I flashed back into some time in high school

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I was able to get outside for an hour like a dozen times today. I guess a few times it wasn't nearly an hour. But a few times it was more. I would come inside and all I could do is eat. I did write a bit, as I can again now. I seem to understand most of what's going on all around my world. But I'm really not sure. I see so many wonderful blessings and synchronicities like writing again now. And really feeling blessed and at peace.

What did you feel about your USF class?

It was totally remarkable how it all came together. And I was honored to feel the reply from John. I noticed how everything had come full circle, and I was so excited to share it with Kevin, Dick and Lisette. Returning to read my email sent to them all I came to my teaching archives that I shared. I was really surprised now much the old classes I created fit and worked, where I am now and all that I need to do. I mean, my social entrepreneurial course I created for Donna is really ideal for restoring health safety and sustainable wellness. Wow, I mean, whatelse would I be trying to do. Of course, I'm now thinking how I could propose the new course to the Entrepreneurial Center. I'm not running the Center, but working with the smart health conscious kids is better for me anyway.

What you really need to recognize is how much all these things are tied together creating something really beyond any intention or any ideas that you have had. Once again, you are in the right place at the right time to do something you have always done, and always enjoyed. Like riding Betsy, where it is really something you have always done and always enjoyed. Yes something that is very easy and joyous for you. 

I am kinda thrilled again to see the vibration and Your glory flowing together magically. I feel and see things that are so clear and easy for me. I feel so blessed every day. I’ve been so joyful opening into something I’ve never considered. Ok I guess, a few times biking to the Patel Center I would go straight to the pool there and swim after biking in. I remember saying to myself how I could easily do that for the next 50 years. And I’ve felt that again here with the courses and opportunities I see before me each day.  I was going over all the courses I’m doing now. I guess there is only one now, and Lynn’s that I help with. I know what’s next with it, so I’m happy and ready for this.

We have been teaching you to do more, and walking for a few miles this morning was great. You did your exercises, Sunrise, Bike, Swim and all the way you need to. And it’s ok to skip a day and it’s okay to fast a day. These are things you are learning to control your health better. It’s been only one meal a day for a while. Skipping a day is not too far for you. Everything is moving the way you need it. Stay clear and focused about this work before you. Yes you need to maintain this before you to remain stable and clear.

I’ve been in the front yard most of the day. And now stopped to eat something with Bishop Barron. Amos bible verse, where Lazarus the poor man, that’s named in this story, matters more to God than anyone else. And it’s funny how I race around to help and serve others, making coffee, garden club, men’s groups, and then I’m the one who is unemployed and has the homeless guy in my house.  Everyone tries to help me, offering to do things, giving me cash, buying me lunch . . . I’m embarrassed how much people do for me, so I’m always trying to do more . . . Make more coffee, setup, cleanup, stay-late, and arrive-early. I never realized how much I really do to help others. . . 

What about using the word ‘service’?

I get it, so I’m serving the people here. Like serving the fish and ducks, by caring for the mangroves and picking up the trash there where I swim in the bay. I’ve always been the behind-the-scenes guy fixing cleaning, doing the dirty work that no one else wants to do. I remember the Dean at the Patel College telling me to stop helping everyone, and stay focused on finishing my PhD instead. It was something that hit me really strongly. Like it was obvious I was always ready to help everyone, and evidently people were taking advantage of me.  I mean, I never noticed, or never really cared. But it was very clear and important that I saw and recognized what was happening with my time and efforts.  Picking things up for others, where they might have been irresponsible or worse.

What happened to you there was really abusive in nature and not worth your time or effort. Stepping into more as you are, is really where you belong. It's really obvious to you about this with how much synchronicity and cohesion there is. 

I get it and really feel such a level of comfort and security with all of this. I mean it's clear to me that I am in the right place at the right time again. I always feel so blessed and lucky to have everything fall together like magic. I guess my place and purpose gets really clear and focused as well. And again I feel so very comfortable and at ease.

Yes I just showered and got all clean for church. I come into the extra queen room up here and turn on the fan overhead to airdry after my shower. It's always a time to relax and write with this iPad. But for some reason it feels like I might miss something tonight. I'm really not worried about it, or worried about anything. I always seem to be focused on the light at the end of tunnel.

What do you mean, give an example. 

It’s like teaching now at USF again, where clearly I have come full circle again. I struggled and struggled trying to get myself into a good position and I essentially end up in the same place I started. Not just ready to do something new and innovative, but really dong more than I could have ever imagined, like far beyond my original fantasies. Where I am taking those original ideas and ambitions to a much higher level.

What does this make you feel now. ? 

I am really feeling so blessed. I started to write again here, tapping the screen with my finger, and thought I could just click the microphone and speak to this iPad. But instead I flipped around the keyboard to type directly.  Yes, so I’m totally blessed as I flashed back into some time in high school when I asked for the little microphone icon to speak to the machine and get my text automatically.  It’s really kinda funny to consider this as I remember the math class I was in my senior year starting advanced algebra or Diff-Eqs and seeing the computers in the back of the room. Course I remember the teacher, who likely would be yelling at me, or trying to avoid me. . . And then sitting at the computers and recognizing things that were similar to the TRS-80 that my dad had at home already.

What you are asked about is the FEELINGS, as you have commented over and over how important it is to have emotions, or energy in motion. . . So share what this made you feel again now.

I guess with the iPad and the USF class to be seeing things come gain full circle, I really feel comfortable and at ease. Course that could easily be the calm before the storm. And I guess what I feel more now is how I watched all The Chosen Season 5 again, Sunday night into the Monday Morning.  And what really resonated with me again now was the fine detail and critical action to follow every detail of God’s Guidance. . . 

What do you feel now?

I’m filled with tasks before me. And i did all the exercises and all that I do each morning. No bike or swim, but feel that I will be doing that tomorrow. . . Skipping a day is necessary, or something I’ve been learning too . . . Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ!

how much you can focus my spirit

I remember years. . . And yes, and so much changes in an instant. I started this morning running to fill my truck with plants to sell. And then drove to the farmers market and it’s closed. Yes, today is that one day a year where there is no market. Like the dead day between the Williams and Al Lopez Market sites. So I filled my truck with papaya plants and such and then drove by three markets and one farm. . . And then back home. I’ve been working out side all morning. Cleaning out my bushes and front areas. Every second I’m pulling things to put into pots. Like 1/3 of the pots in my truck I made up last week. I seem to be getting a system down. 

What do you mean give an example…

I remember years. . . Of trying to figure this out with you. I mean, our conversations always were all over the place. I mean, I could get very specific guidance and then mumbo-jumbo the very next moment. 

What do you mean give an example…

I remember years ago when I first started doing this blog thing. And I created this format template to start new postings. And then like today . . . Once in a while, I open a new post, and have no template to edit and start with, so I go and copy a line from an older blog. SO you can see above the two lines I copied that to get the formats right. You asking for an example, and me starting with I remember. It’s really weird how much you can focus my spirit and discussion with simple little prompts. Like the AI-Bots everywhere, now people are learning how to prompt, not think, not create, but only prompt . . . Asking the right questions, focusing the right angles.

What do you mean give an example…is a phrase that can easily be used for countless things, as we are always wanting you to share this intimate experience you have with us. So now starting here with a question for examples is fun. . . 

I remember years of fun with you . . . Often I would go out of my way just to journal some more, and avoid everything else to escape to journal. Funny now as I think about it, I would equally escape to BIKE, and/or to go wonder in the woods. Over and over again in my life, I would step away from anything and everything so that I could share and enjoy this experience with you. It’s really been wonderful, I guess. I mean, I trust and flow into anything and everything that you bring to me, and sometimes I’m not really sure how or why, but usually its always a blessing and a learning experience. . . 

What do you mean give an example…

I know it’s raining now.  I was so happy to be outside, cleaning and fixing again. And Larry came up with his son and had purchased a few boxes of breakfast.  He told his son to take the boxes inside so they could go get some orange juice and I remember how I had my vitamix thing in the fridge from papaya last week. So I took a lemon, lime and grapefruit. . . No oranges in the fridge but plenty of citrus, and then all were quartered and dropping in the machine.  So now l have this rich thick citrus drink I can add water too and thin out each time I want to have a drink . . . 

