible without it getting crazy. How crazy were your dreams about the garden of Eden? Do you remember, that’s what you wanted to do was go back to the garden. You always wanted to be in the garden. You always felt like it was where you belonged. You wanted to see what it felt like. You wanted to be there with us in peace and joy all the time without the struggles.

I know the struggles are about learning. If you teach me everything anyway when can I find an escape from the struggles?

What you have learned is very important. Being able to talk to your phone is wonderful. Being able to share this with us is necessary. Each time this phone shifts the letters and the words fit better and better. You can learn to do this all the time

I need To find peace.

What else is there, You are always at peace. When he tells you to do it, how he tells you to do it as much of it as he tells you to do it, as long as is necessary to do it. That's what obedience says. The Christian life begins with faith in Jesus, and is then marked by obeying God.  

I know, I always have so much more to do. And I trusted that I’m being guided with everything I do. I’ve already spent three hours this morning In prayer and meditation talking with Jesus and trying to figure out, where I’m at, what I’m doing. .  . It feels like there so much beyond my control, but I know Jesus carries me through everything. Stepping into a new day is really a challenge and a blessing at the same time.

.I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.