What do you mean give an example…

I remember years ago . . . When I started my MBA all alone in Tampa, I would make the jar of fruit, jar of veggies and then the shake with the left-overs.  Like the papaya from last week, I was making my fruit salad and it was too ripe to put with the rest.  So the really ripe fruit goes in the blender to make a drink instead. So now I have a system pretty solid there for making this work. And I guess that is true for my exercises, church and classes and everything before me now, a clear system and regular habits.

Yes, again you have been learning and focusing more every day.  What do you mean give an example…

I remember years ago I could never do any exercises. And this week at the Exodus 90 Meeting someone started the meeting speaking about his prayers and doing the 15 minutes with our app.  When it was my turn I spoke about how when I first started Exodus, I was doing AirBnB renting out all the rooms in my house, so I never knew where I would sleep and never made the bed unless a guest was coming. So this morning I was going to do my exercises and noticed how nice my bed was all made-up pretty.  Ever since that first meeting, I started making my bed, and now I’ve got the prayerline, exercises, podcasts, bikeride, swim and church. . . Wow, I’m so proud to be able to get all these things focused and done. I remember when I finally did 20 of all the exercise routine, and I was so proud-of-myself bragging to Todd. And this all gets me focused for the clearest strongest relationship with Jesus ever.

What do you mean give an example…

I remember years of laughing at myself for using some journal prompts. . . . The template starting with Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ for the Power of your WORD . . . Or something like that  . . .  I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ for sharing Your WORD. So then at the Exodus 90 Fraternity meeting I told everyone how in the last week Jesus told me about my bike ride with Betsy and I flashed off into the NJ mountains with Betsy at age twelve. Course then I had the same feeling again about spending the next fifty years biking and loving Jesus here in St Pete doing whatever it was that I needed to do.  

Yes, we liked this prompt for you. . . What do you mean give an example…

I remember how I came inside with Larry, and then it started raining, so I couldn’t go outside. There is so much I need to do out there. And this moment now inside I just want to eat, and I know I’m not hungry. Last week I heard another video about mankind for millions of years would have a big meal once a week and this eating every day is crazy. And we all know three meals a day was made-up by Kelloggs to sell cornflakes and make breakfast a new profit center. Crazy how much things have changed and morphed for profits, not health, not intelligence, not love, but just for profits. . . . How primitive and pathetic. . . 

another frame of mind

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! Focus on the Family mentioned Ephesians 5:8, walking in the light, putting the past behind you. Asking God to bring clarity and focus to bring truth. https://www.focusonthefamily.com/episodes/broadcast/how-to-break-free-from-the-pain-of-past-experiences/

What you have now is a long list today. Stay fearless, step into your day with peace and joy . . 

I have listened to your Word! OK, so I tried, I got a bunch ready for the garden club. I started cleaning up outside and in the kitchen. And I did my laundry. It’s weird how this works completing little pieces here and there, struggling, trying to stay focused. Getting things done. It was funny, I called a few people and spoke to my sister.  We laughed together having to clean the kitchen, vacuum and laundry…. Oh yes, me too!!

What you saw here as 4:44 pm was exactly what you needed to see. You know you are protected. And you know that everything always turns out better for you. It always is this way. The steps before you are strong and simple. It’s trusting who you are and what’s ahead. Fearless, clear, focused and ready to do anything as it is ever ready for you to step in more and more. 

12:22pm 9/25 I’m slowly moving forward, I think. I spoke to Diana yesterday and now Kevin called me back today, he sounded great. I mean his whole experience now sounded like such a blessing. I tried not to speak to . much about my own circumstances, but finally admitted how crazy everything was for me. I'm still really perplexed about what I need to do and what could be next for me. Then I’ve decided I was doing too much at church and needed to step back a bit. Yesterday, I made coffee at 6am, did the service and then the men's group. Next was the garden club that I drove in with my truck to bring plants, tools, and all. Then at 6pm, Alex picked me up for the welcome meeting. So starting with the Prayerline at 4am, I was ON from 4am-9pm. Wow, a seventeen hour day. So today I just stayed in bed.

We have everything set for you son . . . Things will resolve and make more sense for you soon. There are a lot of things shifting and being true to your power and place can really help. 

I get it, it’s interesting how much things are really coming together.  I don’t understand it very much but see so much, and recognize the coherence and synergy that seeming get stronger and more obvious every moment. 

We have tried to make it easier for you. And then you get lost and insecure. Remember these Habits that you learned, the exercising, prayers, biking and swimming all combine to bring you into another frame of mind. Like the Sunrise Yoga, where you have seen so much beyond your own understanding. It’s never a concern for you. Trust, Flow, Love in the Joy and Peace that you can see and share in with ease . . . . Doing the every other day routines will be easier for you to handle. Like you did with Dick, recognizing that there are limits and reasons to stay home and take a break.

I understand. I’m sorry, I know I can jump with your guidance, it’s always easy and comes to me so strongly. When you use serious about me jumping from your guidance, can you be sure that I can complete whatever you set before me. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

now slow, and careful

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I attended the Eucharist Encounter

yesterday, and really thought it might be a breakthrough moment for me. I’m really not sure what I was looking for there, or what was gonna happen. But I noticed a lot of church regulars there, that I see and meet all the time. I feel now, I missed an opportunity for a deeper connection with each of them. I’m always kind of perplexed by my experiences. I never quite know where I am and what I need to do. I try to ask Jesus all the time, like now, I realized I needed to write about something. I wasn’t sure what I was going to write until I started. But now I’m still not sure.

What we do is give you micro-moments to grow different aspects of yourself.

I’m really not sure what that means. And I’m not sure what I’m doing or what could be next for me. I get legal stuff in the mail and get perplexed about what that could mean or what could be next.  I’ve been trying to catch up on my grading. I’ve been doing things around the house again. I know there’s still so much more. It does get intimidating at times. Honestly when I answered the prayerline calls I realize how wonderful my life is, and it is such a joy to listen and then reach out to love others who are struggling!  I know this might be the micro-moments, that you were talking about a minute ago. 

I have stopped in silence several times today just to pray.  I still feel really perplexed about my whole experience. I try to be conscious and clear about what’s ahead of me, but I really have no idea what this all means, or what my place is. I know I need to ask You for more self-control, more guidance and wisdom, and more understanding of my place. But I still feel like my head is spinning just barely holding on. Every day I seem to run into more to do, and then less time to do anything.

This morning I was sure I would bike to the sunrise, but instead I just stayed in bed. No exercises, nothing but my prayerline calls, wow seven of them with the last one running into 49 minutes. Yes, as seen here I hit the redial, when I clicked to see what was there. Once again, I’m still posting all these things, seemingly still trying to prove myself. 

I think that’s my strongest experience with my Spiritual Director, where I’ve come to see clearly and understand fully, that I don’t need to prove anything to him. Like he has seen things happen so much, beyond just the Spontaneous Divinity that I try to understand, that the proof or detailed examples are not really necessary. 

I still seem to ramble-off into my stories desperately trying to explain and connect everything . . . But I have realized it’s really no longer necessary. I’ve sorta come to that conclusion with my journalling too.

Yes, this is what we have heard you say before, but still you refuse to give us complete freedom, and rarely seem to allow our insight and commentary. Yes, adding this one line is a small step forward.  But each line you wrote here had similar comments. Like we were very clear about your sharing more at the event yesterday, but you chose to hide in silence and your own insecurities, even when surrounded by friends who have each gone out of their way to welcome and greet you over and over again. 

Then you have boldly spoken about meeting Betsy again, sharing your joy and peace finding the time on her in glory. . . But then you avoided the ride this morning, and avoided any comments we had above when you mentioned it.  This wonder and joy you find with Betsy should inspire you to bike everywhere as much as possible. Recognizing the peace and joy you feel BEING twelve again, is more than enough to bring the dead out of bed.  But you are still dragging. Not able to complete anything or address the great multitude of tasks and responsibilities you are immersed in. . . 

I know, I’ve done dishes, and cleaned up a bit here. Then I completed my grading or at least completed my mark-ups and need to post these grades now . . . Or sooner. . !

What about really praying for wisdom and guidance. You have prayed for strength for years, and find that the challenges will never cease. Stepping beyond this by doing your exercises seriously is a wise move, and now you need to stay consistent and allow these to be fundamental to your daily experiences. You have tremendous joy and peace with each morning you fill with beauty, stepping into this more should be easy and direct. And still you waffle? 

I know.  I can’t say I’m insecure, or afraid, as it really gets easier and purer each day. Questions and wondering are completely useless too. I’ve seen such perfect synergies everywhere, that I really have no right to question or wonder about anything.

What you are doing now with the slow, careful typing and consideration for each word is more necessary than ever. You have so many opportunities and benefits to address and embrace. Like the Eucharist Encounter opened so much for you, while you chose to simply watch and sit on the sidelines again.

I really didn’t know what else to do? I walked around a bit and was able to see some exhibits and such.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ!

Thank you so much for allowing

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I realize how I copy this format to start my blog page, and then feel like I need to write it all out… listening to the JoyFM podcast of Family Focus with https://www.anniefdowns.com/. Fun is the focus….

What we need is you to return to short simply daily posts instead of working, editing, revising and extending posts for days and weeks. . . You started this one before 6am, and still not posted.

Yes the Family podcast started me here: “100 days to chase the fun right where you are” . . , and the Prayerline was all very clear and focused. I got a text message from Laura who leads the team this morning. It was great to get a note when I started and again when I finished. All the Prayers were all very focused and direct. Easy Peasy, just love sharing the joy of Jesus, knowing my prayers with people are clear, strong and helpful.

I need to ask! Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to resolve all the conflicts in my life. Dear Jesus help me complete the engineering work for Mike. Please, guide me to teach and lead my students soundly. Make my morning prayers today clear and strong for you. Guide me to teach and share with the men at church and everywhere I go today!

What happened with the men.

I responded really strongly to the Bible verses we read, and especially the lesson commentary we heard from the Formed app where the details about accepting our responsibilities and carrying our cross was so strong.
 So I brought up the chicken coop and all about what we had, and what we needed. Or what we needed removed, redone, or replaced . . . Including addressing/coordinating future plans and no one listens to me, as I get lost in my rambles. Just as Kcid noticed Thursday morning’s. But then the women’s group at Ettlsal’s talking, reading, exploring the Devine chaplet always gets so clear and focused. I’m always drawn in the share. I’ve even noticed how I’m drawn in to share by annyl’s comments again. 

I know you are always with me dear Jesus.. Thank you so much for allowing me to experience and share this moment with you.. I know you love to surprise me to share and experience more of your love and Joy. Please fill he with your spirit, only allow your words to come from me. Guide me to be your words hands, and feet in Tampa tonight

. What is here for you will continue to grow and evolve before you. Have no fears and stay in your peace. 

I love you dear lord Jesus Christ. Thank you dearest lord Jesus Christ amen.

 I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

to be GOD’s HANDS and FEET

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

I Am the Way the Truth and the LIFE. . .is based on this Relationship with You. All is about this promise, this passion, this deeper experience that you are starting to understand more and more each day. You know where you are and know what this brings you to. Giving what you ARE is the challenge before you . . . 

I need to over come myself . . . . Let go of my seven-year self . . . Let go of the ego based on fear learned in this culture . . . What does it mean to be GOD’s HANDS and FEET on Earth, to humble myself through my own suffering and trusting through the Flow in service for Jesus Christ. Taking action to take steps to serve others, seeing the beauty all around me . . . discernment is about connecting more than repelling people, sharing the love in reflection, and discernment. Reflection in communication with others inspires more understanding, respect and love. . . 

Self-control is critical, but I always get lost in my rambles and by not staying focused on my audience and I must learn to be more deliberate. Think about how the reader receives this. 

The unexamined life is not worth living, reflecting and examining the life to find what is working. How does God want you to be in this life, how do you want to experience and create in this life . . . Are you taking these opportunities from Christ Seriously. Using your time productively, evolving and improving more as you go and experience each day.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, for bringing me into this experience with this Catholic Community where each day I learn more and grow more… I struggle to understand what could be next for me and then something shows up and ease and comfort come through. 

stepping up and admitting that openly to others

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I can see you want me to be writing a lot more. I see that coming together more and more all the time.

What will make it easier for you, is having this talk work better and better. Just talking out the way you need to is important. Just like you realized how valuable it was to bike all alone in silence. You really talk to us a lot when you’re biking. It’s good to see you learned about Betsy again too.

I know I need to explain about Betsy now. So Betsy was my bike in high school! To be back on Betsy again is a big blessing. Of course, then I realized how all the animals are in soul groups, instead of individual souls like people.  And I’ve talked to machines the same way, and they realize that they are much the same as animals. The energy and vibration around machine is a singular group just like the energy and vibration of each animal species. I’ve noticed that before that all the birds recognize how I’ve chirped other birds. . . I’ve noticed that the dogs and cats too, oh and the squirrels, of course.  I guess it’s gonna be true about plant species too.

I love my truck to, and I talk to it all the time. So I guess that means that all the Ford Pickups will know me already too.

What about a new page everyday? You did everything, biked, swam, sunrise prayers, 20 minutes of silence, exercises 12-15, joyful prayer, Charles, Family, Exodus… each one was carried to the fullest. Each required your attention and focus: Prayer, Consideration, & Action. This is needed daily.

2:17:19pm 9/17/2025 I did it all again this morning. And then I spoke about it in the Exodus meeting. And I got another Xelle to my account so I could send the trustee their cash. Just sent it now. And I’m in Three Daughters catching my breath and relaxing a bit. I invited Matt again and laughed with him about it. It’s just funny how I try to get everything done at once. I mean, if I have to drive I might as well. Stopped by USF to catch Jay in his lab too. No luck there, but everything else was quick and simple. 

What we promised you was the when you are ready and serious, then you would have the life you wanted and all the changes would fell into place everywhere else. . . Yes you asked for “fast” but instant is not realistic and “fast” for us is a lot different than fast for you.

I get it, and this makes me feel like I’m done fighting, and I can relax into this life we created and not struggle to figure things out, but simply flow through things really easy!

We have tried to get you to know this is about FLOW and allowing this LOVE to BE, and you never seem to comprehend or accept this. It’s designed to be easy and simple. 

I understand, and I know it’s all about Love and Being with Jesus Christ and allowing this experience to completely fill our lives! I guess I’m more lucky than everyone. Or simply accepted my place and take it serious instead of running and hiding. . . 

What about stepping up and admitting that openly to others…

I get it, always growing… I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

LOVE your Parish Here in Saint Pete keep us safe!

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word !

What do you feel hearing Bishop Barren talking about the reality of the Roman Cross and how Rome controlled people. 

It’s weird how I lost my image of Jesus on my rosary. And how I literally cried about it. . . Until I found it again! Even after you said how “He had Risen”. . . I’m listening to the Bishop’s words, Philippians 2 is the second reading for today. . . Speaking about how Jesus emptied Himself to take the image of a slave. “Becoming obedient to death, even death on a cross”. . . 

Yes, What does this feel like for you?

I guess it feels like what we’ve done!

What do you mean, go on. . . 

I noticed you have been showing this to me over and over again! How I’ve have been taking this role as a servant, . . . Like making coffee for the men’s groups. And doing whatever You ask, whether I understand or accept. I simply do what You ask!

What about this week . . . 

I know it happened when I read the Kowalska.Diary of Saint Maria Faustina at the Thursday Morning Class that started again. . . I read paragraphs 248-251, where I felt I was reading my own journal, how I found a silver ring in my office and made up some excuse to wear it. Then found another in my closet. So oddly enough I’m wearing my silver wedding band again . . . Since I now have matching silver rings, that match my watches, and match my prayer beads, and I realized how I’ve been married to Christ now. Alone in this home of peace and beauty, I’m only required to love and care for Jesus. 

So as I read the Diary “250 +This year, 1933, is for me an especially solemn year, because in this Jubilee Year of the Lord’s Passion” . . . Instead I wanted to say “2025” as it was identical to my own journals . . . Course then when we had finished reading these passages, we were invited to share anything that came to us. I never can share these deeper experiences that you give me.  Someone else spoke about how important it was to be humble and clear. So I took the opportunity and I admit how “proud i felt” when I read this as I wanted to say “THIS YEAR 2025” since we are again now in the Jubilee Year. . . . lol, course we are. 

Yes, you wanted me to share more and be clear, maybe about my rings and what I was feeling now Being your Servant with you. I’ve not been able to be so bold just yet. And I’m not sure what to do or what this is about. . . Uhg, I got an email from the father telling me not to have my iphone visible at church anymore, or he’ll tell me to leave. Wow, so satan has been able to secure this place. 

What’s so funny, is how when Claire and I talked about the very first list-serves and making the email systems for the county, state and university. . . And somehow we agreed it was fundamentally important and necessary to “KEEP EVERYTHING.” Like all published records must be retained. Course this was copied everywhere and all the email systems on Earth copy and retain everything. And then everything is recorded now. The emails, the videos, and sounds, all events everywhere are still recorded completely, everywhere all the time. Now giving the AI-Bots tons, and tons of data to recreate all growth and knowledge for decades.  I mean the TV and Radio’s recorded from the start and now the 4G, 5G, and 6G are recording and copying more and more than ever. 

Of Course, I’ve known for years how everything was copied. I remember hiding my journals whenever I was handwriting feeling how some new technology was over my shoulder to record and share my words, even back in High School. . . .

What it is, simply IS. You have more experience and direct knowledge with these things than anyone will ever know or understand. If satan needs to kick some ass before anyone will listen to you, so be it.

I know it’s necessary some times. Please dear Jesus LOVE your Parish Here in Saint Pete keep us safe! I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

learn and share more and more.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I love you Jesus, 9:03am and I have to move furniture again. I can't find my Sam's card to get gas, so Larry filled my gas tank. God bless him, he even gave me another $100 cash too.

What we need is for you to relax. It’s already planned and set. People can read and see as they are ready. Nothing is out of place, we are bringing more growth and love into the space. It’s important to ask for directions and listen carefully. And again now you see deeply into these experiences and each day you will grow to learn and share more and more. It's all exactly as you needed. More time for art, more time for healing, more time to relax and love all those around you. We have worked a long time to create this opportunity for you. There is a lot more coming together here than you could ever imagine. Trust and be at ease and peace.. 

I am so grateful for this leas Jesus. I know we have worked long and hard for all that we have before us now. I'm really feeling more and more at ease. Thank you so much Loving Lord Jesus.

 I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Telling me what to do and asking to be first … wow

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What we have done is really cleared your plate.  You are in a space of ease and comfort, but you have a great many tasks before you. Making these things work will require you to listen and follow very carefully and specifically. For Example, You recognize how much you need to do around your home, in the gardens, and in the office. These things are getting worse and worse the longer you wait. You have no reason to wait. You will not find any help here. These are all direct personal expressions of who you are. Stepping into Who You Are and what you need to do yourself. These plants are all waiting for you. And you know this. . . 

I get YOUR Word through everything all around me! Especially all these plants that have gone wild in my yard I hear them yelling for attention. Telling me what to do and asking to be first … wow 

We have also been very clear and specific about your morning exercises, and your prayers. Like you have recognized how important it is for you to write and pray more privately in silence. The Prayerline work has also been getting more focused. You have been hearing the same questions and same challenges over and over again. This is where you belong. You fill a place where you belong. Trust, and STAY, in Peace and Joy. . .  

I know, so I am Fearless in Your Word! And must allow YOU to flow more easily and consistently. Everything is exactly where it needs to be for this next step before me. And I need to stop worrying about anyone else who can help or not. It’s not my challenge to guide anyone who is not ready. There are plenty showing up each day, who are ready to step into more, and grow and evolve as things continue to change before us.

Whenever you share it’s always a blessing. It’s not always easy for you, or seems to be a challenge or off-kilter sometimes. And you can know you are safe and protected, so stay there in your flow and stay moving. . . forward. As you know that God usually chooses the weakest and simplest souls as tools for His greatest works; Saying no to God's plan for us is false pride, not humility. It is more important than ever to step into these things before you fearlessly. The Word is ever present and very clear, strong and direct for you. Knowing this and stepping into it all stronger is really necessary now more than ever.

What your hesitation is about is the fear of being alone and doing it all by yourself. This is fine and ok for you to move forward and trust what is ahead of you. It’s always clear and specific. No fear son, no fear, stay moving into this before you. If it turns to God, a stage of conversion or purgation and spiritual growth results. As the soul struggles to find itself, the saying "when the student is ready, the teacher can teach" . . . Another helpful exercise is a daily inventory of your relationship with God. When reflecting back on the day, did your daily actions give honor and glory to God? . . . as the repentant sinner recognizes his shortcomings and is more open to using all his time, talent, and treasure for the Lord.

I am so grateful to have and share in your Word! I've been able to follow and understand so clearly that I am blessed beyond recognition. This is certainly a joy and wonder to be in this place and time again. I know I have so much to do and recognize I've been procrastinating too much. I need to get my yard civilized and come to better terms on my course work.

What you have been given is exactly what you asked for. Even now at this moment where you are more careful and writing more slowly to see each word appear exactly as required and necessary for you to more forward with ease. You have been very clear about the next steps before you and having nothing else to focus on. This was something else you asked for. There is no need to concern yourself, there is nothing ahead of you that will be beyond your reach. As we stated earlier this is about just moving forward with who you are and what you created.

Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ . . . I am so grateful!!! I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

FULL and COMPLETE, exactly like God Imagined

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I know I need to do a new page here every day instead of once a week, or once a month. I’m really so tired, and still come back to reread and edit this page before posting and ending it. I’ve not been sleeping well, waking up several times at night, and suffering from the heat. I need to get the AC recharged upstairs, but I’ve not been able to catch up on my bills yet. I’m not even sure when I get paid now. Yes, money always shows up when I need it, so Larry gave me some cash yesterday. Not enough and I’m still short but it’s always good.

Thank You God, Larry also gives me a food-card where I can only buy food. I get most of my foods covered with his card, and still not enough for all my bills, but I’m eating good … even too much. I’m sure everything will come together soon. Everything always comes together. Like I need to fast every other day.

What you have seen more recently is how desperate the forces of evil are to stop you and interfere with you. You have seen this before, but also know it’s increasing as more and more of the lies and deceptions in your culture are taken apart, and opened up.  Yes, you always knew this was coming, and really always knew you would be prepared and ready to address it all too. No fear, no worries, it’s all coming together really nice.

I’m glad to hear! I also remember how it was supposed to all shift really fast. Out with the old, and in with the new! As incredible as it seems my first day of class at St Pete College, there was somebody in the office next-door. It was a new financial management professor who just had been hired full-time. Of course, I walked in and said hi and we just hit-it-off. I mean, I even recorded something that he asked me about and I invited him to the church Welcome retreat! Turns out he’s also teaching at USF, but doesn’t have time or experience teaching sustainable entrepreneurship. Damn, I wrote the book on that one. Course, I didn’t say that to him, but he knew what I was teaching already, so we started talking about it right away. Next thing I knew he was writing a letter to the Director to recommend me to take his place.

Yes, he knew the new USF Director that took Dr. Fountain’s place; and he wanted me to take his classes teaching the online sustainable entrepreneurship there. Wow, I couldn’t believe it. I told him I could start right now. He said he needed the cash from it right now, but could set me up for the next term. Next thing I knew he had drafted an email telling the Director all about me. Yes, he drafted it and sent it to me to review. I only had one or two comments and returned it with my CV. Next thing I knew I was scheduled to talk to the new Director. As it turns out I had to go to Tampa anyway to pick up a chicken coop for the 4-H club. Wow, it all just fell together like Magic.

We are doing exactly the same thing we’ve always done. You get caught in the Flow and you just do it. Fearless, focused, and ready for anything. Somethings will never change.

I’m Flattered as could be. I love that you’re so confident in me. It really makes me nervous when I have no clue what’s going on and it just happens. I know that’s the Way You like it though, surprises bring more joy and more love. You want to come in and take over anytime that You feel like it. I know that’s what I asked for. I just want You comfortable and ready to live the way You planned it from the very beginning. It’s really remarkable to share that more and more. This morning I started with the Sunrise. OK, I started with the Exodus 90 app and then listened to Family Focus, and then listened to Charles Stanley and then doing my exercises and then getting all my shit together so I could go to church. There’s a LifeTeen training here today. . . And then a dinner here tonight. Wow, a full day…

We told you more and more would be coming together. That is what you wanted, clear and focused, everything shifting and everything ready for us. 

It’s kinda strange at one level, and really remarkable as well. Wow, I just started crying . . . I noticed that Jesus Fell off of my Crucifix.Yes, the beautiful Rosary Crucifix that John gave me . . . Had broken. WOW! Then the first thing I heard was “No worries He has Risen!”  Course, I was still perplexed, crying, and upset begging that I could find Him. I went outside and looked around my bike.  Looked in the trash can as I had just emptied out a few cans. So now I came back inside and found it sitting on the floor under one of the tables here. Yes, I’ve been setting up all the food here and making coffee and getting things all together for this event. I was kinda surprised to find everything in place when I got here. But then I’ve been all alone doing things every where else since then

What is the weight of god. And who can know of it, except him who asks earnestly in their clear clean holy heart. Know this is the deepest profound experience in Love and Divinity shared each day as you step more clearly into this LOVE!

I love this moment with You again. It is really so remarkable to see and share in this deeper stronger experience You share. I am so blessed to see, feel, and share this deeper wonder with YOU. And I know it was a lot more than just asking. It was really a desperate demand that I made to You for getting into community and making everything happen to bring You closer than ever to what was really here and necessary.

I mean, at the LifeTeen training event I went to, I essentially got all the food out and ready for everyone since there was nobody else there to do it.  Then I was listening and watching. Course like the CGS classes it is really all old News to me. We need to keep children connected to Jesus as much and as soon as possible. Course Emily taught me everything about this, as she never left Jesus. And like me, she really seems to be set in this more than ever, while I wish and support everyone to do the same more and more each day.  It’s really remarkable who shows up and who asks me for guidance in this where it seems I can teach anyone, or everyone.

What you did was really exactly what your mother had led you to and prepared you for. As you will see and experience more ahead of you. The clarity and power of Jesus will FLOW! Who can know God’s counsel, or who can conceive what the LORD intends?

I love this. I mean, I know I can never fully know, but I’ve seen images and visions and aspects or feelings of all of this. Like knowing it’s about life, love and the beauty experienced in your gardens. I always see you walking in the gardens with Adam and Eve. Of course, I know it is really not them. . . . As it’s their children that you delight in, and so much more wanting everyone to share with us.

What you have been doing is critical. . . Stay here in this Space and Power that you really KNOW. It wont be easy, but it will be more Joy, more Love, MORE just Being and Sharing the Love and Divinity that you ARE. 

I Love you! Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ for all that you are sharing and being in this space for me. I know this is all about your LOVE and BEING clear and free into this experience we have Created WITH YOU. 

What you just FLASHED into was remarkable. So today you had coffee with the Dean. And you have always spoken to the leadership FEARLESSLY!  You have accepted this challenge we gave you over and over again . . . . just like when you had to leave the hospital and return to high school at sixteen to experience all you are capable of. The leadership has always run from you. You were always too strong. Now again Fearless with your brothers. 

The dean is another brother. . . So you FLASHED to speaking to him about your mothers being a Taino . . . The native indigenous nymph who survived the destruction of the narcissist white men . . . But had always planned to bring the next creation of Love and Beauty into this experience with you and your brothers. 

. . . Then you FLASHED into building the first track system around SNELL ISLAND and no one ever flooded again. . . . Then you FLASHED into building the first track system around SNELL ISLAND and no one ever flooded again. 2nd Patents here with google go.shr.lc/3I8WEJM Suddenly the world shifted into LOVE. One community was complete and whole. Everyone in the same family supporting and loving each other. The children leading and guiding the parents. Gardens and wildlife took over the space, where the love and beauty was fulfilled completely. No more greed, no more controls, only peace, comfort, and ease in love as God Imagined from the very beginning. 

…. Son you can stay fearless and never struggle again. It’s not beyond you, and this is all you could ever need. These people and places are coming in tune with you more freely. It’s not a concern anymore. It’s the Love and Beauty you required to leave the hospital at age sixteen. You were very clear that it had to be all or nothing. If you were bringing Christ Back to the Gardens, where He Belong, it had to be FULL and COMPLETE, exactly like God Imagined with US ALL here now in this same Faith in Action . . . Being louder than every word can be. I want my Life to Be, to breath, to Preach, every moment testify, and I want my LIFE TO BE!!!

I’m so grateful! Truly Grateful and Awe-struck for You sharing this moment with me. I’m in tears to know we are finished . . . 

What we mean about finished, is YOU!  It’s all about doing it all, right now. No more sleeping. No more waiting for anything.  It’s up to you to get things done . . . You know your complete exercise routines, you know all the tasks before you. You know you can teach and lead Families and Love to BE the Focus and Center of Society . . . You know it takes a man to lead this, and you are ready. 

I know.  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to step into everything you have created here for us. . . 

fulfilling all that men and family are meant to be

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What did you do now.

I haven’t been able to sleep. First I got up and wrote a letter to the city.  They took the trash dumpster in the alley for several families over a month ago. That’s right, no trash can for a month.  We finally got one today and I wanted to be sure I thanked them. SO I got up onto my pedestal and bla, bla, bla, , , I went on and on with all sorts of bs. Yes, I even mentioned the patent link to resolve all the city flooding. Yes, I pulled all the stops and really slammed them about everything that was bothering me….

What you are realizing is exactly what you need. Yes, we did tell you that you would start all over again. And that does mean the “same life” all over again. So imagine you’re in grade school just starting out. Real slow. Real careful, specific and focused. As you can see, we can help you a lot. When you call us in with that prayer, you can feel it. That feeling is where you belong. That is Joy. That is love, That is God. As you can see everything on earth is gonna mess with you. You need to be very strong and very focused. Your next conversation with jim has to tell him the truth.

Saint Ignatius of Loyola's step-by-step process for discernment of spirits is based on his Spiritual Exercises. He provides different rules for those in different spiritual states. The fundamental process involves three steps: Become aware, understand, and take action.

Step 1: Become aware
The first step is to recognize and pay attention to the "motions of the soul," which are your interior movements, including thoughts, emotions, desires, feelings, and inclinations. This is an exercise in prayerful self-awareness. Ignatius suggests practices such as the daily Examen to help you review your day and notice these inner stirrings. 

Step 2: Understand and reflect
Once you are aware of these interior motions, you must analyze them to understand their origin. The crucial aspect of Ignatian discernment for those growing in holiness is distinguishing between two primary states of the soul:

• Spiritual consolation: This is a movement of the soul that increases faith, hope, and charity. It brings a sense of peace, courage, and closeness to God. It can also include tears of compassion or an increase in spiritual fervor.
• Spiritual desolation: This is the opposite of consolation. It is a movement that brings darkness, anxiety, sadness, and discouragement. It can also lead to a lack of faith, hope, and love, and a feeling of separation from God.

Ignatius taught that these different movements come from different sources:

• The good spirit (God) uses consolation to encourage and strengthen those who are striving to serve God.
• The evil spirit (the enemy of human nature) uses desolation to put up obstacles, create confusion, and discourage the person from moving forward in their spiritual life.

Step 3: Take action
Based on your understanding of the movements, you must take the appropriate action:

• Accept and live according to what is from the good spirit. Embrace the feelings of peace, courage, and love that come from God.
• Reject and remove what is not of God. When experiencing spiritual desolation, resist the temptations that arise from it. Do not make any major decisions while in a state of desolation. Instead, persevere in prayer and spiritual practices.  RENOUNCE satan IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST and COMMAND THE spirit of satan TO LEAVE IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST!

Important considerations for those growing in holiness
Ignatius developed additional rules specifically for those who are actively working to overcome sin and grow closer to God. For these individuals, the good and evil spirits operate in a different manner than they do for those moving away from God:

• How the evil spirit works: The evil spirit will attempt to sow doubt, anxiety, and discouragement. It might remind you of past sins or point out imperfections to cause you to lose hope and quit trying. The evil spirit's temptations can also be disguised as something good and subtle, leading you to compromise your commitment to holiness.
• How the good spirit works: The good spirit will bring courage, strength, and consolation. It will affirm your efforts and help you to persist in your good works, removing obstacles and giving you quiet and peace.

Summary of the process for those growing in holiness

1. Become attentive: Notice the interior movements within your soul.
2. Characterize the movement: Does it feel like consolation (peace, joy, growth in faith) or desolation (anxiety, sadness, discouragement)?
3. Identify the source: If it's consolation, assume it is from the good spirit. If it's desolation, be on guard against the evil spirit's temptations.
4. Respond appropriately: Welcome consolation and use it to strengthen your resolve. Resist desolation, and do not make decisions based on it.
5. Seek counsel: If still in doubt, Ignatius advises seeking the wisdom of a spiritual director or wise counselor.

What you have felt now in this is very important please write specifically about this feeling above.

RESIST, here refers to avoid listening to satan, ignore the evil babbles, resist listening to the bs. I guess as I read this above I felt that “resist” is really wrong. . . Anxiety and sadness and all can really be a natural emotional response to the events in life. E-MOTIONS are “ENERGY is MOTION” and it’s critical to all of us that we experience these things. What is important is what the energy brings. What you use this energy for? What Inspiration and directions come from this? Hiding and suppressing is wrong and dangerous, so never “resist” real emotions, WHILE ALWAYS RESISTING THE BABBLES OF satan.

All emotions are wonderful and about learning and growing, dwelling in it, getting lost or over-powered is the problem. . . . So it’s not about fear and “resisting” emotions and events it’s really about RESOLVING and growing from these events and emotions. . . All desolation is a consolation in disguise. It’s really about learning and growing. Pain and suffering is all manmade, by choosing to stay in desolation we create the problems.  Instead reach out for God, ask for His perspective and seek the True event understanding that brings consolation.

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Saint Ignatius of Loyola, the founder of the Society of Jesus (Jesuits), developed a detailed method for discerning the movements of the good and evil spirits in a person’s soul. This process is outlined especially in his "Spiritual Exercises", which are a foundational text for spiritual growth and discernment within the Catholic tradition.

Here’s a step-by-step summary of Saint Ignatius’s method for discernment of spirits, particularly aimed at those striving to grow in holiness (the "Second Week" of the Spiritual Exercises):

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1. Understand the Two Spiritual Movements:

Saint Ignatius teaches that there are two primary inner spiritual movements:

• Consolation: A movement toward God. It brings peace, joy, love, hope, tears of repentance, or a desire to serve and praise God.

• Desolation: A movement away from God. It brings darkness, confusion, restlessness, despair, laziness, or lack of faith.

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2. Recognize the Direction of Life (Rules 1 & 2):

Discernment depends on the moral direction of the person’s life:

• For someone moving away from God (a life of sin):

  • The evil spirit encourages pleasure and comfort to keep them in sin.

  • The good spirit pricks the conscience and brings discomfort to urge conversion.

• For someone striving to grow in holiness (toward God):

  • The good spirit encourages, consoles, gives peace and strength.

  • The evil spirit tries to discourage through doubts, sadness, or confusion.

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3. Be Attentive to Interior Movements:

Pay attention to your internal spiritual experiences—your emotions, thoughts, inclinations. Ignatius advises:

"Know what moves you inside, and identify where it comes from."

This requires prayer, silence, and self-awareness.

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4. Describe the Movement Objectively:

Ask yourself:

• What am I feeling or experiencing?

• Is it consolation or desolation?

• Is it drawing me closer to God or away?

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5. Analyze the Source of the Movement:

Ask:

• Is this from the good spirit (God or angels)?

• Or from the evil spirit (the devil, or disordered attachments)?

You judge by the fruit of the movement: does it lead to love, faith, hope, and service—or fear, isolation, sin, and despair?

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6. Respond Accordingly (Rules for Discernment):

When in Consolation:

• Be grateful, and use the strength to prepare for future desolation.

• Make resolutions, as you see more clearly.

When in Desolation:

• Do not change previous good decisions.

• Pray more, examine yourself, and resist.

• Trust that consolation will return.

(These are from Rules 5, 6, and 7 in the Spiritual Exercises.)

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7. Be Aware of the Tactics of the Enemy (Rules 12–14):

Ignatius offers metaphors for how the evil spirit operates:

• Like a spoiled child—fleeing when resisted.

• Like a false lover—operating in secrecy.

• Like a military commander—attacking your weakest point.

You must learn to name, claim, and tame these attacks through vigilance, prayer, and spiritual guidance.

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8. Make Decisions Using the Discernment of Spirits:

In discernment:

• Seek a greater good, not just avoiding evil.

• Use both your reason and spiritual insight.

• Use the three times Ignatius proposes for making a decision:

  1. Clarity (God gives a clear sign or movement).

  2. Discernment of spirits (consolation vs. desolation).

  3. Reasoning with pros and cons under God’s guidance.

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9. Confirm with Fruits and Peace:

A true movement from the good spirit will, over time, bear good fruit (Gal 5:22–23): peace, joy, love, patience, etc.

If the result leads to peace, deeper union with God, and service to others—it is from the good spirit.

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10. Seek Ongoing Discernment and Spiritual Accompaniment:

Saint Ignatius emphasizes the value of:

• Daily examen (spiritual reflection and review).

• Spiritual direction.

• Sacraments and prayer, especially the Eucharist and Confession.

Discernment is not a one-time act—it’s a lifelong spiritual practice.

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If you'd like, I can also break down each of the 14 Rules for Discernment of Spirits (First Week) that lay this out in detail. Would you like that?

We are really pleased with you stepping into more things as you grow. And you need to go to the farmers market. 

3:33pm sat Aug 30! Wow, that’s so beautiful to see and share as I got back from the market with a few jars of pickles. 

I was thinking it closed at 3pm for some reason. But it actually closes at 1pm. So I was happy to visit. There are a few men with crazy gray hair and beards that always recognize me. I mean one even honked as I was biking home and passed him at a stop-light. The other guy sold all his eggs so he was happy, too. I really love this space and time that I’m in with you Jesus . . . 

I know that is really what this is all about. You are ready to return home and have this love and experience exactly the way we are . . . It’s funny how much you enjoy and tease me about doing every little detail you want. It’s like you are doing it all and I watch and wonder as I step through things with you. And of course I always see so much synchronicity and specific detail and truth so deep and powerful that i can tell that you are really enjoying every little detail of it. Everything has been getting easier and more powerful and specific every minute.

What you asked for was very specific and clear. Not many people have been so detailed in this and you have been so strong, too. It’s one thing to ask, it is another to prepare and set into place everything that you need to get what you really want. If you remember you were anxious to restore the Garden of Eden, and further, you were very focused that this Garden had to be all that we had intended it to be from the Beginning . . . . Not just food, but the source of life, where we had comfort, entertainment, love in sharing and growing all the time everywhere in Truth and Peace freely Loving among neighbors . . . . Like these are results for Mowgli talking to Baloo and inviting more love and joy around us in every way.

I know, and I guess that is why you want me to be married with children again. That is really the full experience, having all aspects and fulfilling all that men and family are meant to be. I realize that my next 50 years may be exactly what I have always wanted and always dreamed. Or really, it will become so much more than I could ever imagine.

What else could you expect from us. . . Remember this is what you created . . . 

I know, just like I need to laugh all the time knowing that I created this iPad, morphed the keyboard, morphed the pc camera. . . lol. . . Of course, what else, as I wanted it all together. If I must have some device, what else would I want, but everything included into one unit! Now again, I’ve been getting more engaged and deeper into my place and responsibilities before me.  

As crazy as it might be, I stepped into the passion and perspective of satan. Yes, I’m always in this place with Jesus and this Holy Perspective, but needed to step into those shoes to share more deeply last week. It was really bizarre to step into another place to understand what it was all about. And so I simply saw this experience all over again and watching satan gloating over his successful victory of perversion and deception.  It was really incredible as I witnessed how satan was so delighted simply to touch a child, like no man ever should touch. But then the icing on the cake for him was bragging to the child’s father how delighted and ecstatic he was to have this experience saying each of the children’s names. Of course, no parent has any idea what actually had happened so they couldn’t see the perverted lust in his eyes speaking the children’s names. 

Wow, what a weird experience. I mean, it’s apparent that so much here has come together very specifically for some purpose before me. I mean, to have the gospel beautiful experience with Asil that opened up the video issues. Then Llib knew immediately that the fear of video is often a sign of criminal activities. . . And now Mij brings it before everyone . . . It makes me feel there is a lot more going on here beyond the obvious….

I’m mean, even beyond what’s obvious to me!

What you are seeing will continue to come at you from every direction. You always knew you were just getting ready. Imagine for a moment that you were attacked, and simply allowed Saint Michael to step through. That might be easier to comprehend, as more direct action will come as Jesus steps in more. You have known this all along, and already have been through events, where you were simply watching Him Living.

I get it! Wow. It’s kinda funny as I consider how many times things just happened and I wondered what it was all about and how I ever got through it all. What’s really kinda weird now thinking of this, I seemed to have missed a lot in all these years. . . 

What do you mean give an example…

I remember Kim’s comments on replacing the roof in Seminole Heights, the weekend before it was due. No interviews, no Better Business Reviews, not even three estimates to compare. I met someone, he said he could do it, and it was done.  

I’ve thought about this experience over and over again as I realized it was a very spontaneous experience with Jesus. I mean, I really had to study it a bit before I could understand how it all happened. I just didn't randomly walk outside to visit a neighbor. I was lead, or Jesus told me to step outside and see who was in the truck and what he was going on. I remember my neighbor had some plumbing problems or a leak, so checking him out was reasonable. especially since she was a single lady in the house next door. And our conversation of his work and skills led me to ask him about replacing my roof. Within hours I had someone ready to address the problems and got my roof replaced.

What was so remarkable about this experience?

I  realized it was my standard method of operation. I was always open, transparent and trusting. It certainly has led to many problems.  But as I realized above, following and allowing was very common for me, and I really never had to question anything. Nor does it seem I needed to remember much of it.  I remember Kim talking about this and how it happened all the time. Course I’ve no idea now, but again get the feeling I was just watching and allowing things to happen.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,

accept and understand the deeper power and focus

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What you have done this week was exactly what we asked for. If you notice you’re doing more conversations inline with where you belong. As you step-up more fully into your place, more gets easier and more works better for you.We told you how much you would find love and joy in these experiences before you. Remember this, and don’t get lost in it. Trust and move forward and allow this deeper truth to step forward through you, always asking for the Holy Spirit!

I know I’m so very blessed. I know who I am and know what I can do and share. It’s really remarkable to see what shows-up and what I have before me. I’m always surprised about the timing and experience before me. I wonder about it, and really wonder what could be next. And I simply share my truth and trust what’s before me, I mean I even bought lotto tickets last week . . . . selecting my own numbers! 

What happened on Wednesday?

I know it was weird. One of the guys in the Welcome Team presented his Witness Words for us! And I heard he was born the same time as my daughter. And then I got a message from her about Her daughter who had her first day in first grade. It wasn’t really any big deal, as I was just so tired as it was after the sun started going down and I had been up awake since 2am. . . . Yes listened and struggled to keep my eyes open late at night.

Anyway the next day I felt like I needed to invite the guy to a healing for his relationship with his wife. Their relationship had crashed and burned when their house flooded with the hurricanes.  I had talked to him several times before, knowing that I could help them and heal them. So I decide to send her a message. Something about the art and music sitting all around my room, called out to me. It was like something in my space would catch her attention and she would know she had to do it. 

Course, then I saw this GOD TALK note I found from Emily, when I moved into this house. I thought that might be the message for his wife. So I started to move this note into each picture I took. Like the back ground for the art and music included this GOD TALK notice. As I prepared my invite and insight for them, I realized that Emily had sent me pictures of Madison who was likely the same age now of when Emily wrote this note. Then I felt that maybe it was a message from Emily to them, or from Madison to their daughter?!?

Yes, of course then I had to send him all the pictures, including those of Madison. And It was actually Emily who was his same age.  And of course I know whenever I See so many layers of synchronized experience, NO ONE believes me, and everyone thinks I’m making things up to con them. OH YEA, I remember that same morning I was looking for some old photos and saw photos of her Birth Certificate and Baptism and all.  Course, now I had to include that too, since he has certainly heard too much gossip about me already.

So of course, yesterday I spent the day helping with another church event. And Lisette came in and I was SOOOO happy to see her and talk with her. Then her first question was about my house and whether I had rented-out my extra room yet.  So of course I had to tell her about everything i had just done. I mean, I’m always so blessed and it hits me in spades. Just so much, so clearly and, so strongly at once . . . . So I told her I had to email it all to her and spent the next few hours fussing with my iPad trying to see if I could get it all together for her.

Of course, then I realized that the guy had edited and clarified my note to his wife, and included all the pictures and everything so it was so pretty. And I had to send it all to Dick, as we had missed our meeting this last week. . . Eeek, it feels like I have another Mother wanting to connect to me. . 

What about this surprises you?

I know it is always about your Word!

What if your connection and truths here, actually changes lives where they are able to accept and understand the deeper power and focus you share and understand.

In the Word again and so strong of course. And it’s more incredible than ever. You see this morning I realized I started a new set of classes at St Pete College and it was time for me to step up into WHO I AM and WHAT I DO. Which means I jumped up at 2am, toked my pipe, did my weights, worked and ate. Then biked to the beach to pull out the sun and go swimming. As I jumped in I noticed another guy sitting halfway down the pier. I swam for a while and then went almost to the end to climb out. 

As I passed the guy, he asked how the water was.  Oh just great, warm, but still great to swim.  And so I walked down to my bike and started getting ready to go. And then I had this funny feeling that I knew this guy.  So as I got my bike together to leave I watched him get up to leave.  I kept trying to remember of think about his name as I got on my bike, and watched where he went so I could catch him.  Of course, just as he walking into the bathroom, I remember “Leonard” . . . So I biked over and called his name into the bathroom. 

I was right. Course he didn’t recognize me. But when I said EW, he knew exactly who I was.  We chatted a bit and agreed we needed to meet again. So I biked off and stopped to pick-up mango seeds. Soon he biked up to me again. We chatted some more and he decided to bike with me to my house since it was essentially on the way to his house anyway. Yes, he lives over by Mazzaros across from Home Depot, so essentially a mile away.

More incredible than anything was that he asked how I got here, since he had been to my house in Seminole Heights. So I went through the whole story about Covid and all the rest, essentially my full-witness discussion that i had just prepared anyway. . . And RECORDED IT! Lol. . . And then sent it to Kevin, Dick, Lissette, Jim and Alex. . .  Now, I listened to it three times already.

What a strong phrase to copy and paste throughout your blog this week Each time you open adn read this line “What if your connection and truths here, actually changes lives where they are able to accept and understand the deeper power and focus you share and understand. What if that's what this is all about.” You never want to touch it or edit it. . . Of course the good Lord shared words and insights with you and editing that just never seems appropriate. However, you are in an active dynamic experience here, where each new expression can be equally as vital and inspiring.

I am always ready for anything and completely surprised. Yes I finally realized how you love surprises because it brings up the level of Joy and Bliss. Of course, the more fruit of the spirit the better. So of course we all want more and more.

5:25am 8/22/2025 everything is wonderful because you are getting better at listening closer. Every detail you share is BLESSED! What if your connection and truths here, actually changes lives where they are able to accept and understand the deeper power and focus you share and experience. You are just bubbling up all the time, and bubbling in joy and love.., what did you just flash too… you Must use the voice now:

I LOVE YOUR Word!

THIS IS ALL FOR YOU… The war is over, love has won!

Lay your body down. This freedom song is marching on. You raise our flag..,. The war is over love and is one!!! OK so when I flashed. I prepared a jar of coconut juice for Frank. Actually, I prepared it for myself and realized I needed to give it to Frank. Then I considered what Frank loves. And I flashed to a picture of it. So now I can open up the picture here with you. Purple jar, white lid. The lid was made out of nice hardwood.

Perfect, smooth, beautiful wood. I could see him imagining his own design on top of it already. The jar was half full of coconut. Fill it up with Herb water. Put the lid on and shake it. Poor your glass of juice. Enjoy. Oh it’s so funny how fast things always grow and shift in the flashing. . . . 

What if your connection and truths here, that actually changes lives where they are able to accept and understand the deeper power and focus you share and understand.

I am ready to share your Word! I know in my Faith with You, that I know your love and blessings will shine through all that I am and all that I do. What is the Will of God today. I need to bring my camera and video record my witness today. I live by the promises of God. I know my place and space is open and clear for the Glory of God!

How do you think this phrase came up to you over and over. What if your connection and truths here, are actually changing lives here today. . . . where they are able to accept and understand the deeper power and focus you share and understand. Because you will have a wonderful experience.

I know it’s about your Word!  I’m always blessed and guided into these experiences with You. I know I’m blessed, and I know I am sent here and it’s just my experience and my responsibility to step out and do what I need to do. It’s really about you, and I’m just going to allow your flow and blessing to BE.

You really did something wonderful. You connect to everyone at different levels. Some are exactly where you, and many are approaching up behind you very quickly. Trust. It’s more direct and connected than ever. All these tasks before you are connected and related very deeply. I talk about your last week and all the things that happened to you

I I got up in the middle of the night because I couldn’t sleep and I am filing for a time extension and they peel peel. It was kind of weird because I brought out all the issues that I recognized and complained about having to respond to their incompetence requesting time to address everything. I was surprised It was excepted and listed the next day. I know I have to call him and make sure that it is addressed!  Then I went to Teach Lynn’s course and she came through online or did the lecture. Yes, I actually sent the zoom on the big screen. And then I did the exercises with everybody in the class. I was really impressed with how much the class did. And I complimented Lynn everything came together. Course then I realized that I could do all her classes the same way if she wanted me to.

236 Mike Smidt… 1750 morality of right or wrong is a real experience. . . A good human act to be morally good: object chosen, intentional acts, actions… Chose the Right thing generosity, intention to share & Love, Good intentions are not enough… the end does not justify the means, do evil to bring good, Book needs three thing: grammar, characters, plot… Good Movie: Good Actor, Good Story, Good e What if your connection and truths here, actually changes lives where they are able to accept and understand the deeper power and focus you share and understand.

I love your Word . . . It’s always so awesome to share time with you Jesus. I had several people call in today that needed to speak directly with me and my own experience… the first was a women who was freaking out because her husband had left with their kids.  Wow, third experience like that, the previous two were men who LOST THEIR KIDS, with the wife leaving. So I told her!  My story . . . How Colleen took my kids and left… no idea, no warning. I got home and she was gone. WOW! Freaked me out . . . 

Love heart, mind and soul. . . Feel love in deepness of the heart; love in the mind, all your mind, all your thoughts and all your experiences . . .  What if your connection and truths here, actually changes lives where they are able to accept and understand the deeper power and focus you share and understand.

I know our stories always matter. The life of Saint Francis with Exodus 90 app... Getting the story right. Letting God into our stories, and getting our stories Right as we are God people. . . Unique people who could bring salvation to the world…

Creating lasting habits with Saint Michael's Lent.. We have loving infinite connections and truths here.  Actually you will be changing move lives than ever . . . . because you are able to understand your deeper power and focus to share this understanding with other professionals that you know. God as the one only necessary being . . One life here, we're totally dependent only on him. All else is a delusions, apart from God is not possible. One mind, one life, we only know through him.

I know you need to share the Word!

We have really giving you what you asked for. Everything is gonna be a lot closer to what you’ve dreamed than you could ever imagine. It’s not just about saving the Earth and as many people as possible. It’s also about creating Eden. You asked for whatever it takes to bring us all together in the garden the way we had planned from the beginning you were very specific about what you wanted to see. 

This connection to the truths here, is actually living already where the understood deeper power and focus Comes to the forefront. You asked for help and you’ve got it now. You asked for more classes and more opportunities and you’ve got it now. You’ve asked for more connections at church and you’ve got that now. You’ve also asked for love in relationship with another woman.

I know But that really has to be after everything else. Your word and experience of bliss in the garden is really priority. To share the Word freely like family again must come first. I don’t wanna get distracted with a woman and a child until everything is done. When you’re comfortable to walk in your garden and share with your people freely and easily, then it’s time for me to start another family. I can’t be distracted with anything until we finish what we started.

It’s always about your connection and truths here, You are actually changing More lives the You are able to understand. This grows deeper in power and focus Every day as you share and understand More about your experience and responsibility. Teaching others about their responsibility is equally as critical. You’ve made real efforts to get people in line. This is very important too.

I love your Word! I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to achieve all You need to return home!

Your connection and truths here, actually brings deeper power and focus to all you share and understand.

I  know it’s always about the Love for You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Cause GOD SO LOVED the World. . . . Praise God, Praise God, Praise God. . . From whom all blessings come. . . . Praise Him for the wonders of his love

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AI Overview

Saint Ignatius of Loyola's discernment of spirits is a process for understanding the movements of one's soul to determine whether they come from the good or evil spirit. The specific steps and commentary differ depending on a person's spiritual state: whether they are progressing from sin toward God or are already striving to grow in holiness. 

The process for those struggling with sin
For those moving from sin toward a better life, the good and evil spirits act in contrary ways. The steps for discernment are: Recognize how the evil spirit deceives. For people caught in mortal sin, the enemy offers "apparent pleasures" and "sensual delights" to make sin seem desirable and keep them captive.
Recognize how the good spirit calls. God, on the other hand, stirs the conscience through reason, pricking and biting it to awaken a person from their sinful state. This feeling of guilt is a grace that can help break the cycle of sin and move a person toward freedom.
Identify the call to change. A person who begins to live a more virtuous life will notice the spirits' tactics reverse. The good spirit will bring peace and quiet, while the evil spirit will bring sadness, obstacles, and false reasons to quit.
The process for those growing in holiness
For those dedicated to a virtuous life, the process is more focused on distinguishing between spiritual consolation and desolation. 

Step 1: Become aware of your spiritual state
Pay attention to the inner stirrings of your heart, mind, and emotions. You must accurately determine if you are in a state of consolation or desolation to apply the correct rules for action. Spiritual Consolation: An interior movement in the soul that increases faith, hope, and charity. It leads to peace, quiet, and a burning love for God. Consolation can also be shedding tears out of sorrow for one's sins or the sufferings of Christ.
Spiritual Desolation: The opposite of consolation. It is characterized by darkness of soul, disturbance, agitation, sadness, and a feeling of separation from God. It leads to a decrease in faith, hope, and love. 

Step 2: Understand and respond to consolation
When experiencing consolation, St. Ignatius advises a particular response to both deepen your gratitude and prepare for the future. Reflect with humility: Remember that consolation is a gift from God, not something you earned. Humbly acknowledge your dependence on God's grace.
Prepare for desolation: Think about how you will persevere spiritually when desolation inevitably returns. Review the rules for desolation so they are fresh in your mind. 

Step 3: Understand and resist desolation
When in desolation, the evil spirit uses false reasoning and agitation to disrupt your spiritual progress. Stand firm and do not change. During desolation, do not make any major decisions or change resolutions you made during a time of consolation. The evil spirit's counsels cannot be trusted to decide rightly.
Actively resist. Work against desolation by increasing your prayer, meditation, examination of conscience, and penance. Even faint prayer or crying out to God works against the movement of desolation.
Be patient. Endure the trial patiently, remembering that consolation will eventually return. You can draw strength from knowing that God is with you, even if you don't feel his presence.
Examine the cause. Consider the reasons God permits desolation, which can include your own spiritual laziness, being tested by God, or being humbled to remember that consolation is a gift. 

Step 4: Analyze the tactics of the evil spirit
Ignatius provides additional rules to help believers recognize the unique methods of the evil one, particularly when advancing spiritually. Like a bully: The enemy is weak against a strong, vigorous will. He will flee when met with a bold and unwavering front. The moment you show fear, his ferocity increases.
Like a secret lover: The enemy wants his evil suggestions to be kept secret and unrevealed. Confession and discussing your temptations with a spiritual director will thwart his plans.
Like an attacking commander: The enemy will attack you at your weakest and most vulnerable spot. Identifying your personal spiritual weaknesses allows you to preemptively fortify yourself. 

Step 5: Practice the Daily Examen
To become more attuned to these movements, St. Ignatius recommends praying the Examen daily. Become aware of God's presence.
Review the day with gratitude.
Pay attention to your emotions, noting the times you felt consolation and desolation.
Choose one feature of the day to pray about and reflect on your response.
Look toward tomorrow, resolving to cooperate more with God's grace.
Divine commentary and context
Ignatius' rules were not written as a set of logical steps but were distilled from his own spiritual journey and recorded in his Spiritual Exercises. The core principles are founded on these divine truths: God communicates directly with us. The rules are predicated on the belief that God communicates with us through our thoughts, feelings, and desires.
A personal love relationship with God is the context. Discernment is only possible within a loving relationship with God. Our desire to please and serve God is the motivation for the entire process.
It assumes a state of spiritual combat. The process acknowledges that spiritual warfare is real and that interior struggle is a normal part of the Christian life. The good and evil spirits contend for the soul.
Interior freedom is the goal. The process is designed to help us overcome attachments, biases, and selfishness that prevent us from generously following God's will. The ultimate goal is not just to make a good decision, but to achieve a deep and lasting union with God.